@sunsfawn Perfectly Captured My Vision Xoxo

i fear a cloudy day does miserable things for my ego, I feel far too proud when the sun doesn't shine

i love being so dramatic

Being a dark academic is fun, there are the books, the paintings, the art and also the unending conciousness of the tragedy of human existence that consumes you body and soul the more you dive into it.

And we really eat that shit up don't we.

these days i can only enjoy the tales of others despair

for the childhood stories of fantasy and magic and dragons no longer brings me joy

they call me to forever mourn my lack of ability to lift off the ground

of my craft never able to transfigure

of never being born a boy

Theodore : from a Greek word meaning “gift of God"

how can any human believe that they are the superior being?

staring into the eyes of the large and the small

the turn of the robins head and the beat of its wings when you approach

taking command of the skies in ways our bodies never could

the soft gaze of a heifer

one so large with such capacity

and yet

she has never committed any sin

such as i

Maybe if I was prettier. Or maybe if I was more horrifying actually

I love loving things!! esp things other ppl find saddening - it brings so much extra joy to my world. dreary, cloudy days? perfect, it's my favorite weather. death? such a wonderful celebration of ones part in the circle of life. disappointment and sadness will always exist, but sometimes a lot can change if you choose to find beauty in the things around you.

caitlyn siehl

Year of the snake 🐍!!