Hell Is A Teenage Girl - Blog Posts

Monday is normally the day I go to my bookstore and these memes just ran freely into my mind as I walk and (most of the times) buy a book or two 😅✨

What's your favorite book meme? ✨💗

-Alejandra Pizarnik, "En esta noche, en este mundo"

I got yelled at for coming home from a bday at 11pm, the excuse? That im too distracted and not studying enough (lie)

Lana's new magazine⋆｡˚୨୧˚｡⋆ 𐙚 ₊ ⊹ ♡

Journal pages i made using old letters i found in a seconhand market⋆｡˚୨୧˚｡⋆.

౨ৎ 🍓｡˚🍰♡ ˚₊‧

I just got a reality check and realized i am like my dad

I rejected him but i don't want things to be uncomfy....

"I'd rather not go back to the old house" (my dad's house)

"And now i know how Joan of Arc felt" (needing to prove myself constantly)

Born to be the protag of a cutesy magical girl shojo anime, forced to be Rodion Romanovich Raskolnikov

THATS FUCKING REAL?! OH GOD WHAT

OMFG I HATE OLD MEN PRETENDING TO BE TEENAGE GIRLS WHAT THE FUCK

hi if you offer to be my male friend don't fucking hit on me or try to get my nudes right after thanks you're not funny

When your friend invites you to hangout with them and their friends, but it’s awkward for you because you don’t speak and you’re socially awkward. So you distance yourself, and pray they notice. (They never do)

I need someone to care like this. I need someone to mourn me.

Me crying knowing that I don't actually want a boyfriend, I just want to be wanted.

pov- When you feel actually pretty and then remember you have a body.

Ode to hands

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Bite, crack, chew

Bite crack chew

These tools given to me by my ancestors

I use them and bite, crack, chew my way through the want of them being oresentable and pretty

Bite, crack, chew

Bite crack chew

Get the WRETCHED white beds out of my skin

They serve no purpose here

I bite, crack, chew, bite, crack, and chew

Bite, crack, chew

Bite crack chew

But it will never be enough

If there is nutrients in my body there is nutrients in the useless keratin i call my organic utensils

Bite, crack, chew

Bite, crack, chew

Bite, crack, chew

Bite crack chew

They will never go away

Bite, crack, chew, Bite, crack, chew,

Bite, crack, chew, Bite, crack, chew,

The only way to rid them is to

Bite, crack...

And chew.

Crying atm for being jealous that my boyfriend has such great friends and hangs out with them and I'm at home being a hermit doomscrolling and i have to be asked to get up from my bed. I need to get a therapist quick.

So much of my developmental years have been given to the lgbtq+ community to the point where I don't know where I am without it. Who am I anymore when I'm now unable to relate. After knowing so much, how can I go back... can I even go back?

Anyone else go through the gender and sexuality cycle only to end up back at the beginning. We'll that happend to me. Cis and straight to cis and straight (I'm kinda bi but my attraction to women is so low I think it barely counts). Kinda sucks to realize you are the societal default settings. But the journey did change me. And at least I'm sure of who I am now.

I finally watched Dinner in America... I want what they have (I have a whole boyfriend and I could never date Simon irl he is the biggest red flag I've ever seen but omg I love him so much me and Patty have the same taste)

Nothing says dystopia like corporate greed