I love hobei so much đЎ
Hobie meets your cats for the first time.
Pairing: Hobie Brown x f!Reader / Spider-Punk x f!Reader
Word count: 1.8k
Tags: Smut Implied, Kissing, established relationship, no use of Y/N, No specific physical description of the reader.
Synopsis: your cats interrupt your alone time with Hobie.
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Your keys jingle in your hands as you try and find the right key to your flat, you would've found it earlier, if it weren't for Hobie hugging you from behind while kissing your neck distractingly.Â
"Hobie, can you wait till we get inside?" You crane your neck to look at him. You sigh in pleasure.
"Mmph?" He answers while his lips are still on your skin.Â
"I can't find my keys, you're distracting me" you try not to move your neck to the left to give him more access to your skin, you bite your tongue instead to focus on choosing the right key.Â
Hobie stops kissing you for a moment to grab your key ring from your fumbling hands. "Let me try"Â
You miss the press of his lips on your skin when he pulls away, still reeling from the feeling, you forgot to roll your eyes at Hobie. This is his first time at your place. How would he know which key?
Click
Of course the door opens after only two tries. Hobie smirks at you teasingly.Â
You finally roll your eyes, snatching your keys from Hobie swiftly.Â
The second you're inside, Hobie attacks your neck once again, pushing you towards a wall, he cages you in his arms as he pushes the door closed with his foot.Â
He kisses the underside of your chin, forcing you to look at your beige ceiling. He nips and licks at your skin passionately. Grabbing the back of his neck to guide him towards your lips, you kiss him, while your free hand grabs one of his belt loops to pull him towards you, closing in the small gap between you. Heat emanates from the both of you.Â
Meow
A small mewl stops you both in your tracks, you both look to the side breathlessly, stuck in the same position, Hobie raises his brow.
"Oi, bruv, d'you mind? We're having a moment here" He gestures to you.Â
"Meoww" the orange tabby cat pushes her empty bowl in front of her. The sound of the bowl moving across your wooden floors acts like a dinner bell, two more cats appear from somewhere.
"Ah, shit, it's way past their feeding time" you look at Hobie apologetically.Â
"I don't mind" he pecks your lips, as if to say: we'll continue this later.
"I'm really sorry," You rub his kiss bitten lips with your thumb to swipe some sheen off them "I'll make it up to you later, I promise"Â
You turn your back from Hobie still holding his hand, you slowly let go when you went further in your home.Â
Once you're in your kitchen preparing their food, Hobie crouches down in front of the orange tubby.
"Cockblocker" he scoffs while Hobie holds out his hand for the cat to smell. The cat tentatively sniffs at his outstretched hand. Once she's satisfied, she bumps her head on his hand. She looks at the other cats then back to Hobie.
The other two follow her lead and they both sniff at him, one of them, a cream colored shorthair, moves towards Hobie's legs, she begins to circle around him while she rubs her face on his leg.Â
The last cat, black as the night, stares at Hobie with his bright green eyes, his eyes turn to slits as if to say - you're good to stay, but I'm watching you.
You finally head back to Hobie, Gasping at the scene in front of you.Â
"Oh. My. God." You squeal, quickly grab your phone to snap a picture of the adorable moment.Â
Hobie looks up at you "guess they like me" he gives you a lopsided smile, the previous emotion slowly dissipates around you both.
"This is a miracle, they usually don't like new people"Â
Hobie stands up to his full height, careful not to step on the cats. "They've probably smelled me off you before"Â
Heat rises on your cheeks with his implication, you cross your arms to not give away the effect he has on you. He saunters towards you, the cats run off towards their food.Â
"Do you have catnip on you?" You eye him suspiciously.Â
Hobie chuckles deeply "Nah, cats just have a natural affinity towards me" he grabs your face lovingly, "you wanna frisk me, to make sure?" He gives you his signature smirk.Â
You let out a breath you've been holding. He comes closer to you until he's mere inches away,
"Fuckin' hell! What is that?"Â
He lets you go, running towards your cat tree. Your excitement deflates.Â
"It's their cat tree, the employee at the pet store called it a cat condo" you huff at another interruption.Â
"A condo? Love, that's a full on mansion right there" he gestures toward the expansive structure, numerous branches, platforms and cubbies hang on it.Â
"Too much?" You wince, terrified he might get turned off by it.Â
"For them? Nah, I'm sure it's worth every penny" he looks at it, curious to see if he can DIY a few more floors to add to it.
"You wanna meet them formally?" He turns back around, he sees you carrying the orange tubby, her full stomach protruding.
"Yes," Hobie says a little too fast.Â
You bounce the orange blob, "her name's Crumpet! She's the oldest one," you whisper the next part "I adopted her five years ago"Â
"Why are you whispering?"Â
"Because she doesn't know she's adopted" you whisper back.Â
Hobie looks at you fondly, "dork" he softly says as he holds Crumpet's paw, "your mum's a dork" he looks at Crumpet with a smile.Â
"Myeow" she answers backÂ
"I think that means she knows" you chuckle at your own joke.
"You're my dork" Hobie leans towards you for a kiss, he finds you adorable, he thinks you deserve a kiss just for that.Â
Before he could though, he felt movement around his leg. He looks down to see your other cat, the cream colored one.Â
"Oh," you clear your throat, trying to push down your excitement again. "That one is Teacup, When I got her she was so tiny she could fit inside a teacup"Â
Hobie chuckles at the name "Tea and Crumpets, then?"
You nod, "Yep, and that one," you point with your head since your hands are occupied, at the black void sitting on top of your kitchen counter, looking directly at Hobie. "Is Crowley!"Â
Upon hearing his name, Crowley drops down gracefully, he rubs his face on your leg, purring loudly.Â
"He's a bit overprotective, ain't he?" Hobie looks at Crowley. Crowley glared at Hobie when he spoke.Â
"Well, he is the man of the house" you shrug, as you sit down on your sofa.Â
The second your back hit the soft plush of the sofa, your other two cats ran towards you, Crowley curls around himself on your lap while Teacup sits next to you looking at Hobie, like she's waiting for him.
You notice Hobie still standing, inviting him to sit next to you by patting the space closest to you.Â
"Nyeow" Teacup whines towards Hobie.
"Can't say no to that" Hobie heads towards the space next to you, lifting up Teacup by her arms so he could sit closer to you. He places Teacup on his lap, she curls around herself immediately, purring loudly.
"It's a bit concerning how much she likes you" you softly say, craning your neck to look at Hobie lovingly petting Teacup.Â
Hobie puts his non-petting arm around your shoulders moving you closer to him. "She has good taste, just like her mum" he leans towards your lips, slowly closing the gap.Â
"Do you really like them? They're not too much?" You whisper against his lips before they meet.
"How could anyone not like 'em? They're perfect, even Crowley"Â
You laugh at his jab, "Didn't peg you as a cat person"Â
Hobie rubs your cheek endearingly "haven't I told you I'm a cat guy?"Â
Hobie guides your face towards his again, when you suddenly gasp.Â
"I forgot! I need to give you something" you drop Crumpet on his shoulder, while Crowley moves towards the sofa's armrest. "Be right back" pecking his lips.
"I've got it!" You emerge from the sides holding something. Sitting back down you give the small patch to Hobie.Â
Hobie looks at the menacing aura emanating from the arm rest. He sees Crowley perched elegantly, his emerald eyes staring directly at Hobie. While Crumpet sways her tail across Hobie's chest, still perched on his shoulders.
Hobie stares back at Crowley, teasingly smirking at the cat.
"I think he's planning my murder" Hobie points out.Â
"Aww he's a sweetheart, you'll win him eventually" you say while petting the void next to you, Crowley sits unmoving still staring daggers at Hobie.Â
"Right, what's this?" Hobie looks at the piece of cloth in his hand.Â
"It's a patch! I made it for you, y'know to add to your jacket" you ramble on to hide your sudden shyness.Â
The patch has a stitched cartoon version of Crowley holding a knife in his mouth, the bottom of the design reads- 'piss off'Â
"You made this?" He feels the stitches with his thumb.Â
You bite your lip while nodding "you like it? I saw that you have a cat patch already, so I made you another one, she seemed lonely"Â
"It's fuckin' gorgeous, lovey" He grabs your face in excitement, he kisses every inch of your face with a loud smooch in-between.Â
Before he could finally kiss your lips, he heard a hiss from behind you.Â
"Crowley!" You look behind you. "Don't be mean!"Â
"Nope" Hobie grabs you by the back of your legs, He lifts you up with ease. You gasp while instinctively wrapping your legs around his hips.Â
"What are you doing?" You laugh at his shenanigans.Â
"You're my human shield" he says while he peeks at Crowley over your shoulder.Â
"He's harmless" you giggle, as if on cue, Crowley raises his hips with a hiss, readying to pounce.Â
"Okay, maybe not" you wrap your arms around Hobie's neck while he jumps towards your ceiling. He sticks to it by his hands and feet, while you use him as your personal hammock.Â
"He can't reach us up here, right?" He asks you.Â
You peek over his shoulder to see Crowley trying to reach you by jumping, while Teacup meows upward, Crumpet sleeps on the couch unbothered.Â
You hide behind Hobie, cuddling his torso, the height giving you vertigo.Â
"Don't worry, I've got you" he pats your behind before sticking his hand back on the ceiling. "Let me kiss you better"Â
You lean up to look at his face, smirking in victory. "Was this a ruse to get me alone?"Â
"Know me so well" he chuckles against your lips. You cup his face to stabilize yourself against his body.Â
Kissing him back, you hear Crowley's mewls for you to come down.
A/n: Thank you for reading! Comments, likes and reblogs are always appreciated! â¤ď¸
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This is my first sangwoo fanfic I've ever read and AHHH GURLL U DO NOT DISSAPOINT I LOVE IT SO SO MUCHHHH I LOVE YOUR WORKS AND BLOGS MWA MWA CHEIFS KISS
BLACKEST DAY
pairing: cho sangwoo x fem reader
summary: old feelings are rekindled when you encounter your father's old friend at the games.
warnings: age gap (reader is 20, sangwoo is 46) badly written smut, face slapping, slightly toxic dynamics, a smidge of some age-gap kink. lots of angst. body worship. this is a oneshot.
word count: around 5k
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life has a funny way of reuniting people.
when you woke up in the hall, surrounded by strangers wearing those ugly green clothes much like yourself, your first thought wasâ 'i should have brought someone with me.'
you were always rather wary of doing things by yourself. things seem much easier when you have a helping hand to give you advice, or to make bad decisions together.
your first shock came upon the mention of his name, taken by one of the guards.
player 218, cho sangwoo.
your eyes snapped up to the screen where you could see a clip of him getting slapped after repeatedly losing the game.
"former supervisor of team two at joy investments, embezzled money from his clients, invested it in derivatives and figures and failed. current loss, 650 million won."
you looked around frantically before you caught sight of himâ handsome as ever, although visibly distraught. his shocked eyes were looking at the guards with a mix of anger and embarrassment.
you had known sangwoo since you were rather young. idolized him at one point, even. he and your father used to be some sort of business partnersâ which you can guess was another word for friends who gambled and hung out occasionally. most of your years went by with him acknowledging you politely, getting you chocolate everytime he came to visit, and patting your head with a proud smile whenever your parents told him about one of your achievements at school. you wanted to be like himâ smart, ambitious and a hard worker.
you'd moved off for college when you were of age, and according to his mother, he had moved to the US for business purposes.
which, as you can see, didn't work out.
you don't really try to make conversation with him, don't even look at his side of the room. mainly because you're embarrassed. there are two reasonsâ the first being that you don't want to see the man you idolized at a place like this. and the second is personal. your last memory of him isn't something you're fond of. it still fills you with resentment and a sense of sadnessâ you had asked to meet up with him before you were going off to college, hoping to express your feelings. you'd developed a childish crush on him when you were growing up, and it had expanded into genuine feelings over time.
but he never showed up, and you were left sitting in the expensive restaurant all by yourself. you never revealed that to anyone, deciding to take that moment of humiliation to the grave.
the first game was terrifying, to say the least. while you could tell there was something inherently shady about the whole organization, what left you in genuine shock was the first shot that rang out through the field, killing the person who moved. you were careful about your steps then, walking forward rather meticulously, ensuring you were not a victim in whatever hellhole you've found yourself in.
splatters of blood covered your face as you almost reached the line, hiding behind another taller man. there were a mere 10 seconds left. your heart was quite literally trying to beat out of your chest, and sweat dripped down your forehead. and that's when you first made eye contact with him.
sangwoo, who was bent in half, was panting as he looked at the finish line. his gaze rose, and connected with yoursâ eyes immediately widening with recognition. you were frozen as you looked at him, jaw clenched and panic stricken. he looked at the timer, and the doll turned away. you quickly began running, and you saw him straighten up as the timer began nearing zero. you jumped across the finish line, and his hand grabbed you to help. you stumbled into him and the both of you fell onto the dusty groundâ a mess of sweaty limbs.
you don't say a word to him as the guards guide you back to the hall. he is just as silent behind you, and you wonder if it's because he's embarrassed about being there, or if he remembered what he did to you and is reluctant to acknowledge you after.
"i didn't expect to see you here." he remarks quietly, voice grim. his head is lowered, and there's an almost disappointed look in his eyes.
the audacity.
"i could say the same about you," you shoot back dryly, sitting cross legged on the floor. he looks at you then, and your gaze challenged his.
"you've grown since i last saw you." he adds, and you scoff in response. so what? you were still bitter.
"it's just two years."
he clenches his jaw and looks away, his ears feeling hot. you've always had a problem with keeping your mouth shut, and apparently it still applies. you look up at him, eyes accusatory.
"i thought you went to the states." there's a taunting edge to your voiceâ rather shallow and childish on your end, but you can't help yourself. you're playing with life and death, but still you're angrier about your history with him than anything else.
"all those degrees just to scam people? i'd expect more from someone like you, mr. sangwooâ"
"you don't know what you're talking about," he shuts your words down quickly, voice firm. he's quick to change the topic, visibly agitated. "i thought you went to college. what happened to yourâ"
"father?" you interrupt, sitting straighter. "he got scammed."
you look at him pointedly as you say the last word, and his eye twitches.
"he gambled away his money on some non existent race. i dont live with him anymore and i need money to continue college and pay rent. my mom doesn't know and i don't wanna worry her." you take a sharp breath, voice getting lower, "my landlady threw me out before i found the ddakji guy."
his face softens with every sentence, an expression close to pity taking over. you hate pity, so you shut it down with a glare.
"don't give me that look," you sigh with exhaustion, running a hand down your face.
"i'm sorry to hear that," he says quietly, avoiding your eyes. he blinks a few times, adjusts his glasses. he doesn't know what else to say, and he's almost glad for the interruption when the staff walks in and announces the results of the first game.
it's so sudden how people begin to beg for their livesâ kneeling before the guards, pleading to be spared. it makes you feel sorry and disgusted at the same timeâ you can understand why they'd do so, but you can't imagine kneeling before an organisation like this in any way. you value your dignity.
when the gunshot rings out to silence the begging crowd, the guard announces the second clause of the contract: a player who refuses to play will be terminated.
your head snaps up at the sound of sangwoo's confident voice.
"clause three of the consent formâ" he steps forward, "the games may be terminated upon a majority vote."
the guard nods, "that is correct."
"then," he looks around, and his eyes fall on you. he looks away, and cocks his head to the side, "let us take a vote."
you almost feel that sense of admiration for him once againâ he was always smart, that you can admit. more attentive than others, better at remembering little details. he's stepping forward to directly challenge these guards while people are begging for their lives. he's brave, like he's always been.
you fall in line beside him, and he looks down at you. you give him a slight nod, before your attention is diverted to the next announcement. the staff then show the money accumulated by the deaths of the previous playerâ 100 million won for each. as the massive piggy bank hanging from the ceiling glows, you can feel him stiffen at the mere sight of the money.
and the voting starts. your number comes soon enoughâ player 420.
you don't hesitate.
this money is not more important than your life. you need to consider all your optionsâ you're not confident that you would make it till the end. and you don't want to fucking die yet.
you press the cross, and fall into the crowd.
sangwoo's number comes a while afterâ and you watch him like a hawk. you know he's a smart guy who knows better than to put himself in a compromising situation. you hope he'll help you go home.
until he presses the 'O.'
you feel utterly betrayed once again and he goes to his side of the crowd, not looking at you even once. you scoff to yourself, baffled by his audacity, before redirecting your focus to the voting counter. you start hoping your side wins purely out of spite.
player 001 presses X. your side erupts into cheers and you let out a breath of relief, glancing at sangwoo who stands frozen with his head lowered.
you don't remember much after.
the car ride feels suffocatingâ everything is dark. there's shuffling before you feel yourself being shoved, and you let out a yelp as your bare skin hits the gravel. "ouchâ fuck!"
you hear your nameâ and recognise the voice.
"mister sangwoo?" you gasp, and hear a pained 'yes'. you can feel a cloth wrapped around your eyes, and your hands and legs are tied. you groan, shifting and writhing on the ground, impatiently trying to free yourself. you feel teeth on the front of your wrists before your hands are released.
you sit up quickly and snatch the cloth off your eyes. you turn to sangwoo then, and quickly untie his wrists. he grunts before sitting up, and the two of you untie your legs.
"shit, it's coldâ" you hiss, quickly standing up. those bastards had only left you in a plain white sports bra and underwear. he was naked as well save for a pair of white boxers. the sight makes your skin feel hot, and you take a greedy but discreet glance at his chest before rushing towards your jeans and hoodie that are tossed to the side of the road, quickly getting dressed.
you clear your throat and turn around, only to see him quickly looking away from you, his clothes still in his hands. your eyes narrow knowingly and he wordlessly gets dressed, buttoning up his white shirt.
"are we still in seoul?" you ask, and he clears his throat, adjusting his glasses before looking up towards the buildings. he nods, and you shiver slightly.
he turns to you and hesitates before moving forward to put his grey blazer over you. you raise your eyebrows in question, and he doesn't respond before checking his pockets.
"are you hungry?" he asks, and almost comically in that same moment your stomach growls. he holds back a smile, and you wrap his blazer tighter around yourself.
you rest your head against the table while you wait. you can feel it pounding, but the smell of hot ramen tempts you to raise it. he takes a seat beside you and places the steaming bowl in front of you.
"do you have the money for this?" you cant help but ask.
"dont worry about it," he says with a wave of his hand, bringing out his chopsticks to eat. you decide to leave the job of worrying to him and get to eating.
you're a rather slow eater, and he doesn't complain. he steps out of the store, and you can see his back as he takes out a cigarette. you slurp up the rest of your food and follow him out.
"i don't feel that cold anymore," you hand him his blazer, and he turns to look at you. you're thankful about your self control, because he is a sight. so devilishly handsome even after witnessing such horrorsâ his cigarette teasingly hanging off his lips, the smoke wafting up and making his eyes squint just a little. his glasses make him look so much more sophisticated, or perhaps you have a thing for nerdy looking men. you're not a smoker, but he makes it look so good. if you were a weaker woman, you would've gasped. no wonder half of your childhood went by with that barely disguised crush on himâ no wonder no guy your age back in college seemed good enough.
you clear your throat, bring yourself back to earth and continue. "you can have it. thank you."
he takes the blazer with a nod and puts it on. takes another puff of the cigarette, and watches you look around.
"i thought you'd come back with an american wife." you almost cringe at your own words. but conversation is conversation, you don't know how else to start. it's a discreet way to find out his relationship status, if any.
"marriage is the last thing on my mind." he responds quietly, taking a puff. you look at the side of his face, and his eyes stare at the road in front of himâ thoughtful. you wonder what he's thinking about.
"where will you go?" he asks without looking at you.
you shrug, "i don't know."
"do you have any money?"
you pause, suddenly feeling a sense of dread. you have no money, and what little you got from the ddakji guy, you spent on your rent. which got you thrown out anyway.
your silence speaks volumes. he tosses the cigarette to the floor and stomps on it. you sigh.
"i don't have any money."
"come with me," he looks at you, gaze intense and serious. "i have enough for the both of us. atleast for a few days till we can figure things out."
"why?" you cross your arms over your chest almost defensively, eyes narrowing with suspicion.
he grits his teeth as he glares at you, mouth twitching. he looks away then, tonguing the inside of his cheek before returning your gaze. "you have nowhere else to go. it wouldn't be responsible to leave you alone like this."
you almost scoffâ the words on the tip of your tongue. but you were okay with leaving me alone back then? but you don't say it, not yet, because you could use his financial help right now. you sigh, before nodding, and gesturing forward.
"fine, lead the way."
the motel he takes you to looks respectable enough. you look around, eyeing the plain decor. the man behind the counter looks at the two of you, and then gives sangwoo a toothy grin, which immediately alerts you.
"only one room available."
sangwoo doesn't protest. he doesn't have the finances to get two separate rooms either. he opens the room and you go in first, looking around. there's a single bed and some flashy lights, and it makes you roll your eyes. you turn around to settle him with a pointed look.
"it's better than i thought," he grunts, taking his blazer off as he takes in the scene. he steps forward and drags a finger down the side table, examines the dust it leaves on his skin with mild disgust.
you bite your lower lip as you watch himâ his shirt stretching across his chest, his hair falling messily across his forehead. his glasses resting delicately on the bridge of his nose.
fucking nerd.
his gaze snaps up to you and that's when you realize you'd said that out loud. you wince, looking away and he straightens up, blinking innocently.
"you're still upset with me."
you cross your arms over your chest as you sit on the bed. you quirk an eyebrow, and he cocks his head to the side, eyeing you from a respectable distance.
you decide to play dumb.
"about what?"
he's not amused. he stares at you, expression serious and intense, "i didn't plan to stand you up that day."
so we're going straight to it, you think.
"then why did you?" you snap, unable to hold back the hurt from your voice, "i waited for an hour. you never came. i wanted to talk to you."
"i know." he nods. he walks up to you then, stands at the foot of the bed. "i know what you wanted to talk to me about. i was scared."
you freeze, looking at him cautiously, your heartbeat rising. "scared?"
"i knew you had feelings for me." he sighs, sitting down beside you. his voice is hushed, making the moment feel more intimate than you'd like. "i could tell that's what you wanted to talk to me about. it terrified me."
your breath feels like it's knocked out of your lungs. you swallow the lump in your throat, holding back the tears pricking in the corner of your eyes. "did anyone ever tell you that you're an asshole?"
he grunts, takes out another cigarette. he lights it up and takes a long dragâ taking his time to respond.
"many people," he says, blowing some smoke through his nostrils. the sight almost makes your mouth water, but you ignore it.
"you're a dick," you shoot back dryly.
"what i amâ" he points his cigarette at you, "â is too old for you. surely you didn't think it was a good idea?"
"you could've rejected me instead," you chuckle bitterly, "but you decided to leave me there to look stupid."
"you were too young." his voice is low, and his response almost makes you want to strangle him. he dusts some ash off his cigarette, adjusts his glasses, and looks at you with an intensity that makes your skin feel hot. "i couldn't keep you happy even if i wanted to."
you frown, gritting your teeth. he looks away.
"you looked at me like i hung the moon and the stars." he continues, looking ahead at the wall, gaze distant. "i couldn't maintain those expectations. we were in two completely different stages. you were meant to go to college, study well, get a good job, a boy your ageâ"
"stop talking like you're my father," you snap before he can finish, standing up. there's heat behind your glare and you almost laugh at his expression, "i had no expectations from you. so stop with your- your littleâ excuses. what's done is done, right? you've stood me up once, no need to reject me by wording it smartly. i don't wanna be with you anymore anyway."
that was a lie. you just hoped he couldn't see through your act. you're riled up because you're still affected by him, and his polite behaviour is driving you insaneâ you want to tear away at his walls, expose the passion he hides behind his smart guy facade. you know it because you've seen it in the way his eyes light up when he talks about his ambitionsâ how willing he is to cross any line to achieve what he wants. you want to butcher his self control and unleash the animal underneath, the one he's so desperate to hide. it's what made you fall for him in the first place.
he merely looks at you boredly, taking another drag of his cigarette. you snatch it off him, bring it to your own lips. he looks at you with mild shock as you take a drag, and you blow the smoke out on his face.
it all goes smoothly until you cough, and he's snatching the cigarette away again, watching you almost amusedly.
"you can't even handle a cigarette," he remarks dryly, putting it out on the bedframe. and that one line finally ticks you off. almost as if on instinct, your hand pulls back and delivers a sharp slap to his faceâ making it turn to the side. he snorts, adjusts his glasses again before he looks at you, unimpressed.
"you've been waiting to do that, haven't you?" he asks. your nostrils flare with anger. you can't hurt him physicallyâ but your tongue is sharp. you'll use it.
"you're one to talk about different stages in life," you add, leaning towards him. a smirk curls upon your face, "look at you. all that ambition and experience only to end up scamming people."
out of the need to provoke him, your hand shoots out, jabbing a finger to his chest.
"how would your mother feel if she found out?"
it's a low blow, and you would be ashamed if it hadn't worked. it does its work to finally get to him. he grabs your wrist, and harshly pulls you down towards him, knocking your breath out. he shoves you on the bed and hovers over you, panting slightly. you chuckle.
"my life is hard enough," he hisses sharply, body trembling with concealed rage. his gaze drifts down to your lips before settling upon your eyes again. "do you really want to keep testing me?"
you can't help but smile smugly as you stare at him. there he isâ almost on the verge of losing his composure. a few more quips and you're sure he'll crumble. it makes your skin feel tingly. your face leans up slightly, your hungry gaze drifting down to his lips. your hand reaches up, pries his glasses off his face. and then you flick his nose.
"fuck you."
the way his mouth comes crashing onto yours is animalistic. he desperately kisses you with the passion of a madmanâ his tongue entering your mouth and messily colliding with your own. as if to tease him, you bite his bottom lip sharply and he pulls back, eyes widening as a small trickle of blood falls down the corner of his mouth. his hand pulls back and strikes you across the face, and you can't help but laugh. your cheek stings and feels like it's burningâ and you're addicted. you hope he'll do it again. you look back at him with an almost crazed look in your eyes, and you can see it finally dawn upon him that he's finally giving you exactly what you wanted.
"you're enjoying this too much, you little minxâ" he hisses, grabbing your neck and kissing you again. your hands immediately reach up to his shirt, fumbling with the buttons as you try to keep up with his pace. he pulls away and tosses his shirt to the side, and you take that opportunity to use all your strength to flip the two of you around so he's the one on his back. it makes him gasp, and you look down at him with darkened eyesâ a finger teasingly running down his chest, making him let out a shudder.
he's the object of all your desires for as long as you've ever known. the man of your dreams, the man that you kept comparing every single one of your college boys to. no wonder they never seemed good enough. how could they? they were no match for this beautiful man laying under you.
with a newfound vigour your head drops to his neck, licking and kissing every inch of his skin. your hungry mouth trails down his chest, breathing in the smell of him, leaving greedy bites in its wake. the sounds your actions evoke out of him are downright pornographicâ soft, breathless groans that make you want to consume him entirely. his hand comes down to your head, holding you in place as you worship his bodyâ and you moan when his fingers dig into your scalp.
your lips leave a wet trail and cherry red bites down his torso, until you reach the waistband of his pants. teasingly, you mouth at his bulge, making him hiss in return. his hips buck up slightly and you place a soft kiss to the material before leaning up to his face. his hands wrap around your waist and he flips the two of you over again, desperately tearing away at your clothes.
"i shouldn't be doing this," he mutters under his breath, talking more so to himself than you. you raise your hips and he pulls your jeans down, a throaty groan escaping him at the sight of your panties. they're almost transparent from how wet you are. he frees himself from the confines of his underwear and you watch with fascination as he holds you down with a hand on your stomach. you're panting when he's pushing them to the side and entering you immediatelyâ making you scream from the stretch.
he clenches his jaw, squeezes his eyes shut as he buries himself to the hilt with a grunt. you choke on a pained sob, your fingers digging into his back as he grabs the side of your face.
"it hurtsâ" you hiss through gritted teeth, a tear running down your cheek. it burns, and he waits a second before wordlessly pulling back and thrusting again. the pain morphs into pleasure soon enough, and you whine as he falls into an easy rhythm, wrapping your legs around his waist. you whine in return, and he gives your cheek a light slap, prompting you to open your eyes. your breath hitches as he looks at you intenselyâ his own eyes glassy.
"not that young now am i?" you grit out with a glare, crying out as he retaliates with a harsh, pointed thrust. "y-you're my firstâ"
"fuck," he moans, his head dropping down to your chest. his thrusts get quicker, voice raspy and low, "don'tâ don't say thatâ"
"i always wanted you to take my virginity," you moan, throwing your head back, dragging your nails down his back. it makes him hiss, "ever since i was aâ"
he slams his hand on your mouth, refusing to allow you to finish your sentence. "shut the fuck up."
he doesn't want to be reminded of the age difference between you two, even though you can tell it gets him hot. the moment his hand clasps over your mouth, you cum with a loud moan. your body trembles but he keeps goingâ not allowing you a moment to breathe. his eyes are full of rage as he bares his teeth in anger. you chuckle breathlessly against his hand, your eyes fluttering. he looks like an angry catâ you want to kiss him all over his face. his thrusts eventually get sloppyâ he's close.
you lock your legs tightly around his waist, and he smacks you again. it surprises you this time, and he takes that opportunity to pull out, jerking himself off quickly.
"i can't afford taking risks," he grunts, clenching his jaw. you whine in response, pouting slightly, and he gives you an exasperated glare before he's cumming all over your stomach with a shaky groan.
you pant heavily as you come down from your high, and almost as if on fireâ he quickly dresses himself. he pulls out a handkerchief from his blazer pocket, gently wipes off the fluids on your stomach. he just watches you on the bedâ his eyes examining his handiwork. you notice his gaze lingers on your cheek. after a few minutes, he wordlessly gets up and goes to the bathroom, slamming the door behind him. you roll your eyes as you pull up your jeans too. a few moments pass, and you breathe a puff of air through your nostrils.
"are we going to talk about this?" you call out. there's no answer. you get up and rush to the bathroom door, except he's locked it. you can hear light splashing of water. you scoff in disbelief, going back to the bed. you lay on your side and grab a pillow, your lips wobbling as you go over everything that happened.
this was not how it was supposed to go. he was not supposed to seem this detached. you'd expected atleast a cuddle after sex.
you don't realize when you fall asleep. it's morning when you wake upâ sunlight streaming in through the window and directly onto your face, making you wince. you stretch, look over your shoulder.
sangwoo isn't there.
you immediately go to the bathroom. it's empty, though the tub is full. you frown in confusion before turning back to the bed. there, a note on the side table has you stopping.
'i'm sorry,' it said, in his handwriting. placed along with it were a few won bills.
you sniffle as you stare at the noteâ the writing on it almost mocking you. you crumple it up, your fist shaking as you resist the urge to cry. suddenly, there's a knock on the door, and it makes your entire body stiffen.
a card slides from the little space under the door. the same one you remember the ddakji guy giving you. the shapes on it just look sinister now. the number on it is different this time.
your breathing gets heavy as you stare at itâ your head beginning to hurt. you're sure you can hear your ears ringing.
you're alone. you wonder if leaving in the first place was a mistake. your feelings are conflictedâ and worst of all, you feel used and betrayed. you're not sure if you should go back to the games. you're not sure if you could survive without any money.
sangwoo had left. you don't know where he is and you have nowhere else to go. no home, and you don't know how you would face your mother. you don't know how long the money he left you could go on.
you don't want to die. but you can't keep living like this either. you bite your bottom lip as you contemplate your options, the hurt from sangwoo's departure still lingering in your chest like a stab wound.
you pick up the card and place the call.
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teacher!in-ho x you (mdni 18+) đŕžŕ˝˛ŕžŕ˝˛
when a sweet girl walks into his class, in-ho couldnât resist making her his
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it was the start of a new year, in-ho was the newest teacher. within days, he had fellow teachers, students, everyone pining on him. he knew it and he took pride in it.
he never paid any mind to any of them though, because his eyes was set on a particular student. someone so sweet and adorable, he was like a bee attracted to honey.
in-ho knew whatever facade you were putting up was for him and him only, it was obvious. you would frown at any boy who gave you looks, but when he did it, you gave him an innocent smile. it was as if you were so naive you didnât know what you were doing to him.
fuck, you were driving him crazy.
the cute patterned clothes you wore, the small bows in your hair. you were like a lamb walking right into the slaughter house.
after weeks of keeping his dick in his pants, jerking off only when you were gone, he had enough. he wanted you, and he wanted you now.
in-ho had planned it out meticulously, getting you to stay behind after class when all your friends had left, leaving you alone with him as he licked his lips hungrily.
âdid i do something wrong?â your sweet voice echoed in his ears, it was enough to make an old man like him collapse on the spot.
âno, darling. câmere, yeah?â he beckoned, pushing his chair away from his desk, inviting you over.
you knew what he was doing and you loved it.
âif i didnât do anything wrong, why did you ask me to stay behind?â you questioned, taking your place between in-ho and his desk, trapping yourself exactly where you wanted to be.
âyouâre so sweet, darlinâ.â he cooed, playing with the him of your dress as you giggled.
âyou think so?â
âyeah⌠so, so sweet.â he sighed, looking into your eyes as you tilted your head confused. âsit here.â
you looked down to where he was patting, his lap. a cheeky grin crept onto your face as you complied.
ânow, i have a problem.â he started, hands now twirling with your hair.
âwhat is it?â
âyouâve made a poor old man like me so on edge, hm?â
âyouâre not that old.â you laughed, making him chuckle.
âtake a guess.â
âforty?â he tutted.
âolder.â
âforty seven?â you guessed, but he shook his head.
âgetting close.â
âfifty three?â
âfifty four, sweetheart.â he corrected you as your breath hitched. âdoes it bother you?â
ânot at all.â you whispered, leaning closer to him.
you could feel the heat coming off of him, he was so warm, so inviting. sure, this man could be your dad with the age he was at but damn did he look good.
âdoesnât bother you that your teacher is crazy for you?â he hummed. you could smell the cigarettes in his breath, overwhelming your mind, making you dizzy.
no, you shook your head.
âwhat a sweet girl, huh? do you know how down bad youâve made me?â
no, you shook your head once more.
âof course you donât, thereâs nothing going on in that little head of yours.â he joked, tapping your forehead, making you laugh.
what have you done? you were going down a dangerous path with the only man you should have never done such a thing to in the first place. you knew from that moment, that in-ho was serious about keeping you his. it made you worry what he would do if you crossed paths with any other boy in the school.
trying to give dabi the silent treatment was proving to be more difficult of a task than you mistakingly presumed it to be.
a small sound of annoyance leaves your throat when he squeezes the plush skin of your hip with a rough palm, the grin on his face annoying as ever as you turn your back towards him. you're trying to focus on the book in your hands, but your brain wasn't picking up a single word your eyes caught while flittering over the page.
"come on doll, ya know he was asking for it."
it's like he's trying to piss you off even more than you already are, and you hear an amused huff of laughter leave his scarred lips when you refuse to meet his gazeâglaring at the pages of your book instead rather than acknowledging him.
"he was lookin' at you like all those losers do... you wanted me to stand by and watch some guy look at my pretty girl like i wasn't even there?"
his words send a shiver down your spine, and he smirks at the way your glare softens just the slightest bit as you let out a silent sigh. he thinks you resemble an angry kitten with the way your lips are pursed into a pout and how your brows pinch together in silent fury.
he's staring at you. you mistakenly lift your eyes just to take a quick glance at his face, and he takes the opportunity to collide his lips with yours.
you're taken aback when he knocks your book out of your hands. it hits the floor with a dull thud before he moves to pin you down onto the couch.
"thaaaaat's more like it." he mutters, and you let out an annoyed huff when he presses a sloppy kiss onto your jaw
"i'm still mad at you." you lie, gliding your fingers over the muscles of his back as he shrugs
"liar. your eyes are telling me something else." he muses, and you let out an sigh as your hand finds his dark locks
"you're such an assho-"
he kisses you before you can finish telling him off.
Stepdad!KĂśnig taking a call from your mother while sheâs at work - and while heâs brutalizing your sweet pussy in your room, his hand clasped over your mouth to muffle your moans as he speaks to your mother over the phone like normal đ
Phone cw: p in v, DUB-CON/NON-CON, STEPCEST, smut, rough sex, creampie, exhibitionism?, tell me if I missed any.
Your heart jumped out of you chest when his phone rang, you panicked, but KĂśnig looked unbothered, reaching over to pick it up as he kept up his pace, driving his hips forward roughly and ruthlessly. He chuckled lowly, showing you the caller: your mother. Your breath hitched, teary eyes widening and mouth agape with drool rolling down the corner of your lips, you struggled against him, begging for him to ignore the call or to stop if he wanted to answer it.
âYou can keep quiet, canât you, Schatz?â
âNo no- please-!â
His hand came down on your mouth, muffling your cries and whimpers, pleading for him to adhere to common sense. Despite your cries, he answered the phone, clicking on speaker - to antagonize you - and your motherâs voice rang out in the room. He greeted her with a normal hi, his tone calm even through the strenuous session, rocking into you, his thick girth and throbbing cock milking your cunt of the load he left this morning after she left.
âIâm sorry for calling so suddenly, hun,â she sounded tired, spending the day working until 7pm.
âItâs okay,â KĂśnig hummed, placing the phone down beside your head, beside your covered mouth and tear-streaked cheeks. âWhatâs wrong?â
âIâll be home later than usually,â she sighed, oblivious to your muffled whines. âIâm going to swing by that Italian place, do you want anything?â
Unlike your choked mewls and breathless keens, your stepdad was still, chest puffing up and pressing down on you, shifting your legs over his shoulders as he drove himself deeper. He was rough, thrusts hard and words degrading, cooing in your ear harsh, degrading names. Telling you what a slut you were for you stepdad, how you were a bitch for whoring around him and Horangi in skimpy shorts and baggy shirts, and how your sweet pussy was so wet and loud for him.
âCould you ask (Name) about supper?â
âGive me a second, ja?â
He flashed you a mean grin, putting the call on mute for better acting, playing the scene of him walking towards your room or where ever you were. His hand moved down to your neck, giving you a hard grip and holding you down, folding you in half, knees bent to your shoulders and feet jerking over his head. Seeming satisfied with his manhandling, the wet slaps of his hips hitting your thighs louder and the head of his cock ramming your spongy cervix, he picked up the phone, unmuting it and pressing it to your ear.
âDear?â
âH-hi mom-â you gasped, the heavy curve of his cock and the bulging veins rubbing your back wall, you spasmed around him, teeth biting down on your lower lip to stop the moan that threatened to slip.
âYou remember that Italian place we went last week?â
âYe-ah-yeah.â
She paused, her silence ringing louder than every slap that made your stomach bulge. You feared that she heard your slip up, the high-pitched mewl and pants you let out; you feared that crooked grin on his scarred lips and that proud and scheming gleam in his eyes. He changed his fast and rough pace for a deep and precise one, repeatedly aiming for that spot that made your eyes roll and back arch, finger thumbing your engorged clit.
âAre you okay?â You hated the worried tone mixed with that exhaustion, it picked at your heart.
âYes-!â It came out harsher than you intended, pearly tears slipping from your squinted eyes.
KĂśnigâs manhandling and pointed hits made your walls clench around him, the coil in your navel tightening to a delirious amount, making your head spin and mind dumb.
âOkay⌠Do you want anything for tonight?â
âRo-rosĂŠ, please.â
âAll right, Iâll see you tonight then.â
Any later and she would have heard you scream your mind off, you let moans roll off your tongue without restraint, nails digging into his back and back arched upward. He lowered your legs to his elbows, opening your legs to watch you come, your cunt swallowing him to the base, pumping in and then back out with a white ring around is cock from your shared pleasure. He made a sound of satisfaction, hands wandering down to grip your hips, riding out his pleasure leisurely and yours a fiery white blaze that burned through your body.
âYou heard her, ja? Looks like we have more time to play.â
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No comment just HEHEHEHEHWHMWHWHAHWHW
Iâm actually tweaking out I love this so much đ
word count: 4,329 (someone got a little carried away...)
pairing: in-ho x you.
summary: you haunt in-hoâs every thought, an obsession he canât shake no matter how hard he triesâyou have no idea the hold you have on him. when you get drunk for the first time, in-ho seizes the opportunity to show you just how deeply youâve affected him.
cw: 18+, age-gap, dubcon (forced intoxication), mirror sex, first time, loss of virginity, unprotected sex, stomach bulge, semi-public sex, dirty talk, corruption, manipulation
a/n: iâve had this plot simmering in my head over the past few days ever since i wrote my in-ho hcs and it was practically begging to be written ⌠manipulative in-ho my beloved
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Ever since he first laid eyes on you, In-ho thought you were the prettiest little angel to ever step foot in this hellhole.
You were nothing like the others. Kind, wide doe eyes, sweet smile that radiated innocence. He wondered how a pretty thing like you had ended up in a place like this. In-ho always did pride himself in his appreciation for the arts, all things with beauty. The moment he took notice of you, it didnât take long for him to wonder what it would take to make you his.
You had joined a small group, after having met a kind man named Jung-bae who graciously let you in. Everyone shared their names, and thatâs when you learned his. Oh Young-il. Except, of course, that wasnât his real name. Just a guise, a character to play during the time he spent amongst the players. That didnât matter, though, since you rarely used his name.Â
âSir,â youâd say. The times you did call his name, itâd be âMister Young-il.â
The first time you spoke to him, you were nervous. It was hard not to be, something about his piercing gaze had a hold on you. Yet, you couldnât help but admire him. The way you looked up at him, your voice so soft and deferential, made his pulse quicken. Heâd do anything to protect you, and he did. Each time the games forced you apart, youâd come running to him the moment you returned to the main hall, your face lighting up with relief.
âIâm so happy youâre okay, sir.â Youâd smile at him, and heâd smile back, gentle and reassuring.
You hadnât realized it, but your attachment to him was carefully orchestrated, a product of all the high-risk situations In-ho would engineer to put you through. Heâd swoop in at the perfect moment to save you, it made you trust him, made you depend on him more than anyone else. It also nurtured the little crush you were already dewasveloping, and he noticed. You couldnât help it. He kind to you, protective, and so devastatingly handsome.
Behind the scenes, he dug through your file. Orphaned from a young age, too naive to understand the worldâs cruelties. Trusting the wrong people, you had fallen into debt, landing here. The more he learned, the more he was convincedâYou needed someone to take care of you. Someone like him.
One night, In-ho just couldnât take it anymore. After hours of keeping up his cold, calculated facade, he found himself teetering on the edge of his own sanity. The stress of orchestrating the games was always a burden he bore in silence. But lately? It wasnât just the carnage and strategy that weighed on his mind. On top of all that, now there was you. Every stolen glance, every soft word you uttered, every moment in your presence had burrowed under his skin. You consumed him, invading every thought until there was no room for anything else.
He knew he was losing control.
When the last murmurs of conversation faded throughout the main hall and the players around him drifted into an uneasy sleep, he finally gave in to his impulses. He had a guard sneak him a bottle of soju, not caring how inappropriate or risky the request was. Rank had its privileges, and he wasnât above abusing them.
Even in the dim light he spotted you, laid in your bed not too far from his own. All curled up and completely unaware of the monster disguised as your guardian angel watching over you. He swallowed thickly, his jaw clenching as he tried to steady his breathing.Â
He listened to the sound of your breathing as a guide, the quiet rhythm of inhale and exhale filling his ears before finally pulling the bottle from its hiding place beneath his pillow. With a sharp twist, he uncapped it, the faint scent of alcohol wafting into the air around him. Sitting up in his bunk, he took a long, deliberate swig. The burn of the soju as it slid down his throat was a welcome distraction, albeit temporary. He exhaled, running a hand through his disheveled hair. Â
The alcohol dulled the edges of his stress but sharpened something far more dangerous, far sicker. Desire. Thoughts of you came to surface before he could resist, vivid and unrelenting. He thought of your wide, trusting eyes looking up at him, the way your voice wavered when you spoke his name. He didnât stop his thoughts when they turned more and more depraved. Your quiet utters of his name turning into obscene moans, innocent brushes of skin escalating into him fucking you like a madman into the crummy bed he sat beneath. The way you clung to him, so innocent, so naive, so completely unaware of just how sick his thoughts would turn because of you.Â
He took another long swig, his grip tightening around the bottle as his frustration intensified. How could you do this to him without even realizing? Without even trying? It was maddening, the hold you had over him. And now, with the liquor loosening his usually taut held control, he found himself wondering how much longer he could resist. How much longer he could keep his hands to himself.
And then, as if summoned by his desires, your voice broke the silence.
âSir?â
He turned to see you turned towards him, rubbing your eyes like a sleepy child. He softened instantly, smiling lazily as he called your name. âYouâre awake?â
âI couldnât sleep.â You climbed up to his bed without hesitation, settling beside him. âWhat about you?âÂ
âMe neither,â he murmured. He thanked whatever god there was that you couldnât read his mind, couldnât take a peek into the sick fantasies that had clouded up his thoughts just moments ago. Even now, when sat face to face with you, they played in the backgroundâ like a channel he couldnât turn off no matter how hard heâd press the remote. Only, he didnât make much effort in stopping them. If anything, the fantasies only shot up with you now in front of him.Â
Your attention was soon drawn to the green bottle in his hand. âIs that⌠soju?â
He chuckled at your amazement. âIt is.â
âWow,â you breathed. âIâve never had any before.â
His heart skipped. You really were too good to be true, werenât you? He feigned surprise. âNever?â
You shook your head. âNo. But..â You hesitated for a bit. âIâd like to try, if thatâs okay.â
How polite. How trusting. He handed the bottle to you, hiding his smirk beneath a kind, patient smile. âOf course. Go ahead.â
You took it with both hands, your fingers brushing his briefly. There was a moment of hesitation, a fleeting glance at him as though you were silently asking for reassurance. He gave you a small nod, his expression warm and encouraging. Uttey deceptive. The thought of getting you completely wasted, rendering you impossibly dumber and even more impressionable than you already are rang like music to his ears. You tilted your head back as you gulped down more than he expected. He didnât stop you, though. Simply watching with quiet satisfaction as you drained a sizable amount.
The first sip had your nose scrunching up, the bitter taste of the alcohol overhwleming you. Instead of backing out, you pressed on, curiosity and his approving gaze egging you on. With each gulp, you felt your body tense slightly at the unaccustomed burn that slid down your throat.
In-ho watched you intently, his dark eyes locked on you as the bottle tipped higher and higher. You were drinking far more than he expected, but he made no effort to stop you. Instead, he leaned back slightly, his lips quirking into a faint smile. Quiet satisfaction flickered in his eyes as he watched your determination to please him override your inexperience.
When you finally lowered the bottle, your lips were shiny from the liquid, your cheeks already beginning to flush, something In-ho was quick to take notice of. Whether it be your inexperience, the quickness of which you downed the Soju or the fact that you havenât really drank or ate much prior. The alcohol had hit you harder than you anticipated, working its way through your system with worrying speed. Your head tilted back slightly as you tried to regain focus, blinking up at him with worried, glassy eyes.Â
âSir,â you murmured, your voice trembling. âI feelâŚso funny.â
He stepped closer, his hand moving to steady you by your waist when your knees buckled slightly. âFunny how, sweetheart?â he humored you, the concern in his tone carefully crafted.
âDizzy,â You clung to him instinctively, your hands gripping his arm like a lifeline as you specified. âI feel lightheaded, mister Young-il. Mâscared.â
âShh,â he murmured, pulling you closer against his chest. His hand slid to your back, rubbing soothing circles as he held you steady. âItâs okay. Youâre just not used to it, sâall.â
Your forehead rested against his chest, your breath uneven as you tried to make sense of the overwhelming sensations coursing through you. He tilted his head slightly, looking down at you with something twisted in his gaze, though his voice remained tender and reassuring. âPoor baby,â he murmured, pulling you into his arms. His hand stroked your hair, the sound of his words soothing you. âIâve got you. Iâll take care of you.â
You were too drunk to notice the dark glint in his eyes or the way his smile lingered just a little too long. Too naive to realize how tightly his grip held you, as though heâd never let go.
Young-il led you to the bathroom, steadying you with a firm grip as you clung to him for balance. Every touch, every reassuring glance he gave you was planned down to the last detail, feeding into the web heâd been weaving since the moment he first laid eyes on you. You were his perfect little pawn, and now, more than ever, he could see his plan falling into place.Â
When he knocked on the bathroom door, you were already bracing yourself for the usual bargaining and desperate pleading that so often accompanied requests to use the facilities. But to your surprise, the guards let you both pass without hesitation, a testament to the sway your knight in shining armor seemed to hold.
He guided you inside, shutting the door behind you with a quiet click. Leading you to the sink, he turned on the faucet, letting the cool water rush out. âHere,â he said softly, his voice calm and soothing. âLetâs wash your face. Itâll help.â
You nodded, leaning over the sink and splashing the water onto your flushed cheeks. The cold sting sent a brief jolt through you, though it did little to clear the fog in your mind. When you blinked your eyes open and straightened, you nearly jumped at the sight of him standing right behind you, close enough that you could feel his presence like a weight against your back.
Your wide-eyed gaze flicked up to the mirror. He stood there, his expression as unreadable as ever, but the intensity in his eyes made your stomach twist. Despite yourself, you wiped your face with your sleeve and offered him a sheepish smile.
âHowâre you feeling?â he asked, stepping closer. His hand brushed your damp hair back from your face, the gesture tender in a way that made your breath hitch.
âGood,â you mumbled, though the truth was far from it. The alcohol swirled in your system, leaving you dizzier than before. But the way he touched you, the way he looked at you, it sent a warmth through your chest that was impossible to ignore.
âYeah?â he hummed, his tone low and velvety, each syllable wrapping around you like a shackle. You hadnât even noticed how close heâd gotten until now, his chest pressing lightly against your back.
Your breath hitched as something firm brushed against you from behind, and you let out a small, involuntary whimper. âSir Young-ilâŚ?â
âIn-ho,â he rasped, cutting you off. âMy real name, itâs In-ho.â His voice had dropped even lower, and there was something raw and possessive in the way he said it. You blinked, confused, his real name rolling off your tongue before you could even think twice to question him.
âIn-ho,â you repeated softly, as if testing the weight of it. âWhatâs going on?â
His lips curved into a faint smile, his hands settling firmly on your waist. âDonât worry, baby,â he whispered, his eyes meeting yours through the mirror. âIâll take good care of you. You trust me, donât you?â
You nodded too quickly, too eagerly, the alcohol and your long-brewing crush on him clouding your better judgment. âI trust you,â you slurred, your voice barely above a whisper.
âGood girl,â he murmured, his grip tightening slightly as he trailed his fingers along your waist, his touch deliberate and possessive.
He leaned in, closing the already small gap between you two as his lips found yours in a kissâthe first one youâd ever shared. Admittedly, it wasnât exactly how youâd imagined it to unfold. You pictured your first kiss with a high school crush, maybe some boy your age whoâd take you out on an innocent date. But all those dreams faded the moment you met In-ho, and now, all dreams you had were consumed by him.
You pressed against him, letting him take control as his kiss deepened, hungry and intense, like a man starved for more. You followed his lead instinctively, trusting himâbecause you always knew, deep down, he knew what was best. So when he raised his fingers to your lips, you hesitated for only a moment before parting them, allowing him to slip two fingers inside. His dark eyes gleamed as you sucked obediently, your cheeks flushing deeper under his watchful gaze. A low, guttural sound escaped his throat, and his breathing grew heavier.
Pulling his fingers away, he wasted no time in hooking them into the waistband of your sweatpants, tugging them down in one hasty motion. His lips found the curve of your jaw, trailing kisses up to your ear as his right hand skimmed the sensitive skin of your neck.
You grabbed his wrist suddenly, your touch light and hesitant. âWait, In-hoââ you murmured, your voice trembling with embarrassment. His dark eyes met yours in the mirror, his expression softening ever so slightly.
âI⌠Iâve never done anything like this before,â you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper.
He wasnât surprised; he had suspected as much. But hearing it from you, seeing the vulnerability in your gazeâonly stoked the fire burning within him.
âDo you want me to stop?â he asked, his voice deceptively gentle, though there was an unmistakable tension in his tone.
You shook your head quickly, biting your lip. âI trust you. Just⌠be gentle. Please.âÂ
He smiled at that, a flicker of something darker hidden beneath the curve of his lips. âOf course,â he murmured, his hands resuming their slow exploration. But in his mind, he knew the truth: restraint was never his strong suit. Especially when it came to you.Â
And with youâso soft, so eager, so completely his, he doubted he could hold himself back for long.
His fingers, still slick with your saliva, trailed down to your entrance, brushing over it with deliberate precision. The touch made you jolt, a shiver running up your spine as you gasped. In-ho groaned low in his throat, his eyes fixed on your reflection in the mirror. âFucking dripping,â he mused, his voice a sinful rasp. Slowly, he slid a finger inside, the intrusion making your thighs instinctively part.
A soft moan escaped your lips as he pressed deeper, his touch firm but unhurried. This wasnât the first time youâd felt something like this, but the last time had been your own doingâfumbling, desperate, and entirely unremarkable. That had been just days ago, tucked away in one of these very bathroom stalls, shamefully thinking of him. Now, with his hands where yours had been, the stark difference had you feeling light-headed.Â
His fingers were thicker, rougher, impossibly skilled. The sensation left you trembling, your legs threatening to give out as he worked you open. His other arm snaked around your upper chest, holding you close, his grip firm yet possessive. The position bordered on a chokehold, but instead of fear, it only sent another wave of heat coursing through you.
Your breath hitched as a soft, broken âOhmygod,â fell from your lips. He didnât pause, didnât falter. His finger curled just right, hitting a spot that made you see stars. Your hands gripped on In-hoâs forearm, knuckles white as you bit down hard on your lower lip, trying and failing to stifle your moans.
âYou okay, sweetheart?â His voice was like velvet, roughened by desire. He pressed a kiss into the crook of your neck. His other hand released its hold on your chest as it moved lower, settling on the curve of your ass. He squeezed firmly, eliciting a high-pitched mewl from you.
You nodded weakly, barely able to form words. âUh-huh⌠feels so good, sir,â
That made him chuckle, a deep, dark sound that reverberated through your body. The honorific sent a thrill down his spine, his cock straining against the confines of his sweatpants.
âYouâre ready,â he murmured, almost to himself, as he pulled back just enough to tug his waistband down. You glanced over your shoulder, eyes wide as you took him in, the sight was intimidating, your head reeling.Â
"In-ho, IâI donât think I can take that." Your voice faltered, a hint of shame creeping into your words. He laughed, a sound so familiar it sent a chill down your spine. It was the kind of hearty laugh you'd grown so used to hearing from him. But now, there was something differentâsomething darker layered beneath it, like a cruel mockery. "Course you can, angel," he said, his tone smooth but laced with an unsettling edge. "I know you can. Let me take care of you."
âH-Here? Like this?â you asked, your voice small and unsure, referring to the state he had you inâbent over the sink and in front of the mirror. utterly at his mercy.
He leaned in, his hand gripping your chin and forcing your gaze back at your reflection. âRight here,â he confirmed, his voice a low growl. Want you to watch yourself while Iâm fucking you open.â
The vulgarity of his words sent a shiver through you, your body instinctively arching for him. You nodded, too dazed and drunk to do anything else, and he didnât waste another second.
He slid inside slowly, the stretch making you cry out and grip the sink tighter. The initial sting was sharp, but it quickly gave way to something deeper, something so intense it left you gasping. Your legs wobbled beneath you, and you leaned harder against the sink for support.
âIn-ho⌠In-ho,â you whimpered, his name falling from your lips like a chant. âSir⌠Iâ I feel you in my stomach.â
The confession had him groaning, a sound so guttural it made your knees weak. âYeah? Fuck, baby.â He babbled as he moved closer, his body pressing against yours as his hand trailed down with deliberate slowness. When his palm flattened against your stomach, his fingers brushing over the faint outline of him inside you, your breath hitched.Â
âFeel that?â he murmured, his composure slipping as he began to move. His hips snapped against yours, each thrust deliberate and punishing. You nodded frantically, a whimper escaping as he pressed down, sending a shockwave through your body. âIn-ho, nngh!ââÂ
You were completely out of it, your thoughts a tangled haze, your body slack and pliant in his hands. The alcohol coursing through your veins had stripped away every layer of hesitation, leaving you wide open to his manipulations. And In-ho, oh, he reveled in it. The way your voice slurred when you called his name, the way your movements were unsteady, dependent on him for every step and touchâit all fueled his sick delight. You were better than he couldâve ever imagined.Â
As he pulled you closer, pressing into you from behind, your gaze flicked to the bathroom door, a flicker of worry breaking through your drunken stupor. âIn-hoâŚâ you mewled, voice soft as you felt your body jerk with each rough thrust he made.. âWhat ifâah!âsomeone walks in?â
He paused, his hands resting possessively on your hips, a smile ghosting across his lips. âDonât worry about that,â he said, his voice low and soothing, though there was an unmistakable edge of amusement in his tone. âThe guards wonât come.â His confidence sent a shiver through you, but you werenât entirely convinced. âBut⌠but what if another playerââ
âNo oneâs going to interrupt us,â he said firmly, his dark eyes boring into yours before you could finish your sentence. His fingers tilted your chin up, forcing you to meet his gaze in the mirror. âYouâre with me. They wouldnât dare.â
Something about the absolute certainty, the power in his voiceâhad your anxiety ebbing away, replaced by a strange sense of safety. You nodded slowly, leaning into his touch, your inhibitions melting once again under his spell.
âYou trust me, donât you, sweetheart?â he murmured, his lips brushing against your ear.
âMmhm,â You squeaked out through laboured breaths.Â
âThatâs my girl,â he whispered, his hands sliding down to grip your waist, pulling you back against him. He watched your reflection as his fingers dug into your soft flesh, relishing the way you gasped and arched into his touch.
Your head lolled slightly, your body swaying under his hold. âMmmhâŚI feel so dizzy,â you slurred, your voice barely above a whisper.
In-ho chuckled darkly, his hands moving to steady you. âThatâs just the soju, sweetheart,â he said, though he didnât bother hiding the smirk on his face. âYouâre doing so well for me.â
He loved seeing you like this. Drunk, vulnerable, completely at his mercy. Every soft whimper, every stumble, every little movement that showed how completely you relied on him only fueled his desire. You were his, whether you realized it or not.
As his fingers grazed your skin, he couldnât resist pushing you further, testing your reactions as he pushed your buttons. âYou know,â he murmured, his lips ghosting along the curve of your neck, âYâlook so pretty like this. All fucked out and needy. Just for me.â
You let out a soft, breathy laugh, pressed against him. âY-you think so?â
âI know so,â he replied, his voice a velvety purr. His hands roamed over your body, exploring, claiming. âJust look at yourself, baby. See how perfect you are for me?â
Your hazy eyes flicked to the mirror, taking in the sight of the two of you. His dark, piercing gaze met yours, his expression raw and predatory. The way he looked at youâit was almost too much. Your cheeks burned, and you averted your eyes, biting your lip.
He wasnât having that. His hand left your waist, fingers gently gripping your chin and turning your face back toward the mirror. âNo,â he said firmly. âI want you to watch. Watch yourself while I take care of you.â
The authority in his voice sent a thrill through you, your body trembling as you nodded weakly. âO-okayâah, fuck!â
âAtta girl,â he chuckled, his lips curling into a satisfied smirk.
As his hands roamed lower, teasing and exploring, you couldnât help the soft, breathless moans that spilled from your lips. Every touch, every word, every look from him pulled you deeper into the fog of your drunken desire, leaving you utterly helpless in his grasp.
And In-ho? He wouldnât have it any other way.
The room filled with the lewd sounds of skin meeting skin, your muffled cries, and his filthy murmurs. âThaatâs it, thereâs my pretty girl.â His hand tangled in your hair, tugging just enough to tilt your head back, his lips brushing against your ear. âFucking take it. Just like that.â
Every thrust sent you higher, the alcohol in your system amplifying every sensation, every nerve alight with pleasure. Your mind was fogged, the world around you turning into nothing but a senseless blur. And yet, you felt every little sensation In-ho fed you, each rough snap of his hips driving you closer and closer to the edge.
You felt your climax building, overwhelming and unstoppable. Your eyes fluttered shut, ready to let goâbut his hand suddenly cupped your cheek, a sharp slap bringing you back.
âI told you,â he growled, his voice authoritative. âNone of that. You keep your eyes on me when I fill you up. Understand?â
You nodded frantically, gasping as you forced your eyes open, meeting his gaze once again through the mirrorâthe sight was enough to send you over the edge. Your release hit you like a tidal wave, your body convulsing as you cried out his name.
The sight of you coming undone beneath him was his undoing. With a few more erratic thrusts, he followed, his hips stuttering as he spilled inside you. A deep groan tore from his chest, his hands gripping your waist tightly as he rode out his high.
The room fell into silence, save for the sound of your labored breathing. In-ho steadied you, his hands gentle now as he helped you stand. He brushed your hair back, pressing soft kisses to your temple.
âIf we get out of here aliveâŚâ A sheepish smile spread across your face, âLetâs drink again sometime?â
He chuckled, the sound low and rich. âWhen we get out,â he corrected, his tone laced with quiet determination. He kissed you once more, sealing the promise. And he meant it. If it meant keeping you by his side, heâd kill every last player in the game with his bare hands.
THIS IS LITERALLY THE MOST PERFECT WAY A WRITER WROTE ART THE CLOWN LIKE THE WAY HE EXPRESSES HIMSELF
Characters : Art the Clown (Terrifier), afab!reader
Warnings/CW : blood, talks about murder, domesticity, HARD smut, overstimulation, spanking, hair pulling, squirting, oral (f! Receiving), Art himself, silly stuff, cussing, reader has a poochina, a lot of words, etc etc
A/N : IM BACK and OBSESSED with Art rn yall r gunna get sm of this clown omgggg (he looks so hot in that gif)
It's 8:50pm.
You're laying on your couch, your head on one armrest, your feet resting on the cushion. You're dressed in your pajamas, a soda on the coffee stand and a bag of chips in your arms. You watch your favorite show on the TV. Almost every light is off around you, which would scare anyone. Especially where you live, and knowing what- rather whos- been creeping around the streets recently. Lucky for you, you're dating him. So you'd say you're pretty safe. At least you hope so. The only light on is a small kitchen light, and the light coming from the TV screen.
There was three knocks at your front door, which was a couple feet away from where you're laying down. You recognized those knocks. "It's open!" You shout and shove some chips into your mouth. The door opens, revealing your murderous clown boyfriend, Art. He walks in, a frown on his face for a second before his grin returns. He shuts and locks the door behind him and he drops his bag full of weapons by the couch.
Art walks up to you happily and reaches over to hug you. That's when the familiar (too familiar) smell of blood hits your nose and you stop Art from hugging you. You get a better look at him, now realizing that he's covered in blood. The clown sulks a bit when he's rejected affection. "Babe, you need to shower."
Art rolls his eyes and leans back a little in the process, putting his hands up in a fake surrender. He looks side to side a couple times before he tries to hug you again, huffing dramatically when you again, refuse to touch him. "Go shower and we can cuddle." His mouth forms an "O" shape and his eyes widen. He nods vigorously and turns on his heels and speeds to the bathroom. You laugh and focus back on the TV and your snacks.
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After a while, you're still laying on the couch, sipping your soda and eating from your almost-finished bag of chips. Suddenly, right next to your ear, a loud squeak sound startles you. You jump (or if you're like me, you scream too) and look behind you where the noise was. And there he was; your boyfriend. He leaned back in silent laughter, pointing at you, still holding the horn he loves so much that he used to scare you.
You roll your eyes and laugh with him a little. Instead of his usual clown attire, he has a black T-shirt on, with the word "cunt" across the chest in white and black sweatpants. He still has his usual clowny makeup on, just now it's cleaned of blood. When laughter dies down, Art suddenly lunges at you, hugging you over the couch, tightly. You hug his arm. "Come around so we can cuddle." He instantly shoots up and scrambles to walk around the couch. You didn't have time to fully open your arms before he laid down on you. His arms wrap around you and he nuzzles his face in your chest.
You wrap your arms around Art, just as tightly as his arms wrap around you. His hands slide down your back and to your ass, a huge grins on his face, thought he's not looking at you. You let him feel you up and watch the TV. Until you feel Art squeeze your ass a couple times. He finally looks up, his shit-eating grin not leaving his face. "Art-" you look down at him. He maintains eye contact with you as he gives you a couple more squeezes, wiggling his eyebrows a little.
You press your cheek against his head and laugh a little with him. "I love you," you tell him softly. He squeezes you tighter and kisses your collarbone. "Do you love me too?" He nods vigorously as a response, then sits up a little, outstretching his arms, seeming to say "this much", his smile not leaving his face. You smile up at him and he collapses again into your arms, squeezing you tight.
You continue to watch TV as Art snuggles against you, clinging onto you and locking his eyes onto your face; not once looking at the TV. You play with the tag on the back- inside of his shirt as his arms stay fully wrapped around your waist, forcing your back to arch a bit. You look over at the clock. 9:56 pm.
"Baby," you reach for the remote and turn off the TV and sit up a bit, "lets go to bed." Art wiggles his eyebrows at that and you just scoff as a reply. He gets up and so do you. Art bends his elbow to you, offering to hold your arm, almost like a butler would to the princess. His other hand on his hip and he continues to smile widely. You hook your arm into his and he happily guides you both to your shared bedroom. He opens the bedroom door and reaches in to find the lightswitch, his tongue sticking out in an almost cartoonish manner of concentration. His smile returns when he flicks on the light and he fully opens the door, let's go of your arm, and gestures you in, in a "ladies first" kind of manner. You tiredly laugh and walk into the room. Art shut the door behind him when he enters too.
You tear off your bra and pull down your pants, then climb under the covers. Art climbs into bed with you, immediately snuggling close to you, burying his face in your neck. After a while, he pulls away and points at his cheek. "Kiss?" He nods and you kiss where he pointed. He turns his face to show his other cheek, pointing to it too, and you kiss it. He turns again and points to the cheek you kissed first and you lean in to kiss it again, when he moves his head at the last minute, making you kiss his lips. He silently laughs, pointing at you, silently saying "gotcha!". "Hey!" You laugh.
You flip eachother over, getting on top of him. His mouth forms an "O" shape for a second before his grin returns and he wiggles his eyebrows, his hands tracing your back. "If you wanted a kiss, you could've just asked." You kiss his lips and Art immediately presses his hand on the back of your head, tilting his head opposite of yours. You hum as you two kiss. You pulled away from the kiss, which makes Art frown, and he pushes you back into his lips. You smile and laugh a little bit kiss him back.
Arts hand goes down once again, giving your ass a playful squeeze. After a while of kissing, you two pull away and you lay on his side, looking up at him. How you loved this man. This sick, sick man. You both look at eachothers eyes, the only sound being heard is your breathing and an occasional car driving past coming for outside. You can't even hear him breathe. It's not like he's human anyway.
Art blows you a kiss, which you reply back with the back of your hand against your forehead, in a dramatic fashion, throwing your head back. Art holds you closely and buries his face into your neck, grinning. He looks at you, an eyebrow raised, as he slips his hand under your underwear, his hand now on your bare ass. When you look at him, silently questioning him, his eyebrow raises further up. "..finee." you roll your eyes and smile down at him.
Arts eyes light up instantly and he gets on top of you. He kisses your neck, rougher than his other kisses earlier that night. He grabs onto your hips and hoists you up so your head lays against the headboard, his body between your legs. Art dips his head down between your legs and bites your pantyline and tugs it off with his teeth, and painfully slow. He maintains eye contact the whole time and when you lock eyes with him, he wiggles his eyebrows in a playful manner, which you reply back with a breathy laugh.
Art pushes your legs back as far as they can comfortably go. He finally breaks eye contact to stare down at your pussy, licking his lips in an- again- almost cartoonish manner. He stays staring at it for seconds too long, making you look away a little embarrassed, feeling too exposed for too long now. Suddenly he dives in, not even going easy first. Your thighs tremble and you moan in suprise, your hands grabbing onto the bedsheets. Art goes from roughly sucking on your clit, shoving his tongue into you, and making out with your pussy, roughly moving his head side to side as he does. He occasionally looks up to watch your reaction to his movements, then looks back down at your pussy. He pulls away, making you look down at him. He uses one hand to point at the hand holding your legs apart. You caught the gist, replaces his hands on the back of your knees, opening your legs, with yours.
Once his hands are free, he licks his lips again and dives back in. Art uses his thumbs to spread you open, giving him more access. He goes faster and faster and you moan louder and louder. Your thighs tremble and Art continues eating you out. Art pulls away every so often, licking around your pussy, your inner thighs, and your ass; licking up your juices. He locks his lips around your clit and sucks roughly, moving his head side to side.
You moan louder and louder, warning him of your upcoming orgasm. He continues his movements, his hands gripping your hips and pressing his mouth impossibly closer to you. You grip onto your own thighs as your head rolls back, as your orgasm hits you like a train. You moan loudly, calling out his name, your legs threatening to close but your strong grip on them keeps them open. Art slows down just a little bit, but does stop. You squirm a little from the overstimulation as he continues.
After another minute of Art making out with your pussy, he pulls away, sitting up. His eyes stay locked on your pussy, his fingers teasing and tracing it. His hand goes to your thigh as you let go of your legs and they relax. Art grabs your chin, roughly but not enough to hurt, and he looks at you darkly. That stare would've scared anybody. But you've gotten used to it. You can tell what his eyes are telling you, rather than what his mouth can't. He kisses you roughly, and you taste yourself on his lips. How you're not covered in his face paint is beyond you. Maybe it's not face paint. Maybe it's just his face. Who knows?
Art pulls down his pants as he kisses you, your arms wrapped around his neck. He keeps his pants still on, but pulls it down just enough to where his dick is now exposed. He gives you no warning before he enters you, then wasting no time to start moving. You struggle to kiss him back, while you moan louder than you did when he ate you out a couple minutes ago. His hands grip your hips and he fucks into you roughly. You grip onto his arms as your back arches. Art bites down onto your neck, occasionally kissing it too.
Your head starts to go fuzzy as he continues his almost brutal pace, your hands on his back now, nails digging into his back. "Art...art- baby..." you moan out, making him look up at you. His expression looks relaxed but hungry, which was rare but not unusual. "Faster...I want more... give me everything you have..-!" You begged, but before you can finish your sentence, Art does exactly what you asked of him.
His pace is almost unhuman, and brutal. But really, that's all he is: unhuman and brutal. But it hurts so good. Your legs try to close, but with Arts body between them, they stay open. His eyes never leave your face as he continues. His signature grin returns- with no time for you to question the sudden expression change- and he delivers a couple rougher, harder thrusts into you, going deeper and deeper into you with each prolonged thrust.
You look up at him and he silently laughs before diving back in to attack your neck, and his fast, hard thrust come back. Your brain feels fuzzy, to the point where you're now just babbling nonsense into his ear as you moan. Your eyes roll back and your thighs tremble. After a bit of Art raming into you, seemingly, unmercifully and attacking your neck, you again warn him of your upcoming orgasm. His movements don't slow down, or speed up, as you cum for the second time that night. Even when the feeling subsides, he doesn't stop. He doesn't even slow down. He just sits up and looks into your eyes as he overstimulates you, again.
He picks up your legs, pressing your knees on either side of your chest as he continues. Drool collects a little on the corner of your mouth. You grip onto his arms as he (borderline creepily) smiles at you, showing no signs of stopping. You couldn't tell if you wanted to beg for more, or beg for mercy. "Art! Fuuuck!" You borderline scream, your nails digging into his arms as you cum again, this time squirting, making a mess on his shirt- that he was still wearing- ,his pants, and the bedsheets under you.
Art looks down as you make the mess, almost like in a trance. Your legs tremble in his grasp and he finally stops. He pulls out and looks up at you tired, fucked out face. His face looked suprise and points to the mess. "What?" You question, panting. He looks between your mess and your face a couple times, surprised. Art grins and flips you over to your stomach. You lay your head on pillows as Art lifts your hips up. His hands never leaves your hips, knowing your wobbly legs wouldn't be able to hold yourself up.
He enters you once again, making you moan, this time muffled by the pillow. His harsh pace from before starts up again and your eyes roll back and back arches. You moan loudly- again muffled by the pillow- as he continues. After a while, it seemed like Art didn't like how the pillow muffled your moans, so he digs his hand into your hair and pulls your head back. You continue moaning, blabbering his name, along with nonsense.
In the midst of your incoherent blabbering, you begged him for more, which he caught onto. Art throws your head back into the pillow and grip your hips harder. He goes harder, matching his speed, so much that it hurts. You moan loudly and your legs threaten to give out but Art keeps you on your knees. You turn to your head to look back at him, and he's grinning, like usual, looking at your reaction.
Art let's go of one of your hips, his hand roughly smacking your ass as he continues. When he heard your loud moan of a response, he deliveres another rough hit to the same spot. And another. And another. And a final one. He massages the spot he abused, not slowing down his thrusts for a second. You mutter to him that you're close and he continues his pace against you. You moan loudly as you cum, again.
And like everytime, he doesn't stop when you came. You reach back and grab onto his hand. He keeps going with his pace you again, make a mess on him and the bed. Your moans now sounding more broken and tired, but still loud. Even after you squirt for the second time tonight, Art didn't stop. He keeps his harsh pace until you feel him finish inside you and pulls out. Your body relaxes, but tenses up again when Art shoves two of his fingers into you, moving them in a rough pace.
You let out broken, sob-like moans as he continues, your thighs shaking. He keeps his pace steady and harsh until he sees you starting to squirt again. He quickly pulls out, and dives his face into your pussy as you cum, drinking your fluids. He grips onto your thighs as he cleans you up and sits up, finally. He flips you over so you're on your back, and stares at you face; red, lips puffy, eyes wet, and the corners of your mouth wet too (whether that be from drool and from he made out with you after he ate you out).
Art points at his now wet shirt, pants and the bedsheets, then pointing an accusing finger at you, moving his hands to rest on his hips as he nods, like a disappointed parent. "Your fault," you tiredly spit back. Art throws his hands up in a fake surrender and leans back a little and rolls his eyes. "Go change you're wet-" He grins at that. "That's what she said," You speak for him. Arts grin stays on his face as he gets up from the bed and changes clothes. Once he's changed and you slip your underwear back on, he crawls back into bed with you, covering the two of you in your blanket. He hugs you tightly, his grip more innocent now, his head on your chest. He traces a heart on your back, his own way of saying "I love you".
"I love you too," you whisper to him and he holds you tighter. "...so much." You mutter before falling asleep in his arms. Legs hurt, stomach aches, brains static, but hey, you're laying in bed with a torturous, brutal killer clown and you're alive. And loved by him. And every "pain" he does give you is always in bed. And you love it. âĄ
I'm sorry if there's spelling mistakes I wrote this at 11pm, fell asleep, and finished it when I woke up đđ
THIS WAS SO BEAUTIFUL đđ
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Your life wasn't supposed to go in this direction.Â
Ever since you were small, people knew great things would come to you. You were talented and smart in every way, shape, or form. Teachers would gush about how bright your future was, and neighbors would brag to their kids about your achievements as if they were their own. So why were you here now, standing in a room surrounded by strangers for a chance of winning some money?Â
Currently, all of you watched as the screen displayed various people getting slapped left and right. Announcing their player numbers, names, and how much money they owe. The sheer amount of debt displayed beside each name was staggeringâhundreds of millions, even billions.
You shifted uncomfortably, trying to ignore the whispers around you. People were muttering under their breath, some recognizing names and faces, others lamenting their own debt in comparison. The tension in the room was suffocating, a shared humiliation that weighed heavy on everyone.
Player 132. [Last Name] [Name]. 562 million.
The words echoed in your ears like a slap to your face. Your own name, your own shame, displayed for everyone to see. A few heads turned toward you, but you refused to meet their eyes. You scratched the back of your head in shame, keeping your eyes on the ceiling as if you could avoid the weight of judgment all around you.
'Well... at least it wasn't from that stupid crypto bullshit,' you mumbled under your breath, though the bitter smile on your lips faded as quickly as it appeared. As the guard moved to another person, the crowd around you blurred into an indistinct mass of voices. You didnât care to listen. You let yourself drown in your thoughts, tuning out the chaos.
It wasnât supposed to be like this. Life was supposed to be a series of steady steps upward, not a freefall into the abyss. When your family moved from Gyeonggi-do to Ssangmun-dong, everything changed.Â
Your father, once the pillar of the family, walked out one day without a backward glance. Which left you and your mother to fend for yourselves. He left for some woman he barely knew. Someone who didnât have to deal with the mess heâd left behind. And then, as if that wasnât enough, your mother decided she had better things to do than raise a child.Â
One morning, you woke up to an empty house and a note on the dining table. The words were hurried, impersonal, as if she didnât pushed you out and raised you. Worst of all, she didnât even spell your name right!
The pain of abandonment never left you. It festered, growing into a heavyweight you carried everywhere. You tried to survive, piecing together odd jobs and small victories, but it was never enough. Debt piled up faster than you could manage, dragging you into this nightmare.
The first game was announcedâ Red Light, Green Light.Â
You had doubts. The game seemed too simple, almost childish, like something even teens could survive without breaking a sweatâjust a game, right? But as soon as the first shot rang out, you realized how wrong you were. Bodies fell like dominoes, blood staining the grass in vivid red. The sound of death was deafening, and the reality of it hit you like a punch to the gut. You froze, your breath caught in your throat, as the world around you erupted into chaos. People screamed, some running, others collapsing in terror. You couldnât move. The simplicity of the game suddenly made senseâit wasnât without cost.
Death was suddenly real, closer than it had ever been before. Your entire life flashed before your eyesâevery mistake, every regret, every moment you had taken for granted. It wasnât supposed to end like this. Not here, not now.
Luckily, a player stepped up and took charge. Player 456. He was calm and collected, advising everyone to hide behind the larger players, claiming that the robot wouldnât be able to see you if you stayed out of its line of sight. His plan was simple yet effective, and with his guidance, you managed to survive the round.
As you returned to the main area, the tension from the first game clung to the air like a thick fog. Every breath felt heavy, and the adrenaline that had pushed you through the chaos now left your limbs trembling. Despite it all, a deep sense of gratitude toward him lingered in your chest. You wanted to stay close, to follow his lead. There was security in his presence, a grounding force that kept the worst of your fears at bay.
Suddenly, the sound of heavy boots echoed through the room. Guards entered in perfect formation, their masks as eerie as the silence that fell over the crowd. The sight of them sent a shiver down your spine. One by one, people began to plead for their lives, collapsing to their knees, their voices breaking with desperation as tears streamed down their faces.
âThere must be a misunderstanding,â the main guard, marked by a square on his mask, said in a monotone voice. âWe are not trying to harm you. We are presenting you with an opportunity.â
Before he could continue, the same player who had spoken during the first gameâPlayer 456âinterrupted with a sharp shout.
âClause three of the consent form!â The room froze, all eyes, including yours, turning to him.
His words were sharp, filled with a sense of urgency and strength âThe games may be terminated upon a majority vote. Correct?â he demanded, his voice firm.
âThat is correct,â the guard replied, his tone unwavering, as though the question had been anticipated.
âThen let us take a vote right now,â Player 456 said, his words igniting a spark of hope in the crowd. It was as if a door to freedom had cracked open, and everyone could almost taste the possibility of escape.
âOf course. We respect your right to freedom of choice.â
A collective sigh of relief spread through the crowd, a fleeting moment where fear was momentarily pushed aside by a glimmer of hope. For the first time, you felt something that resembled a shift in the balance of power. They werenât in controlâat least, not entirely.
âBut first,â the guard continued, âlet me announce the prize amount that has been accumulated.â He pressed a button on his device, and the room suddenly dimmed.
A low hum filled the air, followed by the descending of a massive glass piggy bank from the ceiling. It gleamed under the harsh fluorescent lights, casting eerie reflections across the playersâ faces. The sound of wads of cash clinking together echoed through the room, loud and clear, like the jarring noise of a twisted casino jackpot.
The players stared, wide-eyed, as the money poured into the glass bank. It was hypnoticâthe sound, the sight, the overwhelming promise of wealth. Some players instinctively stepped forward, as if drawn by an invisible force, while others lingered at the back, still fearful but unable to resist the allure of the prize.
âThe number of players eliminated in the first game is 91,â the guard announced, his voice as flat and emotionless as ever. âTherefore, a total of 9.1 billion won has been accumulated. If you quit the games now, the remaining 365 of you can equally divide this amount and leave.â
A murmur rippled through the crowd, and Player 100, who was standing near you, called out, his voice filled with disbelief. âHow much is that?â
âEach personâs share would be 24,931,500 won,â the guard replied without hesitation.
The words hung in the air, heavy and cold, as a wave of murmurs spread across the room. There was a mix of disbelief, anger, and confusion.
âTwenty-four million? We almost died for that?â Player 124 scoffed, his voice dripping with disdain. You couldnât help but feel the sting of it too. Twenty-four million wasnât nearly enough to make up for the terror, the near-death experience, the trauma of the first game. Yet, at the same time, the number was hard to ignore. It was money. A lot of it. Enough to make you forget the panic, at least for a while.
âYou said the prize was 45.6 billion!â Player 230 shouted, his voice rising with frustration.
The guardâs response was calm, almost detached. âThe rule states that 100 million won is added for each eliminated player. If you choose to play the next game, and more players are eliminated, the prize amount will increase accordingly.â
There was a brief silence as everyone processed the implications of this. The numbers didnât seem to add up at first. But as the calculation sank in, the possibility of even more money stirred the crowd.
âHow much will it be if someone survives until the very end?â someone asked, their voice trembling with hope.
The guard, unbothered by the growing tension, simply stated, âAs I already told you, the total amount of prize money for all 456 players is 45.6 billion won. If you are the sole survivor, you will receive the full amount.â
The room erupted into a chorus of gasps, whispers, and shouts. Some players looked at each other, their expressions shifting as greed began to seep into their eyes. Others remained still, haunted by the terror of the first game. The promise of so much money was a heady temptation, but it came at the price of their lives.
âSo, we can take a vote again and decide to leave after the next game?â someone asked, their voice tinged with hope, as if the very idea of escape was now within reach.
âYes,â the guard confirmed. âAs outlined in the consent form, you may vote after each game and decide whether to leave with the prize money accumulated up to that point. We always prioritize your voluntary actions.â
You stood there, torn. The terror youâd felt during the first game still clung to you, wrapping around your chest. But the temptation of the prize moneyâof being free from the crushing debt that had haunted you for so longâwas overwhelming. This could be your only chance to escape. A chance to climb out of the pit youâd been stuck in, buried under mountains of bills and threats. If you walked away now, youâd return to the same miserable existence, drowning in debt, with no way out in sight.
Your mind raced. You had fought so hard just to survive, and now, standing in this room, you were faced with a decision that could change everything. The terror from the first game still gripped your chest, but the lure of the money was almost impossible to ignore. It wasnât just about survivalâit was the chance to escape the suffocating weight of your debt, the years spent trying to climb out of a hole youâd fallen into.
The voting started with Player 456. You watched as he cast his vote, the air thick with tension. The red light from the voting machine flickered for a brief moment as he pressed his choice, a clear "X." One by one, others followed, some hesitating, while others quickly made their decision. The chaos of it all felt overwhelming. You couldnât help but wonder if they had already made up their minds, whether they were giving in to the temptation of the money or if they were too afraid to continue.
When your number was called, your legs felt like lead as you approached the voting machine. Each step was agonizingly slow, the weight of your decision pressing down on you. The room seemed to shrink, and you could feel every eye on you, even as you tried to ignore them.
Your hand trembled as you reached for the button. The thought of pressing it, of choosing to continue, made your stomach twist in knots. For just a moment, you hesitated, feeling the weight of your decision crushing you from all sides.
Then, with a deep breath, you pressed the circle.
The blue light illuminated your face, a cold reminder of the choice youâd just made. A guard stepped forward, handing you a blue patch marked with the same symbol as your vote. You accepted it with shaky hands, bowing slightly before pinning it to your jacket. As you returned to your spot in line, your heart pounded in your chest.
God, why did it come to this? What could have gone so wrong? Had you done something to upset the gods? Or were you simply born unlucky, destined to live a life riddled with hardships?
You couldnât stop questioning yourselfâyour decisions, your choices, the countless crossroads where you mightâve taken a different turn. You missed the early moments in your life when everything felt so simple, so light. Back then, there were no looming debts, no sleepless nights spent worrying about survival, no constant weight pressing down on your shoulders.
You had it all onceâa lovely family with successful parents who made sure money was never an issue. You had good grades, a tight-knit circle of friends, and a future that seemed full of promise. You were happy, truly happy.
And you werenât always alone. Aside from your parents and friends, there was someone elseâsomeone who had been a constant in your life, a steady presence you could always count on. He wasnât just a friend; he was the friend. The one who stood by you no matter what, even when the world seemed to turn its back on you.
When the bullies in school targeted you for reasons you never understood, he was the one who stepped in without hesitation. You still remembered the way heâd square his shoulders, his voice firm and unwavering as he told them to back off. He never cared if he got in trouble for standing up for you; all that mattered to him was that you were safe.
He wasnât just your protector, though. He was the person who could make you laugh when you were seconds away from tears. He had this knack for knowing exactly what to say or do to lighten your mood, whether it was pulling a silly face, cracking a joke, or nudging you with that mischievous grin that always made you roll your eyes but secretly smile.
He was the one who stayed up late with you when you were cramming for exams, even though he wasnât the most studious person himself. Heâd throw pencils at you when you started to drift off, only to shove snacks in your face the next moment and tell you to take a break. He had this way of making even the most mundane moments feel special, as if just being around him made everything a little brighter.
And as much as you tried to deny it back then, he had become your everything. Your safe haven, the person you trusted more than anyone else. He was the one you turned to when life felt too heavy to bear, the one who never made you feel like a burden for leaning on him.
He was your partner in crime, the one whoâd sneak off with you during boring school events, laughing as the two of you got caught and had to face detention together. He made life feel like an adventure, even in the quiet, simple moments.
But above all, he was your first love. Though you never said it out loud, it was thereâin the way your heart skipped a beat whenever he smiled at you, in the way you found yourself searching for him in every room you walked into. It was in the way you felt safe and seen in a way no one else could make you feel.
He didnât know, of course. How could he? You were just kids, too shy to even admit it to yourself most of the time. But looking back now, it was clear as day: he wasnât just your best friend. He was the boy who had stolen your heart, even if he never realized it.
You paused. The faint buzz of the voting machines around you barely registered as you froze in place. Why were you thinking about him now, of all times? You clenched your fists, trying to will the memories away, but they pushed their way into your mind regardless.
You remembered the way he shouted at you, his voice filled with anger and frustration. The argument had been sharp, the words he threw at you cutting deeper than you ever thought possible. He had been upset that you were leaving, but instead of asking you to stay, instead of saying goodbye, he stormed off.
It didnât matter how much time had passed; the wound was still raw. He was your best friend, the boy you loved so deeply you couldnât even bring yourself to admit it back then. And he let you leave without so much as a goodbye.
Your chest tightened as the memories overwhelmed you, crashing over you like waves. You had convinced yourself that you were over itâthat it didnât matter anymore. But clearly, that wasnât true. The emotions you had buried deep, the hurt and the unanswered questions, all clawed their way back to the surface.
Did he hate me? The thought stung, even now. Did I mean so little to him that he couldnât even say goodbye?
The pain lingered, sharp and vivid despite the years that had passed. You could still see it, like a scene burned into your memoryâthe moment he walked past you on your last day of school. His face had been a mask of cold indifference, his eyes resolutely avoiding yours as though looking at you would cost him something precious.
You had called his name, your voice trembling with desperation and a plea you couldnât quite voice. You just wanted him to stop, to look at you, to give you a reason, a sign that he cared. Anything to make the ache in your chest a little less unbearable.
But he didnât.
He just kept walking, his steps steady and unyielding, leaving you standing there. The knot in your throat had tightened until it felt like you couldnât breathe. He left without a word, without even a glance. And in that silence, you were left with nothing but heartbreak and questions that would never be answered.
And now, here you were, those same feelings dragging you down as the votes continued. The sound of faint button presses and shuffling feet filled the air, each vote drawing everyone closer to an answer.
You hadnât been paying attention to the numbers flashing on the screen, but the tension in the room was suffocating. The votes were neck and neckâX and O, tied. A deuce. The final vote could change everything. You could feel the unease creeping over the room like a storm cloud ready to burst. The fate of the game rested in the hands of the last player.
The tension was unbearable. Everyone held their breath. It felt as if time itself had come to a standstill, the anticipation hanging in the air.
You forced yourself to look up, to see who the final person would be. Your heart pounded louder in your chest with every second, the weight of what was about to happen pressing down on you. Your gaze fell on the figure walking toward the voting station. You couldnât immediately register who it wasâyour mind too wrapped in the urgency of the moment. The final decision.
 But then something hit you. A familiarity. A sinking feeling in your chest.
And then your breath hitched.
It was himâ.
In-ho.
Your world seemed to tilt on its axis as you watched him. It was like a punch to your gut. Your chest tightened painfully, and your thoughts scattered like leaves in the wind. You had spent years trying to push him out of your mind, trying to move forward, but in that moment, it all came rushing back with a force you werenât prepared for. The ache in your chest deepened, and you realized just how much you had never really healed.
Your mind swirled with the years youâd spent without him. The countless nights you had stayed awake, wondering what had gone wrong, why your friendship ended that way.
He was standing there now, in front of you, like a ghost of your past. He was so close, yet you couldnât reach him. You couldnât understand what you were seeing. Was this a dream? Was this some cruel twist of fate?
You watched his every move as if in slow motion. There was no hesitation in his actions. His hand reached out to press the button with a deliberate, practiced motion.
And then, he voted. O.
The cheers erupted around you, but they felt distant, muffled, like they were happening in another world. You could hear the excitement rising from the others around you, the shift in the air as the vote swung in favor of continuing the game. 182 to 183.
But none of that mattered to you.
All you could think about was how the boy who had once meant everything to you was here, in the same room, playing the same dangerous game. The same boy who had walked away from you all those years ago, leaving you in silence.Â
You stared at him, unable to move, to speak. It was as if time had stopped, like the world around you had turned to static. Your mind was racing, a torrent of emotions swirling inside you. The hurt you had pushed down for so long had exploded back to the surface.
You couldnât tear your gaze away from him, your body frozen in disbelief. All you could do was stand there, feeling the weight of the past, the weight of everything that had happened between you two. The questions that you had carried for so longâabout why he left, about why he never said goodbyeâpushed their way to the surface, raw and painful.
Your mind raced, but your body refused to move. You were trapped in this moment, unable to escape the overwhelming emotions that came with it. There was no easy way out.
The past was alive in front of you, and it had never felt so real.
Hwang In-ho was a man who prided himself on always being in control. Every move he made was deliberate, calculated, and designed to maintain his upper hand. He wasnât one to take risks without knowing the outcome, nor did he leave anything to chance. His sharp intellect and knack for strategy had always kept him one step ahead of everyone else, whether it was in the games or in life outside of them.
So when he learned that Seong Gi-hun, the man who had also escaped the gameâs clutches once, was coming backânot as a desperate participant, but as a threat to everything the games stood for. In-ho knew he had to act. It wasnât just about the rules or the money; it was about protecting the intricate system he had helped sustain, the foundation he had sacrificed everything to uphold.
The idea of Gi-hun winning was infuriating. He wouldnât allow it. Not because he believed in the games' morality, but because their collapse would mean his own failure. It would mean admitting that he, the one who always stayed ahead, had lost control.
And In-ho did not lose. Not to anyone. Certainly not to Seong Gi-hun.
The solution was clear: he had to join the game.
Adopting the alias "Young-il," In-ho entered as Player 001, his plan meticulously calculated. Every detail was accounted forâhis presence would be unassuming, his actions deliberate. The goal was simple: get close to Gi-hun, observe his every move, and ensure the game remained firmly under his control.
It wasnât just about safeguarding the system he had come to embody; it was about reaffirming his dominance. To In-ho, this was more than strategyâit was a statement. A test to prove that no matter the odds, no matter who opposed him, he would remain two steps ahead.
That was his purpose. His only focus.
Or so he thought.
Everything changed the moment he saw you.
It was as if the air had been sucked out of the room, leaving him breathless and disoriented. In-hoâs steps faltered, his carefully calculated composure slipping for the first time in years. His eyes locked onto your figure amidst the sea of players, and for a fleeting moment, he thought it was a cruel trick of his mindâa phantom conjured by guilt and memory.
But no. The wide, shocked eyes staring back at him were unmistakably yours.
The realization struck him like a physical blow, an ache spreading through his chest that he couldnât ignore. You were here. You were really here.
You shouldnât be here.
He froze, his usually sharp mind scrambling to piece together an explanation. What were you doing here? What had happened in your life to bring you to this place of desperation and death? He remembered you as you once wereâbright, warm, full of lifeâand now, the thought of you standing on this stage of horrors felt wrong in every conceivable way.
Memories of you came rushing back, vivid and unrelenting. The way you used to laugh, how youâd pull him out of his brooding silences with a simple touch, the way you always seemed to bring light into his otherwise shadowed world. Those memories clashed violently with the reality before him. You didnât belong here. Not in this uniform. Not in this nightmare.
He felt his mask of indifference. The armor heâd built over years of pain and regret started to crack. For so long, he had mastered the art of detachment, burying every emotion deep beneath a layer of control. But now, with you standing there, all of it came flooding back. Guilt. Regret. Anger.
And something else. Something he couldnât name but had tried to bury long ago.
The look on your face gutted him. Recognition, confusion, hurtâit was all there, as raw and unguarded as the day heâd last seen you. You looked at him like he was a ghost, like you couldnât believe he was standing in front of you. That look shattered something in him, something he hadnât realized was still breakable.
For the first time in years, In-ho felt unsteady. His carefully constructed walls, the ones that had kept him in control, in powerâshook under the weight of your stare.
This wasnât part of the plan.
He clenched his fists at his sides, a desperate attempt to regain control, to force himself back into the cold, calculating mindset heâd mastered. He couldnât let you see how much this affected him. Not here. Not now. This was a gameâa deadly oneâand emotions were dangerous, liabilities he couldnât afford.
Even as he tried to steady himself, forcing his gaze away and focusing on the task at hand, something inside him rose above the chaos. He knew, without a doubt, that he had to protect you.
It wasnât rational. It wasnât part of his plan. But it was undeniable. Seeing you here, dressed in the same uniform, facing the same deadly stakes, ignited something in him that he couldnât ignore. He had joined the game to regain control, to manipulate the outcome, to ensure Gi-hun wouldnât tear everything apart. But because the one person he never wanted to see in this hell was standing right in front of him, the thought of sticking to that plan seemed impossible.
And no matter what it cost himâhis control, his plan, his very lifeâhe couldnât let you die.
It was time for the second game: the Six-Legged Pentathlon.
You walked hand in hand with another playerâPlayer 222, Kim Jun-hee, as she had introduced herself earlier. Together, the two of you moved through the crowded room, searching for three more players to form a team. Your eyes flicked down to the frail figure beside you, her grip on your hand trembling slightly, and you couldnât help but feel a pang of protectiveness.
Earlier, before the announcement of the next game, you had found her curled up in the corner of the bathroom, clutching her stomach with a pained look on her face. She had been trying to hide her tears, but they slipped through anyway, leaving tracks down her pale cheeks. The image of her broken composure stuck with you, and even now, the weight of it hadnât lessened.
The look on your face as you crouched beside her was indescribable. When you asked her what was wrong, she was silent at first, her gaze vacant and lost as if the weight of the world was too much to carry. Slowly, her shoulders sagged, and she spoke in a low, quiet voice, each word heavy with the burden she was trying to carry. It wasnât just about the game anymoreâit was everything. Her words were a confession, a painful release of all the fears that had built up inside of her. She spoke of being alone, of how no one wanted to team up with her, and the overwhelming worry that constantly gnawed at her. But it wasnât just that.
She talked about her child. The one thing in this nightmare that kept her going, even if only by the thinnest thread. Her mind was consumed by the thought of them. She wondered if they would survive. But what hurt the most was the months of silence from the man she thought she would spend the rest of her life with. Her fiancĂŠ, who had disappeared without a trace, left her to wonder if he was dead or alive, only to learn he was in the same hellish game. She never imagined she would have to face thisâalone, scared, with no one to lean on.
Something in her tone, the hopelessness wrapped in every syllable, struck a chord deep within you. For a moment, it wasnât Jun-hee you sawâit was yourself.Â
You had been there before. You knew what it was like to feel abandoned, to watch everything you had built slowly crumble, to be left in a world where trust was a distant memory. The same fears she voiced were the ones that had haunted youâthe fear of losing your loved ones, the dread of facing a future where you had nothing, and the overwhelming loneliness that seemed to suffocate every hope you had left.
Her pain was your pain, her desperation mirrored your own. You had been thereâfighting for survival, clinging to any hope that things could get better, even when the world felt like it was falling apart. It wasnât just empathy you felt for her; it was the haunting reminder of your own struggle, a shadow of the darkness that had once consumed you. You didnât want her to experience the same isolation, the same crushing hopelessness that had almost broken you. You knew too well how it felt to be lost, to question whether youâd ever make it out alive, to wonder if there was anything left to fight for.
As you looked at her, a quiet resolve settled deep within you. You wouldnât let her walk this road alone. You wouldnât let her fall into the same despair that had once threatened to swallow you whole. You could no longer stand by and watch someone else go through the torment you had endured alone. You would be her strength, her anchorâjust as you had longed for someone to do for you when everything seemed to be slipping out of your grasp.
Without hesitation, you reached out, your hand finding hers, cold and trembling. You squeezed it gently, offering a steadying warmth that you both needed. âThen youâll come with me,â you said. âWeâll figure this out together.â
You werenât going to let her face this nightmare by herselfânot when you knew the crushing weight of solitude so well. You wouldnât let her fall down the same painful path youâd been on. From that moment on, you refused to leave her side.
You were supposed to focus on your own survival, you know that, but you couldnât bring yourself to leave her behind. Something about her reminded you of someone else, someone you had been a long time ago. You couldnât save everyone here, but maybe, just maybe, you could save her.
Meanwhile, In-hoâs plan was progressing smoothly. He had successfully gained Gi-hunâs trust and joined his team. Together with two othersâPlayer 388 and Player 390âthey were only one person short of completing their group. In-ho kept his head down, maintaining his facade as the amiable and harmless Player 001. He had positioned himself perfectly, right where he needed to be.
Until he heard your voice.
âHello, excuse me. Do you have space for two more?â
His head snapped up instinctively. There you were, standing just a few feet away, holding player 222âs hand as you looked at Gi-hun and the others, avoiding him altogether.
In-ho couldnât help but stare.
âWeâre sorry, miss,â Gi-hun replied apologetically. âWe already have four members.â
You didnât falter, keeping your small smile. âThatâs not a problem,â you said firmly. âWould you be willing to have her instead?â
Before anyone could respond, you gently nudged Jun-hee forward. She hesitated, glancing nervously between you and the group, but you gave her a reassuring squeeze on the shoulder.
In-ho stayed silent, watching the interaction unfold. He didnât trust himself to speak. Irritation bubbled under the surface. Of course, you would do something like this. Even in a place like this, where survival meant looking out for yourself, you were still thinking about someone else. Always putting others before yourself, even when it didnât make sense to do so.
You never change.
And yet, despite the frustration clawing at him, He couldnât stop the flicker of warmth in his chest. It was small, barely noticeable, but it was there. A part of himâa part he didnât want to acknowledgeâwas happy.
Because no matter how much time had passed, no matter how much this place had changed the both of you, there were still parts of you that remained the same. That stubborn kindness, that fierce determination to protect othersâit was one of the things he had always admired about you.
It was one of the things that terrified him.
You still carried that same hope, that same belief that people could be better, that kindness had a place even in a place like this. It made his stomach twist. The fact that you hadnât hardened, hadnât become cynical like everyone elseâit was both a relief and a danger. You couldnât afford to trust anyone here, not without consequence.
What if you trusted the wrong person? What if you let your guard down just once and someone used that against you? He had seen it happen before, in a way that made his insides tighten with dread. People here werenât to be trusted, and you were too pure, too unguarded. Heâd seen how quickly things could turn, how easily alliances could break, how one wrong move could be the end of someoneâs life.
It made him want to reach out, to warn you, to pull you away from the people who might betray you. But instead, he stayed silent, his heart racing faster than his thoughts could keep up with.
His gaze shifted to the girl you had taken under your wing. She was trembling, showing a strong facade. In-ho couldnât help but feel a surge of protectiveness for her tooâthough he would never admit it out loud. She was vulnerable. She didnât belong here. But you were giving her a chance. You were always giving people chances, even when they didn't deserve them.
He tore his gaze away, looking anywhere but at you. He hated the way you made him feel, even after all those years. Torn between wanting to protect you and wanting to pull away, he couldnât reconcile the two. He had built walls for a reasonâso that no one could get too close, so that no one could hurt him again. And yet, there you were, slipping through those cracks, reminding him that even after all this time, even after all the distance, he still cared.
âWhat about you?â Player 388 asked, his voice tinged with concern.
You gave him a small, reassuring smile. âIâll be okay. Iâll find a group somewhere.â
âAre you sure?â he pressed, his brow furrowing with worry.
You nodded, your tone firm but kind. âOf course. If you want, you can help me?â you offered, though it wasnât a question so much as a gentle suggestion.
The male nodded without hesitation, as though it was the most natural thing to do. He saluted you with a small smile, his expression brightening as he turned to lead the way. You followed quietly, walking side by side as the two of you engaged in light, casual conversation. The sound of your voices seemed almost out of place in the tense atmosphere of the game, but for a moment, it was just the two of you, navigating the chaos in your own way.
In-ho watched the interaction unfold from a distance, his gaze fixed on you. His chest tightened as he observed the way you interacted with Player 388, the ease with which you formed connections, the comfort you seemed to give others despite the grim situation. For a fleeting moment, he found himself wishing it was him walking beside you instead of that other player. He longed to be the one you relied on again, the one you trusted in a world where trust felt like a luxury.
He clenched his jaw, his fists tightening at his sides, trying to suppress the emotions that stirred inside him. It wasnât supposed to matter. You had your own path to walk, and he had his. But the feeling gnawed at him, more intense than he liked to admit. A part of him wanted to be the one to keep you safe, to be the one to stand by your side. To be the one you turned to, the one who could offer you something real in the midst of all the chaos. But another part of him feels like thatâs impossible to achieve now.
Busy with his inner battle, he didnât notice the curious watchful eyes of the female beside him.
Luckily, you and Player 388âDae-ho, as he introduced himselfâfound a group of four not long after starting your search. Players 149, 007, 120, and 095 stood in a tight circle, whispering among themselves as they looked around for their missing fifth member. Their faces were a mix of tension and determination, but they didnât seem hostile, which was more than you could ask for in this environment.
Dae-ho, ever the confident one, strode forward with an easy smile. âExcuse me⌠do you need more members?â he asked, his voice warm and inviting.
All four turned to face you both, their eyes scanning you up and down. There was an unmistakable wariness in their expressions; trust wasnât exactly in abundant supply here. Finally, Player 120 spoke, her voice measured. âIâm sorry, but we only need one more.â
Dae-ho didnât even flinch at the rejection. Instead, his grin widened, his tone growing more playful. âWell, youâre in luck! You see, [Name]nim here is a master at spinning tops. Quick hands, sharp focusâeverything youâd need for precision games like these. How could you possibly pass on a deal like that?â
You blinked at him, both amused and exasperated. Was he seriously pitching you like you were a product at an auction? Despite the absurdity of it, his tone was so casual, so confident, that it managed to disarm the tension in the air, even if just a little.
You gave Dae-ho a small shake of your head before stepping forward yourself, bowing politely to the group. âI may not be a master,â you began, sending a pointed but amused glance toward Dae-ho, âbut Iâll do my best to contribute. Please, if youâll have me, Iâll work hard.â
The group exchanged glances, their hesitation apparent. It was weird for them, hearing a casual and almost teasing tone in an environment where death is prominent. Still, after a moment, Player 120 gave a curt nod. âAlright. Youâre in.â
Relief flooded through you, and you turned to Dae-ho, a small smile breaking across your face. âThank you,â you said, your tone filled with genuine gratitude.
Dae-ho gave a casual wave of his hand, as if dismissing your thanks. âThank me after you survive this game [Name]nim.â
You chuckled softly, shaking your head at his unshakable confidence. âAlright Dae-ho, see you later.â
As you turned back to your new team, introductions were exchanged before quickly discussing strategies. Despite the palpable tension in the air, they seemed cooperative enough. Each player carried their own air of quiet determination, though the stress of the situation was evident in the tightness of their voices and the stiffness in their movements.
Your team was one of the teams to go first. When it was your turn, you grabbed the top and string with trembling hands, whispering a small prayer under your breath. Slowly, you began winding the string tightly around the body of the top, starting from the bottom and wrapping upwards. But as you reached the middle, the string suddenly slipped free, unraveling entirely. You froze, your shaky hands betraying you further as you fumbled to pick up the loose string.
A lump rose in your throat as panic surged through you. You knew you were good at this. Spinning tops was your childhood talent, something you had always taken pride in. But now, in the most critical moment, your nerves were getting the best of you. Tears pricked the corners of your eyes as you looked at Player 120, your voice trembling. âI⌠Iâm sorry. I swear Iâm good at this. Iâm just⌠really scared.â
Player 120âs expression softened, and she knelt beside you. Her voice was calm, reassuring. âItâs okay. You just need to take a deep breath and focus, alright? Youâve got this.â
Her words anchored you, and you nodded, inhaling deeply. As you exhaled slowly, a memory surfacedâsomething that always helped you when you were scared. Turning to 120, you asked hesitantly, âCould you⌠could you cover my eyes?â
She blinked at you, puzzled. âCover your eyes? Why?â
You offered a nervous smile. âI promise itâll help. Itâs⌠just something I do.â
With a shrug, she moved behind you and placed her hands gently over your eyes. As darkness enveloped your vision, you felt a strange but comforting familiarity take over.
âWhatâs up with this weird ritual you do?â In-hoâs voice was teasing, his hands warm as they covered your eyes back then. âYouâre always doing this!â
âItâs not weird!â your younger self had retorted, pouting.
âIs too!â he laughed. âNobody else does this, you know.â
âWell, I get really scared when I see what Iâm doing, okay?â youâd replied stubbornly. âSo I thought, âWhat if I just donât look?â It helps me focus.â
You smiled softly at the memory, your hands finally steady as you began winding the string again. This time, it wrapped perfectly around the top, tight and precise.
When 120 uncovered your eyes, you felt a renewed sense of determination. But before you could proceed, a familiar voice cut through the air.
âTo effectively spin the top, first, you must hold the loose end of the string firmly in your hand,â In-ho called out, his voice carrying an authoritative tone. He paced in front of you like a drill sergeant, his arms folded behind his back. âNext, throw the top onto the ground with a flicking motion. Pull the string sharply to make it spin. Understood?â
You straighten your posture, snapping a salute. âSir, yes, sir!â
The two of you broke into laughter, a sound so pure and unexpected that it momentarily dissolved the tension in the air. When he handed you the fully wound top, his fingers brushed yours lightly. âAlright, [Name],â he said, his smile softening, âshow me what you can do.â
Gripping the top tightly, you turned to him one last time, your eyes filled with uncertainty. He gave you a reassuring thumbs-up and a wide smile, and somehow, it was enough to calm your racing heart.
With all your might, you threw the top onto the ground, pulling the string sharply. It spun perfectly, steady and unwavering. Relief washed over you as you watched it spin continuously.
The cheers erupted so suddenly that it startled you out of your thoughts. Your teammatesâ149 and 120ârushed to your side, shaking your shoulders in celebration. Their excitement was infectious, and soon you found yourself smiling, laughing, and letting the moment sink in.
âAlright, alright, letâs calm down!â 120 said, her voice mixed with happiness and haste. She led the group to the next station, the victory fueling your collective determination.
In-ho watched from a distance, a quiet warmth blooming in his chest. It was an unfamiliar feeling, one he hadnât let himself indulge in for yearsâa flicker of joy, the kind that came from something genuine. Seeing your face light up with relief and triumph stirred something buried deep inside him, something he thought was long gone. He couldnât stop himself from cheering along with the others, maybe louder than necessary. Perhaps it was his way of masking the whirlwind of emotions inside him, or maybe it was just his heart acting on its own. Either way, he didnât care to stop.
As your group crossed the finish line. The room became lively again. You couldnât help but laugh, the sound pure and unrestrained, even as the adrenaline still coursed through your veins. For a moment, you allowed yourself to feel it: pride, joy, and the simple relief of success.
Amidst the commotion, your eyes instinctively searched the crowdâand then you saw him, his eyes never leaving yours. The sight made your breath catch, your smile faltering for a second before returning, softer this time.
And then it happened. Your eyes locked. Everything else seemed to fall awayâthe noise, the crowd, the weight of the game itself. It was just the two of you in that moment, a silent conversation unfolding in the space between your gazes.
His dark eyes, cold and guarded the first time you saw them, were now filled with longing, happiness, maybe even a glimmer of pride. It was as though he was telling you, I knew you could do it. Iâm proud of you. But there was something deeper, tooâsomething unspoken. His gaze held a vulnerability that he wouldnât dare put into words, a quiet hope that you might still see him the way you once did.
You felt it, too. A warmth spreading through you, unexpected and disarming. The wall between you, built by years of distance and unspoken words, seemed to crack ever so slightly. For a brief moment, you forgot the tension, the pain, and the uncertainty. You saw himânot as an enemyl, not as someone you had grown apart fromâbut as the In-ho you once knew.
His lips twitched into a small smile, the kind that didnât quite reach his eyes but still held a quiet sincerity. He wanted to say something, you could feel it. But words were unnecessary. The way his gaze softened, the way his shoulders relaxed, the way his presence seemed to pull you closerâit was enough.
The moment passed as quickly as it came, but it left something behind. A spark. A fragile yet undeniable hope.
As you were all escorted back to the main area, you found yourself glancing back at him one last time. He was still there, watching, his expression unreadable now. But you saw the faintest nod, as if to say, Please, letâs talk soon.
Maybe, just maybe, there was a chance. A chance to fix what had been broken. A chance to bridge the gap that had grown between you. A chance to reconcile, to find your way back to each other in a world that had done everything to pull you apart.
Your eyes remained locked with his until the door behind you closed.
Player 149 invited you to join them for a chat, a way to pass the time as the second game continued. With a small nod, you followed them to their little corner, settling on the stairs just behind Player 120. The group was warm and welcoming, and soon you were learning their names, hobbies, and bits of their lives outside the games.
Player 149 introduced herself as Jang Geum-ja, a kind but sharp woman who spoke with unwavering pride about her son, Player 007, Park Yong-sik. Her love for him was evident in every word and actionâshe had joined the games solely to pay off her sonâs debt, determined to give him a better future despite the grim odds.
Player 120, Cho Hyun-ju, exuded a quiet yet approachable aura. A transgender woman with dreams of starting fresh, she joined the games not only to clear her debt but also to complete her medical treatments. Her plan was to move to Thailand and begin a new chapter in her life, one filled with hope and authenticity.
Finally, there was Player 095, Kim Young-mi, a soft-spoken woman with a warm, unshakable belief in the goodness of others. She and Hyun-ju had formed a close bond, their friendship blossoming into a dynamic partnership that made them inseparableâlike two peas in a pod, finding strength in each other amidst the chaos.
As the room began to fill with players returning from the game, your eyes instinctively darted to the doors each time they opened. Your stomach twisted with worry, though you tried to stay composed. You were searching for Jun-hee and her group, your concern growing with each passing minute.
Finally, after what felt like forever, you spotted familiar faces walking through the doors. Relief surged through you as you quickly excused yourself from the group and descended the stairs. Without hesitation, you rushed straight to Jun-hee.
"Are you okay? How are you? Howâs the baby? Did you feel nauseous? Do you want me to massage your back? Or your feet? Need to go to the bathroom? Pee? Puke?â"
Jun-hee's face turned bright red as she raised a hand to shush you. âStop, [Name]nim, youâre embarrassing me,â she whispered, glancing nervously at her group. Despite her words, a small smile tugged at her lips, her eyes soft with gratitude.
âHey! Itâs [Name]nim!â Dae-hoâs cheerful voice cut through the moment as he jogged over to you.
âDae-ho! Looks like I owe you a proper thank-you now, huh?â you said with a laugh, the tension in your chest finally easing.
The three of you exchanged warm words, laughter breaking through the otherwise somber atmosphere. Nearby, the rest of Jun-heeâs groupâ456, 390, and In-hoâwatched the scene unfold. As 456 and 390 moved away to sit down at their spot, In-ho lingered, his gaze fixed on you for a moment longer before he turned to follow the others.
Moments later, you found yourself joining the group, introducing yourself properly. 390, a man with a friendly demeanor, grinned and replied, âAh, how could we forget you? Thank you for giving Jun-hee to us. Sheâs really skilled in ddjaki! The nameâs Park Jung-bae by the way.â
Your eyes widened. âJung-bae? Are you Young-sunâs husband?â You asked, pointing a finger at him.
Jung-bae blinked in surprise. âHuh? Howâd you know my ex wife?â
âI live in Ssangmun-dong! I visit your pub often. Young-sun would always keep me company when I stopped by.â
Recognition dawned on his face. âAh! I remember now! Youâre the one who splurged like crazy that one night. You even had to crash at our place because you were too wasted to leave! Young-sun told me you were whispering someoneâs name... what was it... In-hââ
Panic shot through you as you clamped a hand over his mouth, heat rising to your cheeks. âDonât. You. Dare,â you hissed, glaring at him.
Jung-baeâs eyes widened, and with a nervous nod, he raised his hands in surrender. You slowly released him, muttering an apology under your breath as you tried to regain your composure.
Dae-ho and Jun-hee, however, were staring at you, their mouths slightly agape. Who knew the kind person they looked up to was a raging alcoholic? Behind them, In-hoâs expression shifted subtly, something unreadable flashing in his eyes. Was it anger? Hurt? Curiosity? You couldnât tell, and the uncertainty only made your heart race faster.
Breaking the awkward silence, Jung-bae cleared his throat. âW-well, speaking of Ssangmun-dong, my buddy here also lives there. Weâre best of friends!â He gestured toward Player 456, who waved at you with a sheepish smile.
You bowed politely, offering a smile. âNice to meet you.â
âSeong Gi-hun,â he introduced himself with a nod.
âWhat a small world,â you said, grateful for the distraction as the three of you fell into an animated conversation about your shared hometown.
From a short distance away, In-ho watched the scene unfold, his expression unreadable. His gaze lingered on you, his mind racing. Why were you talking about Ssangmun-dong like it was the greatest place in the world? What about Gyeonggi-do? What about the memories you shared there? What about him?
He paused, a flicker of something he refused to name surfacing in his mind. Was it jealousy? No, it couldnât beâhe wasnât allowed to feel that way, not after everything heâd done to you. The very thought felt absurd. Yet, the knot tightening in his chest as you spoke to others wasnât easy to ignore.
A nudge from Dae-ho jolted him out of his thoughts. He blinked, realizing all eyes, including yours, were on him, waiting for his introduction. Clearing his throat, he straightened his posture and forced a polite smile.
âMy nameâs Oh Young-il. Young-il sounds like âzero oneâ, and thatâs my number, see?â He gestured to the 001 embroidered on his jacket. Dae-ho raised his brows, impressed by the coincidence, but your gaze lingered on him, a storm of confusion hidden behind your composed expression.
You knew his real name. You knew that he was Hwang In-ho, not Oh Young-il. So why was he lying? The thought gnawed at you. Had he changed his name after getting married? But there was no wedding ring on his finger. Maybe heâd taken it off? No, no. The contradictions piled up, yet a part of you didnât want to accept the truth. He wasnât meeting your gaze, deliberately avoiding you. He was hiding something, and you wanted to know what it was.
The moment was interrupted as the heavy boots echoed across the room. Guards marched in, their presence commanding silence. The atmosphere shifted instantly as the square-masked guard stepped forward.
âCongratulations to all of you for making it through the second game,â the guard began, his voice monotone yet eerily loud. He pressed a button on a remote, and the massive piggy bank descended from the ceiling once again. Wads of cash began to tumble into the glass container, the sound of bills hitting each other. Eyes across the room were glued to the spectacle, greed and desperation lighting up every face.
âThe results of the second game are as follows: 110 players were eliminated. Therefore the total prize money accumulated is now 20.1 billion won. Since there are 255 players remaining, each personâs share is 78,823,530 won.â
Despite the staggering amount, you couldnât shake the pit forming in your stomach. 78.8 million won. It was a fortuneâmore money than you could have ever imaginedâbut instead of relief, all you felt was disgust.
How could you be thinking about the money when 110 people had just died? Faces flashed in your mind, the terrified screams, the sight of bodies collapsing. And yet, here you were, wondering if it was enough to pay off your debts. The thought sickened you, and your throat tightened as bile threatened to rise. When did I become this person? You had stepped into the games for survival, for a better future, but now you couldnât tell where desperation ended and greed began. The numbers on the screen blurred as hot tears welled in your eyes, your breaths coming quicker. Iâm no better than the ones who created this place. Am I even human anymore? You clenched your fists, nails digging into your palms as you tried to silence the spiraling thoughts, but they refused to stop.
You felt your body tremble, your vision narrowing as the room seemed to tilt around you. The walls felt closer, the hum of voices blurring into a distant buzz that drummed in your ears. Every blink brought a sting to your eyes, tears welling and threatening to spill over. You tried to focusâon the floor beneath your feet, the faint pattern of the tiles, anythingâbut it all blurred together, a haze of shapes and colors you couldnât ground yourself in. Deep breaths came shallow, catching in your throat, each inhale fighting against the tightness in your chest. Your hands twitched at your sides, desperate for something to hold onto, but all they found was empty air. You whispered to yourself, hollow words of comfort you couldnât even hear over the pounding of your heart. Your pulse throbbed in your ears, drowning out everything else. All you could feel was the weight of guilt pressing down on you, the silent judgment of the roomâeven if it existed only in your mind. You were spiraling, untethered, a storm of shame and helplessness that swallowed everything in its path.
Suddenly, a hand gently rested on your shoulder. The warmth startled you, and you whipped your head around to find its source. It was him. In-ho. Or Young-il, as heâd introduced himself. But he wasnât looking at you; his head was turned toward the commotion among the players, who were now arguing loudly about the rules. His hand, though, remained on your shoulder, steady and deliberate.
Before you could process it, he began to rub your shoulder in slow, soothing circles. His fingers worked gently, almost instinctively, massaging the tension from your stiff muscles. You stared at him, stunned into silence. His expression remained neutral, his attention seemingly elsewhere, but his touch told a different story.
After all these years, he remembered. He remembered how you used to freeze up during moments of intense stress, how just a simple touchâsteady and groundingâcould help you calm down. You hadnât needed to explain it to him back then; it was something heâd noticed, something heâd done instinctively. And now, after everything, he was still the same. His hand stayed on your shoulder, firm yet gentle, just like before.
He remembered how you hated when people stared at you in moments of weakness, so he kept his eyes elsewhere. He knew you felt exposed, ashamed even, as if everyone was silently judging you, so he never let that happen.Â
He remembered how you felt guilty for needing comfort, for drawing attention to yourself, so he never made a big deal of it. No words, no questionsâjust a quiet, unwavering presence that said, Iâm here.
And you were thankful for that, more than you could ever put into words. It gave you hope. Hope that maybe, after all these years, there is still something left between you.Â
With a grateful nod, you looked away as his hand left your shoulder, already missing his warmth. The commotion around you had ended, and people were drifting back into small groups, discussing their next move. You knew you had to focus, to think through the decision, but your mind felt like it was breaking into pieces. Should I vote X? If it wins, youâd leave with 78 million wonânot nearly enough to erase your debt, but at least it would mean you were alive. Or should I vote O? That meant continuing the games. No guarantee of survival, but a chance at something greaterâa chance to fix everything.
You tilted your head to gaze at the piggy bank hanging above, its glowing light taunting you. Before you could fully weigh your options, a conversation behind you caught your attention.
âOh, donât worry. I want to stop here,â In-hoâs voice said casually.
You froze, listening.
âI should go and be with my wife at the hospital,â he added.
Oh.
It was like someone had snuffed out the flicker of hope youâd just found. The energy drained from your body in one cruel wave as the words settled in. A bitter laugh bubbled up in your throat, and you swallowed it down, shaking your head. Of course, he has a wife. How could you have thought otherwise? You felt like a fool for hoping, for thinking even for a second that those small moments meant something more.
Dae-hoâs voice broke your spiraling thoughts. âIâm telling you, weâll get out this time,â he said with determination, tugging at the patch on his jacket like it was the source of all his problems. âA marine should think strategically and know when to retreat,â he added, giving Jung-bae a playful shake.
Jung-bae, looking utterly rattled, nodded weakly. âR-right⌠thatâs true,â he muttered, though his nervous glances betrayed his doubts.
âWe have to end the games here,â Gi-hun said firmly, stepping into the circle of your group. His eyes met yours briefly, and you nodded. It was a silent agreement, one that seemed to lift his spirits slightly.
In-ho, standing off to the side, watched the exchange with something that could only be described as malice.
Dae-ho clapped his hands, calling everyone back to attention. âAlright, letâs huddle up!â he said with a grin, thrusting his hand into the middle.
One by one, everyone joined in. Your hand landed just below In-hoâs, and you tried not to think about it, about how the warmth of his hands made you feel .
âIn one, two, three⌠Victory at all costs!â
âVictory at all costs!â
âThis time the vote will begin with Player 001. Please cast your vote.â
All eyes turned to him, including yours. In-ho met your groupâs collective gaze with a calm, unreadable expression before walking up to the platform. Without hesitation, he pressed the X button. The distinct chime echoed in the room as the counter for X increased by one.
The next playerâPlayer 006âstepped forward. Without much deliberation, they also pressed X, their vote adding another mark to the tally.
âPlayer 007.â
Your eyes flicked upward at the familiar number. It was one of your teammates from the second game, Yong-sik. You spotted him in the crowd, watching him lean down to exchange hushed words with his mother. Her expression was tight, desperate, begging him to vote X but he simply nodded before walking to the machine. His hesitation was visible as he stood there, torn between his choices. Then, the sound of O being chosen played, the button glowing bright blue as his vote was registered.
Your heart sank as you saw his motherâs face fall, her grief and disbelief plain for everyone to see. You averted your eyes, unable to look at either of them any longer. You understood both sides of the storyâthe desperate hope of a mother to save her child so they can go home and the equally desperate desire of a child to pay his debt fully, leaving his mom with no more worries.
The votes continued, each press of a button punctuating the room like a drumbeat of tension. Finally, your turn came. You felt the weight of the decision like a physical burden pressing on your shoulders. Part of you wanted to vote O, to take the gamble, to fight for a chance to win enough to pay off your crushing debt. But the thought of your groupâthe first people in years who had truly accepted youâstopped you. You had promised yourself that you would protect them, that they would go home safe to their families.
You stepped forward and pressed X. The red glow of the button reflected on your face as the counter ticked up. You removed your blue patch as a guard gave you a red one. You stuck it to your jacket before, giving a small bow to them before retreating to your spot.
As you walked back, you felt In-hoâs gaze following your every step. His eyes burned with intensity, but you didnât look his way. You wouldnât give him the satisfaction, not when you knew the truth now. He had a wifeâa life far removed from you. Whatever feelings you might have clung to in the past didnât matter anymore. You would not degrade yourself into becoming a mistress in someone elseâs story.
The voting continued until suddenly, a commotion broke out. Gi-hun stormed to the center of the room, shouting for people to vote X and urging them to end the games. His words rang out with desperation, but before he could fully plead his case, In-ho cut him off.
In-hoâs voice carried an edge of anger as he stepped forward, his composure cracking. âThereâs no guarantee youâll survive the next game! Do you really want to risk your lives for a few more million won?â
The room fell silent for a moment, tension thick enough to cut with a knife. Then Player 100 stepped forward, shaking his head with disdain. âAnd what if we donât risk it? We leave here with nothing but debt and regret. One more game, and weâre looking at at least 240 million each. Thatâs life-changing money!â
His argument ignited the room, and chaos erupted. Voices clashed, some siding with In-ho, others with Player 100. It spiraled into a shouting match, each side growing louder, more frantic.
You stood still, detached from the chaos. As much as you wanted to support your friends, you couldnât bring yourself to intervene. This wasnât a debate to be won; it was simply another game of chance, with lives hanging in the balance. The outcome wasnât up to persuasion or reason. It was up to luck.
Finally, the vote was tallied. O won against X by a wide margin, 139 to 115.
Your stomach churned, fear creeping in as you processed what it meant. You werenât scared for yourself but for Jun-hee, her kind heart too soft for the brutality of these games. You werenât worried about your own safety but for Dae-ho, whose unwavering faith in others had been betrayed as Jung-baeâsomeone he admired and respectedâvoted O.
When the vote ended, your group regrouped, the air thick with tension and unspoken emotions. You found yourself behind Jun-hee as she ate her portion of the dayâs dinner. Her small frame trembled, though she tried to hide it, her hands shaking as she clutched the bread's wrapper.
Without a word, you placed your hands on her shoulders, massaging gently to ease her tension. You moved to her lower back, your fingers pressing lightly, offering what little comfort you could in such a bleak moment. She didnât say anything, but the way her breathing slowed told you that it helped, even just a little.
Without a second thought, Dae-ho stood up, his face conflicted as he grabbed Jung-bae by the arm and dragged him over to your group. His eyes darted nervously between you, Jun-hee, Young-il, and Gi-hun before his gaze softened, and he let out a heavy sigh.
âIâm sorry, [Name], Jun-hee, Young-il,â he started, his voice low, his words laced with guilt. âGi-hun, Iâm sorryâŚâ His apology hung in the air, sincere but laced with discomfort.
He went on to explain his decision to vote O, his voice shaky but determined. âYou see, I borrowed some emergency cash, and the creditors have been harassing my ex-wife and kid. Theyâre threatening them, and if I play one more game, I think Iâll be able to settle the debt. SoâŚâ His words trailed off, the weight of his decision clear in his eyes.
Before you could speak up in defense of Jung-bae, In-ho cut him off, his frustration still fresh from the earlier commotion. His tone was cold, a sharp edge beneath the calm exterior. âJung-bae,â he started, his voice low but heavy with disappointment. âYou of all people shouldnât have done that. It wasnât twice as righteous.â
You felt a twinge of sympathy for Jung-bae, but In-hoâs words were true. Deep down, you understood why In-ho was so disappointed.
In-hoâs gaze flicked back to Jung-bae as he continued, his words almost regretful. âBut looking at the results, even if you two voted against it, we would still have been outvoted.â
âRight? So itâs not really our fault,â Jung-bae quickly added, eager to find any shred of justification. He seemed relieved, like the pressure had been lifted slightly, but his eyes flickered nervously to the others, waiting for confirmation.
Dae-ho, who had been silently observing, scratched his head and gave Jung-bae a comforting pat on the shoulder. His movements were casual, though his eyes were thoughtful. âHonestly, I get why you did it. 78 million won isnât enough. So when I went to vote, I really thought about going for âOâ too.â
You nodded in agreement, a soft murmur of approval escaping you. You understood the temptation, the overwhelming urge to fight for more when it felt like everything was slipping away. The money was too much to ignore.
Seeing the subtle nods of agreement from the group, Jung-baeâs confidence grew. He straightened his posture, eager to make up for his earlier decision. âNext game, I promise. Iâllââ
âNext game?â Gi-hunâs voice cut through the air, sharp and filled with a quiet intensity. âNext game, we might have to kill each other.â
The room went completely still. Everyone froze, the silence thick and suffocating. Gi-hunâs words hung in the air, their weight sinking into each of you. He was right, and the grim truth of it was enough to stop all conversation. There was no sugarcoating it. The next round could very well be the end, and the thought was unbearable.
The quiet that followed was heavy, the dread and uncertainty sinking into your bones. You couldnât help but feel a cold shiver run down your spine, the magnitude of what was to come settling over you like a thick fog.
Annoyed by the uncomfortable pause, you spoke up, your voice cutting through the tension. âGi-hun, thatâs a bit much. We all know thereâs nothing we can do about it now. Letâs just stay focused. We need to eat, get ourselves together, and prepare for the next round.â
The group seemed to agree with your statement, the momentary discomfort fading as they all began to refocus.
In-ho, ever the quiet observer, handed his milk carton to Jun-hee without a word, his gaze flicking to her briefly before he looked away. âI donât drink plain milk,â he muttered, his voice barely above a whisper, as if the gesture was nothing more than a small, unnoticed act.
Jung-bae, following suit, offered his bread to Jun-hee as well, his eyes shadowed with guilt. âI donât deserve to eat,â he said with an awkward chuckle, trying to mask the heaviness of his words with forced humor.
You watched the exchange, your heart twisting slightly, but before you could speak, Dae-ho leaned in, his voice light but with an edge of concern. âIâll take the milk carton?â
When Jung-bae shot him a glare, Dae-ho hesitated, then pulled back, not wanting to push it further.
As you ate, you couldnât help but feel the heavy weight of what was ahead. The uncertainty, the dangerâit all felt too much. But in this moment, you focused on your meal, knowing it was the only thing you could control for now.
You found yourself sitting beside Dae-ho, your bread in hand, chewing quietly as you both took a brief moment of respite. Dae-ho seemed lost in thought, his eyes darting toward you, hesitant yet full of unasked questions.
âIf you have any questions, just ask me, Dae-ho,â you said, offering a small smile. âIâm not gonna bite, you know?â
His cheeks flushed with embarrassment, caught off guard by your casual invitation. But he took a deep breath, calm now, and turned to face you fully. âDo you have kids at home, [Name]nim?â he asked, his voice low but sincere. âItâs just... whenever I see you with Jun-heesii, it reminds me of my mother taking care of me and my four sisters.â
You hesitated, feeling a slight pang of discomfort as you realized the question would require a vulnerable answer. In-ho, sitting nearby, seemed to listen in, his curiosity piqued. Part of him, though, wished you didnât have any children, that you werenât settled in on with somebody, a selfish thought he quickly pushed away.
âAh, this is embarrassing,â you murmured, a soft laugh escaping you as you fidgeted with your bread. âI actually donât have any kids or a husband... Iâve never even had a boyfriend. Boys donât really look at me like that, if you know what I mean. Life wasnât that nice to me, especially after we moved. I didnât have the time or luck for any of thatâŚâ
Dae-hoâs expression softened with guilt. He immediately regretted asking the question, but when he saw the faint longing in your eyes, he paused. There was something more behind your wordsâsomething unspoken, something that told him you longed for a family, for the chance to live that dream.
In-ho, overhearing, felt a pang in his chest. What had happened to you? He knew things had ended badly between the two of you, but he never expected life to treat you so harshly. You were kind, generous, and had always believed in the goodness of people. He couldnât understand why life had been so difficult for you. You didnât deserve that.
Before the silence could grow any heavier, Jung-bae mischievously broke it with a suggestion. âWell, if you like, I can set you up with someone back in Ssangmun-dong. Right, Gi-hun?â
Gi-hun, who had been quiet up until then, blinked in surprise, his confusion evident. âHuh? Who?â
âYou know! Sang-woo! The Pride of Ssangmun-dong!â Jung-bae grinned, clearly amused by his own suggestion. âI think he and [Name] would make a great couple, donât you think?â
At the mention of Sang-woo, Gi-hunâs face shifted. His expression faltered, a wave of guilt and sadness clouding his features. A pained smile tugged at his lips as he nodded absently. âYeah... I think so too,â he murmured, his mind clearly elsewhere as he drifted off into his own thoughts.
The sudden change in Gi-hunâs demeanor caught your attention. His usual angry and tense self had been replaced with something quieter, a deep sadness that seemed to pull at him. You looked to Jung-bae for an explanation, your brows furrowed in concern.
In a soft voice, Jung-bae filled in the blanks. âGi-hun and Sang-woo were childhood friends, but... heâs been missing for years.â
You nodded, understanding the pain behind Gi-hunâs words. You could relate to that feelingâthe ache of a long-lost connection. You couldnât help but feel a pang in your own heart as well. Even though the lost connection was right in front of you, and he still felt so far away.
Gi-hunâs sadness wasnât a good look on him. He was always either grumpy or happy, never in between. You wanted to change that. You thought back to when you missed In-ho so much, youâd drown your sorrows in alcohol and chatter to Young-sun about him. Maybe, just maybe, getting Gi-hun to talk about Sang-woo could help him, even if it was just for a little while.
âHey, Gi-hun,â you called softly, breaking the silence. âTell me more about this Sang-woo guy. Who knows, maybe weâd click together, you know?â
Gi-hunâs eyes widened in surprise, clearly caught off guard by your question. But something in his gaze softened as he began to talk. He recounted bits and pieces of his childhood with Sang-woo, his voice lighting up with nostalgia. His eyes shined as he described his friendâs strengths, quirks, and all the little memories they shared.
From the way Gi-hun spoke, you could see how much Sang-woo meant to him. The same way you felt about In-ho, the weight of love and loss behind every word. You silently prayed for their reunion. Gi-hun deserved happiness, and you wished for him to find itâwhether through Sang-woo or another way.
In-hoâs jaw tightened, a flicker of irritation flashing in his eyes. If they were going to give you a partner, they should give you someone who can protect youâsomeone who knows you, your likes and dislikes, your type... His thoughts were possessiveâ jealous. His hands clenched into fists, though he forced himself to stay composed. He wasnât sure why the thought of you with someone else hurt so much, but it did. It hurt more than he was willing to admit.
As the conversation shifted and laughter filled the space, In-ho stayed silent, the weight of his unspoken emotions heavy in the air. The conversation ended when they all went to the bathroom, leaving you and Jun-hee alone. She wasted no time asking a question that had been bothering her ever since she noticed something strange.
â[Name]nim, do you know Young-ilnim? Like, before the games?â
You were taken aback, your surprise evident in the way your eyes widened. What prompted her to ask such a thing?
âNo, not that I remember,â you replied, a small ache tugging at your chest. It was hard to say those words. âWhy do you ask?â
Jun-hee hesitated, her gaze flickering down to her hands. âItâs just that⌠I always see Young-ilnim looking at you, or staring at you. Especially when you helped me during the second game. His stare... it was like there was something there.â She trailed off, her voice quiet, unsure if she had crossed a line. âI thought you two might know each other. Sorry if I overstepped.â
âNo, no... donât apologize, Jun-hee. You didnât do anything wrong,â you reassured her with a small smile. âMaybe I just remind him of someone?â
The conversation shifted, and though the topic ended there, you couldnât help but linger on what Jun-hee said. In-ho, looking at you? Your mind spun with questions that you couldn't quite answer. But before you could dive deeper into your thoughts, the group returned from the bathroom, and the moment was gone.
Gi-hun gathered everyone, asking them to bring their mattresses and bedding to your designated spot. You all exchanged confused looks but did as instructed, gathering pillows and blankets. It was clear there was something important going on, and it wasnât lost on anyone.
As you and Jun-hee handed out the bedding, the tension in the air grew. Jung-bae spoke up. âHey, is this really necessary? I donât like sleeping under here.â
Gi-hun continued setting down blankets without looking up. âOnce the lights go out, someone might attack us.â
His words grabbed everyone's attention, and you paused, glancing around. Dae-ho, curiosity now evident in his eyes, asked, âWhy would anyone do that?â
âThe prize money goes up every time someone dies. Itâs part of the game they designed,â Gi-hun explained, his voice tense with the weight of the situation.
You frowned, the idea feeling far-fetched at first. But as you thought about the desperation youâd seen in peopleâand the way some of the others eyed the prize board with hungerâit started to make a disturbing kind of sense. Gi-hunâs words seemed to settle over the group like a cold shiver, but In-ho wasnât convinced. âGi-hun, I think you're overreacting,â he said, shaking his head. âEven if that were true, people wouldnât do that.â
Gi-hun turned to him sharply, fury in his eyes. âIn the previous games, dozens of people killed each other at night. Right here, you have no idea how people can change in a place like thisâŚâ
In-ho trailed off, looking away, clearly uncomfortable. âI see⌠I guess I didnât know what I was talking about. Iâm sorry.â
The tension between the two men was palpable, but Gi-hun, though still angry, nodded with some understanding. âWe need to take turns keeping watch after the lights go out.â
âIâll take the first watch. You should decide the order for the rest,â Gi-hun added, continuing to spread the last of the blankets.
It wasnât long after that you found yourself lying on the bottom bed, the silence in the room heavy. You couldnât tell what time it was, but sleep seemed distant. With your eyes closed, you tried to rest, but your mind kept wandering. You couldnât shake the thoughts of Jun-heeâs question, of In-hoâs gaze, and of all the tension in the air.
After what felt like an eternity, you couldnât stay still any longer. You quietly rolled out of the bed, careful not to disturb Jun-hee beside you. As you stood, you rubbed your eyes, still groggy but wide awake. You walked over to the one who was supposed to be keeping watch.
âHey... get some sleep. Iâve got it from here,â you whispered, your voice barely a breath in the darkness.
When no response came, you paused, your heart beating a little faster. Had you imagined it? You slapped your cheek lightly, half-expecting to wake up from a dream, but the sting was real. This was no dream. You were still in the game. But who was supposed to be guarding?
As you glanced toward the guard, your breath caught in your throat. There, in the dim light, stood In-ho, staring at you with wide, almost startled eyes.
âIn-ho...â you whispered, the name escaping before you could stop it.
He blinked, his expression unreadable. â[Name]... sit down, will you?â His voice was quiet, laced with an undercurrent of tension. You did as he asked, your body moving on its own, though the atmosphere between the two of you felt thick with unspoken words.
You sat there, your knees pressed together. The silence stretched, heavy and thick. There were so many things unsaid between you, so many apologies left unspoken, so many reasons left unexplained. Neither of you seemed to know where to start, but the distance between you had never felt more real. You had shared a bond once, and now it was hard to find the words to bridge the gap that had formed.
In-ho shifted slightly, as if searching for something to say, but still, nothing came. Neither of you moved for what felt like hours, both of you stuck in a place neither knew how to navigate.
The silence between you and In-ho lingered, thick and suffocating, each of you carrying the weight of the years since youâd last spoken. Finally, In-ho shifted, breaking the stillness, his voice low and tight.
"[Name], IâI'm sorry," he started, his words hesitant, as though testing the waters.
"I shouldn't have acted like that, not when you were leaving. On our last day together, Iâ" He stopped himself, rubbing the back of his neck, his eyes avoiding yours, searching for the right words in the dim light. "I was so angry, I couldnât think straight. I didnât mean to push you away. I never should have let my emotions control me like that, especially when I knew you were going away."
Your chest tightened at his words. The apology youâd waited for, yet feared to hear, was finally being spoken, but the bitterness still clung to you. You swallowed hard, forcing the anger down, trying not to let it rise again. It felt like you were walking a fine line, torn between the hurt and the understanding you wished you could give him.
"You know," you said softly, voice wavering, "I was angry, too. You pushed me away, In-ho. I never got to explain myself, to tell you why I had to leave. It hurt so much that you didnât even give me a chance." You paused, trying to steady yourself. "I donât know what you thought, but I wasnât running away from you. I... I never wanted to hurt you."
In-hoâs eyes flickered, regret and guilt tugging at his expression. His hand tightened into a fist, then relaxed at his side, as if searching for the right words but struggling to find them.
"I thought you were just... leaving, leaving me, leaving us." he said quietly, his voice strained with emotion. "I didnât know how to handle it. I didnât know if I could let you go. But you were going, and it felt like I was losing you, like youâd be gone for good. I was angry that you didnât even try to stay. I thought you had already made your choice." He swallowed hard, his gaze still on the floor. "I thought you didnât care about me the way I cared about you."
Tears threatened at the corners of your eyes, but you blinked them away. This was it. The truth youâd wanted to hear, but it didnât make it any easier to bear. The anger youâd carried for so long still clung to you, but in this moment, it was tinged with understanding.
"I didnât know you felt that way," you whispered, your voice breaking. "I thought you hated me for leaving. I thought Iâd ruined everything, and youâd never forgive me for it." You took a deep breath, trying to steady the shaking in your chest. A tremor crept into your voice as you fought to hold back the emotions welling up inside you.Â
"I understood why you did it," you said, voice cracking slightly. "I understood it at the time. You were scared, just like I was. But it didnât make it hurt any less." Your voice dropped. "I didnât know how to feel. You were the one person I thought I could rely on, and then you turned away without a word. And I had no choice but to carry that weight with me."
Your eyes locked onto his, your heart aching at the sight of the guilt in his expression. âI spent so much time angry at you, blaming you for leaving me like that. But now... now I know we were both just lost. I didnât know how to handle it, and neither did you.â
In-hoâs face softened, his expression full of regret. "I wish I had known how to handle it better. I wish I had been braver... for you, for us. I shouldâve told you how I felt, instead of shutting myself off."
The words hung in the air for a long moment, both of you silently processing what had been said. Then, as if a dam had broken, you continued, feeling a rush of emotions that you hadnât been able to express before.
"All those years... I kept wondering if I couldâve done something different. If I could have convinced my parents to stay. But I was too proud, too scared. And when we left, it felt like the world just... stopped. I couldn't move forward, not without you. I didnât know how to move on. And I donât know if I ever truly did." Your voice cracked, the weight of it all coming crashing down in that moment.
In-hoâs breath hitched as you spoke, his eyes never leaving yours. âI was scared, too. I didnât know how to handle the idea of losing you. But I realize now... that by pushing you away, I was only making it worse. Iâm sorry, [Name]. Iâm so sorry for everything.â
You both sat there in the quiet, the weight of the past hanging heavily in the air between you. In-hoâs voice broke through the silence again, softer this time. âI shouldâve been better for you. I shouldâve told you how I felt, not let my fear take over.â
Your heart ached hearing the sincerity in his words. He was so close now, but there was still a lingering distance between you. His hand hovered near yours, unsure if youâd let him in. Without thinking, you reached out, your fingers brushing his. The touch was like a lifeline, pulling you both back from the uncertainty.
In-hoâs eyes softened as he looked at you, his hand finally resting on top of yours. He shifted slightly, moving a little closer, his shoulder brushing against yours. There was a vulnerability in his gaze now, something you hadnât seen in him before. âI donât want to lose you again,â he said, his voice low and steady.
Tears welled up in your eyes, and you had to swallow hard to keep them from spilling over. For so long, youâd carried this burden of unspoken words, of lost time. But now, sitting here beside him, it felt like the weight was lifting, bit by bit.
In-ho seemed to sense your struggle, his hand gently squeezing yours. âIâm sorry for everything I put you through. I never wanted you to feel abandoned or alone.â
The words were all you needed. With a shaky breath, you leaned toward him, resting your head on his shoulder. The closeness between you felt like a reunion, a connection rediscovered after years apart. In-hoâs arm slipped around you, pulling you just a little closer, as though he never wanted to let go again.
He ran his hand through your hair, slowly, gently, as if trying to calm the storm inside you. The motion was soothing, and for the first time in so long, you felt at peace. The anger and the hurt slowly started to fade, replaced by something newâsomething warm.
âIâve missed you,â you whispered, your voice muffled against his shoulder.
In-ho paused, his breath hitching as he processed your words. He pulled back slightly to look at you, his face inches from yours. âIâve missed you, too,â he replied, his voice thick with emotion.
You both sat there in the quiet, letting the words hang in the air, surrounded by the unspoken promise of a new beginning. The past wasnât something that could be erased, but it didnât have to define you anymore. What mattered now was that you were here, together, in this moment.
In-ho held you close as you let out a shaky breath, feeling the weight of everything youâd kept inside for so long. You felt his chest rise and fall against you, steady and warm, as his presence grounded you. After a long moment of silence, he pulled back just enough to look at your face, his expression filled with concern and curiosity.
âWhat happened to you, [Name]?â he asked softly, his voice thick with emotion. âWhat happened all of this? Iâve been wondering for years.â
You hesitated, your heart pounding in your chest as the memories threatened to spill out. But, in his embrace, it felt safer to finally speak the truth. Slowly, you opened your mouth, your voice a whisper against his chest.
âI didnât want to leave, In-ho,â you murmured. âBut I had no choice.â Your voice cracked as you spoke, the weight of your past pressing down on you. âMy parents... My father left for someone else, and my mother... she just disappeared. One day she was there, and the next, she was gone. I was... alone.â
You felt In-hoâs grip tighten around you as you spoke, but he said nothing. He just listened, offering his silent support.
âI tried to hold it together,â you continued, your voice barely above a whisper. âBut the bills kept piling up, and I couldnât see a way out. I was working non-stop, just trying to keep up, but it never seemed to end. So, I thought, maybe a small loan would help... just to get by for a little while. But it only made things worse. I kept borrowing, and the interest kept stacking up. Eventually, I couldnât keep up at all. To cope with everything, I started drinking. I just needed something to numb the pain.â
You paused, trying to steady your breathing. It felt like the floodgates had opened, and now there was no stopping it.
âAfter a while, it became a habit,â you said, your voice shaking. âI couldnât face the world without it. And... I lost everything. My job, my sense of myself. I kept pushing people away because I didnât know how to fix anything. I didnât even know how to fix myself.â
In-hoâs hand gently cupped the back of your head, pulling you closer against his shoulder as if to shield you from the weight of your own words. He didnât say anything at first, letting the silence settle between you. Then, his voice broke through the stillness.
âIâm sorry, [Name], I wish I was there with you during those times,â In-ho murmured, his voice filled with regret, each word heavy, like it carried all the years of silence and distance between you.
You let out a quiet sigh, the ache in your chest growing as you tried to push back against the weight of the past. The pain, the lossâit was all there, hovering just beneath the surface, but you chose to focus on what was right in front of you now. You chose the present. âItâs okay, In-ho,â you said softly, trying to steady your voice, but your heart was louder than it had been in years. âWhat matters now is youâre here with me, just like before.â
He was still so close to you, your bodies pressed together in the embrace, his breath uneven against your shoulder. His hand traced the back of your neck, his touch gentle, as though trying to reassure you, to hold you together. But there was more to itâsomething unspoken, a pull between you that neither of you had fully acknowledged until now. The warmth of his body, the steadiness of his presence, felt so right, and yet, it stirred something deeper, something dangerous.
His fingers grazed your cheek, his touch soft and hesitant, like he was testing the waters. He lingered, his thumb tracing the outline of your jaw. The tension between you was palpable, and you could feel that silent question in the air, one you had both ignored for so long. Could you finally give in? Could you finally let go of the years that had kept you apart?
You wanted to lean in. You wanted to close that distance, to feel his lips against yours and forget everything else. All the pain, the years apart, the weight of the worldâit could disappear, just for a moment. But your mind raced with doubts. What if this wasnât real? What if it was just a fleeting feeling? What if you were getting swept up in the moment, in the desperation of it all?
And then, In-hoâs lips brushed against your forehead, his kiss tender and almost like a promise. You didnât hesitate this time. The distance between you seemed to disappear, and without thinking, you leaned in. Your lips parted, and your breath mingled with his as you slowly closed the gap, inch by inch. Your heart raced, your pulse pounding in your ears. It was all so familiar, yet so new. You could feel everythingâthe pain, the longing, the need. You wanted to erase the distance, to bridge the gap that had haunted you both for so long.
But just as you were about to close the distance completely, just as you were about to feel his lips against yours, something flashed through your mind. The memory of him speaking of his wife, of the woman who was supposedly ill in the hospital, came crashing back. Your chest tightened. He was already married. You pulled back suddenly, your breath caught in your throat.
âWhat about your wife, In-ho?â Your voice trembled, barely above a whisper. The words had been building inside you, but you couldnât stop them. The questions came rushing to the surface. The connection, the closenessâit felt so real, but how could it be? How could you trust this moment when he had a sick wife waiting for his return?
In-ho froze, his eyes widening for a brief moment. Then, as though realizing the weight of what heâd said, his expression softened. He reached for you immediately, his hands cupping your face gently, almost desperately, like he couldnât bear the space between you now.
âNo,â he said, his voice low and strained. âYou donât understand. I lied to them. The wife... the illness... even my name. I did it for safety.â He explained as fast as he could.
âI swear to you, [Name], I wanted you. I always have. Iâve always wanted you. Iâve been waiting... waiting for you. All these years.â
The words hit you like a wave, sweeping over everything you had believed. The confession shattered your doubt. The years apart, the silence, the feelings that had never gone away. You had thought he was moving on, that he had a life without you, but now he was telling you that it had always been you. That he had always wanted you.
You looked into his eyes, searching for the truth, and for the first time in years, you saw itâhis vulnerability, his sincerity. He had waited for you. He wasnât lying now.Â
Tears welled up in your eyes, and in that moment, you whispered, almost to yourself, âI never stopped thinking about you, either.â
That was it. Your hands, almost on their own, moved to the back of his neck, pulling him closer. The hesitation, the doubt, all of it was gone. You leaned in again, this time with no fear, no second-guessing. You could feel his lips, just inches from yours, and this time, it was going to happen. There was no turning back.
But just as you closed your eyes, just as you felt the warmth of his lips moving toward yours, the room suddenly lit up. The loudspeaker crackled to life, its cold, mechanical voice slicing through the moment like a knife.
âThird game will begin momentarily. All players, please get out of bed and get ready.â
The announcement shattered the moment like glass and reality rushed in. You pulled away quickly, both of you flustered, eyes wide as reality snapped back into place. In-ho let out a frustrated sigh, running a hand through his hair. His gaze, still soft from the moment, quickly shifted into irritation.
You, too, felt your cheeks burn with the sudden shift. You couldnât help but let out a nervous laugh, the absurdity of it all washing over you. âOf course,â you muttered, voice a little shaky. âCouldnât be that easy, huh?â
In-ho shot you a look, a mix of disbelief and exasperation. âI swear, they have the worst timing.â He shook his head, clearly irritated by how things had unfolded, but there was a trace of humor in his voice that made the tension feel lighter.
You both sat there for a moment, the awkwardness of the interruption still hanging in the air but somehow feeling less heavy. It was like youâd both just come back from the edge of something importantâand the abrupt break made you laugh despite the weight of everything. In-ho let out a short chuckle too, the irritation in his eyes still there but fading, replaced by a sense of shared frustration with the situation.
You glanced at him, eyes still lingering as you both realized how close you'd come to crossing that line. But there was no point in lingering on it nowânot with the game calling you back to reality.
âGuess the universe isnât ready for us yet,â you said, shaking your head.
In-ho gave a soft, exasperated sigh, but the corner of his mouth twitched up slightly. âYeah, well, it never really was on our side before,â he muttered, then stood, adjusting his clothes and brushing off the frustration like it was nothing.
You nodded, taking a deep breath before turning your back, to tend to the pregnant girl you had been caring for. It wasnât perfect, but it didnât feel quite as impossible as it had before. In-ho followed suit, his gaze lingering on you a little longer than necessary. For a moment, the room felt like it belonged to just the two of you again. But the third game was calling, and you both knew you had to face it. Together, this time.
The third game was Mingle. A game where you had to form pairs based on a number assigned and get into a room within 30 seconds. As the platform spun beneath your feet, you felt a wave of nostalgia wash over you. It reminded you of times spent playing this game with friends back in Gyeonggi-do. You remembered one time in particular, when he had gotten into a fight with a common friend, because of the said game. You laughed softly at the memory, causing In-ho to glance over at you, curiosity in his eyes.
âWhatâs so funny?â he asked, his voice low but still full of interest.
âNothing,â you said with a soft chuckle. âI just remembered how Byung-hun was angry when you pulled him off of me, so you and I could be partners instead. Didnât peg you to be a jealous kid.â
In-ho immediately bristled, though there was a playful glint in his eyes. âHey, I wasnât jealous. He was hurting you by gripping you so hard.â
âIt didnât even hurt!â you teased, but the corner of your lips twitched upward, unable to keep a smile off your face. âYouâre just jealous.â
âWhatever you sayâŚâ In-ho muttered, stepping onto the platform. You followed him, shaking your head but smiling at the same time.
After four rounds, you all began preparing for the final one. The rounds were nerve-wracking, the tension palpable, but you had made it this far with the help of your amazing group. The platform began to spin, the music creating a frantic rhythm as it played in the background. You found yourself standing beside Jun-hee, instinctively holding her steady to keep her from stumbling as the platform jerked beneath your feet.
âWhat do you think the next number will be?â Jung-bae asked, his voice alert as he looked around.
Without hesitation, In-ho spoke up. âTwo.â
Gi-hun raised an eyebrow, glancing at In-ho, silently asking him to explain.
âThere are 50 rooms, and 126 people still alive. Everyone will need a partner, but there wonât be enough rooms. This is how they conduct these games.â In-hoâs eyes were sharp, and you couldnât help but feel a bit of awe at how quickly he had figured it out.
And as it turned out, he was right.
2.
Everyone paused, looking around at each other, wondering who would pair up with whom. Before you could grab Jun-hee to pair up, In-ho suddenly grabbed your arm, pulling you along with him. The rest of your groupâDae-ho with Jun-hee, Gi-hun with Jung-baeâquickly followed, all of you rushing to find a room.
You spotted an open door and, without thinking, you shouted. âOver there!â You both sprinted toward it, but before you could step inside, a man suddenly tackled you to the ground. Your head slammed hard against the floor, and for a moment, everything spun.
In-hoâs face twisted with fury as he watched the man try to crawl into the room you had been aiming for, disregarding you entirely. Without thinking, he reached for the man, grabbing him by the neck and shoving him away from you.
âGet in the room!â In-ho shouted, his voice sharp and commanding. You were dizzy and nauseous, the world spinning around you, but you didnât hesitate. You stumbled to your feet, still feeling the lingering effects of the impact, and forced yourself into the room, fighting through the haze in your head.
But as soon as you entered, something coiled around your neck, a vice-like grip tightening with brutal force. You gasped, your throat constricting as you tried to draw in a breath, but the air seemed to vanish. Your vision blurred, dark edges creeping into the periphery of your sight. Panic surged like a tidal wave, and you clawed at the hands choking you, but they were relentless. Your breath came in short, desperate gasps, each one feeling more like a plea for life than a simple breath.
The world around you was fading, your chest tightening, your limbs growing heavier. You struggled harder, your body thrashing, trying to free yourself, but the darkness was swallowing you whole.
And thenâjust when you thought you would lose consciousnessâthere was a shift. The grip loosened. The constriction around your throat vanished in an instant, and you gasped, desperately drawing in the breath you had been fighting for. The air tasted sharp, bitter, as if the world itself was trying to punish you for the terror you had just experienced.
And there he wasâIn-ho.
He stood over you, his face a mask of fury, eyes wild and unrecognizable with the force of his anger. His knuckles were white, gripping his fist tightly, as though the act of hitting the man who had attacked you had only just begun to settle in. His face was twisted in a way youâd never seen before. Something inside him was unravelingâbreaking.
Without a momentâs hesitation, he turned on the man who had attacked you, and the sound of his fist meeting the manâs face was deafening. A sickening crack echoed through the room, sharp and cruel, as In-hoâs punch sent the man crashing to the floor. But In-ho wasnât done. The fury inside him was a beast, a monster he couldnât control. He grabbed the man by the neck, his fingers tightening with savage force, twisting, until there was an awful snap.
The sound of a life being crushed, broken beyond repair, sent a shockwave through your body. Your stomach turned violently, and your chest tightened, as though you could feel the manâs life draining out of him, just like your own hope of ever seeing In-ho as you once had. It wasnât just the man who had died. In-ho had killed, and something inside him had died, too.
Your breath hitched, and for a moment, you couldnât move. You stared at him, frozen by what he had just done, your heart racing as the gravity of the moment began to settle in. His chest heaved, each breath coming out ragged and uneven. But it wasnât the manâs blood on his hands that terrified you the most. It was the look in his eyes. Dark. Soulless. As though he was searching for somethingâanythingâto bring him back to the man he once was. But it was gone. That warmth. That kindness. All of it.
"In-ho..." you whispered, your voice cracking as you reached for him, but he wouldnât look at you.
His gaze was distant, bloodshot, as though he couldnât even recognize the person standing in front of him. For a brief moment, you feared you were losing himâlosing the man you thought you knew.
And you couldnât let that happen.
âIn-ho,â you whispered again, more urgently this time, your voice thick with unshed tears. âThank you. For saving my life. Again.â
His jaw clenched, the guilt settling into every line of his face. âIâm sorry, [Name],â he said, his voice breaking, and you could hear the remorse in every word, the weight of his actions pressing down on him. âIâm so sorry.â
You shook your head, your heart hammering as you let out a shaky breath. âWhat are you sorry for?â Your voice was stronger now, fueled by a strange mixture of anger and desperation. âThat bastard almost killed me, and Iâm glad heâs gone. Iâm glad heâs dead. Whatâs there to apologize for, In-ho? You saved me. You did what had to be done.â
But In-hoâs gaze softened for only a moment before it hardened again, his hands curling into fists. He was still haunted by what he had done. You could see it in the tight set of his shoulders, in the way he stood, as though he was trying to hold himself together. But the cracks were showing, and you couldnât let him fall apart in front of you. Not when you needed him most.
Before you could say anything else, the adrenaline that had kept you both on edge began to fade, and the weight of everythingâthe violence, the pain, the fearâsettled into the pit of your stomach. You threw your arms around him, not caring about anything else. Not the blood, not the death, not the mess that surrounded you.
You held him tight, pressing your face into his chest as sobs wracked your body, uncontrollable and raw. âI thought I was going to dieâŚâ you whispered between breaths, your voice trembling with the weight of the fear you had felt. âI didnât know... I didnât know what was going to happen...â
In-ho didnât say anything at first. He just held you, his arms coming around you in a protective, desperate way, like he was trying to shield you from the madness, from the horrors that were closing in on you both. His chest was shaking with the same unspoken terror, his breath ragged in your hair as he held you closer, as though afraid you might slip away if he let go.
You closed your eyes, pressing harder into him, the weight of his words sinking into your heart. But no matter how tightly he held you, there was a part of you that was already broken, already afraid that the man you had just seenâthe man who had crossed a line he never shouldâve had toâwas never going to come back.
âI thought I was going to lose you,â he whispered, barely audible. âI couldnât let that happen.â
You both stood there in silence for a long moment, caught in the aftermath of what had just unfolded, the weight of the violence and the fear finally catching up to you. But for the first time in what felt like forever, you knewâno matter what happened next, you werenât alone.
After the third game, the group gathered in the makeshift fort Gi-hun had set up, each player lost in their own thoughts. The atmosphere was heavy as they processed the brutal reality of the games. Gi-hun asked Jung-bae to report the number of players who had voted to continue. The tally revealed 56 players had voted O, while the X team remained outnumbered by twelve votes.
In-ho suggested that if six players switched their votes, it would result in a tie, and seven switches would tip the scales in their favor. The tension was palpable as everyone prepared for the vote. When the results were announced, it was a tie. Relief spread through the group, prompting cheers, but their celebration was short-lived.
The guards announced that a tie meant another vote would take place the following day. Dinner was served, and while the group shared light moments to ease their nerves, the tension lingered, a silent reminder of the stakes.
That night, chaos erupted when a fight broke out in the bathroom between the two sides. The O team accused the X team of initiating the attack, while the X team retaliated with their own accusations. The conflict escalated quickly, spreading through the room like wildfire. By the time order was restored, Team X had gained an advantage, now numbering 48 players compared to Team O's 47.
âTwo people died on our side,â Player 047 said grimly, sitting down. âWe lost three overall, but weâre still ahead by one vote.â
Jung-bae tried to remain optimistic, his voice steady. âAs long as we donât change our minds, weâll win tomorrow.â
Suddenly, the announcement broke the silence.
âAttention, please. Lights out in 30 minutes. All players, please return to your beds and prepare for bedtime.â
Player 047 turned to the group, his voice firm. âListen, no one can change their mind, okay? Weâll win tomorrow. Stay strong, and weâll make it through.â
The group murmured their agreement, but Gi-hunâs expression remained tense.
Dae-ho leaned in, glancing toward the opposing team. âThose guys are acting really suspicious. Theyâre planning somethingâI can feel it.â
Jung-bae waved him off. âWhatever. Once we win tomorrowâs vote, itâll all be over.â
âNo. Once the lights go out, theyâll attack us.â Gi-hun spoke, his voice calm but filled with tension.
The room went silent. Player 007âs eyes widened. âAre you serious?â
âYeah, They know weâre at an advantage,â He said, voice steady despite the situation. âTheyâll try to kill some of us tonight to even the odds and raise the prize money.â
âThen we should attack first. We need to take them by surprise,â In-ho suggested, his tone firm. His words were met with agreement from Player 047, who nodded and added, âWe have the women and elderly on our side. If they attack first, weâll be at a huge disadvantage.â
But Gi-hun raised a hand, his expression grim. âNo. We canât start a fight like that.â
The group turned to him, confused by his sudden objection. Gi-hunâs voice cut through the growing tension, calm yet weighted. âWe need to stay calm. If we kill each other, thatâs exactly what they want.â
âWho are they? Who are you talking about?â
âThe makers of the game,â Gi-hun said bitterly, his eyes burning with anger. His words hung heavy in the air, silencing the murmurs around the room. âTheyâre the ones who want us to kill each other. Theyâre watching us right now.â
A chill ran down your spine as you processed his words. The room fell silent, each player lost in thought. Dae-ho broke the quiet, his voice tight. âWhere are they?âÂ
Gi-hun slowly looked up, his gaze fixed on the ceiling. âUp there,â he murmured, his voice barely audible but filled with conviction. You all follow. His eyes seemed to pierce the walls as though he could see straight into them. âThe control rooms are above us. Their leader wears a black mask. If we capture him, weâll have leverage.â
In-ho scoffed slightly, though there was no mockery in his tone. âHow are you going to fight them? Theyâve got guns.â
âWeâll take their guns.â
âFrom the masked men?â Player 246 asked, his disbelief evident.
Gi-hun nodded resolutely. âYes. Weâll catch them off guard. They wonât expect it.â
âThatâs too dangerous,â In-ho said, shaking his head. âEven if we manage to steal their guns, weâll be outnumbered.â
Gi-hunâs gaze hardened. âWhatâs your plan, then? Sit around and wait to die? Watch as they pick us off, one by one? Is that your idea of survival?â His voice rose slightly, the desperation in his tone cutting through the tension.
The silence that followed was suffocating, each player wrestling with the grim reality of their situation. You could see some heads nodding in reluctant agreement, while others remained still, their fear paralyzing them.
Player 120 spoke up hesitantly, her voice trembling. âDo we even stand a chance?â
âWe do,â Gi-hun said, his voice unwavering. âIf we strike first, we catch them off guard. Theyâll never see it coming. The people running this game think weâre powerless, but we have the upper hand now. This is our last chance to end these games once and for all.â
âHow do you plan to take their guns?â In-ho asked again, his skepticism still evident.
Gi-hun didnât hesitate. His determination was clear, as if he had already played the scenario out in his head. âOnce the lights go out, weâll have our chance.â
Lights out in ten.
The countdown began, the numbers pounding in your skull like the beat of a war drum. You lay stiffly on your bed, your muscles tense and ready to spring. Your heart raced as Gi-hunâs instructions echoed in your mindâOnce the lights go out, get under the bottom beds quickly. You must not get caught by those planning to attack us.
You clutched the edge of the bed, your nails digging into the rough wood. The seconds dragged, each one stretching impossibly long, amplifying the terror building in your chest.
One.
The lights flickered violently before plunging the room into suffocating darkness. The sudden silence was deafening. You could hear every breath you took, each one louder than the last, as if your own body was betraying you.
For a brief, terrible moment, the room was still.
The silence was suffocating, a heavy void pressing down on you as though the darkness itself were alive. You held your breath, every muscle locked in place, straining to catch the faintest sound.
Then the chaos began.
Screams erupted, raw and animalistic, tearing through the suffocating silence like claws raking through flesh. Heavy footsteps thundered across the room as bodies scrambled and collided in the dark. The sound of someone slamming into a metal bed reverberated like a gunshot, followed by the sickening, wet crunch of bone meeting steel.
The sharp clang of makeshift weapons rang out, chaotic and dissonant, punctuated by the grotesque, unmistakable sound of flesh being pierced. It was chaos, raw and brutal, an orchestra of horror conducted by desperation.
You didnât thinkâthere wasnât time to think. Instinct took over as you dove to the floor, crawling under the bed as Gi-hun had warned. Your breath came in short, panicked bursts, and you pressed yourself flat against the cold floor, willing the shadows to swallow you whole.
The room was a nightmare brought to life. The desperate shrieks of the dying mingled with the guttural grunts of attackers. Somewhere close, you heard a chilling, high-pitched laughâa sound that sent icy needles of fear racing up your spine. The stench of sweat, blood, and raw terror filled your nose, a nauseating cocktail that made your stomach churn.
A body hit the ground nearby with a sickening thud, so close you could feel the vibrations reverberate through the floor. You froze, every nerve in your body screaming as you listened to their gasping breaths turn into choking, gurgling sounds.
You wanted to turn away, to block out the awful noise, but there was nowhere to go. Even pressing your hands over your ears couldnât drown out the terrible symphony of suffering.
The screams were getting closer. You clenched your jaw, biting back a whimper as you pressed yourself tighter against the floor, your trembling fingers digging into the cold metal beneath the bed.
Your heart stopped when you felt itâa hand clamping down on your shoulder, strong and unyielding.
Your blood turned to ice, the chill spreading through your veins. Panic seized you, and you thrashed instinctively, your mind consumed by the singular thought that someone had found you. You opened your mouth to scream, but a second hand covered it before a sound could escape.
For a moment, terror blinded you, until a familiar face appeared as the lights flickered.
It was In-ho.
His expression was calm, but his eyes were sharp, scanning the room with laser focus. âQuiet,â he whispered, his voice low and urgent, barely audible over the chaos.
Relief swept over you, so sudden and overwhelming that it left you momentarily breathless. But it didnât last.Â
A bloodcurdling scream tore through the air, followed by the sickening sound of someone being dragged across the floor. You flinched violently, but In-hoâs hand tightened on your shoulder, grounding you. His grip was firm, steadying you even as your body shook uncontrollably.
The two of you stayed motionless, his presence the only thing keeping you tethered to reality as the violence raged around you. Every scream, every thud, every awful, wet crunch seemed amplified in the darkness, etching itself into your mind. You wanted to shut your eyes, to block it all out, but the terror kept them wide open, unblinking.
Gradually, the chaos began to subside. The screams turned into weak sobs, the sounds of struggle fading into an eerie, oppressive silence. Then came the mechanical hiss of the doors opening, cold and detached, signaling that the nightmare was over.
But you knew better. It was far from over.
In-hoâs hand finally relaxed on your shoulder, and you turned to him. His face was unreadable in the dim light, but there was something in his eyesâsomething fleeting, unspoken. Before you could say a word, he leaned forward, pressing a kiss to your forehead.
âStay safe,â he murmured, his voice low and steady. Then, without waiting for a response, he crawled out from under the bed, disappearing into the shadows.
You stared after him, your mind struggling to process what had just happened. The display of affection, so sudden and unexpected, left you reeling. By the time you snapped out of your stupor, he was already gone.
The sound of gunfire shattered your thoughts, sharp and jarring, each shot echoing like a death knell in the enclosed space. You curled into yourself, covering your ears as tears pricked at your eyes.
Please let them be safe, you prayed silently, over and over again, the words a desperate mantra. Please let them succeed.
After a while, Gi-hunâs voice finally rang outâcalm but commandingâit felt like the first breath after being submerged underwater. âHold fire!â
The gunfire stopped.
Slowly, you crawled out from under the bed, your limbs trembling so violently it was a struggle to move. The room was a battlefield, littered with bodies and soaked in blood. Your eyes darted frantically, searching for one face, one person who mattered more than anything in that moment.
Your heart leapt when you spotted Jun-hee crouched nearby, her arms wrapped tightly around herself, her wide eyes glistening with unshed tears.
âJun-hee,â you whispered hoarsely, stumbling toward her. You dropped to your knees, pulling her into a tight embrace. She clung to you like a lifeline, her body trembling against yours.
The two of you stayed huddled together, finding solace in each otherâs presence, until Gi-hunâs voice called out again.
âItâs safe to come out now.â
When everyone was told to gather in the middle of the room, you lingered, pretending to adjust your shoes. Jun-hee gave you a worried glance, but you waved her off with a reassuring smile. âIâll be right there. Just... something I need to do.â
She hesitated before nodding, her small frame disappearing into the growing crowd.
Your heart raced as you scanned the room, the chaos of bloodied survivors and flickering lights making it harder to find him. But then you saw himâa familiar silhouette, half-hidden in the shadows of a secluded corner.
In-ho.
He was focused, his movements precise as he disarmed a fallen attacker, slipping the weapon into his grasp. His stoic expression didnât falter as he worked. Even now, in the aftermath of chaos, he was calculating, steadfast, and unshaken.
Your breath hitched. You knew this wasnât necessary. You knew you should be with the others in the middle of the room like youâd been instructed. But the ache in your chest, the fear gnawing at your sanity, pushed you forward. You couldnât leave without speaking to himâwithout feeling the warmth of his presence one last time.
When you spotted him in a secluded corner, hunched over a stash of weapons he was collecting from fallen players, your resolve solidified. Silently, you crossed the chaotic room, weaving past overturned beds and scattered bodies. Your heart thundered in your chest, not from fear, but from the weight of what you needed to say.
Without a second thought, you ran towards him, your steps quick and silent. When you reached him, you didnât wait for him to notice you. You immediately threw yourself into his arms, catching him off guard.
â[Name]!â he gasped, his voice sharp with surprise as he caught you. He always caught you. His hands steadied you automatically, even as confusion flashed across his face. âWhat are you doing? Youâre supposed to be with the others. Itâs notââ
Before he could finish, you cupped his face and kissed him deeply. The movement was so sudden, so full of everything youâd kept locked away, that it caught him off guard. He froze, his lips still against yours, the cold metal of the gun slipping from his grip and hitting the floor with a dull thud.
For a moment, he didnât respond, and you thought your heart might shatter. Then, slowly, almost hesitantly, he kissed you back. His hands moved to your waist, holding you as though you might slip away if he let go. The kiss deepened, his lips trembling against yours, and you could feel the war inside himâthe pull of his duty against the part of him that wanted to stay here forever.
His lips moved against yours, his hands gripping your waist as though anchoring himself to you. The kiss was messy, desperate, and full of everything you couldnât say out loud.
When you finally pulled away, your breath mingling with his, your voice broke. âIn-hoâŚâ You could barely get his name out.
â[Name],â he murmured, his voice low and trembling. âYou shouldnât be here, you know that.â
âI donât care.â You gripped the front of his jacket, your tears spilling freely now. âI donât care about any of that. I needed to see you. I needed to know you were okay.â
âIâm fine,â he said, but his voice cracked, betraying the lie. His hands shook where they rested on your waist. âBut youâyou need to go back. You need to stay safe. I canâtâŚâ He trailed off, his eyes darting away, as if meeting your gaze might break him completely.
âIn-ho,â you choked out, clutching his jacket tightly. âWonât you stay, In-ho? For me?â your voice crackled with desperation.
His breath hitched, and he pulled back just enough to meet your gaze. For a second, you thought he might say yes. But then, his face crumpled, and he shook his head. âI canât,â he said, his voice breaking. âI want toâI want to so badly. But I canât. I have to help them, [Name]. I have to make sure they have a chance.â
You tried to hold back the tears, tried to be strong for him, but the floodgates opened anyway. A sob tore from your throat as you buried your face against his chest. His arms wrapped around you fully now, steady and grounding, even as your world fell apart.
Of course, this was In-ho. The one who always puts others before himself. The one who bore every burden silently, who carried the weight of guilt and responsibility like it was the only thing keeping him alive. This was In-hoâyour In-ho. The man who had always been so much more than you deserved.
And yet, even if it hurt, you loved him for it. You always would.
âWhat about me?â you whispered, tears streaming freely down your face. âWhat about us? Donât we matter?â
His hands came up to cradle your face, his thumbs wiping away your tears even as his own filled his eyes. âYou matter,â he said, his voice trembling. âYouâve always mattered. More than anything. More than anyone. But if I donât do this⌠none of us will make it out of here.â
âIn-hoâŚâ Your voice broke, and he pulled you into his chest, his arms wrapping around you tightly.
âIâll come back,â he whispered into your hair, his voice unsteady but full of resolve. âI swear, Iâll come back to you.â
âPlease,â you choked out, clinging to him like your life depended on it. âPlease, In-ho, donât make me lose you again. I canâtâI canât do this⌠not without you.â
âYou wonât lose me,â he said, though the tremor in his voice betrayed his own uncertainty. He pressed a kiss to your forehead, lingering there as if trying to memorize the feel of you. âIâll come back. I promise.â
Deep down, you both knew his promise was a fragile thing, held together by hope.
He leaned down, his hands trembling as they cupped your face. His lips met yours once more, this time in a lingering kiss, slow and deep, filled with everything he couldnât bring himself to say. For a brief moment, the world seemed to pause. The chaos around you faded into a distant hum, and the weight of the moment lightened just enough for you to feel the depth of his love. A love as desperate and fleeting as the seconds you shared.
When he pulled away, his lips brushed against your forehead, a soft sigh escaping him as if the kiss had stolen the last of his strength. âIâll be extra safe,â he murmured, his voice low and steady, though his eyes betrayed the agony tearing him apart. âI promise, [Name].â
The promise felt hollow, like a brittle shell barely holding together.
You nodded weakly, though every fiber of your being screamed at you to pull him close, to make him stay. But you knew. You knew who he wasâknew that In-ho was the kind of man who always put others first, and there was nothing you could say or do to change that.
âIâll come back to you,â he said, and the faintest hint of a smile tugged at his lips, as if he were trying to convince himself as much as you. âYou have to believe that.â
Your voice wavered as you whispered, âI believe you, In-ho.â But the ache in your chest said otherwise.
He took a step back, his hands lingering on your arms before they fell away entirely. The warmth of his touch disappeared as he turned, moving toward the shadows with quiet determination.
Your heart shattered as you stood there, frozen in place, watching him walk away. It felt like every part of you was being ripped apart, your chest heaving with silent sobs. You wanted to scream his name, to demand he turn around, to beg him not to go. But the words caught in your throat, strangled by the raw, suffocating pain of letting him go.
As his figure grew smaller and smaller, the reality of what just happened sank in. The promise he made, the kiss he gave, the pain in his eyesâthey all felt like goodbyes masquerading as hope.
As the silence closed in, the thought struck you with brutal clarity. This was the last time you would ever see him.
And it broke you, how painfully right you were.
MDNI 18+
filthy older bf simon riley
âă ¤ ę°ŕžŕ˝˛ă ¤ simon riley x reader ಿŕ§
mentions of: oral (m) receiving, vaginal sex, age gap (legal - simon in his early-mid 30âs reader in early 20s), slight breeding kink, unprotected sex
older! bf simon riley thatâs just disgustingly filthy when it comes to you.
older bf simon would have no shame in grabbing your ass or tits, his large tatted hand giving your perky ass a harsh slap, or shamelessly squeezing the fat on your tits. âcome on, âm just appreciating my girl,â he grunted whenever others stared.
he loves a good quickie.
having your moans muffled by his large hand as his cock splits your glossy cunt in half, the lewd squelching sound filling up the small room. âhear that luvie? yer pussy luvs this.â the room would end up smelling like sex and sweat, the two of your bodyâs glistening as simon rutted into you. simon never missed an opportunity to tease you about the age gap, âlove gettinâ fucked by a man a decade older hm? getting dumbed out on his cock.â
simon absolutely loved watching you drool all over his cock.
he could coo at the sight of you all messy and dumb, your pink glossy lips smeared with your mascara running down. simon would spit in your mouth beforehand, ensuring that you had enough slobber to drool all over your chin, making a sticky mess on your hands. ââs a messy girl luvie.â he would shove his fingers inside your mouth, making you gag slightly,
his tone soft and teasing a he tapped on your cheek, âmake sure yer breathing yeah? canât have you passinâ out on me.â you nodding slowly as your nose was nestled into his messy pubes. once he comes down your throat he would make sure that you swallowed each drop, forcing your head down all the way, âdonât be wasteful yeah? need to fill you up.â after simon would pry your mouth open with his fingers, making sure that you obeyed. ââm just checkinâ luvieâ
simon loved covering you with his cum he would come on your face, gluing your lashes together as his large hand smears it all over your cheeks. same went for your tits, coating them with his sticky cum as he continued fucking them, your skin glistening whilst making the most wet and squelching sounds with simonâs cock sliding in between your breasts. âtheyâre so damn pretty baby, âm luv em so much.â
simon loves the idea of breeding you, the thought of you all round and plump whilst carrying his own child made his ego swell. he would beg to come inside, âplease luvie? youâd look so perfect all round, iâll make you my sweet little house wife yeah? lookinâ all pretty while i work.â as an extra precaution he would come multiple times, enough where it made a sticky mess on your inner thighs and it leaking out even with his cock stuffed inside you.
PLEASEEEE PLEASEE IM BEGGING YOUU I NEED MOREEE đŤ
âfriend or foeâ pt.2
soft!frontman (hwang in-ho) x you
when frontman joined the games, he thought it was solely to see gihun fail, but his intentions shifted when a certain player number 455 caught his attentionâŚ
⢠ââââ ââ˛â ââââ â˘
the next day, you ate breakfast with in-ho and the team. they discussed different strategies and games in which they might have to play.
naturally, in-ho had given his milk to you even after much protests. he explained how it would help you get stronger and ready for the games.
âwhereâs my milk?â jung-bae sulked as everyone laughed.
you stayed beside in-ho the entire time. since after the second game, you had grown very fond of him. and luckily for you, so did he.
he felt protective of you, he wouldnât let you out of his sight. even more so in a place like this. when you were caught up with thanosâ team, trying to save yourself after bumping into nam-gyu
in-ho made sure to step up, teaching thanos and his friends a lesson for laying a hand on you, or even threatening you.
he would have went feral if you hadnât stopped him by pulling him away into a corner, helping him cool off.
âitâs okay, iâm okay.â you told him as you tried to get him to tear his eyes away from glaring at thanos.
âdid they hurt you?â he simply asked, ignoring everything else you had just said.
ânoâ. you shook your head.
after that, he made sure he always had you within feet from him.
⢠ââââ ââ˛â ââââ â˘
when it was time for the third game, in-ho held your hand as everyone walked towards the game room.
âi hope itâs something we can play in teams.â he said to you, making you smile.
âwhy? so you can team up with me?â you teased.
âof course.â
when you reached the game room, a large carousel sat in the center of the room. around it were different colored doors with numbers on them, 1-50.
âwhat is this?â in-ho wondered out loud as a voice came through the speakers.
âthe game is mingle. the carousel will move when the music playsâŚonce it stops, a number will be called out. the number is the number of people you will need to have in your group before you enter a room of your choice.â
âshit.â you cursed under your breath.
it was going to be a bloodbath.
of course, in-ho already knew this. he might have been acting scared, but deep down, he was. how was he to garuntee your safety in a game like this.
if he didnât come up with anything quickly, he could mess up the game, or worse, lose you.
⢠ââââ ââ˛â ââââ â˘
âstartâ
ring-a ring-a ring-a ring-a ring-a ring-a ring-a
as the giant carousel began to rotate, in-hoâs grip on your hand became tighter.
â10â
âwe need 5!â gi-hun yelled over the chaos that insued.
âweâre 5! letâs go! green door!â player 120 said as both teams ran for the door.
inside, in-ho made sure you were okay first before he checked on the rest.
âyou should be thanking me!â a woman suddenly declared, throwing her hand up in the air. âwithout me, you all would have died!â
âgeez! the ego on this woman.â jung-bae scoffed.
then, she whipped her head around, finger flying to your face as she stopped inches away, almost hitting you.
âcan i help you?â you asked.
âyou⌠youâre here for a purpose.â she said.
in-ho pulled you aside, stepping in front as he glared at the woman.
âyou talk to her again and iâll make sure youâre locked outside.â
the woman could only gulp.
just in time, the door unlocked, saving the ladyâs ass as well as yours.
⢠ââââ ââ˛â ââââ â˘
âfuckinâ crazy sharman lady.â in-ho muttered to himself as he got back up onto the platform.
you giggled. it was funny how he was affected by everything else but the deadly game he was in the midst of.
â4â
shit. someone was going to be left behind.
âgi-hun! take her, iâll find others!â in-ho instructed as gi-hun nodded, grabbing your arm and dashing into a room.
âyoung-il!â you screamed as you were being dragged away from him.
he was so selfless, he only cared about saving you and his âfriendsâ.
âheâll be okay.â dae-ho told you as he stood beside you, peeping through the hole in the door.
the next few minutes were excruciating. you couldnât find in-ho in the running, desperate crowd.
little did you know, in-ho was in a room on his own, locking it before anyone could enter.
he catched his breath as a guard came up to the doorhole, aiming his gun at him.
âstand down.â in-ho ordered, making the guard turn away, walking off.
when the doors unlocked, you sprinted out.
âthere!â gi-hun called out, pointing to in-ho who was running towards you.
you practically flung yourself onto him, taking him aback as he laughed.
âoh my god, i was so worried.â you told him as you pulled away.
âyou canât rid of me that easy.â
âah! we thought you couldnât find enough people in time!â jung-bae chipped in.
âiâm a very likeable man, i do well in these games.â he joked.
⢠ââââ ââ˛â ââââ â˘
when it came down to the final round, a thick air of tension filled the atmosphere.
the last number was announced, â2â. you knew exactly what they were doing. around 150 people left, 50 rooms, you were going to have to fight for the rooms.
the team had split up, in-ho naturally sticking eith you as you both ran for the nearest room.
just as you were about to enter, you felt a strong push, knocking you to the ground onto your back as the man took your place, shutting the door as the timer hit 0.
ây/n!â in-ho shouted as tears started to fill your eyes.
âyoung-il⌠donât let me die.â you cried.
oh, he was angry. angry wasnât even actually able to cover it. he was fuming.
he picked up the man by the collar, punching and kicking him as he yelled in frustration.
as the guards approached you, you heard his voice.
âstanddown! now!â he said, âthat is an order.â
just like that, the gun held up towards your temple was gone. the guard walked over to the room, using a set of keys to open it before standing behind you.
in-ho however did not step out. he simply grabbed the man who was already fighting for his dear life, locking him in a headlock.
âw-what?â you asked, backing away from in-ho as his eyes pooled with anger.
âtake her upstairs.â he said to the guard as he nodded, lifting you up and dragging you away.
the last thing you heard was the loud crack of the manâs neck echoing through your ears.
(i am going insane)