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how if feels to not be in the woods rn

I wish i didn't fall for you as hard and fast as i did. I hate myself for it. I want to die. I want to be ripped up and into shreds. I just dont want to exist anymore.

I am begining to realize, once again, that i probably dont matter to the one i love. That hes probably just using me, saying that he loves me because my house is the safe place. I dont want it to be true, but he wont really talk to me when hes not here. I just want to be loved without having to work so god damn hard for it.

Im missing you so much right now. I want you to be here with me. I want to be in your arms for the rest of our lives because that is how i actually feel. I'm starting to, once again, imagine my wedding. I haven't done this in years because i didnt think id make it to 18. But here i am, thinking i wont make it to 20 anymore and being absolutly in love with your smile, your laugh, your dumb little quirks that you have, and the way you make me feel.

I just dont know if i am good enough for the love you say you have for me.

Get ready for a GARFLE WARFLE SNICK

Tonight's guests...

Entering a strange game show with no knowledge and no way of escape,

ITS THE PALADINS OF VOLTRON

And your host, ME

This

Is

Warlfe Garfle Snick

The only warlfe that garfles every snick

I'm joined my these lovely contestants and tonight folks, the game is win or die!

That's right, these contestants have to win or else they will be sacrificed to the dead ghost of College Humor and be lost for all of time.

The only way to win is by playing, the only way to live is by winning, and the only way to play is by beginning so without further adieu

LETS BEGIN

Guess what you dumb whores (I say that lovingly) I found even more to hate about myself low key didn’t trying it was possible but I looked in the fucking mirror and I’m never losing my virginity since so one should even have to see my body naked✌🏽🤗😚 👅

I honestly and truthfully hate myself.

My hair:

I’m black and I get perms and I really wanna go natural. Told my mom and she told me that if u were to go natural all I would do was get made fun of. My relaxed hair grows so fucking slow and turns nappy really quick so when I get sew-ins you can tell the difference and I already get made fun of for that plus my fave is already fat and the only thing that makes it look slightly better is my hair. Yikes

My body:

I’m fat. I have scars everywhere. My thighs look like drum sticks. I have hip dips and that plus the way I already look makes me go from a 1 to a -12. I have stretch marks literally make me look so fucking disgusting and I have so many that I know that none of them are going away even when I lose weight. SOMETHING SO SIMPLE AS MY FINGERS ARE EVEN A FUCKING DISAPPOINTMENT. my fingers couldn’t be fucking normal and straight and have of them if curved. My fucking nails are just annoying. My sister lifted my shirt and goes oh I thought ur stomach plugged out a lot more than that.

My skin:

My pores are fucking huge. Every time I shave you can see the pores in my leg from a mile away and it looks like a have a fucking disease, I have bad hygiene and I don’t take care of my skin and it’s fucking disgusting.

My face:

My acne is so bad. My hyperpigmentation has literally ruined any confidence I had left. My teeth are ducked up and the adults in my fucking house hold refuse to get me a dentist appointment.my nose literally is a pig nose which makes it SOOOOO much better bc I am a fucking pigs. My eyes are this dull dark brown. Not that beautiful hazel color that everyone loves it just plain and fucking boring.

There is nothing for anyone to love about me. There’s nothing for me to love about my self.