these are the vibes for chapter 1 đŻ: Tuesday's Gone
(jacksonâs pov):
AHHHHHH I AM BEYOND EXITED FOR THIS FIC! only 1 chap is currently out (16.2k words) and itâs a Jaxer/Jexer endgame!
Summary:
âThe day Exer turned 19 is when it all went bad. Real fucking bad.
An earthquake set forth the catastrophe. No one in town thought anything of it, as they had become more and more used to their frequentness thanks to Exerâs littleâŠaccidents.
Okay, putting it that way makes it sound as if the boy still wets his pants. A better word would be âoutburstsâ.
Anyway, not the point.
Even Jackson didnât freak out during the first few minutes of the trembling. He knew Exer had a good support group and it would all calm down in due time.
It didnât.â
Happy Mootsgiving, everyone!
So, technically, I know Thanksgiving is an American holiday⊠history⊠yadda yadda. However, this is not Thanksgiving.
This is Mootsgiving, and what I say goes âcause this is my holiday. Anyway! Mootsgiving is all the basic ideas of Thankgiving but better because Iâm great like that.
I just wanted to show everyone how grateful I am, since gratefulness is a key principle of Thanksgiving.
I want all my moots from different countries to be able to have the picture-perfect movie-esque Thanksgiving of being surrounded by friends and family with all the care and love and gratefulness that can be poured into a single human. And, as the ever-dramatic Runar, what better way to do that than to organize a huge event?
So! Rules!
State what food you brought
State one thing youâre thankful for
My name is Runar, I brought the eggnog, and Iâm grateful for each and every one of you đđ«¶
Really sappy and really long paragraph/speech under the cut!!
Soooo⊠to start off my big long speech⊠*clinks my fancy wine glass thatâs filled with a mysterious substance* (Itâs eggnog)
When I first started this blog, it was off a whim. I wanted to do something, something that involved putting my work out there, as I was just starting out. I wanted to mean something. In any sort of way, I wanted to leave a sort of mark. Not just any mark, though, no. I wanted to add a bit of joy, a spark of life that comes from creativity, and adding words and love into the space we occupy on this floating rock in space.
I wanted to write because it made me happy, and I wanted there to be a possibility of someone who was who got joy from reading to maybe stumble upon it, and get joy from me. Get joy from something I was able to provide for them.
I was also incredibly lonely. I had no friends, I had nothing, pretty much. I didnât talk much. I was reclusive. I was okay, but I was empty. I didnât have a purpose. And while I wasnât expecting much, nothing at all really, I was overjoyed at the prospect that maybe just one person would stumble upon something I wrote and for a moment of their day, maybe they got peace from it.
Maybe they felt a little less lonely. I would have been at peace with just knowing the possibility of it was out there. And then⊠it did. And I got more than I bargained for, even, I got a friend. My first friend.
From there, everything⊠clicked. Slowly, but ever so surely, things were falling into place. I was gaining something that had not even crossed my mind. A family.
So, my silly dream born from a whim became friends, connections, and family, it became life-altering. It had ups, it had downs, it had in-betweens. It was beautiful and messy and happy and sad and fucked up and so wonderfully⊠human?
Yeah, this is online, this is a silly mootsgiving idea I thought up three hours ago because I wanted people to know I love them.
But to someone who had nothing, this is everything. You are everything.
Even if weâve only talked one time, you have a special place in my heart. The character growth has been⊠one hell of a ride. Iâve gone through many eras, and made new friends in each and every one of them. So, with the end of the year closing soon, I suppose in a way this is not just a silly mootsgiving.
My bigger end goal, really, was to make sure as we get to the end of this ear, you know how genuinely important this whole year has been to me. How important you have been. I got an anon ask,
What does it feel like to be wanted?
It was beautiful poetry. I replied, said I wouldnât know what it feels like to be wanted. But really? I think maybe I do. I think it feels like having enough people that you love to organize and invite everyone to a huge event online, to write out this heartfelt paragraph and trust that at least one person will care enough to read it.
My beginning goal has changed so much, and not at all. My biggest purpose in life has been, and I think will always be, to add something into this world.
Creativity, joy, happiness, compassion, I want to ensure that no matter what, as long as you know me, you know you have one person on this earth who loves and cares about you with as much feeling that can physically be felt by one person without exploding into a bunch of tiny little runar pieces.
But moreso, I think maybe my goal has changed from wanting to put stories out there, to putting myself out there. I donât want to write stories that are just fiction, just crafted ideas meshed together to create a blob of fiction.
I want to write pieces of myself into everything, which i think might genuinely be impossible to not do. I want my heart to pour out of my fingers into the things i type out for you, and i want to not only feel things, but to maybe make you feel something too. Something warm and fuzzy, something good, as good as you deserve.
AaaaannndâŠ. to end thisâŠ.
I love you guys, thanks for being here <3
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Tag game time baby
Ok here are the rules:
1: Go to Character Headcanon Generator
2: Type the name of your current #1 kin character/comfort character
3: Press the "Create Headcanon" button
4: Take a screenshot of the headcanon that it generated and post it in your reblog
5: Tag some moots
Here I'll go first :3
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Vows for me ain't lying when I say
'That through any kind of weather I want to watch Karmaland'
But the truth is I don't know Spanish at all!
No I don't have time to learn it
In my schedule there's no room
But I still want to know what the hell is going on!
So I have a theory that Jackson's Diary is less of a supernatural and more of a story about two mentally ill people with magic involved and I decided to reread it and keep notes on anything and everything that supports that theory
PS:much easier if you read the chapter after or while reading these notes
Chap11-13 notes:
°there are no notes here but i want to point out that unless exer's magic is going out of his control and he's hiding it really well, it seems like exer doesn't need to know where someone or something is to use his magic on them, I wouldn't be surprised if this changed later on because it does seem too overpowered but i think it's still worth keeping in mind just in case
this websiteâs easy watch. *dangles a bunch of greek gods like keys*
Uhhhh ken... they're vegetarians
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I'm @ken-okamoto-official but as a chick.
What else do I put in my description???? Idk.
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My lover/hater/whatever she is in another world -> @starsnumber1charliefan
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(No pressure if you don't want to join you absolutely don't have too)
starting a tag game cause i'm bored and i hate my notifications :D
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tagging @random-doctor-on-the-internet @cataperat @discoveredreality @ladykiller-yt and @midnights-dragon
Speaking of Webtoons, Lee Yone is seriously my favorite author. Surviving Romance and Makeup Remover are my all-time favorites because of their dynamic characters who grow and change with the story no matter how small their role
I've read (am reading) both of these and I agree!! She's got a talent for making very compelling female-led stories and I looked forward to The Makeup Remover every single week it was updating. The competition looks were always so hype and my favorite has to be the one where--
ugh omg I am kissing her on the forehead
I don't fastpass a lot but you know I fastpassed Surviving Romance to get to the episode where Jihyeon came back đ I may be weak
I also enjoy the diversity of the female characters!! That one girl who's like a foot tall with a mushroom on her head <///3 compared to Rina (whom I'm rooting for!!) and Cheram (the most regular person there đ„ș)