Honestly

oui

hello this is TOTALLY not connected to my tumblr rp AT ALL (lying)

but…if you were to have a james rp account what would you have his user as? (totally not asking so i can steal it)

ok bubye

zamnn

olga_snow on Instagram

sometimes I want to take my spine out and wring it like a goddamn towel

i have two moods

“i am youthful and childlike, full of joy and whimsy !! im YOUNG, i am not an old man”

and

“my fucking bones sound like pop rocks every time i stand. i am old and i have back problems and i should be put to rest already”

venting time!!

sometimes I rlly hate myself, not like when I want to end my life, but like questioning my existence. I hate how I'm not doing anything productive when I have an essay due on Friday, my room is so messy, and there's a painting I can work on, I want to be better, I want to do it, but I won't. It also doesn't help that yk, I feel like I'm nobodys best friend, I'm just backup, tbh, I don't wanna sound petty, but ik that I'm the friend that would litterally give my days to make you feel better, and nobody would do the same. I have great friends at school, yea, I have a bsf, but lk I'm not her first choice, which, tbh, hurts. Like, yk, when the sidewalk is to narrow, I have to walk behind, and its been like that for years. I'm relieved when I get home, bc that's where tumblr is! I genuinely feel better when i come home and see 8 activity. Like, I have great friends, and I'm soso grateful. But I would say I'm just there. I could be excitedly talking abt something and what would be the result? A bored "mhm", or, no one would be listening, so I would just slowing end my sentence. One time, I was with my bsf, we were finally alone, and yk what happens? She's pissed bc one of our others friend was with someone else. Like, welcome to the fucking club! It's been like that for me for years, I'm sorry. So she's pissed and I KNOW, that she was not listening to me. Ik this is a normal fear, that no one actually likes me and just tolerates me to be nice, but this is a first, that it hit me so fucking hard. I saw a post where it was like "your bed has seen more emotions then anyone else" AND I FELT THAT. So summary, I feel like an extra, a big filler in my own life

So for ppl basically going thru same thing, even if I don't know u, I fucking love you and you deserve the world bestie <33

wtf he's so fine-

Ladies and gentlemen! Freaks and murderers! Please welcome your faithful and eternal servant — SIRIUS BLACK!

welcome to the freak show 🎪

#circusau

#marauders

for u https://pocketclowness.tumblr.com/

period

james lives to eat people out, regulus lives to be eaten out

tysm for the tag ilysm

I personally disapprove

@bluedahlia912 @deswhomst @printershorts @hawthornewhore @arcadianstar27 @toooster @mairon-goth-minion + any1 else

Which fandom man are you?

haha thank you for the tag @wannabelilybriscoe! what a fun way to be exposed in public

I mean yeah... that checks out. not sure about the tumblr girlies, but I can live in hope :')

np tags: @livinginsunnyhell @a-pine-cone @moonymoom and anyone else who hasn't already done this and would like to!

james running his hands through regulus's hair to help him go back to sleep after a nightmare

jegulus my beloved