I’m Like Those Silly Little Virtual Pets That Will Just Die If You Don’t Give Me Enough Attention

she's so me

Helter Skelter (2012)

Pearl (2022)

Perfect Blue (1997)

random hobbies i must obtain:

☆ rollerskating / skateboarding

• looks super cool

• superior method of transportation

☆ archery

• i think this is how you pick up chicks

• useful in the apocalypse probably

☆ pole dancing / aerial silks

• sexy

• potentially profitable

☆ crocheting

• could make cute plushies for my bed

• could make your own clothes and customize your avatar

☆ collecting vintage perfume / antique books

• would look lovely in my house

• hunting for them would be a little adventure

☆ urban exploring

• makes you instantly sound interesting when you talk about it

• makes you feel like you're the main character in a horror movie/game

☆ speaking italian

• currently learning and it sounds so gorgeous, i would never shut up if i was fluent

• impressive on job applications and in social settings in general

a sexy tattoo would fix me, i fear

kate bush featured on top pop (tv), march 1978 ꩜

PLEASE I NEED SOMEONE LIKE THIS

I cling to everything - CDs that skip, rings that turn my fingers green, the dead ends of my hair, old love notes that turn my stomach over and over. I'm not proud but there are still boxes under my bed. I'm not proud but my closet is still running out of space. And nostalgia is a fucking waste of time but my heart is full with it. Tell me I won't hold this forever. Tell me there will be a day where I let gloriously go.

“i love you and i forgive you. but i hope i never see you again” web weaving

"the same story about my mom" by lynn steger strong / @ rory_ek on tiktok / “hot and heavy” by lucy dacus / unknown / "defying gravity" from wicked / “better man” by taylor swift / "letters from medea" by salma deera / bojack horseman 6.14 / unknown / "merry christmas, please dont call" by the bleachers

for me personally, i've been improving my self image by focusing on things i do like despite being overly critical. like yes taking birth control for years has made me gain weight but at least my skin is clearer now. plus thick thighs are cute. and maybe i can be annoying with my habit of sending several texts at a time, but at least i'm showing people that i love that i care about them.