Tonight Russia Attacked The Historic Center Of Odesa With Ballistic Missiles (again). Damaged Museums,

I was at my mom's friends home party with my family yesterday and i was hella bored................

SO I DREW BONTEN SANZU LOL

(is this bonten Sanzu? 'cause I stopped reading manga a while ago so I already forgot if this is how he looks in that timeline lol)

it looks weird and crappy because I drew it with my finger on my phone, but I also kinda like it, so I decided to post it lol

also i was curios for tumblr effects for pictures and..... i like this one

gives off Sanzu's vibes to me lol

welp, that's it, I'm gonna go back to my bed in my sad corner again for some time thank you for your attention

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//fun fact, this was the picture that made Sanzu from Ukrainian roleplay twitter start talking to me about different stuff (mostly tokyo revengers lol)

//the guy will be a big help for my future fanfictions lmfao

//no but really. the amount of (dumb) questions i shower him with....... i feel sorry for him but also very grateful lol

[BONTEN HEADCANONS]

AN: I love Bonten, and I wish we could have had more info about the organization. But I know how sad it must have been to everyone there. They were empty and no one accomplished their dreams. These are just my thoughts and headcanons about them <3

my masterlist!

- Ran doesn't sleep as much as he used to. In fact, he usually sleeps around 3 or 4 hours per night. The slightest sound makes his body be on full alert mode. The first thing he does when he wakes up is text Rindou.

- Kokonoi doesn't sleep. He can't. Sanzu gave him some pills so he could just take a nap for 1 hour but he refused. His nightmares are way too real and he knows if he closes his eyes, he will have one again.

- Rindou lives under Ran's apartment. They both decided that they wanted independence but still keeping the security of being close to each other. At first he thought that it was the best thing ever, but after getting inside of Bonten... it wasn't that great. (he sleeps in Ran's couch from time to time).

- Kakucho's apartment is completely empty. He doesn't need any decoration or extra furniture. His futon, a bathroom and a kitchen is all he needs. He doesn't even know who he is anymore, why decorate a bunch of white walls?

- Kokonoi lives close to a shop called D&D motors. What a coincidence.

- I said it before but Mochi is the only executive I can picture marrying someone (maybe it's because I don't know too much about him). He lives with his wife in a penthouse full of security cameras. Sometimes he can sense the sadness in his partner's eyes and thinks about leaving them so they can live a happy life. But now, they're fully into the criminal path in life, and there's no turning back. They know who they are.

- Sanzu doesn't have a daiy routine. Most of his days are a blur and he's only conscious after he kills someone. And its not because he's high all time, but because he disassociates a lot from reality. Sometimes he can't distinguish if something happens in real life or if it was all in his mind. Mikey slaps him in the face when he sees that he's not here, and Rindou brings him a glass of water and something to eat.

- Aside from Mochi, they don't have a love life. Sure they have fallen love or had a crush, but at the end of the day, they're still the same guys who have a sense of loyalty and will to protect who they love. So they chose to not commit to anyone. It's better that way.

- Rindou shared some nights with a woman some 5 years younger than him. She used to make him food and offer him to take some leftovers when he left. He realized he fell in love when he spent a whole night at her place cuddling and watching movies. He finally felt the same joy he did when he was 17. So after he left her apartment the next morning, he broke his phone so she wouldn't contact him again. And he never turned back.

- Kakucho used to frequent a bar in Tokyo because he had business to do with some big guys who owned the place. It was all going according to the plan. But then he saw a waitress being harassed by a man while he was having a conversation and he lost all the concentration. Excusing himself from the table, he went straight to the man and punched him in the face. The girl looked at him with teary eyes and thanked him a thousand times. After he returned to the table, he gave some extra money to the owners of the bar so they can free that girl from the job. He left the place after making the deal that Mikey ordered to him and never returned.

- Ran fell in love with a single mother and the moment he met her kid, he knew it was over. Either he left in that moment, or he stayed with them (and made their lives more complicated). He left an insanely amount of cash with them to pay everything until the kid was 18 and never looked back. Sometimes he lies awake at night wondering about what could have been.

- I'm sorry but Mikey is a virgin. I can't picture him having a high libido while being in such a depressing state.

- Sanzu... he's complicated. Sure he hooks up with some random people from time to time but he thinks he has never fallen in love. And if he did, he wasn't aware that was love.

- Kokonoi only sleeps with blond people. He searches for someone that's not here anymore, but maybe if he drinks more wine, he'll be able to see her face and hear her voice again.

- About their accidents and close to death experiences, they all care about each other in some kind of level. Mikey made clear that their interests come first, but they can't help it. So when someone is shot, even if they have to continue the mission, they know better than to leave them to die. (I don't think this applies to Takeomi tho)

- Rindou was once shot twice while he was on a mission with Kakucho and Kokonoi. They both knew they couldn't leave him to die. Kakucho threw his body over his shoulder and ran to the car while Kokonoi made sure no one was following them. They don't know how they did it, but Rindou arrived alive to the headquarters. Ran didn't speak that night. After he made sure Rindou will be okay, he went to see Kakucho and Koko and bowed his body as low as he could.

i accidentally wrote romantic fluff with Sanzu.............. and i don't even love Sanzu............. wtf how did it happen?...............

🖤Intro post 🖤

Greetings, my name is Kiri, I am a Ukrainian artist

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Thank you ❤️

Title: It's You 

Pairing: Manjiro x Reader

Summary: You're saved from bullying by Mikey one day, and you can't shake the feeling as if you know him from another life (timeline) | Genre: Angst with a happy ending = hurt/comfort | Warning: Bullying, uncomfortable situations | Words: 4.6K

It was happening again. 

Your stomach twisted in the worst way imaginable, and you felt like throwing up a bit in your mouth. It was so cruel and so confusing. 

They’re talking about me. They’re laughing at me.

You weren’t certain what brought it, but over the course of the last couple of weeks, you could hear your classmates whispering among themselves and snickering all the while looking at your back. 

You didn’t turn around to face them, but you could still picture them and their cruel smiles. You didn’t understand. Did you do something wrong? Why, would they act this way all of the sudden? 

You came to live in Tokyo a couple of months ago, and at first, the kids in your class seemed nice enough. Some asked you to eat lunch with them and even spoke about walking home together or plans for the weekends, so what caused the shift? 

The only thing, you could think of was that boy, the one who seemed to laugh the most at you. He seemed the nicest of them at the beginning, he waited for you in front of the school to walk to class with you and then even walked home with you. He asked you about your life before you moved, your interests, pets, family, and friends. He seemed to genuinely want to get to know you, but then, one day while walking to school, he asked if you would kiss him. You were confused. You didn’t really think about kissing him since you were certain, you only viewed him as a friend for now. Maybe after a while, you would genuinely like to go on a few dates with him and even kiss him afterward if the dates would turn out well, and you would feel like doing so, but you were definitely not ready to do so that day and not so out of the blue. 

Did he like you? Was he just embarrassed and messed up asking you out?

Also, you couldn’t help but think, It’s not him.

‘I’m sorry,’ you said and bowed a bit, ‘You’re a dear friend to me, but I don’t feel that way yet,’ you said feeling guilty about it before you tried to put on a smile, ‘Maybe when we know each other for a little long-’

‘You might as well do it, though,’ he suddenly said, and the smile, you thought was so sincere and friendly a while ago seemed twisted and wrong now, ‘I will tell everyone you did it anyway.’

Your own smile immediately fell as his words sunk in. Did he really just say what you thought you heard, and did he really mean it? 

He remained to wait for your answer, but you were too startled to give one, and you simply ran away without a single word. You never felt so scared and uncomfortable in your life. 

At home, you spent hours before finally falling asleep dreading the next morning which mercilessly came all too quickly. You thought about telling your family, but you didn’t really know what to say or how to explain it. You felt like your stomach was carrying rocks that were so heavy they were pushing all the food and water back into your throat as if you were supposed to throw up. 

You felt sick.

Your classmate didn’t wait for you that morning, and throughout most of the day, nothing much happened as you both seemed to be ignoring one another almost making you believe it could have been forgotten altogether. 

Then the next day came, and slowly you noticed your classmates and kids outside of your class whispering and looking at you. It was nerve-wracking. You tried to ask what was going on, but they seemed to put on smiles and act all confused like they didn’t know what you mean. Could it be all in your head? But why did they stop calling you out to eat lunch with them? Why did they stop talking to you during breaks? Why did it seem that the only time someone looked at you was at your back right before they would snicker or snort at something that was said among themselves? 

You thought about going to your classmate and demanding what he said about you, but you felt even more like throwing up at the thought of ever talking to him again. What did he say? Was it bad? 

Worse than their laughter and secret gossiping were those looks. 

Not those mocking cruel ones, even if those were bad in their own way, but those that seemed to sometimes follow you on your way home. You didn’t know why, but at times you would notice a boy or a group of them looking at you or following you leaving you to feel incredibly uneasy. Like they wanted to approach you. Like they wanted something from you causing panic and alarm to kick in and force you to speed up or look for an area with more people around.

It was hard to sleep when you noticed those looks. You felt like crying or running every time you caught their uncomfortable almost sickly gazes.

From an early age, you found groups of men to be scary for some reason even those you knew well always trying to be with someone and not alone around them.

You found out the next day, that knowing was worse than anything your innocent mind could imagine.

‘Everyone knows she does lewd stuff with older guys.’

‘I heard she tried to sell herself for seven-thousand yen.’

‘She even kissed a bunch of girls in her old school.’

Your stomach sank and tears rushed into your eyes as you felt a tremble take hold of your body. You wanted to believe they weren’t talking about you. How could they be talking about you when none of those disgusting things were true? But they said your name, and they seemed to be so sure about their words. So cruel with their laughter spreading those rumors as if they were facts as if they were true. 

You wouldn’t have heard it, but you forgot your pencil case in your shoe locker and had to return to it.

You were crying before you even knew what was happening, and your shaky legs still dressed in your school shoes let you out of the school before you could even focus on what you were doing. 

You just walked away from the building. Away from those nasty words. Away from those horrible gazes and mockery. 

How…? How could someone be so cruel and make up such lies? 

Your legs gave up somewhere outside the school, and out of the view of anyone else, you simply sank into the sidewalk and started to cry as hard as you could regardless of if someone heard you or not. You felt horribly dirty by their lies. It didn’t matter if they were just their malice and hurtful words, they left you to feel unclean, and you wished for nothing else than just to go home and tell your parents what happened, but how could you? What if they believed those words? If all your classmates and others were saying them, what if everyone else believed them too? 

It felt like ages had passed, and you cried so hard you didn’t even notice someone stopped in front of you until you felt someone touch the top of your head, ‘Oi, what happened to you?’

You blinked your eyes open, but the tears made it impossible to see clearly who was talking to you. All you could make out were two blond figures in black.

‘Isn’t that the new girl?’ asked one of the voices to which the first one replied with a little uh-huh sound, ‘It is? I thought she was cute.’

You started to cry harder for some reason. 

‘Always the charmer,’ commented the second one who sounded grumpier while the first one let out something like an offended puff of air before you felt the same hand from before gently pat the top of your head again. 

Huh?

‘Come on, stop that wailing, when my sister wails like this it’s because of another one of her K-pop idols is leaving the band for a solo career,’ said the first voice still patting you, ‘Maybe you should get Emma, Kenchin. This is more her territory.’

‘Emma isn’t going to skip school,’ replied the second voice, and you recognized the name Emma since it was such an unusual one for a Japanese girl as the name of a girl from another class.

‘She would if you asked her,’ said the voice of the person who was patting her before letting out a small chuckle, ‘Now, now, no more of that. Women are weak and all but crying in front of the school never solved anything, right Kenchin?’

‘I’m sure she would have stopped sooner if you didn’t talk nonsense to her.’

‘Don’t be mean. You don’t have a cute little sister, but this is what good brothers do.’

It still took you a while, but strangely, hearing those two talk to each other all the while feeling someone pat your head like you were a puppy did help your sobs and tears ease enough to brush them with your sleeves and look at the two boys properly. 

It was actually nice to be caressed like that. 

‘Oh, she stopped,’ commented the tall blond one, you knew only as Ryuguji Ken before your eyes shifted to the other blond who turned out to be Sano Manjiro who continued to pat you a bit longer. 

‘H-hello,’ you said weakly brushing your eyes some more trying to appear more presentable for some reason. 

All the while watching as Sano offered you a calm lazy smile just as he did the one and only time, you actually came face to face with him while running to class. 

‘Good morning,’ you found yourself saying for some reason when you were faced with the handsome blond boy with the darkest eyes as you almost crashed into him. 

The moment he looked at you, something shifted across his face if only for a moment making him look very serious before he regained his bored persona again and offered you a lazy grin, ‘You still have plenty of time before class. Don’t stress about it too much, yeah?’ 

Without waiting for a reply, he simply left causing you to momentarily forget about class altogether and simply watch him walk away with this unshakable feeling of a deja vu.

Right now, you could feel this sensation right under your skin, but it was very weak as you were still too caught up on what happened to you in school.

You didn’t know the boys all that well since from the two months you were in school, they spend maybe half or less in classes. You knew there were rumors they were a part of some gang, Sano was the leader of, but for all, you knew it might have been just something people said like those things they said about you. 

You hiccupped as you felt like crying again only to be harshly snapped at, ‘No! Stop that! You just finished doing that, if you cry more everyone is going to think you’re a pathetic crybaby!’ It might have been scary to be told such things if Sano didn’t appear looking more like a little child than a powerful gang leader when he said it. 

You swallowed down the bump once again forming inside your throat and nodded knowing he meant well even if his attitude wasn’t the best, ‘S-sorry.’ 

He did approach you and made you feel better even if he didn’t have to.

He seemed satisfied with this result as he grinned at you and then his friend, ‘See, Kenchin. I told you I knew what I was doing. Well, that’s that. Later.’

‘W-wait a moment please,’ you said immediately shocked that you had, but it seemed it was too late because both of the boys turned and looked back at you. It was bizarre, but since the last couple of weeks, they seemed to be the first ones who spoke to you somewhat ordinarily and not like they were hiding nasty rumors from you or like they were faking niceness. Not to mention, you couldn’t shake the feeling around Sano for some reason wishing to see him for just a bit longer.

‘Yes?’ asked the taller one since the shorter one already looked like he was a bit bored with you, ‘People sometimes said mean things about you behind your backs.’

You looked away wondering if that meant you too since you heard those things and never stood up for them. It suddenly made you feel bad, ‘H-how do you deal with it?’

‘We kick their ass,’ said Sano causing your head to drop and shoulders to slump. Given what you heard you shouldn’t be so surprised, ‘Right, never mind. Thank you and sorry for keeping you.’

You remained sitting on the sidewalk. You already missed the first period and had no idea what you would tell your parents or homeroom teacher. You also couldn’t imagine yourself entering the school again knowing all those horrible things they said about you.

What am I going to do now?

‘Hey, Mikey, you’re coming or what?’ you heard Ryuguji asked realized they didn’t leave, and Sano was still looking down at you.

You couldn’t really describe this look, but it was different, not just from those you had gotten since the rumors must have started, but also different from any other look you ever received from anyone. You wondered what was going through his mind, and if he also felt a bit strange around you which was the reason why he stopped and went to comfort you in the first place. 

‘Sure,’ said Sano suddenly breaking your train of thought, and then suddenly pulled down his black jacket the one he seemed to also wear in class regardless of what was the assigned uniform. 

You blinked confused, and you could see his friend didn’t understand what he was doing either before you felt the heavy material of the jacket fall over your shoulders.

It was quite heavier than the material of your school uniform even if it didn’t properly fit your body type, but it was surprisingly warm and-

This smells so familiar. What is that?

It was hardly cold outside, but for some reason, the moment to fabric touched your body, you felt infinite times warmer not even realizing you were cold in the first place all the while wondering what was the wonderful smell that entered your senses. 

‘No one will dare say anything to you if you wear this. I will come to find you at the end of the day to get it back,’ said Sano and offered you another lazy-looking grin, ‘Don’t lose it, or I will kick your ass, girl or not, got it?’

You could only nod feeling almost intoxicated by the scent, gesture, and the feeling of déjà vu it all seemed to cause you.

You barely got out a thank you before the short blond started to run leaving you behind. 

You shared a bit look with Ryuguji who waved and nodded at you before he followed his friend leaving you sitting on the sidewalk with a heavy jacket on top of your shoulders. 

You returned to the school for the second class, and as Sano predicted no one dared to say anything to you. You could see they were still staring probably more than ever but instead of nasty or mocking looks they now seemed properly scared shutting up the moment you met their eyes and swiftly looking away. 

It might as well be a magical jacket because at least for today it gave you the power to be left alone in peace. It seemed priceless. 

Every once in a while, you found yourself pushing a hand into a pocket or brushing the material as if to chase some sort of memory you didn’t have. 

Could it be Sano and I met before? You wondered curiously. You weren’t in Tokyo that long and saw him in passing just two times actually exchanging some words, but it almost felt like you knew him longer.  

It got a bit into your head and made you busy and distracted enough to forget about your previous worried. Not to mention feel properly safe for the first time in what felt like forever.

When Sano and Ryuguji showed up at the end of the class, you couldn’t help but bow to them in gratitude, ‘Thank you so much. You really helped me out more than you know.’

Just as you were planning to straighten up, you felt Sano snatch the side of your uniform and pull you up to look at him. You would have been afraid given his reputation and everything that happened to you so far, but surprisingly such a feeling never came as you met his face taking it in.

His face carried a lazy-looking smile, and although his eyes were the darkest you ever saw they carried a strange light or hope inside them that stole your breath away for some reason and left this strange feeling in the back of your mind. 

This was the first time you properly saw him up close without tears, and you couldn’t help but think he wasn’t just kind in his own harsh way, but also very handsome. 

‘So pretty,’ he said soundly very pleased, and grinned, ‘No more crying, alright?’

You felt your face grow hot over him smiling at you like and calling you pretty all the while your heart pounded all too loud and fast, ‘I’ll try.’ 

He laughed upon hearing that seemingly delighted which caused you to feel a wave of fondness for this strange boy wash over you, ‘Okay, do your best. I really rather see you smiling and happy. It feels better when I see you like that instead of sad and crying,’ he confessed, and your mouth opened and closed as your mind tried to come up with something to say because the way he spoke it sounded just all too real, and you couldn’t help but wonder why and what it all meant, and if he felt it too.

 But before you could embarrass yourself or get some answers, you heard a commotion coming from behind and found Ryuguji kicking your classmate who ended up on the ground bowing in front of you with his whole body, ‘I asked around,’ said the tall blond, ‘Everyone said this guy started the rumors.’

It wasn’t a surprise. You figured as much as he was the boy who asked you to kiss him not so long ago. 

‘Please, I’m sorry. I didn’t know she was with Toman. I swear!’ begged the boy still not the ground not daring to stand up. 

Ryuguji stepped on his back while Sano went to squat down in front of him, ‘So if she was any other girl, it would have been alright? I have a little sister, you know? If someone was to say shit about her like that, I would personally kill every and each one of them.’

‘Please,’ begged the boy now crying still not daring to raise his head.

You noticed a lot of people from your school gathered around now watching the scene with worry and fascination while the boy carried on his pleas and wailing, ‘I’m sorry. I swear I’ll never do this again! I swear! I’m sorry I started the rumors. I’m sorry I tried to force her to kiss me!’

Silence fell over the scene as no one said anything for a while after those words.

‘You tried to force her to kiss you?’ asked Sano finally, but you almost wished he didn’t because he sounded incredibly cold right before he reached out and snatched the guy’s hair pulling his head up.

That was when it happens. 

Somewhere in the back of your mind, you couldn’t help but hear Sano’s voice as if he spoke right now. 

Nothing scares me more than when the impulse takes over. Especially when you’re around, y/n-chan, his voice as clear as day asked, and your heart skipped a beat at how familiar and intimate it sounded as if he knew you. As if you were friends. As if you were close. 

A cold chill ran down your body and before you could stop yourself and rethink your palms reached out and found a place on Sano’s shoulders, ‘He’s not worth it, Mikey-kun.’

You didn’t know why you called him that. You heard his friend call him that, but it wasn’t like you were friends despite his kindness. You also didn’t know why it felt so natural to call him that.

The death grip on your classmate’s hair loses, but you barely noticed as the moment the blond, you were holding onto, slightly turn his head to you, you saw the light return into his dark eyes. 

You held your breath as a small smile appeared once again across his handsome face extinguishing the feeling of darkness and cold that came over you, ‘I don’t want you to get in trouble because of me.’

‘You’re still too forgiving and sweet for your own good, huh?’ he asked his dark eyes sparkling with a sudden fondness that felt like you didn’t deserve it for some reason, ‘I’m glad.’

Mikey let go of the boy who started to cry harder on the ground and stood up as you let go of his body so he could properly face you, ‘Let’s get you home. I don’t think anyone will give you a hard time anymore, but if they do, tell me, alright?’

Once again, you felt as if this wasn’t the first time, he said this to you, and you couldn’t help but ask, ‘Have we met before?’

He looked at you again as the taller blond pulled your classmate from the ground, but you were still too focused on the blond boy in front of you to pay attention to all that. It was as if nothing else matter than to look at his face and see him so calm and content.

‘So you noticed too, huh?’ he asked something flashing behind his dark eyes, ‘It’s just this feeling like you’re someone important to me even if I don’t really know you. Maybe it’s love,’ he chuckled looking really happy as your heart continued to beat faster and louder again. 

Love, you thought wondering how bizarre to hear someone so young as him speak so lightly about it.

‘ Or maybe it’s fate,’ he shrugged his shoulders easing up the tension, but only slightly, ‘It doesn’t really matter though. Let’s just take you home and see what happens, yeah?’

You blinked at his nonchalant behavior, but you couldn’t really argue with him. You couldn’t explain the familiarity between you too, and it didn’t seem like that was much to do about it anyway.

For now, you accepted his offer to take you home with Draken, and Mikey’s younger sister, Emma trying to convince yourself that it was not a big deal. 

But when your hands slipped around his middle to hold onto him during the ride, you couldn’t help but smile as a wave of joy filled your insides. Something which Mikey had to share with you because you noticed he was smiling with a certain sweetness; you didn’t before. 

I wonder if we did this before. In a past life or something.

Whether you believed in such things or not, you couldn’t help but admit you felt very much connected to the blond boy as he took you home and promised to come to get you tomorrow morning as well. 

‘You don’t have to,’ you tried to argue since you were certain, he didn’t often come to school, and even if you didn’t approve, you felt you might have already bothered him enough for today, but he just offered you a lazy shrugged and told you to be ready at a certain time, ‘I promise to come for you. Do you believe me?’ the way he asked, you couldn’t shake a feeling he already asked this of you once. You couldn’t tell what happened with that promise back then, but at least for now you felt you could offer him another smile and nod, ‘I believe you, Mikey-kun.’

The light inside his dark eyes made them exceptionally warm as he reached for your hand, and you without a single doubt met him halfway so he could take it all the while oblivious that Draken and Emma were watching you from his bike not too far away while sharing confused looks. 

His hand was rough and strong, but all you felt was warmth and safety as his thumb brushed against your knuckles, ‘Promise me, I’ll see you tomorrow,’ he said looking into your eyes and even if he didn’t say anything else, you could feel it was important so once again you nodded, ‘I promise you’ll see me tomorrow, Mikey-kun. I’ll be waiting right here.’

You squeezed his hand before he finally let you go and left, and just like last time, you watched him go, but instead of sadness or longing, you only felt anticipation and excitement that you would see him tomorrow again. 

You went into your home and about your day, and the next day, you dutifully took your place right where you parted with the blond boy, whose connection to you still couldn’t figure out, but at the same time didn’t mind all that much. 

When Mikey parked by, both of you greeted each other with overly happy smiles before you took your place behind him once again feeling like it was the place you should have been all along, ‘Let’s do this ever day,’ he said as he put his hands over yours that were around him, ‘Let me pick you from and to school every day. Promise me?’

‘I promise,’ you breathed against his cheek all too eagerly as you couldn’t even imagine ever refusing this to him when it made you feel so good inside.

You could see he was grinning the whole ride looking just as happy as you felt.

Mikey and Draken didn’t go to school that day either. They just dropped you and Emma off watching you get inside while you couldn’t shake the warm and content feeling of knowing he would come to pick you up after school too. 

It feels right. It feels like it’s him, you thought fondly knowing it was true deep in your gut, heart and mind. You just knew. It was him. Whoever, he was and expected him to be it was him, Sano ‘Mikey’ Manjiro.

In school, you avoided the people who made fun of you and they did the same for you fearful of retaliation from the Toman as Emma, who you decided to befriend and spend more time with, explained to you.

‘Hey, did you fall in love with my brother? You two act like you’re dating and look so happy all the time,’ said the blond girl, and even if you shouldn’t have you couldn’t help but smile a bit before admitting without much embarrassment or doubt, ‘You know, I don’t think so. I think I’ve already loved him before,’ you giggled at how silly it sounded still feeling the comforting warm inside, ‘I just hadn’t met him until now.’

Emma gave you an odd look, and for a moment you simply thought you were weird before she grimaced and chuckled, ‘Mikey told me the exact same thing. I guess that means you’re meant to be, huh?’

Yeah, I guess it does.

Koniec 

A.N: Thank you for taking the time to read this. It was a bit of a self-request that I was working on for a while. English is not my first language, so I apologize if this was confusing or there were many errors and mistakes. I hope you liked it. Have a nice day and stay safe 😊

"lookism" fans, pls lmk if you'd like to read smth like that

i have this kinda weird (or maybe not) idea for an au/fanfiction (i basically call all my fanfictions aus because they already are different from original universe, so to me they seem like aus, even if im wrong in this, bear with me)

so.

originally it was an idea of a fanfiction of Eli/OFC/Jay (tho i do headcanon Jay as gay, but somehow in this idea he turned to be bi, so idk if I'll proceed with this pairing, it just seems weird to me)

so. even if it's not romantical with Jay, OFC and him will still become friends, because they both aren't heterosexual (and because it will just happen. somehow)

and she'll become close friends with Eli somewhere in the beginning (really sweet and really supportive towards him and Yenna, because our boy Eli needs that)

(technically the story starts somewhere around the beginning of the lookism, maybe a bit earlier. either way, just a little bit earlier, than Daniel transferring to J-high)

the fun idea was that OFC would be either Jake's friend he was teaching how to fight after accidentally befriending her (before going to juvie that is), or he's her cousin

and that's where the other part comes in. somehow Gun gets himself involved because he finds out of OFC's close relationship with Jake and wants to control Jake by kind of showing him that he can do to his friend/cousin whatever he wants (idk abt this for now tho, maybe in process the idea will change, because i will need to reread "Lookism", it's so long i forget a lot of things right away (and i still don't understand most of Gun's motives so...))

anyways. the idea was that i just wanted to give Eli and Jay some love they deserve in a fictional story, somehow Jake came into the picture in my head, and Gun waltzed there as well...

pls, let me know if you'll want to read smth like that, cause im not really sure abt this idea and id like to know what others think abt it. thanks!!)

p.s. if you have any other ideas for the main pairing pls lmk, cause im still not crrtain abt it being endgame

HIII COULD YOU DO THE UPPER MOONS WITH A CRYBABY READER? (A thought of mine,of them taking care of me while I sit and cry and babble in there arms about something small 😖😖😖)

Aww, i love this idea! yes i’ll definitely do it!

➤ Uppermoon’s reaction to their S/O being a crybaby

➤ headcanons

Uppermoons x crybaby!GN!reader

including: Muzan, kokushibo, Douma, Akaza and the Hantengu clones (Sekido, Karaku, Aizetsu & Urogi)

warnings: smaller reader, mentions of murder, semi-nsfw?

Muzan Kibutsuji

• We all know how he is.

• Being the demon king, he isn’t the very best at comfort. I think we’re all aware of that.

• Isn’t fazed by your crying. i mean, it isn’t anything new to him. He murders and eats people on a daily basis so crying isn’t something that’s unusual for him to witness..

• However, it’s YOU crying.

• You crying makes Muzan feel… not good.

• He can’t really explain it.

• All he knows is that he strongly dislikes seeing/hearing you cry.

• At first he scolded you for showing such emotions. But then he only realized he made you cry more afterwards.

• Muzan feels horrible. But you’ll never hear that coming from him.

• The two of you are the complete opposite.

• He only got angry at you for crying at first because you were crying over something so stupid and second of all he didn’t want to admit he didn’t like seeing you cry and has no idea how to comfort you properly.

• He doesn’t want to come off as weak.

• Eventually, he’ll own up, apologize for his behavior. After all, he didn’t really mean it. (Believe it or not)

• Muzan isn’t just so great with emotions and he isn’t used to have such an emotional S/O.

• Will stroke your hair as you lay your head in his lap.

• He’ll listen to you vent about whatever upset you. Even if it’s stupid in his eyes.

• “You weep over such silly things, my dear.”

• Muzan will hush and wipe your tears. Thats all you’ll get.

• Now if SOMEONE upset you, they’ll be dead immediately. No questions asked.

• Muzan doesn’t care if you don’t want it. He’ll do it anyway or just lie and say he won’t do it. Which he will

• Doesn’t give a shit who it is either. Even if it’s a family member he’ll destroy them.

• Because how dare they make his beloved S/O cry?

• He’ll literally torture whoever made you this upset. So that’s another way of him showing his love for you. Even if it’s in a horrific way.

• Then he’ll proceed to tell you about how he killed the person who made you sad. 😟 (Doesn’t leave out any details)

• Goes into a state of severe confusion as you cry more. He expects you to treat him like a superior being and says you should be thankful he decided to lend you his presence and time in the first place..

Kokushibo

• Like Muzan, he isn’t an expert when it comes to comforting someone.

• He’s used to being solitary so this is all new for him! Please understand.

• But unlike Muzan, Kokushibo won’t be annoyed by your crying.

• Kokushibo has cried himself before so why should he judge you? (Even though he’s only cried like.. once)

• All though Koku has cried before. It was awhile ago and he barely remembers it. However, he isn’t a crybaby.

• He’s honestly surprised by how much you cry.

• Never has encountered a human who cries as much as you do.

• It comes to a point where sometimes he feels helpless.

• Kokushibo isn’t very vocal. So expect him to be more on the physical side when it comes to comfort.

• Words of affirmation isn’t his strong suit either.

• Becomes immensely confused when you cry more whenever he hugs you. (You cry more when people comfort you)

• Like huh?? Why did you start to cry more?? Should he stop??

• Kokushibo will just pick you up bridal style and set you down on a futon. He’ll cuddle you for awhile until you fall asleep in his arms.

• Isn’t the type to give you advice nor is he responsive but he’ll definitely listen to you.

• Just holds you against his chest as you sob into his embrace.

• Will brutally murder anyone who upset you. He isn’t going to let that shit slide.

• If you beg him not to he’ll be hesitant. He wants to kill them for you but at the same time he doesn’t want to make you further upset if he does carry out the murder.

• Let’s all be blunt, in the end, he won’t listen to you. He won’t let anyone get away with hurting his S/O.

• Kokushibo will know this’ll upset you more but he does it anyway. He doesn’t want anyone messing with you.

Douma

• Oh great heavens..

• Out of all the uppermoons he’s definitely the most touchy/affectionate/comforting. (somewhat)

• Knows how to comfort others. (But it’s not genuine)

• With you it’s entirely different though!

• Butttt he’s still the type to tease his S/O. His toxic trait is that this sadistic basted finds great pleasure in seeing you cry.

• The way you’ll cling yourself to HIM, in need of HIS attention and comfort, desiring HIM and no one else:

• Douma FEEDSSS off that shit.

• Gets off by how vulnerable you get. (New turn on)

• Another thing is that he won’t severely pity you when you cry. After all, he’s not the best when it comes to emotion.

• Also not the type to be fazed by your crying state. i mean, he deals with his followers crying to him ALL the time about their stupid problems.

• Does not give a fuck about them.

• He is USED to not giving a fuck. That’s why he’s surprised he cares whenever you’re crying. Even if it’s over something so minor.

• Douma cares but doesn’t understand fully, yk?

• You need to be patent with him. After all, emotion is new for him. (He only experiences it around you)

anyway..

• Babies you whenever you cry.

• “Oh, my, my! What’s wrong, my sweet lotus?”

• As soon as he sees your tear-stained face he’ll just snatch you up without even asking and pull you onto his huge lap.

• Adores how adorable you look on his lap! You’re so tiny in his arms like this!!

• Let’s you babble about whatever upset you.

• Honestly, he ain’t even listening, he’s just admiring how vulnerable you look right now.

• He’ll just pepper your face in kisses and wipe your tears away.

• Cups your face and whispers sweet nothings into your ear. Douma reminds you that everything will be okay and that you’re safe with him.

• Sometimes he licks your tears.

• Teases you relentlessly if you cry over something stupid.

• Will instantly kill anyone who made you upset.

• Douma usually eats people when they’re this upset so they no longer have to bare the pain but he doesn’t want to eat you. Surprisingly.

• Confused by his own feelings.

• There was a time where you were upset and Douma straight up asked you if you want to be eaten by him.

• Yeah, bros a menace.

Akaza

• This man is SOOO sweet about it.

• The first time you cried in front of him he flipped out😭

• Like huh?? what’s wrong?? are you okay??

• On the inside he’s panicking.

• Is surprised by how vulnerable you can get whenever you’re a mess like this.

• If you’re human, low-key enjoys the power imbalance.

• Though, Akaza absolutely despises witnessing you cry.

• Never makes fun of you. Even if you’re crying over something that others view as stupid. He won’t ever pass judgment towards you or even tease you.

• Akaza will 100% listen to you vent about whatever upset you.

• Oh? what’s that? SOMEONE upset you?

• Yeah, he is coming after them. even if it’s a woman.

• Doesn’t care.

• No one hurts his S/O.

• Akaza wants to protect you. Out of every uppermoon he is the most overprotective.

• Is almost TOO protective.

• You were growing relatively concerned for how overprotective he was. You mostly just didn’t want him to get hurt.

• “I have to ensure you’re safe at all times.”

• Kinda scary at times.

• He wants you out of harms way at all costs.

• Isn’t used to physical touch but whenever you’re sad he’ll definitely give you lots of cuddles.

• Will let you babble on and on.

• Isn’t the best advice giver but he’ll help you in his own way.

• Demons aren’t used to comforting others after all so he needs to ease up to it.

• Proceeds to ask you what he can do to make you feel better!

• You cry frequently and it honestly concerns him.

• Once you finally tell him you’re just sensitive and that you cry over things easily he’ll understand.

• Lays down with you and holds you firmly against his chest as you cry your little heart out.

• Forehead kisses too.

• Akaza is a gentleman! Would so cook your favorite meals whenever you’re having a bad day.

• He isn’t toxic in any way. Just his only red flag is probably being too overprotective? (If you could even call that a red flag)

Sekido

• Let’s be completely honest.

• Sekido is going to be aggravated over the fact you’re a crybaby.

• He’ll be passive aggressive towards you.

• Not because he hates you, or because he’s mad at you. This is all just a cover up because he legitimately has no clue how to help you or comfort you.

• He’s very uneducated and inexperienced when it comes to this kind of situation.

• Sekido just grows more angered with myself that he doesn’t know how to help you. Instead of communicating with you about it he just takes his frustrations out on you.

• This makes you even more upset and only turns you into a bigger of a crybaby.

• Sekido secretly feels horrible.

• Eventually he mans up and apologizes stubbornly. Admits that he’s not used to comforting others and isn’t a fan of crying.

• Of course you forgive him because you know how he is. You know that he didn’t mean it.

• Sekido is not exactly uncomfortable around those who are sensitive. I mean, he deals with Aizetsu so he’s used to it.

• Sekido isn’t just used to comforting others.

• In fact, he’s HORRIBLE at it.

• The best you’ll get is cuddles (if you’re lucky)

• Then again, he ain’t used to this 😔😔

• Fortunately for you, Sekido will do his best to try and appear less intimidating around you.

• Lowers the volume of his booming voice for you and attempts to act more soothing around your presence.

• See? he does care. Just is not ideal at showing it.

• Like the other demons if anyone made you cry Sekido will definitely take care of them for you!

Karaku

• THIS MAN ADORES YOU! (in a peculiar way..)

• The second he sees you a crying mess he’s scooping you up into his arms and cradling you.

• He’ll lay down with you and allow you to lay your head on his chest as you cry.

• Karaku will understand if you’re upset over something that actually makes sense but if it’s something tiny he’s like; ???

• Teases you about it:(

• Similar to Douma, he gets off by how you rely on him when you’re an emotional wreck.

• Sometimes Karaku will purposely make you cry because he’s lowkey a sadist.

• Karaku has that little secret smirk on his face whenever you start babbling about whatever it is upset you.

• Just shushes you as your babbling continues.

• First, he will comfort you before gladly executing the asshole who hurt your fragile little heart.

• “Awhh! It’s okay darlin’ you don’t have to worry about them anymore!!”

• Once he debated on whether or not he should tell you that he kills whoever upset you.

• Unlike the other uppermoons for some reason he doesn’t tell you that he killed the person who made you cry.

• Karaku doesn’t say anything in hidden fear that he’ll scare you more or make you cry again.

• Don’t get me wrong, loves comforting you, loves how you need him, but he also hates seeing you cry.

• Always wants you to feel satisfied and happy!

• Karaku will do ANYTHING in his power to get your tears to stop.

• Offers you sex to help you feel better 💀 (bros a hypersexual)

• However, if he’s having a bad day then he might not be the best at comfort. But if he’s not having a bad or unusual day then he dedicates all his time to you and you alone!

Aizetsu

• Aizetsu understands you more than anyone else.

• He also has the strong tendency to be a crybaby himself.

• At first, Aizetsu will he too shy to comfort you.

• This is is mostly because he is afraid he might do something wrong.

• But eventually he gets over it.

• Aizetsu feels bad for you and would hate to leave you alone.

• He does what you do to comfort him whenever he’s upset.

• Like you, small things will trigger his emotions.

• So he relates to you in a way.

• Aizetsu adores you and loves you so much!

• Will give you all the attention and comfort you need.

• Aizetsu will even ditch missions just to take care of you. He’d hate to leave you alone.

• You’re always there for him whenever he’s feeling down so of course he’s going to do the same for you!

• He desperately wants to hurt whoever made you cry

• Unlike the others, Aizetsu will listen to you and not murder who hurt you if you protest against it. He respects you and doesn’t want you to feel even more hurt.

• Y’all are both big crybabies together.

• Crying sessions? yes. 100%.

• Aizetsu will hold you and play with your hair while whispering sweet nothings into your ear to soothe your nerves.

• Literally on the verge of tears whenever he sees you cry:(

• He isn’t a big fan of seeing you upset so he’ll do anything to make his precious S/O smile!

• “You don’t know how much your smile means to me..”

Urogi

• HATES seeing you cry.

• Becomes veryyyy overprotective.

• But not to worry! He will never judge you.

• Might tease you a TINY bit though.

• Okay, i’m bluffing, he’ll tease you A LOT. not as much as Douma and Karaku though.

• Urogi will only really tease you when you’re crying over something small.

• Knows when something is up or when you’re holding back tears. It’s pretty damn obvious no there’s no need to lie to him.

• As i said before, Urogi won’t ever judge you!

• The moment you begin to break down you’re scooped up into his arms

• “Hey, hey, hey! what’s the matter, sweetheart?”

• Will pressure you into telling him what’s wrong.

• Isn’t too thrilled when he realizes how downright negative you are.

• Probably forces you to smile, he’ll gently use his talons to force your lips into a smiling while chuckling at you. (Tries not to accidentally cut you in the process)

• Gives you reassurance that he’s here for you and there is no need to feel upset!!

• Is more than happy to kill the unworthy bastard who made you dry.

• I feel like Urogi would just take you flying somewhere to get some fresh hair. That’ll help, right?!

• The type to wrap his wings around you. His wings are quite big so he loves seeing how tiny you look in them.

• Tickle fights? yes! definitely! Wants to see a real smile so this menace will begin ticking you out of no where until you’re a giggling mess.

• Urogi is the talkative type so he will keep talking to you in hopes that’ll calm you down/distract you at least.

That’s about all! I apologize if some of them are shorter than the others. Thank you for sending in this request! i’m working on more at the moment so my apologies if it takes me awhile to post.

Bonten men as family men

Because talking about them in disc made me soft. @blueparadis @etheralyonn

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Manjiro

Has twins one girl and one boy.

Besides his s/o their his pride and joy.

Definitely sleeps with the twins a lot, the two babies are cuddled on his chest and he has a protective arm wrapped around them.

Skips bonten meetings because its nap time with the babies.

Ordered everyone that if something happens his family comes first. Their safety means everything to him.

Tells the babies about his adventures with Toman.

Haruchiyo

Has a daughter and she's just a ball of energy, keeping the pink haired man on his toes.

It doesn't help that she befriend ever b.o.y. either, they have small arguments where haru tells her no boyfriends till he dies.

Has tea parties with her to make up for making her cry. She forces a crown and everything on him.

Oh and the dog haru got to protect his family? Yep she dresses the dog up in tiaras and tutus.

"Baby the dog is supposed to be scary "

"No he should be pretty!"

He can't say no to her, which causes problems because she keeps asking for another dog.

Ran

Has a beautiful daughter, she is such a daddy's girl.

Only he is allowed to braid her hair, but nothing else because he doesn't do it right.

Doesn't mind having tea parties with her either, he always ordered them some pastries whenever they have tea parties.

Loves when she runs up to him to greet him when he comes home.

What he loves even more is coming home to find his s/o and daughter curled up in bed together.

He pulls them both closer and just wraps his arms around them.

Rindou

Has a shy little boy who hates crowds.

It took Rindou, (Name) and Ran to convince the little boy that the school was safe and he will make lot of friends.

Little boy looks just like his dad too.

Rindou and the toddler wear matching glasses.

As shy as the boy is, he has such a sharp tongue. He loves bullying Sanzu and Ran when they annoy them.

"Come on uncle Ran is your favourite right?"

"What about Sanzu?"

"I like Kaku more"

Rindou finds it amusing how his son can talk to adults like that but when it comes to kids his age. The boy hide behind the nearest adult.

Takeomi

Three kids, two girls and one boy.

He's pretty attentive, always checking up on his kids.

He doesnt want to make the same mistake again.

Works with the reward system, if his kids do their chores they get a little rewards.

Asks his son to protect the girls and (name)

But the eldest girl quickly interfered and said she'll protect everyone.

Say My Name

Characters: Bonten x fem!Reader

Summary Background: You came to Japan looking for a new job opportunity and in your first week there, you saved Mikey’s life. He is indebted to you and offered you a job as Bonten’s Private Doctor. 

Warnings: Cursing, sexual flirting, ear play (is that a real kink name? idk), making out, blood (not from reader), Sanzu in his boxers, minor manga spoiler, mentioned boner, talks of grabbing ass, and fluff.

A/N: This short series will consist of Bonten’s shenanigans, poly relationship, and sexual contents. So MDNI!

Like, reblogging, and kind comments are appreciated!

Take me down in your paradise

Don’t be scared, cause I’m your body type

Just something that we wanna try

Cause you and I, we’re cool for the summer

You hum the tune for ‘Cool for the Summer’ by Demi Lovato playing through your AirPods. The beautiful morning breeze puts you in a summer mood. You thought this song was the perfect song to play before heading into work. You greet Daimon and Hiroto, the security guards at Bonten’s Headquarters as usual with a smile. The clacking of your heels echoes in the lobby. You spot Mochi hurriedly moving across the room like a man on a mission. “Good morning, Mochi.” You quickly greet him before he takes off. His dark brown eyes glances to see who called out to him, then his expression softens once he realizes it’s you.

“Good morning, [Y/n].” Mochi’s tiresome smile makes you worried if he has been getting enough sleep, “Sorry, I can’t stop and chat right now. I have some urgent things I need to take care of.” You and Mochi had become very good friends in the past two weeks since you two discovered you have common interests for animals, food, and music. His ears pick up the melody playing through your AirPods, “Demi?”

“Good ear.” You are impress how good his hearing is, “I’m listening to ‘Cool for the Summer.’” Mochi nods in approval, that’s one of his favorite songs by Demi. “But please don’t let me keep you. Stay safe.” 

“I will!” You both wave goodbye as he runs out of the building and his figure disappears in the crowd. You find the elevator doors to take you up to the executive floor. Humming the tune as you take off your AirPods and put it back in its case then toss it in your purse. The elevator dings and the doors open to reveal Mikey and Kakucho, who are waiting for the elevators to take them down.

“Peach.” Mikey immediately clings onto you, then lays his head on your shoulder to inhale your scent. It’s been awhile since he had spent time with you. Moments like these he cherishes them. He misses your presence and needs a dose of your touch before taking off with Kakucho on their mission.

“Good morning, Mikey.” Your saccharine smile warms Mikey’s chest, then you turn your gaze towards Kakucho, who stops the elevator doors from closing, “You too, Kaku.”

“Good morning, Angel.” Kakucho’s bashful smile makes him even more adorable. “You look beautiful today.” Lately, he has been complimenting you almost every day. It is now part of his morning routine, which you always appreciate. It’s pleasant to hear flattering remarks.

“Thank you, Kaku. You look handsome as well.” His heart is palpitating when you compliment his appearance. He never considers himself to be attractive due to his scar and it’s one of his insecurities, but you’ve always found him handsome and wish he sees himself the way you see him. That’s why you always want to remind him. 

“I’ll catch up with you later.” Mikey kisses your cheek before reluctantly releases his hug then steps into the elevator with Kakucho. You bid them to stay safe wherever they’re going. You saunter into the shared kitchen to make your morning tea with your favorite cup and start the coffee maker for the executives. Especially for Takeomi. You notice how grumpy he gets when he doesn’t have his morning coffee. You always make sure to have it ready for him.

“Morning Dollface.” Ran sneakily wraps his arms around your waist and nuzzles his face into your neck. His cologne smells heavenly and suits him quite well. It’s intoxicating enough for you to get addicted to his scent.

“Morning Ran, feeling friendly as usual?” Usually Ran will find ways to have you in his arms. Whether it’s in the shared kitchen, the hallway, his office (by abducting you), your private bathroom (secretly hiding in there) or ambushes you at the penthouse. This is nothing new to you.

“Only for you.” Ran playfully nibbles your earlobe, catching you completely off guard by letting out a sweet gasp. He pauses his movements before a wicked smile breaks out, “Oohh, do you like that pretty girl? You like having your ear played with?” He licks sensually on your ear then takes another bite and sucks. Your legs feel a little weak, luckily Ran is strong enough to hold you up or you would have toppled over. Someone grip your jaw to pull your attention towards them. You are met with lustful lilac eyes. 

“Don’t forget about me.” Rindou joins in the fun, he doesn’t Ran to be the only one to get to play with you. He leans in to capture your kissable lips, tasting your minty clean breath. His teeth lightly tugs your bottom lip and sucking on it, earning an alluring moan from you.

“Mmm, Rindou.” You moan his name on his lips, he loves the way you call out his name. It’s so honeyed, he wants to taste your sweetness. He swipe his tongue across your lips to allow him to play with your tongue which you grant him access. Dominating your tongue feels so good and turning him on. He wants to ravish you. 

“Can you guys do this somewhere else?” Takeomi interrupts your rendezvous, “Trying to make some damn coffee.” As you predicted, he is grumpy. Takeomi actually doesn’t mind seeing your body being pleasured, just not when he hasn’t had his coffee yet. He’s not fully in the mood for anything. 

“Sorry, Take.” You forcibly move the Haitani brothers along with you (they didn’t let go) to give him some room to grab his coffee. “I started the coffee for you.” You display a warm smile in hopes to light up his mood. 

“Thank you, sweetheart.” His grumpiness subside a little until-

“SWEET CHEEKS!!!” Sanzu barges into the shared kitchen and heads right for you. The Haitani brothers move out of the way to allow Sanzu tackle you into a hug. “Did you miss me?!” He squeezes you happily. You feel something is wet and lift up your hand to find blood.

“Sanzu!? Are you bleeding?” You push his chest away to find his purple pantsuit is drench with blood and dirt, it has gotten onto your white blouse, tan pants, and possibly your face. For now, you are focusing on inspecting his face and body to find any open wounds you need to attend to. Sanzu finds your worrisome and focused gaze adorable, he chuckles.

“Not to worry, my love! This isn’t my blood! I just got carried away.” Sanzu smiles sadistically, with pride. “But you can keep touching me, I love when you have your hands on me.” He grabs both of your hands then places them on his cheeks. His sadistic smile returns to an almost childlike expression.

“Get your filthy hands off of her, you asshole.” Kokonoi appears with a scowl, he sees blood on your clothes and skin. He grabs the part of your arm where there’s no blood to pull you away from Sanzu then glares at him. “You’re dirtying her.”

“Sanzu, what did I tell you about walking around the building with blood?” Takeomi angrily scolds him while Sanzu sulks, not because of Takeomi’s reprimanding but because he sees the blood on you. It felt as though he had tainted you. 

“I was going to clean up and change but I saw Sweet Cheeks and got excited …”

Kokonoi pulls out sanitary wipes and helps wipe off any blood that’s on your face and hands. Ran and Rindou also help to wipe the blood off your white blouse but most likely they wanted an excuse to touch your breasts. Takeomi continues to chastise Sanzu about cleanliness and making sure not to touch or hug anyone when he’s contaminated. However, the blood stains on your blouse and pants didn’t come off with the wipes. Kokonoi, who becomes agitated, is next to criticize Sanzu for ruining your white designer blouse. He pulls out his cellphone to make a call for someone to deliver a whole new outfit to the clinic.

“Why don’t you go rinse off and I will have someone deliver the clothes to the clinic, okay princess?” Kokonoi pitifully looks at your bloodstained outfit, he thinks you look refined and elegant and it’s ashamed Sanzu had to ruin it.

“Okay, thank you Kokonoi. Please excuse me.” You hurry off to the clinic, you have your own private bathroom which is nice for emergencies like this. You can’t be wearing a bloodstained outfit all day as that is unsanitary and it would be hard for you to get out of the building without being questioned.

“Did you guys notice?” Rindou asks the group once you are out of the shared kitchen. He realizes something about you that no one seems to be aware of.

“Notice what?” Kokonoi asks while putting his sanitary wipes away and washing his hands with soap in the sink. He then orders Sanzu to wash his hands as well before he goes touching other things.

“[Y/n] only calls certain executives by their nicknames.” Everyone has a moment of silence to think if this statement Rindou made is true. 

“Why does she call you ‘Take’?!” Sanzu’s wet hands grab his older brother’s button up shirt and shakes him in jealousy. Sanzu didn’t notice you haven’t called him by his name because he is too focused on touching you or stealing kisses from you. He should’ve realized it sooner when you started calling Takeomi by his nickname. This is such a slap in the face for him.

“Damn it, go dry your hands!” Takeomi shoves Sanzu off of him, then straightens out his now wet and wrinkled shirt.

“She calls me by my name.” Ran points at his chest to indicate what Rindou said is not quite true. Sure, it’s not a nickname but you two are on a first name basis which is good enough for now. Though he would much prefer if you call him baby or boyfriend or someday husband. 

“Yeah because she can’t call you Haitani since there’s two of you idiots.” Kokonoi gruff, why didn't he catch this earlier? Everyone else calls him ‘Koko’, why aren’t you comfortable calling him that too? He did hope one day you would call him ‘Hajime’ or ‘Haji’ once you two get even more intimate.

“At least she calls us by our first names.” Rindou rebuttals, first name basis sounds more intimate than being on last name basis. The four of them start bickering, this is giving Takeomi a headache and he sighs. 

“Just ask her to call you guys by your preferred names.”

“Is that what you did?” Sanzu eyes him suspiciously, the rest of them are also waiting for his response on how you began calling him that.

“Well no-” They start bickering again, then Takeomi lets out another sigh, “Morons.” He utters under his breath and pours some coffee in his cup. It’s too damn early for this drama.

You finish rinsing your body off, making sure there’s no more blood on you. You grab your towel from the shower hanger to dry yourself off. Then you wrap the towel around you before checking to see if someone delivered the clothes Kokonoi had ordered. You found it neatly stacked on a chair by the bathroom door. Perfect timing, quickly grabbing them and change into a white designer dress.

Oh, this looks sophisticated. You check yourself in the mirror and turn to the side. Kokonoi is so stylish,you are not surprised with his fashion choice. You make a reminder to yourself to have someone dispose of your bloodstained blouse as you don’t want to pose any unwanted questions from the cleaners. Then you hear a rumble coming from the hallway. Oh no … you brace yourself for the incoming traffic rushing into the clinic. Rindou, Kokonoi and for some reason a Sanzu who is only wearing boxers, start talking over each other which  you can’t begin to understand what they’re saying.

“Whoa, whoa, whoa!” You gesture for all of them to calm down and to stop talking over each other. “One at a time. What is going on? And Sanzu, what happened to your clothes? Why are you only in your boxers?” You are bemused as to why he’s practically naked. 

“Because I didn’t want to ruin your clothes.” He answers like it is obvious, but then he raises his voice, “And why are you calling me ‘Sanzu’?! Do you hate me or something?!” He expresses his discontent. 

“And you keep calling me ‘Rindou’. Do I not matter to you?” Rindou is next to complain about his name. You two shared an intimate moment together not too long ago, did it mean nothing to you?

“You call Kakucho, ‘Kaku’, how come you don’t do the same for me?” Kokonoi crosses his arms all the while checking out your dress he picked out for you. You can see his feverish gaze on how well it hugs your curves. But all eyes are on you to explain yourself.

“Because those are your names?” You dumbfoundedly answer their question, not sure what this spur them onto the conclusion that you don’t care for them.

“I DON’T WANT YOU TO CALL ME ‘SANZU’!!!” He screams on top of his lungs, you are certain the entire building can hear him. Jesus Christ, my ear.You begin to question whether Sanzu is immune to having a sore throat or his ears don't detect how loud he really is. 

“Okay, okay. Breathe and calm down.” You use a soothing voice, rubbing Sanzu’s muscular bare back for him to hopefully stop his random outbursts. “What do you want to call you?”

“‘Haru’.” His loveable, sad droopy puppy eyes and heartbreaking voice makes you feel like you had kicked a puppy. His combination with the puppy eyes and heartbreaking tone really gets you, but you can’t let him know that. You know he will use it to his advantage. 

“I want to be called ‘Rin’.” Rindou's anguish tone grabs your attention away from Sanzu.

“And I want to be called ‘Koko.’” Kokonoi’s cheeks are blushing, he finds it embarrassing that he had to ask you. Normally girls would call him Koko without having him tell them, it’s natural.

“Alright,” You nod your head in understanding, to show them you are taking this seriously, “from now on I will call you by your preferred names. Do you feel better now?” You look at Sanzu first since he seems to be the most sensitive to this. He wraps his arms around your waist and leans his forehead against yours.

“Please … please say my name.” He asks you desperately, he never felt so vulnerable around anyone before. But with you, he feels comfortable to show you this side of him. Sanzu needs to hear you call his name to make everything okay again.

“Haru.” You call out his name, to Sanzu’s ears it sounds so loving. No one can say his name as beautifully as you. He is visibly shaking with excitement then squeezes you happily.

“Yay!!!! You make me the happiest man on Earth! Thanks, Sweet Cheeks!” He runs off like a hurricane going by. You have made his day a lot better.

“Put some clothes on!” You yell hopefully loud enough for him to hear. Then you look back at the other two who are staring at you, like they were waiting for something. “What-”

“Say my name too!” Rindou and Kokonoi demand you. What did I get myself into?

The next few days, you tried your best to call them by their preferred names. Sometimes you accidentally slipped up since you were used to calling them ‘Sanzu’, ‘Kokonoi’, and ‘Rindou’. Sanzu did not take this lightly and threw a tantrum. The way for him to calm down was for you to hug him and stroke his hair. Rindou and Kokonoi were much calmer compared to Sanzu but they reminded you with a discontent look. One day, the three of them came into the clinic to propose a way on how to prevent you from calling them by their original name. 

“A punishment?” You scrunch your eyebrows together in confusion. “What kind of punishment?” You stir your tea in your favorite cup, this response seems absurd to you. 

“Well,” Sanzu tilts his head to the side with a thinking expression, “normally I would use Bonten’s Hammer of Judgement as punishment for traitors.” 

“Uhh … you use what now?” You have a blank expression. The executives don’t talk to you in detail about their missions. Or what they do if they find out there’s a traitor in the organization. You are certain you have some kind of idea what happens to them, just not in depth and you rather keep it that way. Rindou elbows Sanzu with a scowl, reminding him to not talk about it. 

“Wha-uh but you’re not a traitor so you don’t have to worry!” Sanzu lets out a nervous laugh in hopes you would let it go and Rindou mutters ‘idiot’ under his breath. You are somewhat curious what Bonten's Hammer of Judgement, is he referring to a gavel? 

“Nevermind him.” Kokonoi brushes off the subject before you open up the paradox.

“Okay …?” You heed Kokonoi’s advice to drop it, “What are you going to do to me then?” The moment you ask that question, the three of them have a mischievous smirk on their faces. 

“Trust me, love.” Rindou’s voice got husky, “There are many things I would like to do to you.” He adjusts his pants to hide his boner, the wild imaginations on how he wants to punish you is turning him on.

“We agreed that every time you call us by our original names,” Kokonoi begins to explain your punishment, “we get a kiss from you.” Your eyebrows arched, not understanding how this is a punishment.

“You want to get a kiss from me?” Sanzu leans extremely close to your face that his long lashes brushes against your cheek. 

“We want to receive a kiss from you, Sweet Cheeks.” His hand cups your cheek with lustful pupils. “We realized every time we kiss, it’s always us initiating.”

“Therefore, we want you to be the one to initiate.” Rindou grins smugly. 

“I’ll agree to this punishment on one condition.” You push Sanzu’s face away and lean away from his hand. You look at Kokonoi since he is well known for negotiating. “The person whose name I messed up only get to be kissed on the cheek.”

“On the lips.” Kokonoi crosses his arms for a rebuttal, no way they will settle for less.

“Both cheeks.” You counter the offer, he scoffs.

“On the lips with tongue.” Kokonoi will not give into your counter. Rindou and Sanzu know Kokonoi will make sure they will have it their way and snickers to see what you will offer next. However you have a sly smile, knowing they will give into you.

“Final offer.” They are waiting to hear your final offer. “Kiss on the cheek and touch one butt cheek.” Their jaws drop, not seeing this coming. Heh, that was easy.

“Caressing it, smacking it, or holding one butt cheek?” Kokonoi wants the specifics, you can’t be playing this dangerous game if you are putting your ass on the line.

“Users choice.”

“Deal!” Kokonoi and you shake hands on this "binding" punishment condition while Rindou and Sanzu are celebrating they are going to be the first ones to touch your butt.

A few days later, you managed to use their preferred names as they desired. You tease Kokonoi and Rindou as their nicknames are close to their original names and give them a false sense of hope. You can tell this is agitating them and to them, this is their punishment for messing with you. It gives you the satisfaction that you are a force to be reckoned with.

“DAMN IT!!!” Sanzu yells in frustration in the conference room, everyone in the room is staring at him. “I want her to mess up my name so I can touch her ass!”

“I know.” Kokonoi, who is normally collective, is irritated at how their proposition backfired. He begins to think you have done this on purpose.

“We have to get her to mess up somehow.” Rindou places his hand under his chin to think of scheming ways to get you to slip up.

“You guys are idiots.” Ran stroll into the conversation, then takes his seat next to his dear little brother. “You guys should have done both reward and punishment, therefore it would have been a win-win situation.” Rindou, Kokonoi, and Sanzu have a brief moment of silence.

“You’re the idiot.” All three of them point fingers at each other. Right outside the conference room, they see Mochi and you casually walking together. Mochi presents you with a gift, you take a look inside and beam happily at him. They are wondering what Mochi brought that made you smile like that? Then all their eyes widened as they saw an unforeseen event. You tiptoe to give Mochi a smooch on his cheek.

“What … what just happened?” Rindou grows infuriated, how in the world did Mochi do that? Aren’t you two just friends? Friends don’t do that, at least in his mind they don’t.  

“What did Mochi give her?” Kokonoi tries to see where the box comes from but you quickly walk away with the gift in your hand. Everyone can see Mochi is blushing and rubbing his cheek shyly. 

“MOCHI, YOU SON OF A BITCH!!!” Sanzu ferally climbs over the conference table to get across the room and charge towards him like a predator. Mochi is startled when Sanzu grabs his collar and starts shaking him. “What did you give my Sweet Cheeks that made her kiss you on the cheek?! Tell me, now damn you!!!” The other executives are also curious about what Mochi gave you.

“I remembered she told me she missed eating cheesecake from this bakery in America. So I made sure to include it in our American imports and it came in this morning.” Mochi is getting dizzy from Sanzu’s shaking and wishes for him to stop.

“Why were you being so sneaky about it?” Rindou’s lilac eyes have a dangerous glint, “ You’re hiding information about what she likes so you can take her away from us?” 

“What, no. [Y/n] and I are just friends.” Mochi pries Sanzu’s hands off of him. “Mikey knows about the cheesecake import too.” They continue to bicker, believing Mochi is pursuing you and secretly winning your affections. 

“What is going on here?” Kakucho walks towards the conference room with a stack of papers but what they spot immediately are the crumbs of cheesecake in the corner of his mouth. 

“Why do you have crumbs of cheesecake on the corner of your mouth?” Sanzu glowers at him, did he receive a special treatment from you?

“Oh,” Kakucho lifts up his arm to wipe the corner of his mouth, “Angel fed me a piece of cheesecake-” Kokonoi didn’t let him finish his sentence and took off running first followed by everyone else except for Kakucho and Mochi. 

“Wait, why are you running too?” Rindou questions his brother who was never part of this deal with you in the first place.

“Like I passed up the chance for Dollface to feed me.” Ran smirks, then he easily takes the lead of the pack. 

You, unbeknownst the chaos that will soon ensue, are sitting on Mikey’s lap in the clinic feeding him a piece of cheesecake. “Do you like it?” He was aware of the cheesecake shipment since Mochi notified him. Mikey never had cheesecake before and is curious to try it.

“Yummy. But not as yummy as taiyaki.” You let out a soft laugh.

“Of course.” You wouldn’t dare think anything would beat taiyaki or dorayaki. 

“Ah.” Mikey opens his mouth again for you to feed him another. As you are about to feed him, you hear several loud thundering footsteps in the hallway. God damn it, not again. You immediately got out of Mikey’s embrace which he isn’t too happy about. “Where are you going?” The ominous sound of doom is getting closer and you run towards the door to shut it but someone’s foot prevents it.

“SWEET CHEEKS!!!” Sanzu screams on top of his lungs, “Open the door!”

“No! You guys are always making a ruckus in the clinic and making weird demands!” You don’t want this to become a habit for them to rush in and out whenever they want and give you demands.

“You gave Mochi a kiss on the cheek and you fed Kaku!” Rindou yells over the other guys who are still trying to fight you to open the door. “It’s not fair!” 

“She fed me too.” Mikey adding more fuel to the fire while stealing a few more bites of the unattended cheesecake.

“We want the same special treatment too!” Ran’s poor foot is getting a beating but it will be worth it if you feed him a cheesecake and a kiss. 

“Let go of the door, princess!” Kokonoi’s patience is running thin.

“No! Not until you guys-AHHH!” Sanzu uses his inhuman strength to pry the door open and pounce you to the ground followed by everyone else creating a human pile. 

“I demand to be fed!” He cries with a heartbreaking face.

“Sanzu! Would you shut the fuck up?! I can hear your damn voice from down the hall!” Takeomi is annoyed as he comes by the door to see a human pile. “What the hell are you guys doing?” He is worried about your wellbeing.

“I … I don’t even know anymore.” You stare blankly up at the ceiling thinking about what you have done wrong while being crushed by the four executives. “I … I need to go home early today.” You are exhausted by the preferred name ordeal and now the cheesecake.

Takeomi scolds everyone to get off of you and gently help you off the ground. Everyone except for Mikey and Takeomi demands you to either give them a kiss or feed them a piece of cheesecake. You chose the latter and fed them your cheesecake. Sanzu demands for you to feed him more because of the pain and suffering you had caused him. Rindou gets jealous for not receiving enough attention from you and this cause a chain reaction. Finally, everyone had their dose of satisfaction, they left the clinic to prepare the rest of their work day. 

“What’s wrong, sweetheart?” Takeomi sees how upset you are and doesn’t want to leave you looking like this. Did they hurt you? If so, he will beat them and force them to apologize to you.

“I … I barely had any cheesecake and now it’s gone because they all kept demanding that I feed them.” You show him the box of cheesecake with a measly piece left for you to eat.

“Those shitheads.” Takeomi mutters under his breath, he has you on his lap while you cry about your sad little cheesecake and he rubs your back to soothe you. “I’ll have Mochi order you another box and give it to you in secret next time so you don’t have to share it with those shitheads.” 

“Would you really?” Your teary big doe eyes made his cheeks tinted in pink. Why do you have to look so goddamn cute for? He wants to kiss you to make your tears all go away but he holds back since you probably want some space after what happened today. 

“Of course. I want you to be happy.” Your eyes quiver by how sweet he is.

“Take ..”

“Hm?” You lean into his face to place a smooch on his cheek. His cheeks are burning and even more red, his heart is rapidly beating too.

“Thank you, Take. You’re the best.” You lean against his broad chest, he wraps his arms around you with a triumph smirk. He won’t rub this against the other executives because this sweet moment is meant for the two of you. 

“Anything for you, sweetheart.”

Bonus Scene - Why You Don't Call Them By Their Nicknames

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