I Just Wanna See My Bones Through My Skin

pov- When you feel actually pretty and then remember you have a body.

I need someone to care like this. I need someone to mourn me.

tw kidnapped reader, reader is forced to be jason's companion/spouse. arranged marriage elements, i guess. knight au

jason todd is a soldier first. he's never been anything but.

he's the kingdom's best. the king is quite proud of his best soldier. his violent mercenary who's as loyal as they come. he's fantastic.

but he's been at war too long. the king knows this, and understands he must do something to help his best soldier adjust to life back home if he wants him to continue to fight. jason's a prized racehorse, but he gets skittish, moody. the nightmares don't help. what do you do to help a racehorse? you get it a goat to calm it down. so, the king gets his soldier a "goat" to soothe him: you.

you're perfect! you're perfect because you're just a commoner, in no way a threat to anyone, and completely ordinary. no one will miss you. but. but. jason met you once in town and lingers outside the bookshop you work at every time he comes home from battle. he never goes in. suddenly, you're no longer ordinary.

so months after jason's return, you're summoned by his majesty. you are the best match for his best soldier, he says, and that's that. they leave you in jason's cottage that's miles from the kingdom. you're given a tea that knocks you out cold, but that's just a precaution! there's no need to be afraid. the accompanying maid even pretties you up a bit, not that you need it.

and jason comes home to you, the lovely bookshop worker he's watched for forever. he promised himself he would be good; he wouldn't approach you and scare you with his awful scars or his growly voice. he knows soldiers are rough. he swore he'd only watch you for your safety, because you're so damn nice, too nice for this kingdom, and he doesn't want a flower like you to be crushed.

and what a flower you are, laying in his bed, beautiful and unmarred and sweet. you're in delicate nightwear, with a ribbon around your neck, like you're a present to unwrap. jason immediately feels sick. he can't do this. he can't keep you, be responsible for you. why would his king do this to you? to him?

he hovers over you for what feels like ages, watching your chest go up and down as you sleep. he's still in his armor, dirty from training. he should go bathe. he should sharpen his weapons. above all, he should not touch you.

and then you awaken. you take a deep breath and your eyes crack open. jason stumbles backward and nearly knocks over the nightstand. you watch him, confused and somewhat wary.

this hulking soldier almost falls over apologizing, cheeks flaming red. he hightails it out of his own room, and you don't see him for the rest of the night.

you fall asleep in his bed. in the morning, there's still no trace of him, save for a plate of crumbly bread and cheese and a mug of tea on the table nearby.

you wonder if you're a gift or a curse.

1- There is a case involving, a whole bunch of girls going missing from your dorm. The BAU came to investigate, and Spencer and you reunite.

2- You come visit him at the BAU

3- Spencer gets called to pick up your kid from daycare because you are unavailable due to having turned off your phone to sleep. So the team finds out that Spencer is an uncle.

4- ✨It's a surprise ✨

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This made me rewatch the show, I forgot how hot/cute/beautiful/whatever words you use, Spencer Reid/Matthew Gray Guber is.

This scene makes me feral…

The watch, the jaw, the wrist flick, the VEST….🤤

Whenever I hear this song, I think about these two OCs for criminal minds that I might write about.

can I just take a moment to take in her beauty. Also got the pics of Pinterest.

Exactly

the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me feel like i dont belong anywhere.

Being a guy seems so easy, because what do you mean that all the guys in my class are friends with each other,

like what the fuck why can girls be like that? Why can’t girls just randomly come talk to me? I love to talk to people, but no one ever talks to me.

But also, I would know I know for a fact, I would not be able to talk to anybody if I was a guy so I probably would be screwed in either gender or every gender.