Life Is Great Because I Frequently Mourn Girlhood Even Though The Thought Of Being A Girl Makes Me Want

life is great because I frequently mourn girlhood even though the thought of being a girl makes me want to rip my skin off. my love for girls and my hatred of being one makes life a very confusing experience.

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1 month ago

"My name is Samed… and this is my story."

My name is Samed. I’m 23 years old. I was born into this world without a father—I grew up an orphan, searching for safety in the arms of my mother and siblings. We are a simple family: my mother, two sisters, two brothers, and me. We tried to stay strong, just like my name means—Samed, the one who endures.

We’ve been collecting pieces of loss day after day. The first deep wound came when my brother Jihad was killed. His martyrdom felt like a knife in the heart. We tried to stay strong—for him, for my mother, and for the ones still with us.

But I didn’t know that Jihad’s loss wouldn’t be the last…

In a single moment, without warning, a missile struck our home. The house we built with love and patience—the shelter from all life’s pain—was turned into rubble. And in the middle of that destruction… my sister Alaa was there.

She didn’t make it out.

Alaa—her voice still echoes in my ears. Her laughter fills every corner of my memory. Her face never leaves me. She died under the rubble, and a part of me died with her. Now, there's nothing left of our home… only pain, emptiness, and memories that burn more than the fire itself.

Today, I, Samed—the orphaned young man who lost his brother, his sister, and his home—have only these words to cry out with:

Please help us. Support us. For my mother, for my surviving siblings, for the dignity we are still trying to hold on to.

"My Name Is Samed… And This Is My Story."
"My Name Is Samed… And This Is My Story."

We are not just numbers in the news. We are souls who dreamed. Families who built a future on hope and resilience.

We need your voice. Your hearts. Your hands—to lift us from under the rubble and back into life.

https://gofund.me/d80c4cad

1 month ago

filling out an expression chart with PONYBOY part 1

Filling Out An Expression Chart With PONYBOY Part 1

and by extension ponyboy design reveal :p

i think this is one of my few drawing where I felt I sorta gave the trad sketch justice, im pretty proud of it. I was just experimenting with my style, not sure if I prefer it with or without eye whites.

Filling Out An Expression Chart With PONYBOY Part 1

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1 month ago

I’m Abdelrahman .The war stole my university, my home, and the safety of my childhood. 🏚️💔On top of all the destruction, I live every day with the pain of eczema that eats away at my body in unbearable conditions. 🩹😔Your donation is not just help… it’s life, protection, and mercy. ❤️‍🩹Please, donate and support me — even a little can make a big difference. 🙏https://gofund.me/f5feb1bb

please share their link/donate to help!!

1 month ago

im so sorry for the lack of drawings lately I can only really draw at night since im less likely to be caught on my device but I keep falling asleep right as I start this happened three nights in a row


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1 month ago

Yk what I love about The Outsiders? It’s the fact that everyone is so touchy with each other.

Pony sleeping on Johnny’s legs, Dally repeatedly ruffling Johnny’s hair, Soda giving Darry a massage, Pony sleeping next to Soda

I LOVE LOVE PHYSICAL AFFECTION

1 month ago

🚨🚨We are fleeing death. My region has been attacked, and we are in immediate danger.🚨🚨

I am Suhaila, a mother of five, from Gaza. Our house has been completely destroyed, and my husband, Shadi, was injured in the war. We have no food, and our situation is dire. Our lives are at risk every single moment.❤️

We urgently need help. If you can donate $25, $50, or even $100, it will enable us to survive.

We need basic necessities such as flour to make food, milk for my little girl, and medicine for my husband.

We are trapped, and every day without aid makes our situation even more critical.🍁

Please, if you can help with even a small donation, it would mean the world to us.

Your support is our only hope to survive.🌹

The campaign is verified on Gazavetters (49), by 90-ghost, by J Mi3 @el-shab-hussein

i can't donate because im a kid but anyone who sees this: please share or donate so they can get help!!


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1 month ago

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEVEEEEE

presents are cooking but its 7 pm here and I dont want to be late since they might be a few hours late...


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1 month ago

people saying my younger sibling looks like me?? is that a...rumble fish reference???


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1 month ago
My Son Sorry This Is Bad I Lost My Drawing Pencil And Im Sleepy

my son sorry this is bad I lost my drawing pencil and im sleepy


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1 month ago

Hello, I am Diyya from Gaza 🇵🇸 We are now under siege and heavy bombing is above our heads, our neighbors have just been bombed and lost their lives, we want to escape and survive death, please help us and donate what you can, I beg you save my old mother who can't walk and my little sisters, I need $300 for evacuation fees urgently, please donate $50 or as much as you can 😭💔

If you can't afford it, please donate what you can 😭🙏

please help them evacuate by donating or sharing their link!!

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