I get to refer to my chronic depression as seasonal depression for a few months and I like that
i’ve spent my whole life trying to be someone else. how am i supposed to know who i really am anymore? i don’t know my own favorite color or food, i’m not sure what i enjoy doing and what i’m forcing myself to do for people to like me
I can’t
I have officially relapsed
Just keep swimming.
i deserve shapeshifting and a time machine
how to start healing journey (easy steps) (takes less than a week) (makes everyone you wronged forgive you) (not a scam) ?
when i push people away and they actually go away :o
"if i didn't think, i'd be much happier"
- sylvia plath
Go to therapy you fucking faggot
Honestly why becoming close to me and unlocking my backstory should give you a little archivement badge saying you went platinum like a videogame.
”You have so much to do and i have nothing ahead of me.“
-mitski, your best American girl
removing all of my memories in attempts to become a chill guy