New F/o Alert!!

Slight TW for dark humor on my own experiences!!

Me: Yea I got hit as a kid and turned out just fine

Jonathan Crane: *who overanalyzed me the moment I opened and closed my mouth* 🤨🤨

As long as he’s fine with it and knows how to cook, he so would be.

Malewife Jon supremacy/j

I just realized, with his criminal background, John might have to be a house husband if he were to be in a relationship with someone

Pov: They sneezed and got their bouquet on you.

Decided to draw ship art of me and Scarecrow from Legends of Oz (not Batman this time lol)

I’m basically just gifting him a bouquet of flowers but the pollen (coincidentally as a flowergator) made me sneeze my flowers on him. He doesn’t mind as he and is in fact flustered. <33

I got a new f/o y’all! Scarecrow from the Wizard of Oz, mainly from the Legends of Oz but also 1939 version too! (And the Tom and Jerry one but we don’t talk about that one/hj)

I’m deciding the ship name to be ‘Floracrow’ just to now confuse it with my Batman Scarecrow/Jonathan Crane self shipping name ‘Scareygators’

Me and Jonathan Crane’s ideal date

Heyo y’all!! So sorry I’ve been very inactive on Tumblr ive been more active om Discord as of now and guess what I have a new f/o who is currently in the VERY top along with Whitty and Gf.

The Scarecrow/Jonathan Crane, specifically the Batman the animated series version <33

Anyone who has seen the Happy Halloween Scooby Doo would def know Jonathan loves Elvira and SO DO I!! Especially as a long time horror fan so this would be our ideal date <33 I love him so much aaaaa.

Also don’t worry I still love Whitty, in fact his hoodie makes a cameo here ;) Based it on this image because it was too wholesome.

Quietly Judging

When your s/o is wearing a shirt of your worst enemy.

A funny scenario I thought when I was wearing my (old af) marvel shirt like “lol if you were f/os with the Gotham rogues they would judge you wearing any merchandise of Batman” Very funny

Jonathan: The disrespect

Me: Hey this was the few shirts I had! The rest were in the wash.

I should probably mention that I had a dream yesterday (or today?) that had a lot of other things but included me climbing on Deimos , but still held onto me, while he was talking with others(?) and I kissed him on the cheek while he carried me- I thought this idea was so cute I may wanna draw it with me or s/o 😳😳

TW Vent: about intrusive thoughts and mental health but on a good note at the end

Since yesterday, I actually decided to look into intrusive thoughts and read about them because as of recently I started to realize I do in fact have intrusive thoughts.

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To give some info, I’ve been undiagnosed for all my life, not because I was tested negative but because I never actually went to the doctor to get diagnosed. And let’s just say I had the hispanic childhood so yea I definitely have a lot of things undiagnosed.

And for the longest time, I tried not to label myself as anything because I thought it was very harmful to just say ‘I have this mental illness’ when I’ve never truly been diagnosed. I thought I would just look like I’m being a pick-me for the longest time.

But since then, I found out that being undiagnosed is completely understandable. And that I know me better then anyone and I’m allowed to analyze myself.

I’ve been seeing a lot of videos on my feed pointing out many of my symptoms and signs that I may have ADHD or more. And hilariously so, most of my friends, who either have been diagnosed with ADHD, Anxiety, and Autism, have pointed out how I can very much possibly be undiagnosed.

I’m more certain I have undiagnosed Anxiety and ADHD while I’m still unsure about Autism but I need to look more into that.

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Which now brings me to this topic that feels like a nail in the coffin, my unwanted intrusive thoughts.

Obviously I’ve heard of that word due to funny and serious tiktoks but I now found out that is exactly what I’ve been experiencing throughout my WHOLE LIFE. Down to elementary school. And sadly it has only gotten worse as I become a teen.

Whenever I have intrusive thoughts, I always feel disgusted, repulsed, and sickened by the thought of it. I had to live with the guilt that this was me being a sick-minded person and thinking these things were my fault. That it was me being a dirty-minded son of a bitch thinking these things as I constantly tried to push them back.

That was until I found out this was never the case. When I read that article about what intrusive thoughts were and what they weren’t. I cried, I cried in relief and bliss that it was never my fault.

I started looking more into Tiktoks and found that finally being reassured helped me feel so much better. I really needed to know that this was never some fucked up unconscious desires or truth about me but very much the opposite.

I really wanted to talk about this because it had made me feel so much better and just watching those tiktoks make me feel like I wasn’t alone and I cried again.

I know really feel the urge to just have Jonathan reassuring me about my unwanted intrusive thoughts lol.

Vent ends here on a happier note :)

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Gatia overanalyzing the scarecrow ‘drogas’

Hehe funny Audio Gatia and Jon moment. Also yea I’m calling the scarecrow drugs ‘drogas’ because I’m a lil afraid ig.

But yea even though Gatia is trying to study how the drugs work, they never wanna actually take them or have anyone else taking the risk of becoming addicted and such. So Gatia has to theorize with documents of the victims/patients and theorize from there, and also by taking samples from the fear toxin it’s.

Gatia drabbles about it with Jon at work (but not actually revealing their full out studies) and Jon is just listening, knowing full well how they work but he just wants to see how accurate they interpret cause he’s silly like that.

[OUTDATED!!] My F/Os List!

Da full list kinda cuz I am gonna forget and remember at some point lmao. This will include romantic and family-like/comfort characters :)

Romantic F/Os and Fictional Crushes:

Whitty (FNF Mod and Sock.Clips Character)

Julian (FNF Mod and Sock.Clips character)

Girlfriend (FNF)

Purple Yam Cookie (CR)

Hank J Wimbleton (Madness Combat)

Rye Cookie (CR)

Brahms Heelshire (The Boy)

Black Raisin Cookie (CR)

Boyfriend (FNF, especially Minus MB)

Carol (FNF Mod and Bbpanzu character)

AGOTI (FNF Mod and Sugarratio character)

Hex (FNF Mod and YingYang48 character)

Deimos (Madness Combat)

Sanford (Madness Combat)

The Sheriff (Madness Combat)

Nene (Pico’s School)

Darnell (Pico’s School)

Papyrus (Undertale and his aus except Swap kinda)

Marvin the Martian (Looney Tunes)

Ludwig Von Koopa (Nintendo)

Morton Koopa Jr (Nintendo)

Skittles (Tankman)

Bender (Futurama)

Damien (Monster Prom)

Caluclestor (Monster Prom)

Red Guy (Don’t Hug Me I’m Scared)

Michael Afton (FNAF)

Sun/Moon (FNF)

Spamton G. Spamton (Deltarune)

Montgomery Gator (FNAF)

Ghostface (Scream)

Friendship/Family-like F/O:

Skid and Pump (Spooky Month)

Sunday (FNF Mod and Bbpanzu character)

Pico (Pico’s School)

Mangle (FNAF)

Ruby the Redbird (Angry Birds)

Toriel (Undertale)

Frisk (Undertale)

Chara (Undertale)

Mothra (Toho and Monsterverse)

Fry (Futurama)

Custard Cookie iii (CR)

That is the most I can think from the top of my head! Yep, you saw me make a list of every character I have romantic feelings for, and friendships, yet find comfort in :)