Sigma Would Be Best Friends With Every Bsd Woman And I Think That's Beautiful

AHHH I LOVE ENA DREAM BBQ !!!

(i need to draw Mitu omggg shes so silly >.<)

AHHDHAH YOUNGER ME WOULD BE TWEAKING, I NEVER THOUGHT ENA WOULD EVER GET A GAAAMEEEE.

I think Ena was one of the first interests i ever got :3

ahfiajgie real 😔😔😔 school is gna make me combust atp

I’m so tired skjsksjskskjsj

School is so mentally draining, I’m probably going to go insaneeedmxjsjsjsjsm

OKOKOK

Sooo yk Jessica rabbit I think she'd look exactly like that, and OMGGG SHE'D BE THE JUDGIEST QUEEN EVERRR

She'd brag often that she uses her ACTUAL hair instead of wigs and somehow she'll always be in safe or above (and if she never gets into bottom or loser, and if she ever gets to loser she ALWAYS wins over her competitor)

I think though she wouldn't always win, maybe once or twice (she's very salty about this)

(If you search up season 10 Aquaria win I think that's the outfit she'd wear to get the win :D)

Mori is in this as well !!! HES RU PAULLLL CAUSE THEY LOWK GIVE OFF THE SAME VIBES !!!!!

Higuchi also is a queen, Akutagawa, Kaji, Hirotsu (I'm forgetting the names of the other members but there ALL queens >:3)

I don't think any of this will make sense to anyone who doesn't watch Ru Paul's drag race but ermmm yeah >:3 (if you are gonna watch it, there is quite some inappropriate Queen dances and shit, but the drama 😭😭 anyway, I need to sort this out properly, but hope it's good enough)

(Apart from Eve, cause i know she does😭)

But who wants to hear about my DragChuu au

(I've thought of everything, it's consuming my mind but I can't for the life of me get motivation to draw her😫😫)

HIHIHAAIAIAHAIA ^^ yapping + important info for ppl who want to dm/are dming me :3

Kk Since a lot more people are finding my acc and dm/messaging me, I WANNA MAKE A FEW THINGS CLEAR SO I DONT ACCIDENTALLY COME OFF AS RUDE OR ANNOYING OR SMTH !!!

I usually yap alot whenever I get comfortable, or I js wanna yap. Sometimes I'll keep messaging if I think I need to explain something or I think I've done something wrong (which is often, but I try to keep it as little as I can) and sometimes I'll get so scared I've done something wrong, so I text very little (so people don't get made at me >_<)

I don't like texting first. I used to always have to do it with every single person, so now it really fucks me up when I have to message first (after a while though, when I get more comfortable I won't mind :3 I'll text first a lot.) I don't never text first, it js makes me feel like I'm begging for attention when I do lmao😭😭

I don't know if I'll always reply to messages. I get extremely paranoid if someone I don't particularly know or like/dont like the look of their blog, messages me first. Most of the time I try to message first, but idk if your thinking of messaging first, js be mindful and I'll most likely come off as rude😭

If I'm in a shit mood or episode, I probably won't reply to dms, unless my devious ahh decides to get a hold of my messages, sorry if I'm extra chatty and annoying. Most of the time I js cling to one person I like to talk to. (Which is insufferable whore on here then my dearest on Pinterest🤭🤭) if I am acting strange, it might be best to just leave me alone. (MAYBE DONT JS ABRUPTLY STOP TALKING, MY AHH WILL GET PISSED AND ACCUSE U OF LEAVING ME)

Uhh sometimes I randomly talk abt suicide or self harm, MB ILL TRY TO KEEP IT TONED DOWN !!! Maybe dont fully ignore it, js tell me to stop or try to comfort ?? Ahh, idk only my dearest can make me feel better abt it🥰🥰

Yikes, I'm realising now I probably should have put this out sooner.

I try to act as normal as I can, but if it's not blaringly obvious I struggle sometimes. Like a lot, and it's hard, so I'm sorry, but I still love talking to you guys ^^

Also if it gets to many people and to overwhelming ill turn off dms :3

>_<

JUST INCASE @crumbledtoast, @koku-stars AND @fukuzaineb DONT KNOW, YALL ARE MARRIED TO ME !!!!!!

(they drew my oc's, drawing them = marriage)

She/Hurts [Transfem Lucy M. Montgomery fic]

This is a REALLY old transfemme lucy fic I wrote, but I didn't really want it to go to waste, so here it is :) Note that it is poorly written and a few of my headcanons may have changed since the writing of this.

It's really short, completely SFW, and I can't think of any TWs that would apply (please tell me if there's anything I misses, though). Please enjoy <33

He/him/his: the most dreaded words in the world, to Lucy Maud Montgomery.

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   He/him/his: the most dreaded words in the world, to Lucy Maud Montgomery. Even if she hadn't been referred to by them since her days in the orphanage, before she joined The Guild, the thought of being known as them again always caused bile to rise in her throat.

She began questioning her identity at a young age. She remembered standing in front of a bedroom mirror in nothing but undergarments after a haircut she had when she was about eight years of age. She felt... "icky", as she would describe the feeling to her imaginary friends.

She often stood in front of the mirror before she dressed, her eyelids red and swollen from minutes of purely tears and sobs, dreading the day ahead of her for a plethora of reasons.

She didn't understand why she felt the way she did for a long while. She didn't know that the icky, disgusted, and dreadful feeling she had whenever she looked at her body weren't strange, weren't something that made her vile, strange, or freakish, until she was just over fourteen years of age.

She discovered the term 'transgender' on the internet, and she almost instantly felt a sense if closure when she read the definition for the first time. She wasn't alone in despising her natural body and attributes, she wasn't alone in loathing what the world said she was, what she wasn't. She was just as glad when she discovered the term 'pansexual': sexuality without any care for your partner's sex or gender.

But then, she realised the mockery wasn't exclusive to the orphanage. People like her, born physically male, female, or intersex, people who liked the same gender, both, none at all, or any other who didn't fit under the term 'heterosexual' were heavily discriminated against because of who they were.

She didn't understand it at all: "why are people cruel to others for something they had no control over?" she often thought. She'd never understood why you could be cruel to others, for reasons such as those.

But, ah, people. They're often cruel, distasteful creatures. Though at times, they can be accepting and kind.

When Lucy joined the guild in her mid teens, she was was quite surprised when her coworkers were respectful of her thoughts. The first to be told of her fellow members was Louisa.

The younger girl was strangely calm when Lucy told her about her feelings, her thoughts. Alcott suggested that Lucy should tell Fitzgerald, when she was comfortable, so he could perhaps fund or at least help her in the process of getting on HRT, and getting surgeries, if she wanted them.

Lucy, of course, did tell Fitzgerald and her other coworkers eventually. She was happy to find that many of her other coworkers were queer, such as Poe and Alcott, or allies to the community, such as Fitzgerald and Melville.

People often say to make a house a home, and that's just what Lucy did. She made her body feel as though it was truly her own.

Enasona with Fyodor and Dazai!!

KK @koku-stars i quickly drew up Mike ^^ (I made his hair lighter btw so you could actually see his eyes, but its black :D)

Y-y-yapping I fear under cut !!!

SO SOME THINGS ABOUT HIS DESIGN THAT ARE KINDA VERY IMPORTANT TO HIS CHARACTER !!!!

He wears layers/tighter sweater vests because he needs to feel compression on his chest and torse to feel safe :3

His hair is messier and longer because as a child he was in a more constrictive, Christian household, with a very heavy view that men needed short hair, sooo when he got older his ahh IMMEDIATLY grew that shit out >:D

He was always js under the assumption he needed to look old and mature hence why he looks more like a 40 year old rather than a 30 year old :P

His glasses (he's colour blind :D He cant see reds n yellows XP)

The fact that his forearms arent covered. He has texture issues, and despite really liking having pressure on his body he cannot handle pressure on his arm (due to texture and trauma, if u havent caught on he's autistic and was abused. He was grabbed a lot on his arms and dragged around, so his arms are sensitive to weight and feeling 😢)

I think thats really all, AHHH I ACTUALLY LOVE HIM SO MUCH, PROBABLY HIM AND RUIYA ARE MY FAVOURITES OUT OF ALL MY OC'S...and Han...and Aiyana...AHG-ERFVBGRWGERFS THERES JS TO MANY TO CHOOSE FROM, but Mike is very special to me :( pls be nice to him yall, hes js baby girl (a 35 year old man)🥺🙏

I also kinda fw the non coloured version, since i have no clue how to render :P

Made this outta boredom 🤤

Keytos hair looks so stupid, I don't even know where the weird curly thing ontop of his bangs even came from tbh😭

Mike is trying his best 💔💔💔

(Also Mike is like 6ft and Keytos 5ft 3 😭 he is tiny as hell)

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Eufiw idk