Looking Through Old Photo Albums, Feels Like Reading The Life’s Story Of A Familiar Stranger.

Looking through old photo albums, feels like reading the life’s story of a familiar stranger.

Someone who once was my person of comfort— memories lost and disconnected in the back of my mind.

If she stood here before me I don’t know if tears would flood my eyes, if I would run for a hug, or if I would feel anything at all.

I don’t remember much about her character— I don’t remember her mannerisms, her fears, or really anything personal about her. All that I have left of her is her favorite flower and her favorite songs.

And I’m sure we would’ve been best friends, but I lost her too soon.

I miss my mom.

What is missed is the lifetime of growing old with her that was taken from me. And I will never have that back.

I will never have my mom.

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6 years ago

:')

You don't notice

The everlasting sorrow

That's drowning out

The life in my eyes.

I'm weeping inside,

But you're only seeing

Soft flesh

Carrying a fabric

That lays loosely over my body.

I am but merely an item,

That had been claimed

The moment you rest your body

Against mine.

All my self worth plummeted

In a matter of seconds,

And I have never felt so ashamed.

~ceramic-feelings


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4 years ago

a grain of sand on the beach

sifted by undulations,

where the ocean can reach—

sinking deeper in the tidal invasion.

5 years ago

Crush.

your heart a flower,

encapsulated by my

shielded garden walls.

~ceramic-feelings


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4 years ago

the child is homeless

searching for life,

on land that is loamless

and cuts like a knife.

a boy with no friends

living skin and bone

has to make amends;

society’s steppingstone.


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3 years ago

squirm the herm worm

with no little toes

and no little eyes, and no little nose

a small long body

a body that’s round

that rises occasionally

up out of the ground.

5 years ago
I Guess This Was Kind Of Cute, But It Would Be Too Narcissistic Of Me To Post On My Instagram Lmao

I guess this was kind of cute, but it would be too narcissistic of me to post on my Instagram lmao


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4 years ago

The tears trickle down my cheek

And slither down my neck,

Pooling in the crevice of my collarbone

Until they begin the overflow.

~ceramic-feelings


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5 years ago

You have a nice chest. You should show it off more in your photo posts here.

My chest?

You Have A Nice Chest. You Should Show It Off More In Your Photo Posts Here.

You mean like this?

6 years ago

Flower Haikus

petals work as one

held together at the stem,

until they are picked.

.

.

Our love was a flower

he loved me, he loved me not

it was back and forth.

.

.

A single flower

In a feild of dead bushes

starts to shed petals.

.

.

Sharp petals like blades

Peirce through my ankles as I

Run through my garden.

.

.

- Ceramic-Feelings


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