I'm So Lonely Y'all

Happy Wednesday!

My sister just walked into my room, grunted “oil” and promptly collapsed on the floor

I've always hc'd that the illusive man had her wear it because "UnIfOrm" and the moment she left Cerberus she donned some actual armor

I do write but I never post because it's never good enough for me and I see a lot of posts saying like 'post it anyway! People will want to see it no matter what?' But that's the thing. I don't care about other people's opinions. I care about mine. My fics change and fluctuate each time I have an idea or think up a scenario so it never gets finished. So rather write a proper fic, I just write little drabbles I guess for myself to get it out and the idea will leave me alone. Since 2017 I've been working on this one fic. One fucking fic and its 2020 and my oc's name has changed 3 times. Their origin story has changed more times than I can count. But I'll tell you what never changes, ever in each rendition of this cursed fic.

Miranda Lawson hates the fucking catsuit and wears proper armor.

You're welcome, nonexistant Character who I have loved from the very beginning.

Okay bye

Happy pride month to the tiny cowboy and tiny Trojan man from Night at the Museum

During my last show as a stage manager, I had to manage not only the friendships (I was friends with most of the cast) but also my brand new relationship while still trying to remain in charge. "Yes babe I love you but yoU NEED TO GET ON STAGE BEFORE I HAVE AN ANEURYSM FROM THE STRESS YOU ALL CAUSE ME"

I saw a “shoutout to the theatre kids” post that was only about actors and I felt left out so this is for everyone else (please add to this if you feel you haven’t been represented!!):

shoutout to the theatre kids that aren’t actors

to the stage managers who manage to balance friendships and being authoritative in rehearsals

to the technicians that do extra training in welding and access equipment and so many other things to make themselves more hireable

to the techs and stage management who just sometimes want to wear colour but are instead in show blacks all the time

to the stage managers who get stuck mediating the tension between directors and designers who are older and supposed to be more mature than you

to the techs who injure themselves, deal with it, and keep working (or are told they aren’t allowed and are so annoyed about it)

to the designers that have to compromise what they want because the director doesn’t like it or there isn’t enough time/budget/equipment

to the casual crew members who just like theatre and want to be involved but aren’t trying to make a career of it

to everyone who tries (and sometimes fails) to fit in friends and healthy eating during tech week

to everyone who has ever done a year-long unpaid (or barely paid) internship in the hopes that it will lead to a job opportunity

to everyone who has ever worked really hard on making/finding a prop only to have it cut in tech or dress

to the design assistants that have to figure out when and how to become designers in their own right

to anyone who has ever managed to avert a crisis backstage where there’s barely any light and you can’t talk

to anyone who has ever had to make the decision to stop the show because some crises just can’t be averted

to everyone who struggles to understand unions

and the list goes on and on

you’re all fucking amazing

Dear friends of Tumblr,

Today at my school we had an assembly about internet predators and when I had said that most of my true friends are over the internet and they gave me a lecture about how “I don’t know who I’m talking to” blah blah. So please, if you aren’t a predator in any way, please reblog so i can prove a point.

I try to go for all the options but then Miranda or Garrus look in my general direction and I Am In Love™

How you mother fuckers just pick 1 romance in games with romance and thats it. Like you choose one and never romance any other the others??? Like??? There are so many good choices. Am I just being a slutty bisexual here????

MY DAD WORKS FOR WELLS FARGO AND HE WILL FUCKING MURDER YOU

Overheard in class

9 goats because I'm a classy motherfucker

there is a website to find out how many goats you are worth

One important thing to remember: Rachel Amber is a teenager. She was a young girl who found another young girl who wanted to escape just like her. Things happen, and they chose to stay around. Frank offered her an escape from reality with drugs, which she took advantage of. Frank used his power over her as an older man with something she wanted to manipulate her into thinking that its her idea to be in a relationship with him. Important note: as much as it hurts me to say, the only relationship that there is solid canonical proof of for Rachel and Chloe is that they were the absolute best of friends. Chances are, Frank also convinced Rachel that she shouldn't tell Chloe about their relationship. He wouldn't want this because Chloe would probably get Rachel out of that power imbalanced, manipulative relationship. Now here comes Mark Jefferson, who we have much better proof of being a manipulative asshole/kidnapper. He gets Nathan, Rachel's best friend besides Chloe, under his thumb. He promises her escape in a way neither Chloe or Frank could ever offer her. His escape: she becomes the model for this famous man and gets to live her dream life after this fantastic boost to her career. It's the same situation that happens in Hollywood, older person with connections lures a young dreamer in, then ruins that young person. He got her to trust him, kidnapped her, Nathan accidentally kills her, then buries her in a shallow grave in a junkyard because that's all she meant to him. One pervy photoshoot and afterwards she's trash. Did she make mistakes? Yes. Most people her age do. But they get a chance to redeem themselves after. Rachel doesn't get that chance. She didn't get the chance to realize that these older men were abusing their power over her. She didn't get the chance to correct her manipulative behavior towards others that she learned from the ones manipulating her. She never got the chance to escape from the bay with Chloe. Fans of Rachel Amber see that she is a deeply flawed person who never got a chance to work on those flaws. They see her potential of what she could have been and never got to be. I hope this cleared it up for you, and if you have any further questions then feel free to ask. I'm clearly very passionate about this subject lol.

I really want to like Rachel Amber aifwjieafjsfj can someone convince me she isn’t just using Chloe to get out of Arcadia Bay after either cheating with her on Frank or just I guess eloping with Frank and sleeping with Jefferson who “changed her life” ? 

Or is that fake idk I really want to like her it would make my life and being in this fandom easier

Eeeiiklz what would this even sound like