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Why didn't I find a date or a girl/boyfriend

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I don't know how to explain how lowkey satisfying it is for Wilbur to be an unreliable narrator to his father.

He was mentally so down the rabbit hole of delusions, and pain that he just didn't want to come to terms with his own father about what happened.

It just feels so relatable ya know? Not telling family about stuff you did wrong because you're so upset about the outcomes can be so personal. Maybe its from somewhat personal experience? I have no idea. But what I do know, is that:

Wilbur did NOT lie to Philza about what happened out of malice, he did it because he didn't want to disappoint his father.

I saw a post about how amazing it was that Phil immediately ran to the adoption center when the eggs were being returned. But I want to point out Fit and Bad too, who were seconds behind him and the 3 of them would have torn that place apart to find their egg (Jaiden would have too if she could warp)

Phil immediately digging through the ceiling when he realized they were in the attic to get to Chayanne who fell into his arms, Bad immediately climbing up and shouting Dapper's name, relieved and so happy, when he saw him then looking over the other eggs there and being concerned they were all cracked, Fit immediately being concerned about Ramón when he saw him, Bad also checking over Tallulah as Wilbur wasn't on (and he didn't know Phil was taking care of her till after), Phil immediately getting Tallulah and Chayanne away, Bad seeing the new egg and trying to make sure no one (including the other eggs) didn't crowd them as they were scared and the new guys didn't crowd Dapper when they first met him because he was still terrified, Bad also taking care of Leo while waiting for Foolish and Vagetta to arrive then not telling Quackity where Tallulah was because he didn't trust him with her safety before warning Phil about Quackity looking for Tallulah, while making sure Dapper was okay the entire time.

Honestly? Phil and Bad are the best dads of the server, Phil with Chayanne and Tallulah while Bad with all the eggs in general (he even wanted to check on the new egg to make sure their tasks were done)

IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO KOE I'LL SHOOT

<BS:ZA> Chapter 2:

When Kaitou and Koe were sitting down on the couch they remained silent, fiddling with their fingers or barely looking at the people in the shelter. Rev noticed this and decided to approach the two— grabbing a chair and dragging it near the duo. "Nervous?" He asked with a soft voice. The two unfortunately said nothing, Rev sighed and leaned back against the chair. "Nothing to be nervous about, we are going to introduce each other later on, so.." He chuckled and crossed his arms. "You better start talking later. '' Rev smiled and the duo just nodded. 

When Rev left them alone, Kaitou looked at Koe and he let out a sigh. "Did he just threaten us earlier?" He whispered, just for the two of them to hear. "I believe so.." Koe whispers back. 

"Do you think this is enough for all of us?" Suro asked, looking at Rev and Aysh. "I think that's more than enough" Aysh giggled as she grabbed the plates and utensils with Rev's help. "Ahh.. smells delicious" Rev complimented making Suro look away and awkwardly chuckling. "Hopefully it tastes good as it smells" Suro then turned off the stove, taking off his apron then hanging it by a hook stuck to a wall.

"Let the others know that dinner is ready" Suro commands and Rev follows.

Rev approached the Director's room first, he knocked on the door. "Toko, Dinner's ready" He said through the closed door. He didn't wait for a response and just walked to the next room. He knocked once again. "Rookie, Rinne, Dinner's ready" Again, Rev didn't bother to wait for a response and just walked back to the kitchen. The food is already set by the time he enters the kitchen, he spots Aysh trying to talk to the two friends who still refuse to talk. 

Footsteps can be heard from the hallway, revealing Toko, Yuki and Nora. The three took a seat and continued to wait for the rest. 

By the time Rookie and Rinne enter the kitchen, Koe and Kaitou are already seated thanks to Aysh (and Nora's) help. 

"Should we introduce ourselves over dinner?" Toko asked while scooping the food and placing it on her plate.

"I don't mind," Nora smiled as she handed a cup to Yuki. "I'll start, My name's Nora, the second in command and Yuki's one and only" Rookie glared at Nora when she finished her sentence. "Was the last part necessary?" Rookie chuckled whilst taking a bite out of her food.

"I'm Yuki if you're wondering" They raised their hand and gave Koe and Kaitou a quick smile. "I mostly stay in the shelter when people are out on expeditions" 

"I'm Toko, as you two might have heard already but I am the director. Basically like a leader, we take any lost survivors and take them to this shelter where we obviously give them a home and what not." Toko explained as she continued to devour the food on her plate. "Also, Suro, this is good" She complimented and Rev chimed in. "That's what I told him!" 

He cleared his throat and looked at the duo. "Hello, I'm Rev. Just like Yuki, I look out for the shelter so I don't go on expeditions as much. Though they are times I will help out if needed" He smiled and proceeded to eat, then Aysh waves at the duo. “I’m Aysh, the one you’ll often find doing expeditions with Rookie” She explained then she looked at Rookie. “Hm..” Rookie hummed, taking a bite out of her food. “Aysh already explained my role so I don't need to introduce myself” Aysh rolled her eyes on this. “You already made a first impression on them, you know?” Suro added, Rookie’s ears suddenly turning red. It was quiet for a couple of minutes, everyone eating and savouring the delicious food that Suro cooked.

“You two already know who I am, but let me say it again” Suro said with a soft smile. “I’m Suro, you’ll often find me paired up with Aysh when going out with expeditions”

“Rinne, pleasure to meet you two, I am also on expedition duty, usually partnered up with Rookie. Unfortunately our girlfriends are currently injured and Toko put them in house arrest for today” Rinne introduced.

“What about you two? No introduction?” 

Toko said, teasingly yet she still has a smile on her face. The two looked at their plate, still a bit awkward. Kaitou looked at his friend and chuckled. “I’ll introduce the two of us. I’m Kaitou, this is my friend Koe. We’ve known each other since our Middle school years and we’ve been friends up to now” He said with a smile on his face while Koe was just nodding along with everything Kaitou was saying.

“Is it rude for me to ask everyone’s status?” Koe suddenly asked, Rookie almost choking on her food and Yuki almost spitting out her drink.

“Oh, I-I’m sorry- I didn’t-” Koe stuttered but was dismissed by Yuki’s soft laughter. “No, no, it’s quite alright, it just took us off guard” Yuki shakes their head, reassuring the duo. “As you already know there’s me and Nora, Rookie and Rinne, then there’s Suro and Aysh. I suppose Toko is married to her work.” She listed and then looked at Rev. “Yes, I'm taken, though I'm not telling who.” Rev winked then got up from his chair and walked to the kitchen to place his plate on the sink.

“Introductions out of the way, it’s getting late so I suggest we take a rest” Toko said, getting up from her seat and looking at everyone on the table. “Those four will tell you the basics of expeditions” Toko pointed at Suro, Aysh, Rookie and Rinne. Suro giving the duo a thumbs up. “Be sure everyone rests up” She smiled. Everyone went to their own room while Toko helped out Yuki and Rev with the chores. Toko hands Yuki the dirty dishes while Yuki washes them and Rev wipes the table. 

Morning rolls around and a couple of people have already stepped out of their bedrooms. One of which is Rinne.

He stepped out of his and Rookie’s shared bedroom, yawning and stretching his arms— while doing so, he didn't notice a certain someone was just behind them. "Rinne?" One called out which led to Rinne letting out squeak at the sudden presence. "K-Koe..! You startled me there.." He stuttered out, holding a hand to his chest. "Good morning," He added and he smiled at Koe.

"Good morning, Rinne, don't mind me walking around the shelter"

"Oh, go right ahead," He insisted, chuckling nervously. There was a bit of an awkward silence for a few seconds, enough time for Koe to scan Rinne from head to toe. "What's that on your neck?" Koe pointed out and Rinne tried to hide it. 

"U-Uhm.. That's-" His eyes wandered everywhere but Koe's figure as he tried to hide the obvious marks on his neck. "Just.. Just some mosquitoes.. from last night, heh.." His face flustered as he tried (but failed) to come up with an excuse. Unfortunately for Rinne, another member stepped in. 

"Yeah and that Mosquito's name is Rookie" 

"AYSH!"

Aysh immediately scurried away while also giggling, Rinne’s face was tomato red.

It took a while for Koe to finally understand what Aysh was saying but noticing the situation he decided not to say anything and just chuckled at this. “Oh, don’t laugh!” Rinne pouted and stormed out the hallway and to the kitchen— Koe then soon followed suit. 

A couple of hours later, Rookie then finally stepped out of the room, though still half asleep. She heads to the kitchen and spots Aysh, Rinne and Koe in the kitchen. Rookie yawned and walked over to Rinne and pressed a kiss on his forehead before going to the counter and brewing herself a cup of coffee. Aysh and Koe quickly glanced at each then looked back at Rookie. “Oh, yeah, that happened, huh” Aysh whispered to Koe, which he only giggled at. “We’re gonna accompany Koe and Kaitou for expeditions,right?” Rookie asked, grabbing a mug and spoon. “Suppose to, Suro’s getting ready, i’m not sure where Kaitou is” Rinne replied, taking a sip of his own coffee. “I’ll go get Kaitou” The two nodded, Koe stood up from his seat and stepped out of the kitchen. Rookie hummed and poured the hot water on her mug and started stirring it, she leaned back on the counter and slowly sipped her coffee.

“You alright?” Rinne asked and Rookie just nodded. “Tired,” Rookie muttered, still sipping her cup of coffee. 

When everyone had eaten their breakfast they all waited for Rookie by the front door.

As for Rookie, she was having a quick chat with Toko. 

“So, what do you want us to teach the kids?” She asked with her arms crossed.

“Just the basic survivals, give them some tips on how not to get killed and what not” Toko said while handing Rookie some weapons. “Tell them the shortcuts and easy routes” She then patted Rookie’s back and opened the door for her. “Just the basics, no need to be extreme” Rookie nodded and started walking to the others. 

“Hey, think fast” Rookie smirked and threw the bat at Kaitou which he immediately catched. “Oh.. I like your reflex” She cooed then handed the spare weapon to Koe. She looked around and once everything was set she stepped out of the shelter. “Let’s go then” Rookie ordered and everyone also stepped out of the shelter— Suro locking the door behind him. 

They were all walking down the street, Suro pointing to where the shortcuts are located and where it leads. 

“There are hospitals here but the medicines and ointment are close to expiring,” Suro explained while pointing at an abandoned hospital. “We should definitely steal a car,” Aysh said out of the blue, sighing. “Why the sudden suggestion, hun?” Suro asked and Aysh only shrugged. “I’m getting tired of all this walking” She whined but still kept on walking, Rookie rolled her eyes but still kept her mouth shut. 

“There’s also an escape route over..” Rinne looked around while dragging the ‘R’ in ‘Over’

“There!” He pointed at a parking lot. “How is that an escape route when it’s just a forest after?” Kaitou asked. He’s curious about the escape route Rinne mentioned. Rinne just chuckled and started explaining.

“If you keep walking… Or should I say running straight ahead you’ll find a cabin there” The group stayed silent, letting Rinne continue explaining. “That cabin is filled with all types of weapons and if you need time for yourself that's a good place for you!” Rinne said enthusiastically. “Is that where you’ve been staying when you’re not on expedition” Rookie teased.

“No, I don’t!” He protested and Rookie just giggled at his reaction. They all showed all the shortcuts and escape routes as told and even told the two a few combat tips.

Koe spotted a lonely zombie wandering around, he grabbed his pistol and aimed at the zombie’s head but before he could shoot Aysh stopped him. “Huh? Aysh?” Koe looked at her, she simply just shook her head. “You’ll attract those bastards. Dealing with an ocean of Zombies is a pain in the ass, you know.” She rolled her eyes and grabbed Rookie’s bat before charging in and smacking the bat hard on its head. 

“On expeditions we don’t want any attention, obviously,” Rinne explained. “That's why you either put a silencer or your gun or go for the short range” Aysh soon walked over to the rest of the group. “Well, that’s all the basics for now,” Suro said, turning on his heel and starting to walk back to the direction of the shelter. Rookie sighed and looked at the two. “We can teach you more if you’re willing to take on expeditions” 

“Of course you’ll have a partner or two so you don’t have to deal with the zombies alone,” Aysh added. “Anyways, let’s head back. My feet are killing me” Aysh whined and complained. The rest nodded and followed behind Aysh and Suro but before they could go any further Koe and Rookie heard a groan and a rapid footstep approaching. Rookie looked behind her and indeed there were two zombies approaching them, rushing at them. But before Rookie can pull out her gun.

Bang! Bang!

Gunshots were fired. Koe then opened his eyes to see the two zombies now laying down on the floor, one zombie had its head exploded to pieces while the other had a hole on its forehead. “What the fuck..” Koe muttered under his breath. 

Rookie whipped her head up to where she assumed the gunshots were fired and there it was, on top of a building. Rookie squinted her eyes and she spotted a silhouette holding what she assumed was a sniper rifle. 

“Rookie!” Someone called out, breaking her train of thoughts. Rookie looked away from the building and saw Rinne running towards her and hugging her tightly. “Are you alright??” He asked, while frantically checking for any signs of injuries or bruises. 

“I’m alright…” Rookie paused, gathering her thoughts before replying to Rinne.

“I’m both shocked and impressed, honestly” She chuckled then grabbed Rinne’s hand, tangling their fingers together. “Let’s go back before more zombies roll around” Suro commanded and everyone followed behind Aysh and Suro. The rest of the group started to walk, except for Rookie. She looked up one last time to see the silhouette gone. Rookie shook her head and started to catch up with the rest.

The walk back to the shelter was quiet, everyone was too confused and shocked at what happened a couple of minutes earlier. The only sound being heard was shoes crunching against gravel, sticks, and rocks. 

They finally reached the shelter after what felt like hours of walking, all six of them are craving for the comfort of their own bed. Aysh shoves her hand on one of the pockets and pulls out the key, inserting the key in and unlocking the door. “We’re back” Aysh announced their arrival, Yuki and Rev were on the couch— the two greeted all of them and went back to chit chatting. “Oh, Koe and Kaitou” Rev called out, grabbing the boys’ attention. “Before you two head to the bedroom, Toko and Nora want to talk to you both” Rev reminded. 

“Someone’s in trouble? Already?” Rookie teased which earned a smack from Rinne. “Ah!-” Rookie huffed and walked to the room. “Don’t mind her, I’m sure Toko just wanna get to know you two” Rinne reassured and walked to the bedroom. 

The two slowly approached the Director’s office, Koe lets out a deep sigh before knocking thrice on the door. The two waited for the muffled “Come in”  from the other side. Kaitou then slowly opened the door and peeked his head out. “Toko? Rev t-told us you needed us?” Kaitou mentally slapped himself stuttering. They shut the door once they entered Toko’s office. She pointed on the chairs that’s in front of her, insisting the boys to sit down.

“Relax you two” She lets out a chuckle. “I don’t bite”

There was a quick silence before. 

“I shoot, instead” Toko grinned and the faces the two made had Toko laying her head on the table, trying to hold her laughter. 

“Anyways, I just want to know about… well… know about you two in general, history, strengths and what not” Toko tapped her finger on the table waiting for the two to let out any sort of reaction or words of disagreement. “The history is optional, the strengths and weaknesses, maybe a bit prioritise” 

The two sighed and they nodded. 

“I suppose, we can tell you a bit of backstory,” Koe muttered, occasionally glancing at his friend. “That’s good, take your time. I’ll sit here and listen”

opinions on tsukasa tenma

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"EVENTS, DISSOCIATION, SEGA."

contrary to popular belief, i genuinely think that tsukasa hasn't been overlooked by sega. at this point, after the "on the stage of dazzling light" event, it can definitely be assumed the sega knew what they were doing. he's been heavily dissociated through a lot of the events, and though a lot of people took that as sega being comedic, i dont think that's the case. in those scenarios, everyone around him looks uncomfortable. this all kind of came to a hilt with the new event. i think his group has finally fully realised how messed up his thinking is; rui definitely being taken aback by seeing this side of him. he dissociates through a lot of his day, and the constant muttering, quietness and panic in his tone through a lot of the event is almost unlike anything we've ever seen before. tsukasa isn't comic relief to sega, i don't believe. he's a funny character, but in the moments i've mentioned, he's an example of how laughing at an uncomfortable scenario will make you regret it.

tsukasa's memory issues have been played as a joke for the majority of the game's run time, as have his dissociation issues. but seeing rui's expression of pure unsettled concern when tsukasa abruptly stops the rehearsal session is definitely a step in the direction that sega wants to properly persue. when tsukasa stops that rehearsal session, his line delivery wasn't perfect but it was better than last time. however, he calls the stop because of his panic in not getting it perfect. he is, above all things, a perfectionist when it comes to his acting. he's used to playing the roles that he's good at, so he can perfect them better. but with the role of torpe, he's thrown right back into a panicked state of not being able to perfect an aspect something he's good at. in a softer voice than we've practically ever seen, tsukasa practically mumbles to rui "how do i put this..? it's like i can only feel [the role] on a surface level, or... something like that?" - tsukasa tenma, using elipses, and being very unsure of himself. tsukasa tenma, using elipses, and being very unsure of himself.

sega has obviously been wanting to do this for a long while, and i think it's a gross oversimplication to say he's been 'overlooked' or 'played for laughs'. because yes, he does funny (sometimes quite idiotic) things. but emu's event was unsettling. it made me very viscerally uncomfortable to see tsukasa fail at making someone smile and then - for the rest of the event - seem hollower and dissociated. i personally believe it's because the person he couldn't make smile was a young girl crying, just like saki. it must have shaken him up. but thats my speculation. for reference, rui even mentioned it in the white day event. "tsukasa-kun's been seeming off since we got back from america, but he seems alright now". that's a decent amount of time, and then he recovered from it. and then, a few weeks in-game time later, he gets thrown through a bigger loop, and immediately reverts into that hollow, dissociated state, where he's trying to stay grounded, but obviously is lost in his own mind. sega has been setting this up, that's definite.

"ASAHINA, SEKAIS, SHOWTIME."

tsukasa, as a character, is heavily... confusing, i think. mostly because his biggest parallel is to mafuyu. which, conscious effort from sega or not, is a big part of why he's being 'overlooked' in some aspects. i mean, honestly, mafuyu is equally as overlooked as tsukasa. both characters can be simplified down to 'annoying' if you don't understand them well enough. but they're two sides of the same coin. mafuyu does everything please her parents, so much so that she's lost any identity she had. tsukasa is desperate to make saki smile because she deserves it, so much so that he never really had time to formulate an identity. sure, tsukasa loves shows. he loves performing. he is passionate about a lot. on the other hand, mafuyu doesn't like or dislike much. she doesn't feel intense emotion like tsukasa obviously does. but what we see from tsukasa are emotions that aren't forced, but are most DEFINITELY not organic. he performs and reacts in ways that are meant to make people, of course including himself, smile. his silly, stupid actions of over the top yelling make emu smile, and make himself smile. he acts outraged at rui, which makes rui talk more about his passions, which makes them both happy. but it's all done with an intention that is at it's core entirely selfless. which is why mafuyu and tsukasa are so easy to compare - they are both so painfully like each other in such different ways that tsukasa would be terrified of becoming like mafuyu to the point where he digs himself further into the hole he's in to prove a point and mafuyu is so confused by tsukasa it would draw her into performative happiness to a more intense extent. but, because of their drastic dissociation, mafuyu and tsukasa aren't getting any development, as that would cause the sekais to change drastically.

so, let's talk about the sekais. the sekais of both mafuyu and tsukasa are... drastic. and i'll save the take about mafuyu for another day. but sekais are created from the emotions never expressed. from intense feelings. tsukasa's sekai. is. fucking. horrific. an infinite world that is EVER-EXPANDING, filled with things that he has suppressed_ or not truly comprehended. saki's plushies are there, idealised versions of himself (kaito) are there, as is never-ending idealistic scenery of a childish happiness he never really got to experience. for a lot of his childhood, it's implied he's been looking after saki. always caring for her, wanting to make her smile. it makes sense, when you think about it, that the origin of his dream to be a star would fade out - he doesn't want to comprehend that everything he does is for someone else. tsukasa tenma, when alone, is quieter, and more spaced out. but when he's in the sekai, even just with the virtual singers or a plushie, his instinct to aid others kicks in and that performative happiness - well, half performative, he's happy - rears its head. the sekai is a culmination of everything he's ever suppressed, and when i realised that 'what he's suppressed' is just his childhood, my outlook on him changed completely.

the odd thing about sekais is that they can be group made or personal. and the wonderland sekai never clears that up. its heavily personal, with vague group flairs. but if you really look at it, its just personal. the virtual singers manifest in tsukasa's perceptions of others. miku as emu, kaito as himself - it's another parallel between mafuyu and tsukasa. in reality, tsukasa's emotions and perceptions are so heavily suppressed and warped, they have created an entire pocket dimension. and regarding that, the other members of wonderlands never seem to comment on it. it could be out of discomfort, or simply out of not truly understanding. the other members of wonderlands each seem to express different opinions of tsukasa. nene seems to like him, and be truly concerned, but never enough to stop him and calm him down. emu definitely likes him, and is concerned, though tends to not brings things up. and rui. he notices the issues, but lets them sit due to his own belief that he is unable to help. that is a problem for another day! but its interesting, because none of wxs ever talk about the issues they see. they express discomfort, all the way up until tsukasa is acting ‘normal’ again. they obviously care for one another deeply, and who can blame them for not acting on what tsukasa is displaying - its hard to help someone who doesn’t want to be helped.

i have a lot more to say on tsukasa but i do not want to go on forever-

all around, i believe he’s a silly funky man with a lot of concerning aspects to his character! <3 much love to tsukasa.

Nezha:*pulling me by the ear* WE HAVE A BIGGER PROBLEM TO SOLVE NOW!

Me:*reaching out for my iPad* B-B-BUT THE GAYS KISSING! I NEED TO DRAW THEM-

Shadowpeach Bio Parent AU (PREV / FIRST /

aight boys your 7 minutes in heaven are over.

Next part is coming on December 14th 1PM ET

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