I know it’s hard. It’s hard to watch your friends and family experience life as you were meant to. It’s hard to have to give up your passions because your body can no longer handle them. It’s hard to mourn a future you never had the opportunity to live. It’s hard to not be able to trust the one thing you’re stuck with, your own body. We are told to ‘look for the good’ or ‘find the positives’. I hate to say it but there are very few. Instead I look for the beauty. I look for the beauty in new device stickers with butterflies in them, in colourful fluffy socks for the handles of my crutches. I look for beauty in the quiet drips of transfusions and the gentle hum of life around the hospital. I look for beauty on the lanyards of my nurses and the laughter of others on my ward. The lives we live can suck, we aren’t dying but we aren’t given the chance to live. But, beauty exists all around us, if only we give ourselves a moment to truly look for it.
love,
a fellow spoonie who is very proud of you <3
This should be reblogged by everyone. Even if you’re straight, you should be a supporter.
sleeping in sweatshirts >>>>>
Im sorry but i saw eternals on thursday and Druig and Makkari have my heart. I am obsessed. im certain they managed to call me single in pretty much every language possible. i mean come on
there’s something about going on a trip and falling in love with random people
that feeling when you finish another draft
nothing will ever tip that feeling
Wouldn't mind having one.
me: *wants to do something* my body: hahaha, you thought wrong
First of all, let’s take note that this is from draft 1.5 if my novel (its complicated) and is badly written but um where do i find someone like this
‘Not a word was said as Aaron brought a hand to Ember’s cheek and wiped away her falling tears. His hand did not leave her face as he lowered his forehead to hers. They stayed like that without a single word transferred between the two. Their silence conveyed more than their words ever could.’
I have no words other than PLEASE READ THE LOVE HYPOTHESIS BY ALI HAZELWOOD.
It was amazing, i have read it twice in two days and finally bought a physical copy for myself today. It has me whipped.
Welcome to the musings of a girl trying to create a world that currently lives inside her head :)
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