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Literary Stray Letters
This wraps up Lotte's collection of short stories. I personally found this and the first story to be my favourites, so I hope you enjoy them too.^^
Going to read The Poems of Nakahara Chuuya just to understand him, his perception & why he was put with Dazai
I was thinking about it last night, how some people say Chuuya is a second choice, and I can see why but honestly Chuuya reeks of being a sacrifice to me. Everytime, he gives up something he wants, including himself, for the greater good โ or what Mori deems the greater good for the Port Mafia, or Yokohama.
He knows, he will never see that part of himself again after losing his friends โ or better yet, family. Constantly, Chuuya sacrifices a piece of himself in various events, with the Flags, to The Sheep; all costs him his sense of belonging. And where do you belong, when you're a sacrifice? Are you even human?
As soon as he gets comfortable with others, he begins to lose them. He's chosen to do it all, because he's the best option for it. Who is the best option to destroy yourself other than you?
'Corruption' begins to make sense even more because it's a corruption of not only his humanity but his trust too, his ability to believe these bonds will ever get to age.
I think that's another reason why being with the Port Mafia works for Chuuya, is because all his sacrifices amount to something in a way. It gives him a place to belong.
The result
Atsushi: *running towards Akutagawa with open arms*
Akutagawa: *moves out of the way*
Atsushi: Hey why'd you move?!
Akutagawa: I thought you were going to attack me!
Atsushi: I was going to hug you!
Akutagawa: Why would you hug me?!
Atsushi: WHY WOULD I ATTACK YOU?
The last bit of summer in the middle of autumn.
stupid smelly crows
I wish all Scar enjoyers a very Roland from PGR experience ๐ซถ๐พ
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