🎀 28/2/25: Ok So I Went To Shtty School Today, He Was Fine Af In Class Today, He's Wearing His Polo

🎀 28/2/25: ok so i went to shtty school today, he was fine af in class today, he's wearing his polo shirt and black trousers (i love when he wears it) but i just concentrate on my work, there is no point lusting over him when he's talking to the bops at the front...i just sit at the back of the class, i don't want anyone's attention especially not his, when the class finished i was about to go for break and he called out my name and leaves the door open so i knew nothing sus was going to happen (shame?..jk) he talked to me about becoming the teacher's assistant again this year and he would feel more comfortable with me doing it, but i told him i'm way too busy this year and then he wanted me to literally vent to him...like i am not going to tell you my problems otherwise we'll get close again, i do want to get close but doing this shi in school is just trouble, he was fired last time and all that embarrassing investigation that happened...i just told him my parents weren't ok with me staying after school and things like that so he understood, lmao, he wasn't that sad, he instantly knew who he could replace me with and that's this bop blonde girl, he gave me some random letter about my attendance and purposely touched my hand!! it was so obvious too!!..i had his classes all day and he was just looking at me when students were doing their work, he reminded me again to think about the offer of becoming the assistant as i left the school..like bro is just persuading and begging atp! when i got home my mum already knew about this assistant thing since my brother does it for his class and my mum said i wasn't allowed to do it bcz i can't be trusted around my teacher when everyone goes home so what does she know?!? i never told her about what we did..she knows me and him kissed but not the full on makeout session..she also criticised me for wearing makeup and telling me to stop dressing up as a grown female to impress him? like i'm 18..wtf?! ngl i did wear makeup just for his lesson today lol..i was crossing my legs when i did my homework bcz i was lowkey remembering how big he was.