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everything is right in the world (misha collins said something deeply, deeply insane)
no we joke about it a lot because we know its not gonna happen but if we actually get misha and jensen kissing on camera it could be dangerous i think this website would explode and the universe would shift and all of our brains chemistry would be changed forever
Shatter
Event: Angstpril 2025 ; hosted by @chaos-company Fandom: Supernatural Ship: Castiel x Dean Winchester | Destiel Rating: T Tags: My boyfriend said it ouch in a good way (he said I can quote him on it)
It will forever be one of Dean’s biggest regrets. Not saying anything, taking the time to process what was actually said, and not responding—not reacting in any way. Cas had said the words so softly that Dean wasn’t sure what it was, until the words branded themselves in his brain. Something he’d never be able to wash off or forget.
I love you
That was what left Cas’ lips. He could feel the anguish from the angel more than he could hear it. The words spoken as a last resort. His way of letting Dean into the deepest parts of him yet unexplored by any mortal being. Parts that Dean had subliminally been begging for over the years they’d spent together.
Little echoes of Cas’ voice lingered, when the man himself didn't. Dean tried to convince himself that it wasn’t Cas’ choice. That nobody could have foreseen him being swallowed into Hell as the conclusion to the story, and Dean knew. He couldn’t go back there. He had a one free access pass to Crowley’s domain and he had already used it.
A year before when a demon pulled Cas away from Dean. Again in a situation just like he was faced with right then.
Dean could hear the crack when he fell to his knees in that dusty warehouse. The place that was forever immortalised as where their story began—and ended. No interlude, no body of work. Just Cas saying those wretched words that Dean had waited for. Begged for. Dreamed about.
He stared at the spot where Cas was standing only moments before.
Saw the tears that glimmered as he said the words an angel was banned to speak. But, for Dean, he let go of propriety yet again.
The moment was akin to a heated blade searing its way into Dean’s stomach. On the inside there would barely be a mark to show what he had gone through, but god. The pain.
His throat felt raw and it was only when he felt Sam’s hand on his shoulder that he realised it’d been him screaming. Yelling out for an angel no longer there, a miracle that was never his for the taking.
A prayer that wouldn’t get answered.
“I love you too.” Words that he whispered so soft, with only himself and Sam as witnesses to the weighted statement. One that Cas would never hear.
And what tore Dean apart was that now, with only Crowley and kin for company, Cas would never know how loved he really was. How highly ranked he really was in Dean’s head.
That all the sacrifices and deviance from his path had never been for nought.
That he was who Dean turned to in times of need and elation.
“I LOVE YOU.” The second time he used all of his strength to scream. All the feelings that he’d bottled up under the guise of needing to get the job done, and that they weren’t ready, flowed into his voice. And for only a second, he could pretend that Cas heard it.
That he wasn’t too late, and that Cas would come back.
For a second. He could believe that it would be alright.
I actually just drew this to mess with a friend that I got to read Twist and shout .. but I kinda like it😮💨 so I’ll share it
Sorry 💔
So I wrote maybe 1000/1500 words, but I don't think I'll be able to finish it tonight so I'm going to go to sleep. After much consideration (my sister bullying me), I decided to finish a story I started in June right before watching 15x18 for the first time.
(I needed something cute and fluffy as mental support.)
So if you want, you can go read the first chapter and I'll try to post the second and last chapter this week. But in the meantime, I'll leave you a little snippet because I'm pretty proud of myself.
Castiel watched the scene silently, a feeling of pure contentment washing over him like a ray of summer sunshine, warm and comforting. The kind of sunshine that cats lounged under outside the library windows. Castiel met Dean's amused gaze, his irises sparkling like a breeze of wind in the spring leaves, and his smile grew even wider if that were possible. Dean's eyes softened, smile lines deepening at the corners of his eyelids. Castiel had seen humanity crawl out of the water, empires rise and fall into dust, and the creation of the seven wonders of the world. But nothing was as beautiful as the man in front of him. (He might have missed not being able to see Dean's soul anymore — the one that was so deeply entwined in his grace and his flesh and his being that it could no longer be separated from him, a beacon of light in the darkness of the Empty and the pain of Hell — but it shone so brightly in Dean's every action that Castiel could see it every day.) (That Castiel could fall in love even more every day.)
I need the people's opinion, tonight do I study or do I write something for Destiel Day?
I need the people's opinion, tonight do I study or do I write something for Destiel Day?
It's decided, I'm going to rewatch Supernatural because apparently the first time wasn't painful enough. But! This time, I'm going to write fanfiction and semi-coherent analyses. And also count the number of times Dean says awesome.
Wish me luck!
[Image ID: The Destiel confession meme edited so that Dean answers 'There's a petition to ban conversion therapy in the EU' to Cas' 'I love you'. /End ID]
If you are a citizen in the EU please sign this petition:
#this had to be done
okay but what if M*A*S*H but instead of pierce and mcintyre it was dean and sam and instead of francis mulcahy it was cas and margaret is rowena but destiel also
edit - @celestial-castiel mentioned that cas better fits father mulcahy and i LITERALLY COULDNT AGREE MORE so i fixed it
17 year old dean winchester in the 50s writing a stupid letter to a korean war soldier who he doesn’t even know when he has so many better things to be doing
castiel novak, an 18 year old soldier with no one to write home to, writing back to the sarcastic and frankly rude kid who wrote him because he has nothing better to do
impromptu penpals until dean gets drafted a week after his 18th birthday, to be dispatched as an officer in castiel’s same platoon
“we’ve lost everything, and you need to bring him back”
dean doesn’t like praying and thinks it too close to begging, and yet dean is begging chuck to bring everyone back, but apparently of all of these loses, including the loss of his mother, the one thing he describes as literally EVERYTHING to him is cas. widow era i guess
also i really like jack already he’s amazing and loves nougat
is season 12 the destiel “maybe having a kid will solve our marriage” season or smth because why are they bickering like a tired house wife and an ignorant husband
dean what do you mean cas got the colt from under your pillow by playing you
dean what do you mean cas got the colt from under your pillow by playing you
“you are NOT a child.”
I never was.
this is gonna sound like a stupid ask but i can’t find ANYTHING sooo
destiel fics with cry-until-your-face-is-sore heavy angst on deans part that takes place in canonverse? preferably fix-its for the aftermath of s15e19? also if available, some sam really trying to get dean back on his feet but it’s just not working… love y’all 💋
he wouldn’t be angry at cas because we’ve repeatedly proven that in deans eyes cas can do no wrong. dean would flip it right around to himself being in some way at fault and be just drowning in self hate
so i was just joking around with my parents about how without all the trama dean would be like a carbon copy of joey tribbiani and then we watched the memory loss episode in s12 and ive never been proven right in such an unfortunate way
