Rebelraccooninaflowerfield - Tortured Poet But Like, With Sprinkles On It

Czeslaw Milosz, New and Collected Poems: 1931-2001

feeling like you're 'too much' and 'not enough' at the same time is so confusing and heartbreaking

I won't pick up on subtlety, if you just hint at something, I won't get it. But if you just tell me something directly I will also be afraid that you're lying, so really you just have to visit me in my dreams & whisper the message subliminally.

I Am Asking Me To Endure It

Beauty and variety of tree bark 🌳

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main character energy, but from a dostoevsky novel.

You can replace [ACTIVITY YOU ENJOY] with [SCROLLING] but watch out. This sucks bad 👍

My doctor and therapist: now with this autism + ADHD diagnosis you need to learn to unmask because masking all the time will make you burn out again and feel like shit

Other people: well it's just interesting how after getting the diagnosis you suddenly start behaving like that I mean I'm not saying you're faking it's just funny how you suddenly cannot be normal like you were before

something terrible and monstrous is inside me [being in my 20s]

me: you literally have a disorder. this is symptoms

me: no perhaps my soul is rotten