Chaotic Academic Aesthetic - Blog Posts

—Emily Dickinson

na bc this

Shameless and callous I love you.

Out of indifference I love you.

I love to learn, I do...but only when the end goal is not an exam ykwim.

I love even the hard subjects like physics and Maths, they are so fun...but not when I have to eventually go write them in a dumb exam, because can't write exams.

Examination culture is definitely killing peoples want to study, and we as a society need to evaluate why that is.

Omg gifted kid brain...why are you not gifted kid braining?

Probably because you never developed good studying strategies (you don't fucking know how to revise girl) cause you always got good grades without studying, and now you are fucked in highschool.

Uh oh I spoke too soon! Chemistry is not looking good anymore....this is so chaotic omg.

“Music was my refuge. I could crawl into the space between the notes and curl my back to loneliness.”

— Maya Angelou

running away to some dilapidated georgian mansion in the moors to persure my writing career and slowly but surely gain a reputation in the nearby village as a potential witch, anyone wanna come?

thunderstorms in summer, freckles, flowers pressed between the pages of a book, lemonade, daisy chains, bare feet on dewy grass, blackberry juice on lips and fingers, messy braids, stargazing, collecting pretty rocks from streams, late night birdsong, flowers tucked behind ears, daydreaming

i'd like to clarify that when i call a man a simp it is the biggest compliment i could ever give anyone. i genuinely believe that each and every man that isn't a simp yet should reconsider his life choices.

si vis pacem para bellum but in the teenage girl going insane way

i just want to read every book ever written in the language it was originally written in. is that too much to ask for?

Words by me // PEACE & WAR // Poem inspired the embroidery on the left.

when the Donna Tartt; dark sweaters and short skirts; lace tights and mary jane’s; ink stained fingertips and scribbled notes in the margins; Mary Shelley’s Frankenstein and M.L. Rio’s If We Were Villians; writing in a spiraled notebook; lectures on Rome and Religion; starts to resurface in your psyche

this year i’m gonna attend a college while being delusional and living my dark academia knowledge superiority classicist stunning university building beauty-craving soul fantasy

I want to be fluent in french so bad.

Annotating cause books are meant to be lived in.

Does he love the stars?

Maybe he'll love you like he loves the stars. Maybe he tells the stars about you like how he tells you about the stars. Maybe he'll remember every scar and freckle like he remembers the names of those supernovas thousands of light years away.

But minds aren't a cage of thoughts really, they mean to free us from our burdened mortality.

it's barely been a week since the new semester has started and there's SO MUCH work

meetings are endless and workload is piling up im trying to get ahead of tasks but staying motivated is difficult :/

also, happy new year to everyone (⁠◕⁠ᴗ⁠◕⁠✿⁠)

Rainy Day impressions

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Library aesthetic

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Dark academia moodboard

Examz + Coffee ☕️

Soft drizzles outside, cup of coffee on the side, wearing cozy clothes, reading a book, notes scattered all over, soft songs playing in the background,being delusion, and there's some sort of peace in the room....probably this is what it means to live in the present.