Stelle der Welt und dem Universum eine Frage
doch sie bleibt stumm.
Ein statisches Rauschen
schwarz-
weiß-
roter
Töne
verborgen in der Stille
schwelt es bedrohlich.
Frozen tears
on the windows
obfuscate the
Stone sculptures of pain
in the garden
of withered roses
Dreadful nightmares
haunt the
dilapidated rooms
It's ok to say no.
It's ok to let it go.
It's ok to doubt it
And ok to don't know.
It's ok to feel low.
It's ok if I don't.
It's ok to trust
And ok if I don't
It's ok that I show.
It's ok when I grow.
It's ok to feel hope
And ok if I don't.
You'll surely overthink
If you try to understand me
A paradoxical chaos
Far beyond comprehension
Look at me through blinded eyes
Loose sanity in my undertow
You have to leave your mind behind
To scrutinize my heart and soul
Just an alien amongst humans longing for a connection.
A connection back to my homeworld, where we get each others way of communication.
That bright shining star far, far away, somewhere in the seemingly endless void.
No home where i belong
Lost in the here and now
Haven't seen me for too long
Lost in the fog of the past
Such a sad sight for
Sad eyes and a bad mind
Where have I been?
It feels so wrong
To look through blind eyes
There ain't no hindsight
This pain consumed the pictures
But the sorrow still lingers
She said:
"Dont think of a pink elephant"
And I couldn't see
That moment back then
When I kid around
And her question
"Why are you like this?"
To this day, still
Makes me drown
I don't know what I am
Just know what I ain't
A neverending mess
With no inherent sense
A pitch-black nothingness
Defined by distress
Everyone who met me
Bound to forget me
I'll leave a hole in your mind
Call me 055
Love is free,
a vast, spacious ocean
- free of addiction,
real and in motion
A cleansing dive,
without fear
of drowning
Love is a gift
from within
- safe and calm
A coastal view,
bathed in sunshine
- soothing and warm