My only friend, to whom I'm out and completely myself is gone on an indefinite retreat; and I never realised how we talked a lot and without him I can feel my words rotting inside my throat begging to get out, begging to be heard.
not pamela's character being credited as "poor dear pamela"
Sometimes I think I'm completely devoid of love. After all these years of running away, isolation and mistrust but then every now and then, in the silence of my apartment, while staring at my phone I feel all the suppressed love within me begging to be set free. It knocks and it knocks desperately. But I closed the door long ago with a promise to never open it. So I turn cruel once again and ignore it like I am.
So every Roy kid is fundamentally, inherently gay in a straight relationship is what I'm getting after watching the pilot of Succession for the first time. And Roman is the Bunny Corcoran of the show.
Everytime I watch yellowjackets I get flashbacks of the himbo guard in OITNB saying that women inmates are crazy and raging today because they're hungry; you should never keep a woman hungry if you want peace. Or something along the lines.
Please come back I don't want to make friends with loneliness yet
Adult misty would put nate jacobs in his place—most likely a basement or coffin.
What's with my mother defending everyone in existence except me (the r$p$st, her brother who SA'd me, my creepy boss, my deadbeat useless father who would beet her) when it's against me. Excuse me but wtf, where is my mother? where is my father? What did I do have no-one but so many issues that require me to live in a community and ask for help numerous times.
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