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lifeguard!bucky x reader: motel 6

my inspiration for this imagine:

dare short film

overall motel aesthetic

a oneshot that got taken down (I was quite sad so I needed to fill that void)

american dad season 10, ep. 6: this indie movie episode

the last days have been quite chaotic: you stranding in a random city cause your car broke down. luckily there was a motel close by so you checked in. it was a really nice motel, the indie summer vibes not fading away. you car still is somewhere to get fixed so you need to wait in this city till it's done. but not everything is entirely bad: you've started liking the lifeguard at the motel's pool. you went to the pool everyday, enjoying the sun and maybe also the tall man with brown shoulder length hair and azure eyes, roaming over the pool's surface to be sure that nobody drowns.

you also went to the pool at night cause it was empty, quiet and peaceful. this night though, you weren't left alone. you were currently sitting at the edge of the pool, legs in the water. you have your dirty pj on since you're a bit self conscious and also just to lazy to change or care. you actually didn't notice him at the beginning since you were caught up with your thoughts and the water moving.

"can't sleep or do you just wanna relax?", you hear a smooth, yet husky voice saying. you flinch a bit and turn around to see him. "I just like the peacefulness when no ones there", you answer with a flutter in your heart. "why are you here?" "same reason. and also cause it's nice to just go for a swim without needing to take care that no one drowns." he dives into the water smoothly. he resurfaces and drags his hand through his hair. you look at him in a somewhat dreamy gaze as you breathe in the summer night air deeply. "I never got to know your name since I got here some days ago", you say after awhile. "my name is James but call me Bucky", he answers as he swooshes around the water to stay afloat. "I'm Yami", you smile at him as you can't seem to get your eyes off of him.

you two stay quiet as you exchange smiles and laughs. he dives in the pool as you watch his every move, his muscles moving, stretching, tensing and relaxing. coming back up for air, he notices that you still look at him but you don't seem to really "be there", your head in the clouds. "something on your mind Yami?", he asks as he gets closer to investigate your face. you fall out of your dreamy trance, looking away for the first time. "actually yes, I have a lot of things on my mind currently but only one thing sticks out right now", you tell him with a bit of sadness in your eyes but also bliss and peace, the motel feeling like an escape from reality, a little break that wasn't planned. "would you mind to tell me?" he is quite close to you now, looking through wet strands of brunette hair with cerulean eyes. "do you promise me not to judge?" "I won't judge you, you can trust me doll." you grin at the nickname and take a deep breath, trying to calm down. "I have a liking for someone but they don't know. it's also quite tough since I've broken up with my boyfriend recently, sorry for getting so dark and deep." you look at the water surface as the water carefully moves around in small waves. "a boy or a girl?" he asks, interested in your problems, looking at you with soft features. "it's a boy this time. I don't know him but I would like to get to know him but I'm worried he might find me weird and creepy since one did in my past." "I understand you completely and I know what it feels like to be humiliated or feel rejected." he said with a caring face, flashing you a soft smile. you slip into the water carefully and you both swim more into the middle of the pool. "thanks for understanding and listening." you smile as you look at him. he inches closer to you.

"I noticed you sparing me glances in the course of the last days, don't think I haven't seen you daydreaming while looking at me." he smirks a bit as you look shocked, feeling embarassed by actually getting caught. you accept it though, cause you were quite bad at hiding it. "I'm sorry for that it's just...that you're quite attractive. I'm really sorry if you felt uncomfortable by that." he pulls you closer, mere inches apart, your skin touching his. "don't worry, I don't mind.", he answers as he does something you wouldn’t have expected but have dreamed of the last nights and days: he carefully leaned in and kissed you softly, his lips slightly wet. the kiss was passionate but ended to soon. he pulled away slowly, opening his eyes, his wet lashes sticking together in little traingles. you smile at him and lean your head on his shoulder. "you feel the same or was it just to make me feel better? whatever you say, it made me happier. thank you, Bucky." he chuckles and smiles at you, caressing your wet hair. "it's both" you chuckle as well, feeling hopeful for the first time in ages, the night endulging you in it's cooler (but still hot) air.

I haven't proof-read this so sorry if I have some typos in there

delirium out now!

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this is played with the top strings tuned to the C# tuning (I think that was the one I used). it deals with experiences and others stories a

this is something different for me. I trued working with a different tuning and a slower tempo. I would love for you to take a listen and thanks for the support :D

mcr challenge - day 29 & 30

it officially is the last day of the challenge! thanks for being patient and contributing in the challenge, it was a lot of fun!

29: depends, but usually songs like Mama, Teenagers, YKWTDTGLUIP, F.T.W.W.W or Give Em Hell Kid (if they want something else then Helena, Party Poison, Drowning Lessons, Vampires Will Never Hurt You or Na Na Na)

30: I'm gonna choose one per album :>

Bullets: Vampires Will Never Hurt You (close second: Drowning Lessons)

Revenge: actually almost the whole album since there are a lot of unique songs :D

some good ones: You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison, Thank You For The Venom, Helena, Give Em Hell Kid, I Never Told You What I Do For A Living

Black Parade: definetlyy Mama

Danger Days: Party Poison

others/ep's: F.T.W.W.W, Make Room!!!, Boy Division

listen to my new song "happy valentine!"

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happy valentine!

a little freestyle I wanted to share :D

new album lick the star

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lick the star

your scent is still here, in my place of recovery fear is how I fall confusing what is real stay tuned for some tracks :) unsigned artist

if you like messy punk, alt, grunge with some metal elements, then this is for you :D

tell me what your favorite is!

Voloco Beats - Auto Voice Tune & Harmony

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y'all should know I'm at least two of em

Reblog if

A) you're panromantic

B) you like cats

C) you wish you were a dragon

D) you're hanging on by a thred

But don't say which

saw someone share this on their ig stories and i am obsessed

anti christmas "kill mas"

jack skellington - the jins (only acceptable christmas song)

all I want for christmas is you - mcr (only acceptable version of this horrible overplayed song)

custer - slipknot

hey you! - the anxiety (willow and tyler cole)

slutgarden - marilyn manson

in bloom - nirvana (my official kill mas song)

I'm not okay - mcr

super sadist - jack off jill

tears dry on their own - amy winehouse

break on through - the doors

jesus of suburbia - green day

purple haze - jimi hendrix

the title reminded me of "Anti Christ Superstar" xD (I don't support Marilyn Manson's wrong doings, the music is just really good)

ghoul songs of the day:

goo goo muck - the cramps

lollirot - jack of jill

supermassive blackhole - muse

return of the rat - nirvana

jelly tits - fatigue

kill all your friends - my chemical romance

outshined - soundgarden

angry chair - alice in chains

bark like a god - sloppy jane

freak - silverchair

creep - radiohead

dirty harry - gorillaz

around the fur - deftones

mcr challenge - day 7

definetly F.T.W.W.W., Kill All Your Friends and Make Room!!!

honorable mentions: The Light Behind Your Eyes, Boy Division