My Beloved

My first post on Tumblr 😀

Anyway, I forgot Dramatical Murder existed, that’s game was weird.

king of obliviousness fr

do you guys remember when that one celeb with the baseball cap and the very well groomed goatee (I think his name began with an H??) announced on twitter that he was taking so time off and then in the span of 6 minutes burned down a care home? wild.

The Path To Freedom [early concept art]

Before I continue with the comic I want to show the very first drawings I made for this AU

Something I’d like to note is that the interior church design looks more Catholic in style than I intended 😭 I was gonna go for full on traditional Russian Orthodox architecture and decor, but since they felt much more complex and detailed it was way out of my league for someone who doesn’t have much background practice oops

(I went to an Orthodox church service with my Fyodor plushie in an attempt to take inspiration from the aesthetics for the comic but it turned out my family chose a modern plain looking church this time arrgg👹👹👹)

I just got Netflix and little fujo astrid would like to know if there is any yaoi to goon to 🙏 🙏 little astrid is hungry please answer 🌾 anyone plz plz plz pmzzkzhdhs

I’m sick with a Virus so Poe is sick with a Virus, they both end up sick and staying in bed TT

guys I was just informed that this in fact DIDN'T happen and I'm on new meds 💥💥💥

do you guys remember when that one celeb with the baseball cap and the very well groomed goatee (I think his name began with an H??) announced on twitter that he was taking so time off and then in the span of 6 minutes burned down a care home? wild.

Tw child abuse

The earliest memory we have of Atsushi at the orphanage where his age is mentioned is 11 years old.

Atsushi doesn’t leave the orphanage until he’s 18. At minimum he’s been there for 7 years.

To put that into perspective that’s the same amount of time between Dazai and Chuuya meeting each as teenagers to reuniting in present day.

That’s a long arse time.

And we don’t even know the full extent of the the abuse Atsushi suffered.

Including but not limited too….

Having his foot nailed to the floor and then having to hold that position and “reflect on his actions.” (chapter 39.)

Kids cutting his hair as a prank (Omake 6. Yes that’s why it looks like that.)

Being subjected to a “point system” where other kids would get him in trouble to gain points (chapter 39. It’s also noted that losing points meant no food.)

Almost being killed twice as a child (chapter 35.)

Being burned to the bone (chapter 28. Atsushi compares his experience to Lucy’s who said she was burned by a hot poker. But we don’t know if that was the same thing used on him.)

Shibusawa torturing him for his ability (Dead Apple.)

Being locked in a cage for days (chapter 39. In this specific incident it was his 3rd day of imprisonment.)

Flashback of someone holding Atsushi’s head down in a bowl of water (chapter 35.)

Being held down and injected against his will, which both painful believed to be poison (chapter 39. Atsushi does later wonder if it was nutrients but it’s never confirmed.)

Having his ribs kicked to the point they broke (chapter 35.)

Not confirmed that the Headmaster ever shot Atsushi. But Atsushi believed the Headmaster bought the gun with him to punish him with it (chapter 39.)

Being told he’s nothing but a burden on the world and should vanish from the earth forever (chapter 1.)

Being kicked out the orphanage for causing wreckage with an ability they were purposely keeping from him that he had no control over (chapter 1.)

This poor boy. And who knows what else he went through in that place. And this was after being abused and then abandoned by his parents.

Something inspired by Sekai no Hajimari