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i physically cannot go outside without music, without my phone, without something. i cant go outside until ive had enough because i'll be bored by then. this should be my excuse for being so brain rotted, is that i cant have 0 stimulation. if i dont have stimulation i explode.

Not to go "if you have ADHD just go for a run" or anything, but I am so serious if you have ADHD you should regularly go outside, no headphones no phone no nothing and just stand and observe for a while until you've had enough. Not until you get bored, until you've had enough. Drink your coffee without watching tiktok. Have a bath without music. Turn down the volume in your headphones. I cannot overstate how much learning to be bored is cruicial with ADHD. Life is not just about pleasure, no matter what your dysregulated dopamine system thinks, and when you teach your brain to be okay with being bored, then boring tasks stop feeling like torture. By letting yourself be bored you are yoinking your system out of the high/low binary and allow for the highs to feel like actual highs and not just anything that isn't low. I am so serious go literally touch grass. Listen to the sounds in your flat. Stimulate your body the way it was designed. It lowers anxiety and makes you feel like you're real and best of all it's completely free

Good afternoon

currently watching a tennis match while typing this, but i’m more so focused on typing this.

yesterday i got some cookies and cream ice cream (my favorite) and i went to the tennis thing :3 it was FREEZING COLD (in the 50’s) but i had a jacket so it’s okay!! tennis was fire and i stole a piece of pizza (it was free dw). i ate some pasta for lunch and oh my god that was so yum. omg omg also i was passing some girls earlier yesterday and they were speaking in a different language but as i walked by them they started whispering and giggling so ummmm i hope they weren’t talking about me!! fire fire 🔥🔥🔥

today i’m eating famous amos cookies and watching a match, like i said earlier. it’s 55 degrees out (feels like 50) but i have layers on!!! 3 layers of socks, 2 layers of pants, and 5 layers of shirts!!! goated!!!

good afternoon

i’m doing math homework and it’s on circles someone take me out. “this is probably the easiest chapter” NO IT ISNT!!! SYABU‼️‼️‼️ I LIKED CHAPTER 9 TAKE ME BACK TO PYTHAGOREAN THEOREM AND SIN COS AND TAN I MISSSSSS PLEASEE :((((

Where’d my title go… anyways, Blocking Freely

yo… how do people block freely. sorry guys i feel too much guilt… i had to get my friend on call with me in order to block an actual creep…. someone give me the confidence and courage to block freely. okay i mean i also don’t have to block often in general??? i just think like idk maybe they deserve an explanation guys…. right…. right guys…. i feel like im being pointed and laughed at 💔 sorry guys i’ll do better

NEVER STOP BEING OBSESSED WITH YOUR OCS 🫵

goodnight fine shyts

dude i was looking at my straw page earlier and doing shit, and my dad walked in and was asking me about it. man idk leave me alone 💔💔💔 sorry that it’s not linked to my instagram 💔🥀

like guys i don’t need my dad involved in everything i do on the internet, i don’t need him following me on every single account type shit 💔 anyways goodnight huzz.

pov mom left 5 yo me alone with scissors for 10 minutes

alicorns and cadence

okay i read a reddit post and umm i dont think only unicorns can ascend to alicornhood?? i mean im pretty sure twi was the only pony that was ever shown to ever become an alicorn so we dont know if its possible for a pegasus. however, it does make sense to me. according to the comics, cadence was born as a pegasus but im unsure if thats true for the show as well, because the show never gets into anything like that. we dont know really anything about her except that she's an alicorn and she is the princess of like family or some shit idk. but HOLDDDD YOUR HORSES!!!!! she wasnt even SUPPOSED to be an alicorn, lauren faust was shocked to see her as one. but that choice was made after she left the show, so i guess oh well. and get this, celestia and luna werent intended to be alicorns either. ok we dont even know how cadence became an alicorn. da fuq. riddle me this guys.... unless someone knows!!! please do enlighten me i love my little pony!!!!

is it bad i only watched the show... please i cannot get into the comics... i just wont read them please dont hate me guys im trying. how many comics are there anyways? hold on.. okay so theyre asking me to explode!! 102 comics, not including any spinoffs. are the spinoffs even worth it... ugh am i not a real mlp fan....

hello tumblr (life update!)

hi tumblr. i’m currently sitting next to my mom as i type this. i’m at my sisters tennis thing, my dad told me to take videos and i’ve taken none… i hope she goes back on (i don’t think she will, am i cooked yes or no??) im sitting on bleachers right now, they’re black and green. not exactly the comfortablest. there’s an easter thing going on and they’re playing some fuckass christian music and it’s bad. so glad i have my headphones. currently listening to control by puddle of mudd. song ends like right now though. will update on what song comes on next hold on. ……………………….………… the song is ROCKET QUEEN BY GNR THIS IS THE BEST DAY EVER!!!!

got some ice cream with my mom earlier, i need to remember not to get whole milk in my shake. it doesn’t taste very good. not saying the shake was bad, but i really need to ask for 2%. i got cookies and cream shake with no whip cream because i don’t like whip cream. it’s just not yum. i’m super picky, i think. should make a post on stuff i won’t eat maybe?? phone is currently at 20%