Gender Dysphoria - Blog Posts

Vent drawing I made about my dysphoria

dude does anyone else have like…certain people that make them dysphoric ???

like i have this one friend — great dude, we’ve been friends since kindergarten, — but sometimes i find myself avoiding him bcuz he’s known me so long before i even realized i was trans, and since it’s relatively new i feel like he still sees me as a girl.

and obviously i don’t think it’s intentional, slip ups are fairly common and expected. plus, he’s never been homophobic or transphobic ever, he’s a part of the lgtbqia+ community himself. but the aura i get from him is just….kinda odd sometimes???

idk, does anyone else experience this? bcuz i feel like im sort of losing my mind.

An Ode To My Womb

I could never love you like a mother should

I can’t pour out all the love I can into you

You scream and kick and twist me into knots

I can’t love like that, so devoted and unyielding

I am selfish and distant, I need time for myself

Not the constant love a child needs, unabashed and overflowing

I know I want to love others the way I was never loved

I don’t shudder at the name of “mother” like I claim to

I want to be split upon an altar, to sacrifice my soul

But I know I’d tremble as the blade rises

That it’d cleave the edges of a hole

A hole so deep, a hole so wide, that filling it is impossible

An abyss cannot love a child

A hole cannot fill a hole

And so I cleave you from me

So some other bitch can love the terrible burden you contain

And I’ll stick to loving grown up things

Who become children with my claim

Am I sad and unmotivated because I have no energy, or do I have no energy because I'm sad and unmotivated...

feeling dysphoric ?

hey, it’s okay baby

i know it’s hard. i know it hurts.

you’ll be okay

drink something warm. touch something soft. wear ur comfiest clothes. take a nice shower. breathe.

breathe. it’s okay.

you’ll get it, you’ll grow up to be a beautiful little creature. boy, girl, enby, everything, nothing. you’ll still be wonderful.

people love you. they do, no matter your gender. they respect you. they love you.

don’t worry baby. you’ll get what you need.

if you need hrt, you’ll get it. if you need surgery, you’ll get it.

the road is hard and hurts but it will get easier. trust me. look at how far you’ve come already.

look at you baby, so strong. you’ve got this, don’t worry

it’ll be okay <3

I thought I was fine

I don't think I am or ever was I don't wanna be 'cringy' but nvm fuck cringe culture idgaf im tired of having to write a name that isn't mine on every school worksheet or project when I have to fill out my pronouns and put she/her every time my friend has to call me by that name that isn't mine when I make a new friend but they aren't truly friends with ME. when I feel embarrassed at the thought of giving a close one my true name "they can just keep calling me that." but im tired

i think we should advertise menstrual products to trans men the way we advertise deodorant to cis men. i think that would be really funny.