This Both Broke And Healed Something In Me.

This both broke and healed something in me.

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7 months ago

Sirius who very anxiously comes out to a very confused James who thought him and Remus were openly dating for like 3 years, while Sirius didn't even know Remus was gay and Remus himself was convinced James and Sirius were a thing.... anyway they're all idiots (affectionate)

3 months ago
Volodymyr Zelenskyy Is The Strongest Man Alive For Sitting Through This Utter Bullshit Without Swearing

volodymyr zelenskyy is the strongest man alive for sitting through this utter bullshit without swearing or punching the fuckers or angry crying. fuck trump and fuck everyone who did not vote for harris and fuck russia.

like i can’t even read this bit of news without feeling humiliated and i’m not even fucking there.

i am terrified that i will have to sit back and watch the loss of ukraine in front of my eyes.


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11 months ago
β€œπ•€β€™π•π• π•œπ•šπ•π• π•₯π•™π•–π•ž π•šπ•— π•₯𝕙𝕖π•ͺ π•₯𝕣π•ͺ π•šπ•₯.

β€œπ•€β€™π•π• π•œπ•šπ•π• π•₯π•™π•–π•ž π•šπ•— π•₯𝕙𝕖π•ͺ π•₯𝕣π•ͺ π•šπ•₯. 𝕀’𝕝𝕝 π•œπ•šπ•π• π•₯π•™π•–π•ž 𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕖𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕖 π•₯𝕙𝕖π•ͺ 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 π•˜π• π•₯ 𝕒 π•”π•™π•’π•Ÿπ•”π•– π•₯𝕠 𝕝𝕒π•ͺ 𝕒 π•™π•’π•Ÿπ•• π• π•Ÿ π•ͺ𝕠𝕦.”

-β„‚π•£π•šπ•žπ•€π• π•Ÿ β„π•šπ•§π•–π•£π•€ 𝕓π•ͺ π•“π•šπ•«π•’π•£π•£π•–π•€π•₯𝕒𝕣𝕀, ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕑π•₯𝕖𝕣 πŸ™πŸ .

11 months ago

birthday.

In honour of what would've been Regulus' 63rd birthday, here's a small one-shot. June 25th, 1975

Regulus never slept the night of his birthday.

Ever since Sirius let slip that Regulus was born at 4:44 am on the cool morning of 25th June 1961, Regulus always stayed awake to celebrate the moment he officially completed another year in solitude. Sirius tried to join him many times, but, after the fifth consecutive year when Regulus made it very clear that he did not want anyone with him at that moment, Sirius decided to wish his brother at exactly 4:46 am, giving Regulus two minutes to enjoy completing another year before he was smothered.

And Regulus loved it.

He loved how calm London was at the early hours of the morning. The glow of the lightbulbs weren't that much at Grimmauld Place, and it was probably the best place you could stargaze from. Even better, both his and Sirius' rooms had balconies where one could sit and watch the stars on end. Sometimes, Sirius would join him from his balcony, but most times, he would wait for Regulus to have his moment.

Regulus looked up again. The Leo constellation shone brightly in the sky, and it didn't take him much time to find the star he was named after. Regulus. A star from the lion constellation born into a family of snakes, traitors and blood-supremacists.

He wasn't sure how to feel about that.

The special clock struck once, reminding Regulus that there was just one more minute till he officially turned 14. Wow, he thought, this year went by really fast. He was finally growing into the Black genes, and it didn't go unnoticed that Regulus' Black's jawline had become more defined, his nose longer and the shadow of maturity rising in his features. Although he was slightly taken aback with that change one fine morning, he was glad, at least he looked as aristocratic and melancholic as he felt. And while third year was nice, third year was great, he looked forward to fourth year. Maybe Sirius would talk to him at Hogwarts too, now that neither of them were no longer children.

The clock struck twice. Thirty seconds.

Regulus traced his fingers over the small engraving on the railing and closed his eyes. That was the first time he had broken a rule -- he was around 5 or 6 at that time -- and for some reason, it was never noticed. It was his little secret, and he loved to keep it that way.

As it had happened on all his previous birthdays, tears began to pool in Regulus' eyes. Most of them were happy, this time, but it was more gratitude that he had lived another year. Gratitude for the friends he had. Gratitude for his experiences. Gratitude for having whoever he had, because had it not been for them, he would never have become the person he was.

The clock struck twice again. Ten seconds.

Regulus took a moment to take a deep breath. His tears were overwhelming him, but if there was one thing he hated, it was entering a new year with a tear-strained face. It was poetic, though. Every time he entered a new year, he entered it crying, just like he did when he came out of his mother's womb.

Thank you, he said over and over again, although he wasn't sure who. Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you for everything.

The clock struck thrice.

It was 4:44 am.

Regulus opened his eyes with a soft smile on his face. He felt a rush of excitement and joy course through his veins, just like every other year, but there was something special about this one. Regulus knew at that moment, although he didn't know how, that that year was going to be vastly different from what he had imagined. Something was going to happen, and it was going to change him forever. A grin formed on his face at that thought.

Looking up at the star he was named after, Regulus took another deep breath before uttering his next words.

"Happy birthday, Regulus."


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7 months ago

this is so important!! never feel guilty about mourning someone, mourning =/= condoning their actions.

also, please don't spread any hate about Liam, his family or anyone connected to him, tpwk <33

The kid you loved wasn’t the man he became. You’re allowed to mourn the memory of your childhood you just lost even if you disapprove of the adult it made reality.

3 weeks ago

Indians, do not let propaganda media or "civillian death" make you feel guilty. Unlike Paxtan who targeted schools, gurudwaras and hospitals at Poonch, our missiles were only fired at terrorist hideouts and civillian areas were completely avoided, rest is collateral. Do not forget that this attack was pure retaliation to Pahalgam and many other attacks.

DO NOT FALL FOR "INDIA STARTED THIS" BS.

Over 40 terrorist attacks since 1956, these bastards had it coming.

Indians, Do Not Let Propaganda Media Or "civillian Death" Make You Feel Guilty. Unlike Paxtan Who Targeted
Indians, Do Not Let Propaganda Media Or "civillian Death" Make You Feel Guilty. Unlike Paxtan Who Targeted
3 weeks ago

Nvm it has only been 3 hours since they agreed to a ceasefire (thank you for pointing that out), honestly i have a feeling they had planned this while agreeing to a ceasefire

OKAY WHAT THE FUCK?

Honestly Pakistan doing this is not out of character, but istg if someone says that india is in the wrong, i am actually gonna lose my mind because EXACTLY WHO VIOLATES A CEASEFIRE FEW HOURS AFTER AGREEING TO IT?

Mind you, it hasn't even been 10 hours since that news of the ceasefire came out and this happened.


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4 months ago

we used to long for going to college as kids, it seemed so fascinating. and here we are.

4 months ago

the worst part? People and AI checkers cannot tell the difference between humans and AI anymore, so much so that completely human written essays are sometimes detected as AI. AI should adjust for us, not the other way round.

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