First Kiss (Candy X Amber)
First kiss (Candy x Amber)
I really wanted to join in for idolcandy's Dykecember challenge, and even though we're already at the half of the month, it's better late than never! if someone wants to requests a pair for a specific day, my askbox is open ^^
Dykecember day 1: first kiss
Words: 1474
Candy's P. O. V.
My phone buzzed with a new notification.
why didn't you pick up? are you in class?
Ever since Nath left, Amber and I looked after his flat, especially Blanche. She has always been an independent lady, but her master's sudden and long disappearance didn't affect her well. It didn't affect any of us well. Even when she wasn't around, I hung out often in his apartment. I liked the quiet that I couldn't experience in the dorms, and I buried myself in my studies.
I tried to divert my thoughts. I didn't tell Rosa or Alexy what was up, but I'm sure they picked up after some time, as I continuously rejected going out clubbing or shopping with them. Rosa told me that I could talk to her anytime, but knowing her opinion about Nath, I rather kept to myself.
So who was left? Amber and Kim were the only two people who still kept in touch with Nath, but Kim was busy managing the gym. She also didn't know about Nath's ehm... business, and with Amber we didn't even feel it fair to tell her about it.
That left just the two of us, Amber and me. I still couldn't quite comprehend the change she went through. Those piercings eyes that I always found cold and condescending in high school, now they lit up when she saw me, always cheerfully greeting. The delicate fingers that carried out so many pranks on me, now I had the opportunity to watch them drum mindlessly on the tabletop while we're having lunch together. One hand would be enough to keep count of the times she behaved kind towards me, and yet now I found myself spending more and more time with her...
It feels wrong to even think about it, considering that she's my ex-boyfriend's sister, but there's something enchanting about her. When I'm with her, I cannot stop thinking about her plush lips and what it would feel like to have them on mine. When she's away, I'm nervous, waiting for the time we meet again.
How does hate turn to love?
Is it even love? I see who I want to see. I'm imagining a personality for her that maybe she doesn't even have. She has her own life, her own passions, her own problems. Hell, the only thing tying us together - Nath - didn't even use to have a good relationship with her until only recently. If she's not the cruel teenager who made my days sour, then I have no idea who she is beyond her worry and love for Nath.
I used to think we share that, but I'm ashamed to see that my heart is beating for someone else now.
My phone buzzed again.
hello?? anyone there?
The student in the row in front of me turned around to shush me. I guess he had had enough of my phone making noise...
This helped pull me out of my daydreams. Although I did spend much of my free time with studying now, I still couldn't keep track of Mr. Lebard's class. If there was a course for reading lullabies to adults, he could be the perfect professor for it...!
I muted my phone, then finally checked out the new messages. Amber has previously asked me if I was free to help her out sometime, as she's moving in to Nath's apartment. God knows when he's going to use it again, meanwhile Amber's model career isn't going as well as she hoped. To save some money, she decided to give out her flat for rent, and live in Nath's place for some time.
I offered to help her move her stuff, but due to our different timetables it wasn't easy to find an afternoon that suited both of us. I sent her a quick reply:
yes, I'm in class, but it ends in 5. I'll call you after
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"I already found a tenant. She's moving in on Saturday, so I must leave tomorrow the latest."
"Wow, that was quick. Well, I don’t have any classes left today, so it's totally up to you. If you think you have too much stuff, we can ask someone else for help too. I'm sure Kim would be happy to join in, or maybe Castiel...."
What an idiot! I already forgot how big of a crush she had on him. It was partly the reason she was so hard on me. She misinterpreted my friendship with him as something more, and jealousy is never a good advisor.
Either the static of the phone helped hide the tone of her voice, or she was over him by now, as she replied completely unfazed.
"The two of us should be enough, I don't have that many belongings. See you tomorrow afternoon."
"That's perfect for me, alright. I'll meet you at your place. "
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She was right, even with just the two of us we finished sooner than I expected. We talked while moving the boxes, to help pass the time. Only lighthearted topics came up, but it wasn’t the kind of small talk that makes even silence comfortable compared to it. I offered to leave once we were done with the actual relocation, to let her unpack alone, but Amber insisted I stay. She put on some music, and fished out a bottle of champagne from one of the cabinets.
"I bought this for Nath on our last birthday, although I know he’s not much of a drinker. It would be a shame if this got spoilt, am I right?"
I laughed a little while shrugging. "Well, I don’t think Nath would be mad…"
Amber unscrewed the bottle, and shook her head.
"You know what, I don’t want to talk about him. He made his own choices, whatever we think about them. I worry for him, and I know you do too, but he’s not a child." She handed me a glass, and took a sip from her own. "I’m sure two young ladies such as us can find a thousand better topics to discuss."
I couldn’t help but laugh, not missing to notice her wink in the meantime. I didn’t know what to add, so I took my glass, thankful for the "alibi" for not speaking.
"Soo… what are you going to do once you graduate? There’s not much time left until the end of your studies if I recall correctly."
"I never actually got this far when I was making plans for my future."
It was Amber’s turn to laugh, though she was more cynical than me.
"I get that, I didn’t plan this ahead either. When I started, I received two photoshoot offers for each one I did. I thought I was one of the few people who are lucky enough to skyrocket their career right from the beginning. Guess I was wrong."
Little by little, I had already finished my glass by then, and I felt a small confidence boost. I sat next to Amber, hugging her shoulders with my arm.
"I’m not speaking from experience of course, but I’m sure it’s normal to have ups and downs. The things we see in movies are romanticized, it’s never easy in real life."
I was so caught up in trying to comfort her that I didn’t even notice when she refilled both of our glasses.
"Yeah, I can second that. It’s never easy in real life…"
Maybe I was imagining things, but I had the impression that she was avoiding my gaze as she spoke.
I tried to recall all occasions we were together like this. Those late night phone talks, those seemingly meaningless strolls in the park, those "study dates" that always ended up being gossip afternoons. I never noticed until now, but sometimes she would mention her feelings of loneliness and being lost. I always thought she was the kind of social, confident, strong woman that they write motivational articles about in the newspaper. But I realised that it wasn’t only me who started spending more and more time with her; I also took up a bigger part of her life now than I did before. And while I wasn’t sure how she felt about this, I certainly knew how I did.
Mostly thanks to the liquid courage that the now three glasses of champagne gave me, I leaned in, half hopeful, half scared of her reaction. Amber didn’t pull away, and after a few seconds even put down her glass to place her hand on my thigh. Our kiss deepened, and I felt a sense of calm wash over me: whatever confusion I was going through in my life with my studies ending, my unknown future incoming, but also the consequences of Nath’s past threatening to reach Amber and me as well, now I knew I wasn’t alone with it.
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thank you so much again Ceci! I can’t wait to read what you come up with, I’m sure it’s going to be awesome ❤️
400 Folowers Giveaway - Result
Okay, guys, I did this some time ago and it’s finally time to see who won! I want to state that I didn’t draw the names randomly. The winners were decided based on the point system and on personal issues (that I don’t feel comfortable explaining). BUT! Good news is that everyone that was participating won at least something. You’ll see what I mean.
FIRST PLACE (1K words oneshot) - @draconess-tania
SECOND PLACE (600 words ficlet) - @lumigi
THIRD PLACE (400 words ficlet) - @otomes-and-tears @imjustsomebodyelse @amrrygae @lizs-fictitious-life
I decided giving everyone something because it isn’t hard writing 400 words for each of the 4 people that won the third place and because I wanted to do something nice for them!
SO!
I’ll get in contact with you all through tumblr or discord to know what you will want from me! Remember, I write for MCL, ED and MysMe and I will post the final works here. Apart from that, I’ll do anything you want!
Lots of love!!!
Reblog if it’s ok for your mutuals to just send you posts they think you’d like or talk to you about random parts of their day
I'll be sharing my new masterlists today, I won't update the old one anymore
Hey guys I know this isn’t the most proper place to do this but I admittedly just want to get this going somewhere, but if any of you are able to share this it’d be greatly appreciated. My roommate recently had emergency surgery and had previously lost her job due to covid. She’s been scraping by doing commissions up till now but with the surgery and the pain she was in prior to the surgery, she’s been unable to do any work for a few weeks now.
Also if any of y’all donate submit/dm me a message with your receipt and I’ll try to draw/doodle something for you ;v;)/
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Hi! if you want to, could you bless us with a few Rayan headcanons? As in, i've been thinking how the story would be if he had a child with Cloe(?) before she died? And speaking of children, how would bring-your-child-to-work day be with Rayan? With his and May's kids or the before-canon child?
Hey, of course!! This is definitely one of my favorite type of asks to answer actually!
I thought about it before, I admit, sometimes I think about how it would be if he had a kid with Chloe before meeting Candy and was a single parent for the last 7 years (in mclul).
Let’s suppose the kiddo was just a baby when she died, so he/she wouldn’t know about their mom, they would know that Rayan is always alone, giving him best as a single parent and still trying to make something of his career. Then one day the kiddo would meet Candy, hit off with her right off the bat and finding her fun to be around, THEN the kid would realize that Rayan also enjoy her company and procced to create plans to make them bond kkkkkk
A little bit like “Definitely, maybe” with Ryan Reynolds (I love that movie), in which the kid of the story just wants her father to be happy, even if it’s without their mom (even if in this case, Rayan’s daughter/son would’ve grown up without really knowing Chloe or missing her properly, just missing the idea of her and having a mom, so they would accept the situation better).
It would be a kid around 7 years old, maybe that would just really enjoy Candy’s company and see in her someone that would care, that could make both them and their father happy and be a family.
I think from Candy’s side and Rayan’s side it would be another uncertainty, another reason to be careful and hesitant, but at the same time, it would also be another thing they would bond over.
Because, I really think that a kid wouldn’t get in the way at all, that they would pass over their doubts (like they actually did canonly in mclul) and be together regardless. If anything, if done right, it could bring them even closer together.
I love picturing “bring-your-child-to-work day” kkkkk part of me believes that Rayan wouldn’t do it super often, maybe every once in a week or even less, maybe more during the exams or during one of his famous field classes.
Melody would be out of a job in those days, because the kid would definitely be Rayan’s little assistant, knowing as much about modern art as a kid around 7 to 6 years could possibly know (May’s and Rayan’s oldest daughter is around 6 years old). All the female students would be dying with cuteness because Rayan would be the proudest and a very caring father, the type that is always watching the kid even while explaining something complex and not losing his focus.
And of course, any kid with Rayan’s genes wouldn’t just have his flawless looks, but also a smart take out in any situation, countless pop references to do, and even a cute sense of maturity charming at most, so they would definitely be a success around the campus. I will always say that kkkkkk always.
In my personal hc Lilly is the one that mostly goes with him, since Daisy is just a baby and May is very protective of her, but I think when Daisy gets around 3/4 years, he would bring her sometimes too, even both of them, since Lilly would be around 9/10 years old.
And I can imagine that this only happens strictly when he is giving notes or receiving papers - sometimes when he is showing a film to the room and it is something that the girls can watch. Because, if he brings both of them ready to give a full 2/3 hours class and expect them to be quiet and well behaved during such long period of time, it wouldn’t end well xD not when they’re together. Maybe with Lilly alone and older, but not with a baby Daisy around like that.
I hope you liked my answer, I feel kinda rusty in answering those kinds of asks G-G it’s been a while since the last time someone asked for headcanons.
ooohhh it's an interesting question, thank you Belodie! I'm not sure I can write 7 movies, I'm not a great moviegoer, but anyway
Love, Simon (2018)
Dragonlance - Dragons of the Autumn Twilight (2008)
Oscar (1991)
Captain America - all three movies, but mostly the First Avenger (2011)
Chicago (2002)
all LotR and Hobbit movies, my favourite is TH - Desolation of Smaug (2013)
The Intouchables (2011)
I tag @otomes-and-tears, @amrrygae, @myfallenangel04, @cofffae and @penguingirlanzu (not 7 people, oops)
Name seven comfort films and tag seven peopleName seven comfort films and tag seven people
Name seven comfort films and tag seven people
1.The Other Side Of Midnight(1977)
2. The.Phantom.of.the.Opera.2004
3.Daisy 2006
4.miss you already 2015
5.The Perks of Being a Wallflower 2012
6.On.Chesil.Beach 2017
7.La Guerre Est Declaree
i higthly recominde to you to watch all of those movies they are all beutuful in theire on way and defnatly deserve to me seen. probably i will participate im others tags where you can share movies that you have seen and liked becuase theire is so many movies that i want to share with you guys .some of them you maybe you have seen ,other not.so im tagging :@tetrakys,@melodyalanaroster,@vanillaamoursucrethings, ,@magic-belodie,@momiyi-chan,@rosejacott,@Aloy97
favorite memory from prime mcl time?
I... don’t really know what you mean as “prime MCL time”? but I guess HSL, since I know many people enjoyed that season the most
sadly, I wasn’t here around that time. I started playing in 2016 (I think? I don’t remember anymore), then stopped when UL aired (I got mad at losing Kentin, okay???? 😭). I only came back around a year ago and that’s when I really joined the fandom as well
I don’t know if this counts as “favourite memory”, but the expos and goodies (including the mangas) are something I really miss, even if I haven’t personally experienced them, they sound truly amazing! also, not an exact memory as well, but I 100% support the change of the art style (illustrations and sprites); they look much better this way
as much as I quit because of UL, I’m a bit sad that I wasn’t part of the fandom then, since I can still see so many posts from that time. amazing fanarts, fanfictions, the fans interacting with each other... it might be because there are less things from the HSL era on Tumblr, but for me it seems like the golden time of the fandom was during UL
so yeah, I don’t have many memories and I’m also not sure I understood and answered your question correctly 😂 if not, I’m sorry, my brain is completely drained
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