Letthestoriesbetold - Scream Into The Void Until It Screams Back

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letthestoriesbetold

4 weeks ago

„You believe???

Darling, everybody can believe, but to know...

To know is a whole other story. Knowing takes courage, it takes fierceness.

One has to dare to know.

Be fierce, be courages and when you speak, don‘t just believe, know.

Search to know, find answers to know, go out into the world and explore until you know what you believe to be true.

Because once you know darling, you will become unstoppable.“

Lost home

Glass ceiling, concrete floors

wooden, white painted doors

curtains made of yarn

walls which lost their charm

I remember sitting on our kitchen isle

feeling like i was up high a mile

though never really scared of falling

knowing someone would hear my calling

Now i strive through my lost home

realising now i am alone

searching for memories far gone

not wanting my stay here to be done

I remember mum and dad playing games

the rememberance hurts like burning flames

Watching TV, cooking, laughing

Two in love, through the living room dancing

All of this is lost now, nothing to last

Not my toys and kindergarden crafts

Nothing here for me to keep

walking to the future is a leap

I remember my dear sister

Every day came home with blisters

From playing, living life without worry

not having her loving mind yet to bury

But through all the melancholia

Through fear of future, my phobia

There is this need to keep on going

Reaping what my parents once were sowing

Have to move on, don‘t lose myself to past

Forget for a moment, nothing here could last

My life is waiting out there, not here inside

What yet to come drowned in blinding light

Your reason to be

Grass will grow and vines will spread

Everybody will forget

What happened that far gone night

Beneath moons silvery, calming light

You and I alone in peace

Thoughts making you want to cease

Quit what you build this whole life

In your shivering hand the knife

I didn‘t say a word, just starred

You knew I really wasn‘t prepared

And who could blame me for not knowing

Just my ignorance was showing

I‘d never thought you‘d do it

Thought you‘d give it time to sit

Before making decisions

couldnt wait for more revision

Eyes filled with deep desparation looking at me

Trying to find reason to continue to be

But back starred fear and helplessnes and teary looks

Mind racing searchings for answers not found in books

And so you just stopped, halt in your way

me struggeling to find words to say

Letting the weapon fall to the ground

and then accepting you still were bound

You cried and pulled me into a warm embrace

Putting an end to my minds struggeling race

Hugging me tight, seeming to never let go

Both of us falling to the ground below

And I thought that was it, one night never again

But the next night, At eight or nine I‘d thought then

Moons white beams lighting our way to your end once more

The day making you question what this all was for

In the forest there we stood

Repeating what never should

Deathly thoughts turning to hope

Pulled you back up the rope

I remember thinking this surely must be it

This time the solutions must be a final fit

Of course it wasn‘t, I was too childish too naive

Little me on forests ground thinking you wouldnt leave

Every night and night again I was disproven

In situaions i‘d never hoped to have been

And slowly the knife ceased from your hand

But appeared where I would always stand

You took me down with you, now I finally see

Do you know what that even did to little me?

No, because why would you, it never was your fault

Your innocence lies in my wounds like burning salt

The memories will never be erased

They are my dreams, I‘m being chased

But at least you still are here with me

Because once I was your reason to be