I’m Going To Be Very Feral, Very Very Very Feral.

Hey, look at there, look! My first entry to a zine, and what a ZINE!

I enjoyed to be part of bunch of great people and working on my piece. It's full of amazing pictures and stories, I can tell you. And I still can't believe I got the chance to be there.

Thanks again for having me ♥️

!!CONTRIBUTOR SPOTLIGHT - SISKEY!!

Here’s a preview of the wonderful art @siskey did for our zine, Ineffable Eras: Blitz 1941!

Pre-orders are open!!

I still don't believe they did it. 

We made a little thing, to celebrate 30 years of Good Omens, and to cheer people up. I hope you like it. Feel free to reblog...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=quSXoj8Kob0&feature=youtu.be

Just want to say that people are kind and good and thank fuck for them.

Well, this DTIYS was a kind of journey for me.

When I saw @breeyn piece at first I thouht ‘I reaaaally like that, I do, but I can’t do all these flowers, I don’t draw backgrounds, nope.’ Next day I opened new canvas and started drawing. And it was the best decision ever, I enjoyed it very much, experimented and learned a lot and now I am pretty proud of myself (and yesss, sometimes it was bit a stressful for me if I may be honest to you :D), still not sure if I did a good measurements of flowers, but I found and tried amazing brushes instead!

So, here I am, me and my fully painted landscape with red-belly snake looking into the distance and waiting for a better future (which is coming).

I Have PMDD/PME

It is PMDD Awareness Month. I’ve pledged to do what I can to spread awareness because I, myself, suffer from it and wish I had known sooner.

My symptoms drastically worsened a year after I had my daughter, Luna.

It was my husband, Tim, who brought this disorder to my attention. He believed me, did not dismiss me, and took the time to research on my behalf during a time that I felt hopeless and incapable of doing normal daily activities. And, yes, during a time where words like “I want to die” would come tumbling out of my mouth.

Please read on, and save someone’s life just by bringing this disorder to their attention.

Knowing about PMDD has changed my life for the better. I’m still struggling, but with therapy and medication, I finally feel like I have a piece of my old self back.

PMDD stands for Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder. And those with underlying mental health issues, may suffer from PME (Pre-menstrual Exacerbation).

All through my menstruating years, I was told that my PMS symptoms were normal. This meant that my symptoms were swept under the rug and dismissed by others and myself.

PMDD is NOT PMS.

PMDD is NOT a hormone imbalance.

PMDD IS “a cyclical, hormone-based mood disorder with symptoms arising during the premenstrual, or luteal phase of the menstrual cycle... It affects an estimated 5.5% of women and AFAB individuals of reproductive age.

PMDD IS a severe negative reaction in the brain to the natural rise and fall of estrogen and progesterone. It is a suspected cellular disorder in the brain. Symptoms can worsen over time and or around reproductive events such as menarche (the first menstrual cycle), pregnancy, birth, miscarriage, and perimenopause.

Those with PMDD are at increased risk for suicide and suicidal behavior.” - IamPMD.org

I implore everyone to go to the website above and take a self screening test, even if it’s on behalf of a loved one.

I can’t stress enough how important it is. Someone you love right now could be in such a state of hopelessness and ready to do whatever it takes to end it.

The next time you think your daughter or your wife or your sister or a friend is being “over emotional, overdramatic, ‘just’ PMSing,” please think twice and check in with them. Really check in with them, because what you see on the surface is nothing compared to what that person is suffering within.

Go to https://iapmd.org to learn more.

I think I did a hell of work this year! I was pretty surprised that I really drew at least one piece every month :D and also how much my style has changed and how many different technics I tried. It feels good and there is still a lot of to learn!

Thanks to everyone who inspired me, encouraged me and helped me to draw these silly bois again and again. I never thought I could do this and I hope next year will be as productive as previous. 

an afternoon study ‘cause I love each color in his face

I did it! I didn’t believe it (and in myself), but I did second DTIYS and I have an odd feeling that Aziraphale looks a little dead, but he is not! He’s just exhausted. Little bit of stardust, old gods and two lovers, because I can’t draw anything else. Big thanks to @ran196242 for an amazing piece. You make astounding job and I absolutely love your artstyle and comics! Hurry up to read them, guys!!

Hey, I did art for Chapter 3 of It never hurts to keep looking for sunshine and forgot to post it! Two weeks ago guys, so I hope you already have read it, but if not, please consider to change your mind and read it. Now. A little less fluffy chapter, but I can’t spoiler ;) Look at fussy angel and Warlock the hellspawn - he walks in his father shoes, don’t you think? And @elfontheshelves is going to post next chapater on this Friday! Yay!

funny times that I want to spam all around about my feelings like on old facebook, but people, I’m so happy for waiting 4 years and now I’m not on facebook anymore, so where can I spill it?

..yeah, done with Episode 2

I just saw Episode 1 and I AM SCREASDFGHJKL