She Has Just Had Me Give Her A Full Body Massage Then Lick Her Freshly Shaved Pussy While Finger Fucking

Just had the call from the Doctors, cancellation appointment available for a vasectomy tomorrow.

Unlocked and ready.

She has already asked how long will I need before it can go back on.

I asked if she would make sure I was drained before I go, I even offered to try for twice in one night.

I got a smile and “maybe” in response.

Have been fine, nearly a full month locked. I have been extra attentive and have not asked for anything kinky or to be unlocked. She says she has been happy, that it has been better this time than previously. But this morning I have just been filled with self doubt and wondering what I’m doing and why.