Hi, Draconess-tania! I Know Very Well That You're The Boss, And At The Same Time, You're Not Required

I logged into my old IG account where I made all kind of edits and stuff like that for my former "main" fandoms....

some of the people I interacted with are still active, though time flew over them, maybe they changed completely. some are gone; empty accounts without a pfp, "not active anymore" as a bio, or they even ceased to exist on IG, deleting themselves

I felt such a rush of sadness and regret over something so trivial, and still. I joined Tumblr last year (5. 17.) and I already made more meaningful connections that I ever did, in any fandom I was part of

I guess it's thanks to the difference between Tumblr and IG, and the fact that I got older in the meantime, but it still amazes me that there are people I genuinely call my friends, whom I met here. some of them are literally on the other side of the world (hello Brazilian folks!), and yet they are still closer than many people who are with me physically, but physically only

💛🍃🌺🌙If you receive this you make somebody happy. Go and send this to ten of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up, if you want to. If you get it back even better 🌙🌺🍃💛

aw, thank you so much! it’s really kind of you to have thought about me <3 I’m bad at math, and I sent this back to more than 10 people, you can’t stop me >:D

13, 14, 15(nsfw). for Lance and Guardienne

thank you for your ask! I already did 14, I’ll leave a link to it. I also already wrote 15 once, but you specifically asked for NSFW, so I’ll wrote it again and put it under the cut in case someone wants to avoid it

13. soft spot / weakness

not a serious one, but I think Lance is quite careful with his reputation. he’s free, but he still gets weird side-glances from people

and just... his past, generally. it’s enough to just bring it up and he’s immediately mad, then rather sad and remorseful when he’s finally alone

even when they are not together (yet), Lance keeps a close eye on Guardian and her well being. he can jump in any moment if something is up with her

after they get together, Lance quickly learns that just a pretty smile shouldn’t be able to convince him all the time, but Guardian still knows her way around with her food 🤭

14. pregnancy / birth

15. touching - NSFW (not NSFW here)

one of Lance’s favourite things to do is running his hands across her body, touching her curves, sliding it between her legs, rubbing against her throat. the feeling is enjoyable in itself anyway, but the sighs and moans he recieves from Guardian are certainly a bonus

I wouldn’t be surprised if Lance liked tying Guardian up so he can do his “job” without being interrupted

he also likes teasing her down there with his hand, hard enough to make her want more, but not hard enough to give her real pleasure

truth to be told, he prefers fingering her. he can spoil Guardian better that way. it’s also freaking hot when she licks her fingers clean afterwards

I also think Lance is into light choking, though he’s always careful not to get carried away

9 and 10 for Candy and Castiel 💕

thank you for your request ❤️ the sleeping sucks a little bahahah but I hope you’ll like it

9. crying

Castiel is 100% that kind of person who doesn’t know what to do when someone cries. this doesn’t mean that he leaves Candy alone if she cries though, he still tries to help as he can

he does what he would want when he’s feeling down: he brings Candy food and drink, he wraps her in a blanket or just cuddles her, he plays something on his guitar (because for some unknown reason, Candy always smiles when he plays for her)

emotional talking is not his strength, but he encourages Candy to speak (if she wants to, of course), he’s a pretty good listener. to his surprise, his methods usually work, making Candy feel better

Castiel himself doesn’t usually cry, when he finds himself sad I think he rather just looks for a way to blow off the steam

when he does cry, it’s usually discreet, away from others, but Candy still manages to find him somehow, returning Castiel’s kindness towards her when she’s feeling down

10. sleeping

just one word: cuddle. no matter where they are sleeping, in their room, in a hotel, in a car, on the top of a building, Candy and Castiel always cuddle when sleeping

Candy says it’s because they love each other. Castiel is too rocker-y to admit this, so he says it’s for warmth, but everyone knows the truth

they both want to be little spoon, so the position itself often changes. if it’s summer and really hot, they aren’t that close, sometimes it’s just Castiel lying on his back, Candy next to him with her head on his chest

Candy sometimes jokes that Castiel loves his dog and guitar so much, she wouldn’t be surprised if she found him sleeping with them, but Castiel always resents it

also, Castiel is a really deep sleeper. Candy could bring tanks to the house, and he’d sleep anyway

FDVVGJSHKAL I’M SO SORRY, I didn’t mean to be rude 😥

I'm sorry if it's too intrusive (I'm just curious after learning Tetra's age), but how old are you?

Before answering, I’m curious, how old you guys think I am?

It’s me. I’m bitches.

I- I meant it for my latest writing, are you guys okay??

Get ready guys, something horrible’s coming your way

Can we still ask you about one shot/ headcanons of Eldarya? 💜

of course! I know I haven’t written a lot lately, school’s really weighing on me, but I’m open to requests and even if I can’t promise a date, I’ll do my best to finish it as soon as possible and get it posted ❤️

7 Lance 🙏🏻🙏🏻

ahahhh well yeah, sorry. I was thinking if I should even answer or not, since you found it, but I’ll link it anyway:

7. awkward moment

first of all, happy new year everyone!

I wanted to say this much earlier, though I don't even know if there's much point in me announcing anything. from having almost 200 followers and being active on a daily basis, I went to my current state where no one even reads what I post, but I need to let it out

many things happened in 2021. I know it wasn't an easy years for anyone, so I'm not saying this as an excuse. I have no excuse for isolating myself completely from Tumblr on some days, and not writing anything even on my "good" ones either

I only wanted to say that I'm not giving this account up. I'm slowly but surely catching up on Eldarya, and MCL seems to come back to life with the announcement of this Alternate Life (and who knows, I'm very much looking towards other fandoms as well.....), so I'll still be here

my first priority is finally answering those thousand-years-old requests I got while being absent, and then I'll try the angst writing challenge again (I had many exams + family stuff + I managed to get sick in December, so that's why I couldn't continue after the first day). any kind of kind or reassuring comment will be appreciated, but of course no one is forced :)

have a great 2022, may everyone find their peace again