Exactly!

You are a northern light, I think! Vibrant colours on a dark canvas! Very cool and space-like! 🌌🤩

Reblog if its ok to spam you with boops

Reblog to tell me you don’t secretly hate me

"OH GREAT HEAVENS-"

I am flabbergasted 😂

And do you know what's the worst thing? I couldn't even be there for him.

I couldn't tackle-hug him and whisper tender words of comfort. I couldn't hold his hand and tell him that he mattered to me. That he matters to me alive. Everything that connected me with him was this stupid little piece of plastic and metal...

I don't want to lose someone. Not again. And now, not because of me. Even if I know him for less than a month, I'm not going to let him just end his life. Even if I didn't care about him, I'm not letting a person die by their own hands.

I'm going to do everything to make sure this man never thinks of getting rid of his existence. Not from this world and not from my life...

.

I can't stop crying... Something has happened. I almost lost him. He scared me so much. It happened so suddenly.

I wasn't even scared that much the first time. The first time it was just a joke went wrong, triggering him slightly, that we scared each other and talked it out. This time I almost lost him...

He wasn't prepared for my answer. We talked about life and future. I said I might not even be here tomorrow because who knows what might happen, it's life. That's the right way of thinking for a christian - being prepared for end any moment.

After hearing that he wanted to end his life.

I talked him out. I think I did, he said so himself.

But I was scared

I was so, so scared

And still am

This never happened to me before

I don't want to lose someone I care about. Not again...

As I'm typing this I'm crying again

I'm scared I won't receive a "good morning <3" from him when I wake up

Today I had to leave the farm to go to town and perform at our uni's gala. We got first place. I arrived back at the farm at night, safely. We got stuck literally near our small temporary houses and had to wake up some of my groupmates in the middle of the night to help move the car. All is well.

I have to sleep now and wake up very early, but I can't. Not after what happened.

But hey, at least the night sky was beautiful

I'm going to sleep

Guys, I've been in a bit of an artblock lately but want to get back to drawing stuff as soon as possible (cus now I actually have time, yippee)

So! While you wait, I can offer you an interesting thing — pics of my first year vet project: the full skeleton of a domestic cat 🦴

Would you be interested? (Here's a little teaser 👇)

Drop your self-insert oc hugging Mr Puzzles art NOW ⬇️

We need to smother this man with affection

sorry, I have to yap rn bc I can't contain my emotions bc I just had another RP sesh with Maison Talo respondent and oH MY GOD IT WAS SO AWESOME AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA *SCREAMING AND JUMPING AROUND *

I don't even care at this point- I will translate this incredible dialogue and post it because oh my GOD the person deserves recognition!!

The plot thickens, my insert's life is at stake right now and she has to make her life-or-death choice, the respondent answers incredibly well, I am left speechless. They even complemented me saying how much they enjoyed conversing with me. Honestly, the feeling is very much mutual 🤭 I don't even know them but I am grateful for the great time.

I will make a post sometime next week maybe. For now I have to think of how to respond to their last text while kicking my feet giddyly.

I can't stop smiling. This is so awesome 😁

I am well. Literally the safest outcome. Eating a nut cake with my name written in glaze on top.

Me irl

Oh my gosh, Harley interaction! Nira would love her! 😆🥰 She's always happy to help and listen about Harley's awesome adventures 😎👍

Harley interacting with the workers

Nicknack: @runrabitrunrunrun

Nira: @niranutcake

RTV AU by: @4thwallbreakerdraws2