Morning 🩶

Good morning ☀️

Haha 🤣🤣🤣 So true... 🥲

Morning 🧡🤎

We drove out of the city towards the river. My friend was concentrating on driving, but I could feel her worried and warm gaze on me from time to time.

I cried in the passenger seat and just kept repeating to her, "Well, what an idiot I am... I mean, there's not a single reason not to think that I'm an idiot..."

Her voice was calm, soft, even maternal (I had no such support in my life, but I instinctively felt it). "You're not an idiot. Don't even think like that... You just have a very big and kind heart... You share your warmth, there's enough for everyone, Dear. You see... For your family, your friends, and even..." here she stopped talking for a second and added, "you have to keep sharing and..."

"I don't want to," I whispered to her, clearly aware of why.

"You are so... And your heart is so... You have to keep sharing... Things will get better..."

At that moment I was so grateful to her and to myself that I wasn't alone.

Morning...💚 It will be a very long, long day...❄️

Bye-bye, Christmas tree 💚🤗

Morning 🤍

I had three meetings today and I knew about them the day before because I knowingly agreed to them 🥲

When I woke up I knew I was going to be late everywhere, it happens 😬

A good friend picked me up in the morning, we stopped at a flower base to pick up an order. I don't think it's necessary to describe the bustle there that day and the number of red roses I counted 😅

Coffee and a work "date" and I'm off to pick up the twins from kindergarten in time for a walk in the park with other friends.

We're 5 minutes late 😅.

I was also invited to another friend's house with all my sons that evening and the night before I had said something like this: "I'll be there, but I'll just sit and nod, I'm not good for much more than that!" I was assured that my presence would be enough! 😅

Of course, I did most of the talking🥲

Anyway, now I'm sitting on the sofa in silence, lazily editing my text, and I won't get up even if aliens come. Honestly 😅

Has today taught me anything? No ☺️

Will I continue to behave like this? Yes 🥲

My inspiration for the Chapter 20 of the story "Trying to remember" 🩷