I Feel Called Out Fr Fr. Listen It Just Happened— /j

That’s it, I’m gonna post my closeted comfort ship because I kin GF and Whitty is my comfort character.

Imma be honest, I was mostly inspired by @paranormalmidnightparadox ‘s OT3 Bf x Whitty x Gf (which I also absolutely love and is my comfort ship) to draw dis so I thank you— 🛐🛐

But All this drawing is comfort hugging since Whitty deserves a huggie. This also can be interpreted as platonic I don’t mind ^^

Me when my fixation on Simulacra the game back from 2020-2022 has comes back again to bite me and start simping over its voice. I love the first one specifically

And yes I do indeed ship Pretender/The Protagonist with Spark Simulacra aka Simtender

And yes you can indeed search up Simulacra x Pretender and you will find my old artworks on DA from 2020 with my own design for Spark. My old art is cringe though and I do intend to redesign it soon to fit into the Inkblot looks nd Virus look like how I always saw it. I think very hard about the design.

I do ofc also have designs for Flappee Bird and Kimera/Rippleman.

Please Simulacra fans that are still somehow alive in this fandom talk to me I’m so in love with the game and wanna potentially roleplay and discuss about it.

The fact that i did this last year with Whitty when my cargo pants came in!! My cargo pants gave me so much gender euphoria at the time <33

oh u did that, that's sick! So yeah thanks a bunch I really hope u do because now I def know it'd look awesome if u did it! Also one idea I had was that since she wears a hoodie that her fused with Bill Cipher would rear the Bipper hoodie that was made recently.

Hi sorry I haven’t responded as soon I could!! Ive been slightly holding off from sending it cause I wasn’t too sure which design to go with soo have a multiple ideas!! Including an object head interpretation of the Casette Girl and Bill Cipher fusion!!

Please respond back to give me your thoughts, Im absolutely an inconsistent person who can’t pick and is slightly anxious whether or nor this lived up to your expectations!! Regardless I hope so <33

They love you💙❤

THEY ABSOLUTELY DO 😭💕 I wanna hold them so much! The power couple 💕💕

At this point, I'm sure the IOF's morale is worse than ever, especially after murdering those hostages. There's no return from that; the entire Israeli regime and its army are now the world's laughing stock. This once "powerful" army in the Middle East now reduced to nothing but a circus. In the meantime, the resistance is growing stronger and popular, while Israel continues to lose the PR war and has to desperately cling on Uncle Sam for leverage.

Today is my birthday!! Im now 18 years old so thats about it. Time to be ready to go to college and junk. That’s all.

Algal Gatia aka Algatia

In reference to the au design I made of Nematocyt Girlfriend, heres my sona as an algal/algae cell!!

Not much to say other then that I just felt like doodling myself within my oen au I created. Also funfact th at I nickname each of an au/universe version of myself and such.

I still need a cool name for the au damn

Joyfriend x Boyfriend

Here is a drawing that I made recently, not too proud of this one but eh it’s self insert x Canon! Featuring Joyfriend and Boyfriend <3

Yes I legit have a crush on Boyfriend, Whitty, and Girlfriend lol and I may do one with Girlfriend too :3

TW Vent: about intrusive thoughts and mental health but on a good note at the end

Since yesterday, I actually decided to look into intrusive thoughts and read about them because as of recently I started to realize I do in fact have intrusive thoughts.

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To give some info, I’ve been undiagnosed for all my life, not because I was tested negative but because I never actually went to the doctor to get diagnosed. And let’s just say I had the hispanic childhood so yea I definitely have a lot of things undiagnosed.

And for the longest time, I tried not to label myself as anything because I thought it was very harmful to just say ‘I have this mental illness’ when I’ve never truly been diagnosed. I thought I would just look like I’m being a pick-me for the longest time.

But since then, I found out that being undiagnosed is completely understandable. And that I know me better then anyone and I’m allowed to analyze myself.

I’ve been seeing a lot of videos on my feed pointing out many of my symptoms and signs that I may have ADHD or more. And hilariously so, most of my friends, who either have been diagnosed with ADHD, Anxiety, and Autism, have pointed out how I can very much possibly be undiagnosed.

I’m more certain I have undiagnosed Anxiety and ADHD while I’m still unsure about Autism but I need to look more into that.

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Which now brings me to this topic that feels like a nail in the coffin, my unwanted intrusive thoughts.

Obviously I’ve heard of that word due to funny and serious tiktoks but I now found out that is exactly what I’ve been experiencing throughout my WHOLE LIFE. Down to elementary school. And sadly it has only gotten worse as I become a teen.

Whenever I have intrusive thoughts, I always feel disgusted, repulsed, and sickened by the thought of it. I had to live with the guilt that this was me being a sick-minded person and thinking these things were my fault. That it was me being a dirty-minded son of a bitch thinking these things as I constantly tried to push them back.

That was until I found out this was never the case. When I read that article about what intrusive thoughts were and what they weren’t. I cried, I cried in relief and bliss that it was never my fault.

I started looking more into Tiktoks and found that finally being reassured helped me feel so much better. I really needed to know that this was never some fucked up unconscious desires or truth about me but very much the opposite.

I really wanted to talk about this because it had made me feel so much better and just watching those tiktoks make me feel like I wasn’t alone and I cried again.

I know really feel the urge to just have Jonathan reassuring me about my unwanted intrusive thoughts lol.

Vent ends here on a happier note :)