Mom Said She Might Start Doing Bodychecks, Chat Am I Cooked?

imma jump

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I h@te myself so much rn, I purg3d again and I h@ate mys3lf for it..

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My dad is genuinely pissing me off with his little comments like "Oh look who decided to join us..." alright let me go back to my room. "Maybe do the dishes.." Now I don't want to, but I do it anyway or i get yelled at. Him smacking my fucking ass, that pisses me off and when i tell him to stop and he doesn't so i yell at him and tell him to stop he mocks me and says that he's "the problem" and makes himself the victim of me yelling because he's doing that and it makes me uncomfortable, I was doing the dishes one time and he walked up behind me and smacked my ass, I dropped the pot I was putting in the dishwasher and left, because I already told him to stop and he didn't, and then wants to make comments of how he's "Such a problem" In that context he is the problem. Or, when i do the dishes and think i have everything in there, and nothing else will go into the dishwasher, this happened like a few days ago. I did the dishes and was about to start it when he walked in and opened the dishwasher, looked at me and yelled telling me "it wasn't full" so i go back and rearrange some shit and go through it and put some more things into it, he comes in tells me to move i move and he tells me i can move this pan and get another thing in. I move the pan, and it gets stuck because it has handles on both sides of it and is just a weird pan in general, and I pull it out of the thing because I'm annoyed it won't come out and when I do something clatters and he looks at me and says "If you weren't so lazy, and actually bent over to pick the pan up it wouldn't be hard to get out." Maybe I didn't bend over because if I did you would've more than likely smacked my ass. And I told him I had bent over he just couldn't see that I had and he gets into my face and tells me he's "going to smack me in the mouth if I don't keep it shut." Okay, go right ahead...almost told him that. And then I yelled at him because he's in my face screaming at me, interrupting me when I'm saying something. He walks out of the kitchen mumbling "Yeah, I'm just so stupid aren't I?" And I told him I didn't say that but he could believe what he wanted and whatever, i fucking hate him, he does it all the time, and then wants to make me feel bad because he's 'trying' to be a nice person. No he's really not, especially if he just keeps repeating it over and over, wants to get mad at us when we say sorry and go and do the same thing, but he does it to, so why can't we?

GYATTT (im srry but we were all thinking it)

ctto! i just saw this video on tik tok about how chan dances and i was thinking if he fucked like how he dances…good luck to whoever’s getting it cuz god damn is he hard and fast

yeah, about a straight as spaghetti when it's wet

if you dont reblog this youre straight

Get made fun of for crying when I get really angry

Yeah, okay, let's see who's laughing when your front teeth are fucking knocked out as I stand there crying.

Had a therapy appointment today, so glad my mom didn't tell my therapist shit about what happened..so im not cooked for now

What causes age regression? This is a genuine question i've had for a long time

Stop calling me out, that's not nice (¬_¬")

people who sleep with one pillow make me sick

Im gonna throw up

omg omg omg

don't have a panick attack

jesus christ

my mom found my thing that i hide my apps on

holy shit imma throw up

but, at least i have them hidden and she can't find them

Holy shit

She looked at me and said " I know this app isn't 'just a calculator'"

like wdym, it is

Told her it worked for fractions, omg

i feel sick

she believed it

im shaking so bad