This made me cryđ
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Summary: You and Castiels friendship becomes complicated.
Warnings: Angst, character death
A/N: This kind of hurt to write. I was listening to âOnly Youâ by Selena Gomez (not my usual style, but whatevs) after watching 13 Reasons Why and this oneshot just kind of happened. Constructive feedback is always appreciated. If youâd like to be added to my master tag list, send me an ask or DM.
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Castiel smiled as he watched you giggle and the story Sam was telling about the first time he and Dean hustled pool.
Your smile, your laugh, your entire being made Castiels heart flutter. He had been aware of the idea of love for his entire existence, but this was the first time he really felt it. Too bad he was an angel and angels were never supposed to fall in love.
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HC S/o with bad anxiety
HC S/o dressing up as him for Halloween
HC Fluff/Dating
HC Depressed s/o
HC S/o that can shapeshift
Nsfw Fic
Stuckage
HC S/o having a seizure
HC S/o coming home injured
HC S/o goes missing for almost a year
HC S/o with rage issues
Nsfw with tail Fic
HC Kinks
HC S/o with Insomnia
HC S/o with Loyal Dog
HC S/o sacrificing themselves for them
HC finding their s/o has a crush on them
HC Shy and submissive s/o
HC S/o who happily greets them
HC S/o whose a demigod
Petplay
HC 1st POV falling in love with you
âThe power of physics compels youâ fic
Rescuing his s/o fic
HC S/o with daddy kink
HC S/o with narcolepsy
HC S/o who died, leaving behind loyal dog
HC enduring a whole day of teasing from s/o
HC Excited that his s/o likes him back
HC S/o with wings
HC Sexually sensitive s/o
HC S/o who was in a past abusive relationship
HC S/o with sensory overload issues
HC Fluff
HC Vampire s/o
HC Going on the haunted house ride at Disney
HC Shapeshifter s/o with identity issues
HC Half cat s/o
HC Pregnancy labor simulatorÂ
HC Finding out their s/o is a DullahanÂ
HC S/o with hypoglycemia
HC S/o with anorexia
NSFW Alphabet
HC Physically Intimate but sex repulsed s/o
HC S/o afraid of abandonmentÂ
HC Amazonian S/o
Hellboy with an S/o with Nightmares
HC S/o that finds heâs ticklishÂ
HC Half Angel S/o
Hellboy meeting his Demigod S/oâs familyÂ
HC not yet S/o that is easily flustered
HC S/o with secret twin
HC tall and plus sized S/o
HC quiet and sneaky s/o
HC Watching âNightmare Before Christmasâ
HC S/o tying a bow to his tail
HC S/o that doesnât sleep and walks around at night
HC Soulmate Au
HC S/o in sexy Halloween costumes
HC Freelance Hunter S/o
HC S/o with two reproductive systems
HC S/o that smokes
HC Meeting their Dullahan s/o
HC Bondage
HC Angel s/o too shy to initiate sexÂ
HC What type of D&D character they would be
HC Hellboy/Ash Williams Poly relationship
HC Harpy S/o
HC S/o with infant daughter from a previous relationship
HC Snuggly S/o
HC Pizza Place Worker s/o
HC Mom friend s/o
HC S/o who dies in an accident after a huge fight
HC Cop S/o
i don't really understand why you would be pro-zoo. like i understand nature reserves and sanctuaries where people can observe from afar, but it doesn't seem right to me when they're locked up in generally small confined areas for people to watch them do nothing all day. idk maybe i'm getting this wrong, and i still really respect you, i just don't understand this. like i interned at a zoo and felt uncomfortable with how small their living areas were and how they had no stimulation
Zoos donât look like this anymore.
They look like this:
Good zoos do not keep their animals in âtiny spacesâ with no enrichment.  Iâm not pro-roadside zoo.  Iâm pro-accredited zoo.  Zoos are incredibly important for conservation and education.
Are Zoos Necessary?
The Importance of Zoos: Resource Post
Why Zoos and Aquariums Matter: Assessing the Impact of a Visit to a Zoo or Aquarium
Why I Want to be a Keeper
Why I Believe in Zoos
Reblog to make it die faster
I love love LOVE these HCâs<3
I got inspired by another Tumblr about hellboys body worshipping S/o and I just want to add more to their idea. Idea from lxmonster-mashlx.
Heâs not the average size man. Heâs well aware of how big he is compared to normal human men. This could go off as a size kink because big men equal big love. You absolutely love trying to be big spoon when cuddling. He tries to shrink himself but you will have none of it. You do everything in your power to cradle that man.
Heâs never had someone date him and stick around so he doesnât know what to expect. When he walked in on you wearing his XXXL BPRD shirts that looked like a dress on you, he was stunned. â Hey Y/N why you wearing my shirt?â- hellboyâŠ.. â Cuz your my man and Iâm yours baby, might as well claim meâ said in a singy song voice.
He would degrade his face from time to time and so youâd be right there to trace his face. Reassuring him that you love his face and itâs beautiful all before pressing your forehead against his and giving Eskimo kisses.
If he was particularly down on himself youâd point out the more specific things about him you physically find attractive. Like how his eyes are like bright embers that look like a dewy sun. How his horns imperfectly perfect for his face. How contagious his smile is. Then going into his personal traits that you love.
His personal traits like his strength and determination to save the world. You make sure to point out how kind he is to people, even the people who are considered âfreaksâ. You tell him how adorable he sounds when he baby talks animals.
On particularly rough days after a failed mission or hard mission, he gets really low. He doesnât like talking much during this time but he very much loves when you hum to him or sing. Typically with that you brush out his hair or trace down his chest or sit on his lap while doing one of two things. Something about the physical touching makes him calm down a bit before talking about stuff.
Hella compliments about how he did his hair that day or his horns. Youâd compliment him on his outfit even if he wore it three days a row. Or what a babe he is. â I canât really do anything about the face babeâ - hellboy. âHoney you can change your clothes and change your hair, the rest you have to live with so why not embrace it.â -Y/N
Boy got muscles for days and actually prides himself on how strong he is physically. Itâs the perks of demon strength. If you were ok with it, heâd love to work out with you. Of course doing the strong show offy stuff or pulling stunts in training. He likes to show off thatâs when heâs most confident and his strength is one of those confidence things. You make sure to maximize on how strong heâs and coo at his little show off moments.
Most people think his feet are weird and he tries to hide them. When you first saw them you practically squealed. He thought it was out of disgust until you began gushing how cute he was. This was just another unique feature of hellboy. Heâd sit down and youâd gush over how handsome and adorable he is. He didnât believe you actually liked his feet until you showed up with knitted socks fit just for his hooves.
Donât even get started on the tail. He thought it was a bit of a nuisance because it occasionally got in the way but that tail was done for when you saw it. Youâd be standing next him twirling his tail. Sometimes heâd wrap his tail around your hand to get you to stop. When it came to hugs you remind him how much you love how his tail subconsciously wraps around your leg. Much to hellboys embarrassment.
â Babe why do you like how weird I am? Iâm not normalâŠâ Hellboy said solemnly. âWhy try to be like everyone else when no one can be like you, weird and abnormal are just adjectives used to describe things. They are add one to nouns, just like beautiful, unique, and amazing.â- Y/N
Eventually the compliments got to him and he started to believe in them. In order to change a mind you have to the way of thinking. He started complimenting himself on new outfits or if he filled his horns just right. You were basically required to wear one of his shirts nightly. He loved how cute you looked in them and how it was a way of him saying your his.
Youâd catch him repeating your positive affirmations about himself. He even started creating some for himself. You could tell he had a little more pep in his step because he stopped caring what people would say to him about his features.
He knew he had you to love him up when things got rough and he loved making sure you were aware of the fact that you are beautiful. Heâd remind you of all the best things you did that day or your features or quirks he thinks are cute.
Heâs warming up to the idea of his face looking ok but he really loves when you create new ways to describe his eyes. The embers of the sun, goey butterscotch sundae, badass volcano, pure firey gold, and calming sunsets. He couldnât imagine anyone describing just his eyes that way until you showed up.
Yaâll: *writes a Hellboy x Reader fic*
Me: YEEEEEESSSS!!!
I saw the announcing of some of the actors who are going to be in it and the fact that the guardians are going to be in it aswell made me cry I'm SO excited for it to come out!đđ»
*Bangs fists on table* Show us the Infinity War trailer already. *Continues banging*
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