I Realized Just Now That The New Followers May Not Know: My Ask Box Is Open For Any Asks You Have For

The Moon Is Charging

My Brain Is Burning

The Phone Is Dying

And My sanity Is wilting

My Cat Sleeps Soundly

Paws On My Face

The Crickets Chirp Louder

The More My Minds Race

I Don't Feel Attached

But I'm In Pain

How Can I Get Rid Of This Feeling

When All I Have Left Is Insane

Can Someone Take It Away

I Feel All Alone

My Cat Purrs Louder

And Reminds Me I'm Home.

Here’s your not so friendly cliffhanger warning!

The Beginning part 9

Kaaru watched the sky turn from night to day and awaited for Jesse to wake up. She was always a night owl. Even as a baby she would lay awake all night, not making a sound as she watched the night that fascinated her. 

“Ms. Mcada?” Jesse asks, waking up.

“Hmm? Yeah kid?” She asks, rubbing her eyes.

“You okay? You’ve been staring out that window for a few hours now.” He says, getting up.

“Yeah I’m-... I’m fine.” She says, not really okay at all.

Jesse nods and gets up and dressed. 

“Where to today?” He asks 

“Next we’re going to make our way to Phoenix. We’re in Sierra Vista. That’s roughly 206 miles. It’ll take about 3 days.” She yawns.

“Cool!” He says, easily impressed.

She chuckles and they get ready to leave.

~storytime~

The next morning the girl walked with the young versions of Mccree and Hanzo, talking about what happened from when they last saw her. She enjoyed the walk until they were called to the lab of a brilliant scientist by the name of Winston, who the girl had a grudge against. 

Winston had begun a long and brutal process of finding a way to get the younger versions back to their time. The girl disapproved of the gorilla but didn’t have any better ideas so she kept her mouth shut.

“It will take a few days but I will get the machine up and running.” Winston says as the girl sulks in the corner. 

“That should work, right kiddo?” Mccree asks the girl, his younger counterpart piecing together they’ll be stuck there a few more days.

“That machine better work. I don’t want to be covered from head to toe in bruises trying to send them back. It’s hard enough getting me and Toby around and he’s a dog. So get it right Peanut breath.” She scowls at Winston.

Winston gulps and nods, getting to work. 

The girl disappears for the rest of the day, leaving the Hanzos and Mccrees to their own devices, Soldier 76 having cancelled Mccree’s next mission.

It isn’t until late the next morning that they find her in the infirmary, her arm getting recast.

“What’d you do kid?” Mccree asks as she gets up to leave. 

“Threw myself off the building.” She says before leaving. 

“That wasn’t very funny.” Mccree says.

“She wasn’t joking.” Angela shakes her head. 

“Shit. What’d she do that for?” He asks and she shrugs. 

The girl went to the mess hall, her dog Toby waddling behind her as she shovels ice cream into her mouth. 

~reality~

“She threw herself off the roof? Why?” Jesse asks.

“She was reminded of something bad in the past. But she’ll be alright.” Kaaru smiles as they continue their journey. 

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8

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~This is late and not formatted how I’d like but it’s here. I’m having technical difficulties with my phone and it’s pissing me off. However I will just continue writing on my PC for the time being. 

Apologies. I hope this short blurb is enough for now.~

New ship name

Shimashidy or Conzo?

¿Por que no los dos? 

Hole is just awful. Too bad for these futuristic gay men.

Happy father's day to BwL! Bonnie and Freddy!

HAPPY NEW YEAR! 

Here’s chapter 9!

Chapter 10 comes out January 15th!

I've started another all nighter with a mini comic of my Blended with Love au.

Featuring Monty and Gregory bonding time.

This shit is too f**kin funny to go unreblogged

Hanzo: So can we trust this contact of yours? McCree: Right now Yeah. Ashe don't like Talon encrochin on her turf. The info will be good. Guard: No weapons beyond this point hand them over. McCree hands over his gun and Hanzo gives his bow. Guard: Now You can- Hanzo: I'm not done yet. (Hanzo proceeds to pull an ungodly number of hiden weapons off of him)

~40 minutes later~

Hanzo, stripped down to his underwear: *taking a needle out of his mouth* Well... that should be the last of them. I think.

Guard: ...please tell me that’s the last of them.

McCree: You just... carry a needle in your mouth at all times?

Hanzo: I take it out when I sleep.

McCree: You kiss me with a goddamn needle in your mouth!?

Hanzo: I’m more than capable of steering your tongue away from it.

McCree: Oh my god—

Guard: I... would really rather not hear this conversation right now. Please tell me that was the last of your weapons.

Hanzo: *adjusting the waistband of his underwear* I might have a kunai hidden—

Guard: you know what? Wherever that kunai is hidden, you can keep it.

Hazbin Hotel Theory

Recently I've been trying to figure out why some characters have two black scleras, and why some only have one.

Hazbin Hotel spoilers below

Examples of one black sclera

Examples of two black sclera

My first theory is that it may have to do with their souls being sold. One black sclera means that their soul IS sold, but there are conditions in the contract in which the person may still have some sort of freedom. Like Angel Dust. His contract dictates that Valentino can do whatever he wants with Angel inside of the studio, meaning outside of it Angel is free to do whatever HE wants. This is why in Episode 6 he's able to talk back to Valentino and not get killed.

This then would mean that two black sclera means that the sold soul is under complete control from the buyer, giving the reason as to Husker's small monologue in Episode 1 about Alastor forcing him to be at the hotel, despite Alastor calling it a "favor" in the pilot.

But there's a problem with this theory. If Husk sold his soul to Alastor, then how come in this flashback in Episode 4 he's got both black sclera?

Maybe it signifies something else. Like exposure to soul contracts.

This leads to my second theory. As we see from Alastor on multiple occasions, he does in fact, have two black sclera when he's using a lot of his power. What if the black sclera comes from the purchase of a soul? Then that explains Husk's scleras as an overlord and why Angel and the little lizard boy at Voxtech only have one. They sold their souls for something. Angel's reason likely being fame, having been in the gutter more than once, as he mentions to Cherry in Episode 6 while being protective of Niffty.

But what about the overlords who own souls and don't have black eyes?

Well, it's very possible that these overlords came into the ownership of the souls by different means than purchasing them. Like a pawn shop. The soul is held as collateral until they are paid back. If they're never paid back then they keep the soul and, by proxy, own that person. Or, they could exchange them like a premium currency for goods and services from other overlords. Then the person who did not buy the soul still owns it. Or, these other overlords, like Alastor, hide their black scleras. Perhaps Husk and the few background characters I've shown above, like the mummy lizard lady, use them as some sort of statement, saying "Yeah, I've owned souls. Try me, I dare ya." but only the ones who've meddled with owning souls before really understand.

But what about the people of Canibal town? Their eyes are completely black!

That brings me to my third and final theory! It is also my favorite one.

Perhaps the blackness of their eyes has absolutely nothing to do with buying or selling souls! But instead has to do with how dirty that soul became from sinning in their lives. I've seen theories and headcanons all over the place saying that Angel Dust was part of a Mafia family. With that in mind, his one black sclera could signify that he did one sinful thing that was absolutely awful. Let's say a singular murder. That means all of the sinful acts he's done in his life came after his death and after he arrived in hell. After that arrival, he probably believed his afterlife was hopeless and that he had no reason to be a good person anymore. Many people believe that Alastor was a serial killer during his lifetime so that could constitute for his sclera. The same goes for Husk if he was addicted to gambling and it led him down a road of much worse things. And as we see with many of the background characters, their eyes are all different, so the idea it depends on their life choices really holds up.

That's why I'd also like to bring up Sir Pentious. During his time in hell, his eyes are red with black slits. Then in Heaven, his eyes have what I believe to be the default for everyone in Heaven or Hell. Muted yellow sclera and red or pink iris and pupil. This means, he has, in fact, cleansed his soul by overcoming his pride by confessing to Cherry Bomb and then sacrificing himself for those he cared about.

also, his teeth are cleaner but we aren't talking about that

But that's all I got! Lemme know if ya'll have any tidbits you wanna add and feel free to reblog this with anything you have on these theories or others on the subject.

She's spent too much time with her Uncle.