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BSD psych ward AU.....

Okay so I was thinking abt this one of the times I was in the hospital this past year, and when I got home I started writing my ideas down.

Atsushi centric, most likely. I wanna focus on his PTSD/C-PTSD more, as someone who has C-PTSD. I'm also sort of projecting my own experiences from the first time I was in the hospital onto his first (and hopefully only!) time. Here's what I have so far for the characters I want involved as patients:

Atsushi (he/they 15): Admitted for suicide attempt. First time there. Never been treated for any mental health issue. Gets diagnosed PTSD, MDD, GAD. Put on medication.

Dazai (he/him 16): That one kid that's there like once a month. Another suicide attempt. All the nurses and staff know him. He has WAY too many diagnosis at 16 to be ethical or accurate (BPD, ASPD, Bipolar 2, MDD, DpDr, C-PTSD, who knows what else)

Kenji (he/him 14): There for aggression, but super sweet. Diagnosed ED but the hospital doesn't specialize in it so they don't really care. He always asks the staff if they can go outside.

Akutagawa (he/they 15): Been there before, but not nearly as many times as Dazai. Suicide attempt. Still has his chronic illness in this AU.

Chuuya (he/him 16): There for aggression. Gets blackouts. Diagnosed IED and Bipolar 1.

Ranpo (he/him 17): Idek why he's there tbh. When asked he avoids the question or makes some joke. Sneaks extra snacks and juice from the caf in his pockets. Diagnosed ASD and ADHD. Maybe bulimia? i'm unsure.....

Kyoka (she/they 13): There for suicide and self harm. She's really quiet and is usually coloring or sleeping. Says as little as possible to her doctor and therapist. Waiting on her stuffed rabbit to be approved.

Q (they/them 11): That one kid that everyone agrees is too young to be there. There for self harm, suicidal ideation, and homicidal ideation. Seems sweet but also very unstable. Isn't allowed to have a roommate. On a Q10 (has to have a staff member with them at ALL times. In the shower, bathroom, etc. due to self harm in the hospital). They call some staff their "hospital mom". Diagnosed schizoaffective, ADHD, and ASD. One doctor has suggested a BPD diagnosis but they're WAY too young for that to be accurate. They've been a couple of times.

Ivan (he/him 16): There for a manic episode with psychosis. On way too many meds to be ethical. Most staff ignore him at this point. Can't have a roommate.

Sigma (they/she 16): There for depression, frequent panic attacks, and suicidal ideation. Very normal home life actually. One of the few people who doesn't argue with their family or cry on the phone. Diagnosed MDD, GAD, panic disorder, perhaps OCD?

Nikolai (any/all 17): There on a temporary detention order for tresspassing. Clearly unstable. Maybe even manic tbh no one knows what's going on with them. Good at talking to people. Gets bored so he's always trying to make some drama. Idk what his diagnosis are. Maybe BPD, bipolar, something idk

guys genuinely tweaking out

drawing in strawpage is so hard for no reason 💔

I love bsd because, in actuality, there are no canon romantic relationships but as soon as you remove the context

"You're a rough ride."

"Shut up!!"

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*stars and hearts everywhere* *looks up through eyelashes* That's what makes me love you

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"You have got to stop jabbing me in the ass with that sword!"

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*cups face tenderly* *smiles* what a violent way to wake up snow white

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"But if my dear Ranpo were to die in those novels... what would I do with myself?"

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And, we can't forget about...

"Chuuya. Come back to me. Our fates will not end here. Because you and I are destined to-" *gets shot*

freaking out rn, saw someone ship Ranpo/Rampo x Q

THE AGE GAP????? I'M GOING TO KMS WHAT IS THIS

and heres a silly little doodle on the side lol :333333

lol might've fucked up my computer earlier and almost got the black screen of death (;-;Il) Welp at least i managed to fix it so a wins a win 🤷‍♀️

Auhh bsd spoilers for ch 118??

just went in-depth about Kenji's death (not exactly) to my brother besides going oh yeah he died in the current chapters so don't get too attached and he's so done with me lmao anyways

Kenji goes over to Atsushi, he proceeds to get his hand cut off before he can even realize what just happened

Atsushi is horrified at that point as the hand he was holding was just cut off, Kenji tells Atsushi to keep going no matter what before being slashed up into bits like warm butter (poor Kenji)

My brother asks me if he could be saved/resurrected like Akutagawa as I told him about before, i had to explain that the ADA has to get their hands on the Book. This is where he starts to get done with me lol

anyways yippee Naomi & Jun'ichirō aren't siblings so they aren't committing incest but just have a weird kink!1!1! (I mean it was kinda ((I think, I have yet to read it, I only have heard rumors)) proven by the irl Tanizaki's books before this but shhhh) auhhh, he only cared about Kenji's death, he didn't care about Kunikidas, Tanizakis, or Fukuzawas like an asshat but whateves

thats so real, I thank you for keeping track of how many days it's been without Q

There u go buddy, it has been 3000 days since we last you in the BSD manga, but I still miss you tremendously

And, even though Tumblr destroyed the quality of this lil' drawing, I hope this can show how much this character means to me.

For some reason.

Like idk why my brain decided to spend so many years of my life hyperfixating on THIS kid, but hey here we are ig??

Thank you all so much for sticking by, love y'all <3

Seriously was mad confused when she (my sister) started the conversation saying, "You know that furry thing in bungo tales (mayoi)??" (She doesn't read the manga, doesn't watch the anime, nor even check the scenarios. She's just there for Elise and Naomi. (〒▽〒) ) we took about half an hour trying to figure it out who the tf she means, i even asked her to draw them

yeah that didn't help at ALL so i tried again by showing her different characters soon she pointed at Fyodor saying she means that guy.

Ik, i want you to suffer lol how long did that even take you XDD

Guess who's this—Well if you can darling/p~ (Hint: Take the first letters of each song but you have to find the songs by song lyrics)

"If I wanna stay alive You should never cross my mind"

"I wanna see you on the floor

Come on, baby, give me some more (I-I)"

"Baby, slit my wrist, wrist, watch my blood drip, drip"

"She'd kick you out if she ever, ever knew 'Bout all the - you tell me that you do"

"We're countin' up, up, up, and you know we'll never stop"

"The source of misery is infused in flesh and bone And all these horrid mistakes from deep within will be"

"It's a freak show, baby, I'm the ring leader Like an acrobat in a dark arena"

"Name on the wall, yeah you better not forget it!"

"You done stole me, stole my soul (bye, bye!)"

you’re evil.

@koku-stars