Wait I Actually Love This Sm Dr. Deathray Please Cure Me

wait I actually love this sm Dr. deathray please cure me

I wrote this song about mania and psychosis.

I deal a lot with mental health issues, and this song directly deals with the powerful feeling mania gives, but I also go into my issues with delusions and the damage I can and have caused.

Music has always been an escape.

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2 months ago

Book villain arc when/j actually no villain arc bc pin is already going through one and everyone is so evil!! we need at least one kind soul

What Becomes Of The Merciful And Kind

what becomes of the merciful and kind

2 months ago
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2 months ago

WOAJ

Sparkly Homecoming Dress Zira ☝️

Sparkly homecoming dress zira ☝️


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2 months ago

completely disagree with terf and everything it stands for but I believe in this

Women are instilled from an early age with a deep shame regarding our female anatomy.

We're told our genitals smell like fish, that "roast beef curtains," are hilarious and a sign that a woman is a sl*t, that our natural pubic hair is offensive. That periods are disgusting and shameful, and should be kept secret. We aren't even properly taught about our own anatomy- a lot of women don't know until later in life that the vulva and vagina are separate, and that the urethra is not the same opening as the vaginal opening.

There's hardly any research into female-specific medical conditions. Nearly 10% (1 in 10) women are afflicted with endometriosis, yet there's literally no research on what causes it. PCOS is also under-researched. It's all shoved under the rug, too stigmatised to be discussed.

While boys can talk freely about their dick and balls, the words "vagina" or "vulva," are still treated like a humiliating joke at best, and a vulgar obscenity at worst.

Men talk with pride about their genitals. To "grow a set" = to start acting tough and assertive. To "have big balls" = to be brave. "Big dick energy" = to be a charismatic "alpha" that commands attention.

Meanwhile, there are no positive cultural connotations regarding the vulva/vagina. Even "serving cunt" is used as a tongue-in-cheek memetic joke.

I think it's very predatory that shame, disgust and aversion about having a vagina/vulva is marketed as a sign that a girl/woman is dysphoric. That it should just be censored and called a "front hole" or a "bonus hole," to avoid the stigma. It's a cultural by-product of the crushing misogyny imbedded into society.

MOST women grow up feeling shame about having a vulva/vagina, and have to put conscious effort into unlearning that shame.

2 months ago

I am soooo normal!!!

hehhheyhehheyeheyhe I love quietly giggling to myself at midnight on a school night because of a silly book from an object show


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2 months ago

Did anyone else randomly develop depression at age 9 when thinking about the meaning of life and since then the reasons to have it have only continued to stack up on top of each other with trauma after trauma but oh randomly im fine now but its not like I healed or anything I just dont care

btw is this text bold thing helpful for reading? someone else tried it before and it helped me read really fast

4 months ago

Astro isn't a little shy uwu femboy

He's anti-social. Shocking, I know./sarc

He's not even 'soft' though I know the fandom likes to portray him as such. Yes he can rant, he gets angry (ie. The animated scene with him ranting to Dandy, clearly pissed off- or annoyed, I guess, since it's a children's show.) People are very open about hating the Cosmo mischaracterization (me 2 man) and yet don't speak up about the Astro femboy-ification. It's actually very popular now and nobody is talking about is cause you're all secretly freaks who are into that shit (Astro is the most popular character in the fandom.)


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2 months ago

exactly bruh

Rewatched Bfdi Today And Leafys Villain Arc Is Completely Justified

rewatched bfdi today and leafys villain arc is completely justified

2 months ago

Modern Punk Style

I need like, a new punk style. But suitable for modern times. Like sure, Doc Martens were great but now they're just flimsy and super expensive. Working class? yeah right. Leather jackets? Uh... not as affordable as they used to be. Basically the style has become capitalized and it's not accessible anymore. Which is why I wonder, how would punk look if it was? What are strong but cheap clothing products in todays times? good shoes? Common thrift store styles? Looks that go COMPLETELY against social norms, things that are considered 'ugly'. Turn it into a style! Please share if you come up with something, im so interested!


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1 month ago

wishing all crowdkillers a very painful day. u must taste what u inflict.

for real, crowdkilling doesn't make you punk, it makes you a dangerous asshole who clearly doesn't care about the health and safety of those in your community. quite literally the opposite of punk.

last night after getting badly injured by some cis dude during a song about, by, and for lesbians, someone told me it was my "fault for going to the show". no it's fucking not. attending a show is not an open invitation to be maimed.

punk should be accessible for disabled people. punk is largely FOR and BY disabled people. anybody that says "well if you're disabled then you shouldn't go" can fuck themselves into oblivion. it was OUR show. an event put on and performed by disabled queers. FOR DISABLED QUEERS. ALWAYS.

disabled people have just as much right to attend events as you do. in fact I'd argue we have more of a right to be there bc we don't constantly put the general public at risk of bodily harm.

we should be able to attend our own shows without the risk of life changing injuries bc some dude is taking his anger out on a bunch of strangers.

don't get me wrong, I love moshing. mosh all u want, but have some fucking etiquette and remember that not everybody is healthy and able bodied. and they especially wont be if yall keep hurting everyone.

punk is about community. it's about caring for eachother and creating a safe place for people to express themselves. it is NOT about being violent or destructive, or seeing how many innocent people you can mow down. if you do that shit you're not punk, you're just an asshole.

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