Life...

That's so natural...

That's what I often say to my husband.

Q&A 6

Going off what you wrote, very interesting with your husband being more worried about other "betas" and that makes sense. How have those talks gone?

Well, he is worried about other betas, because he is afraid I would leave him for relationship with a man who would be better and more dedicated slave for me. He knows I would never get into relationship other than sexual with any Alfa, but he is afraid that some other beta would steal my heart. He is wrong, but that is deep in his mind. We talk about it and usually I tell him to simply be better and more dedicated to me and my needs. And he is. I like his jealousy.

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How often do you enjoys other betas tongues? What else do they do for you?

Not very often now. I have one regular beta boy who pays me decent money to be able to lick my pussy and ass (2-3 times a month) and one who is my ex-betaboyfriend (now happily married) and sometimes begs me to sit on his face. I also had few one night stands during business travel when I took beta boys and let them lick my pussy when no decent Alfa was available.

Sometimes I let beta boy to masturbate in front of me... for example onto the floor or into the toilet. I love their confused faces after they get their cummies. I never let their sperm to touch my body - that is reserved only for my Alfa lovers and sometimes my for husband.

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Do you keep your husband in chastity? How do you keep him from cumming...and how do you allow him to do so!?

There is no strict chastity in our relationship. Most of the time he is on the honour system and I know I can trust him (I would recognize his cheating in that area momentarily). I put him in chastity always when we play with other people and I put him for longer time when I plan something special. For example before he got to suck his first cock he was 2 weeks in chastity, and before our wedding night he was full month in chastity (his record).

He is allowed to cum only in my presence. I let him masturbate in front of me or I give him handjob or footjob (since I married him, he is the only beta boy who gets my hand or foot). After cumming he is obliged to lick his sperm clean. Sometimes I decide to ruin his orgasm. From time to time (when I am extra kinky) I peg him with double dildo. It's for my pleasure, but if he leaks during pegging I can accept this.

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Are you very submissive to the alphas? Enjoy collars, bondage, anything like that?

It depends on Alfa Male and his needs. It's not about bondage or collars, but personality of a Man. I was in relationship and living together with a Man, who turned out to be sadist (it got out of him slowly) and I was trained to accept pain (to some extent) and humilitation.

Other time I was few months in relationship with another Alfa, who fucked me only 3 times (three!) during our 5 months together. He treated me as his oral cumdumpster - I got to suck him 2-3 times a day and got nothing in return. Well... he didn't care if I masturbated during sucking his cock. That was merciful, as I know few Men who would slap me hard if I didn't concentrate 100% on their cocks.

Another example... I hate anal, but if Alfa Male really wants to fuck me in the ass, he will do it. I would cry and beg him not to, I would try to move out or clench my ass, but if He is strong and brutal enough, he will take it. And I will cry from the pain but eventually submit. On mental level I love to feel conquered and I feel it has roots in the way my virginity was taken.

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For your friends who know about your dom/sub/cuckold situation. What do they think about it? Is your husband ever allowed to lick your gilfriends?

I am independent of other people opinions. I do not have many close female friends, but only one is NOT cheating on her husband or partner - Megan. She is married to real Alfa, who happens to be mine (and other women) lover and she is very submissive.

My other friends cheat on their husbands or partners and to say the truth they are very jealous of my relationship and the fact that I can do it openly.

And there is Lena - my closest friend. Her situation is totally different. She is 40 y.o. dominant Queen, her husband 55 y.o. slave. As my marriage is femdom/cuckold, Her marriage is femdom/BDSM. There are strict rules and permanent chastity, punishments and a lot of humilitation. She taught me much about femdom psychology and rules. I can say, she is my mentor in the matter. Without Her I couldn't be able to build relationship with my husband as it is now. She thinks I am too delicate and soft for him.

My husband got to lick and fuck his two girlfriends before he was mine. Since he is mine he didn't get any sex and only got to lick me. Few times he got to lick Lena, as Her husband got to lick me. So in his life he had sex with 2 girls, licked 4 pussies including mine (I plan another one in the near future) and sucked 3 different cocks several times (my plan for him is to service orally more different cocks than pussies).

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Also, have you ever "dated" a beta, or had one for an extended period of time?

Of course, I dated betas and Alfas. How else would I know the difference between them? How else would I know, that I don't want marriage with an Alfa? How else would I know, that my husband is the best choice?

Apart from my husband, relationships with other betas were rather short. For most guys (even beta SIMPs) it was hard to get used to my licentiousness and dominance. Even when they seemed to accept the fact, that I have sex with other Men and not with them, it was short term acceptance. They either run from me or argued with me and tried to change me... sometimes even if they agreed that I fuck other Men, they tried to control me. Then I kicked them out of my life.

Every woman needs new cock from time to time...

I have submissive cuckold husband and 4 steady Alfa Lovers, but from time to time I just need to be taken by a new dominant Bull.

Beta boy, just accept it and everything will be ok.

Beta boys sex.

That is just one of many differences between Alfa and beta males. Beta should always thank for the privilege of licking womans pussy. Alfa never thanks for emptying his balls in womans mouth.

Beautiful Alfa Cock.

I never ASK my husband to clean me after date. If I need this, I just ORDER him to do it.

Q&A 3

You are such a dream. May I ask general whereabouts? Also, how did you get into the relationship status that you worked into with your husband? How open is it? Meaning do your friends/family know about your other loves? Sorry for the qs, im just really interested in your world!

I assure you - I am not a dream. I am a narcisistic, spoiled bitch with border symptoms. I am a mental sadist for most of guys and submissive slut for few of them.

In everyday life I am a Princess with huge mood swings. I love to be pampered and spoiled. I need a lot of patience and total submission from my partner.

My sexlife has two opposite modes and I need both of them. One side is being submissive fuck toy, the other side is being dominant Queen. There is no way that one man could satisfy all my needs.

(One day I will write how my life shaped me for a person I am today).

How did I get into relatipnship with my husband? Well, he was one of many beta SIMPS around me for a long time. He knew I fucked around with strong dominant Men, he knew I escorted Alfa Males, he knew I cheated in every relationship I had been. I was sincere with him. He knew, he would never fuck me and he knew I would control his sexlife and humilitate him and I tested him many times.

But what was more important, his dedicated his life to my pleasure and comfort. I am treated like a Princess and his life focuses aruond me and my needs. That's how it should be.

(One day I will write more about it).

How open my relationship is? That's simple. Open form me. Closed for him. I can fuck whoever I want and he cannot cum without my permission. I cuckold him with dominant Alfa Males, sometimes I let other beta boys lick my pussy (my husband hates it - he perceives it as much bigger threat for him than my submission to Alfa Males).

Who knows about our relationship status? Several of my female friends and many of my male lovers (one of them is his boss and one of them is my boss). Our families don't know about it.

(One day I will write more about our sexlife and rules).