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Thomas decides to see what all the Sideâs animal forms would be. It does not go so well for Anxiety.Â
This is set pre accepting anxiety, and diverges a little from the cannon of that episode, fair warning.
He is terrified. His heart is pounding as he pulls further back into the shadows, hiding under the couch. He can hear the others out there, talking, laughing, having fun. This isnât fun.
âAn owl? Really, Thomas, owls arenât even actually smart, their eyes take up much of their cranial cavity.â
âCome on, kiddo, they are symbols of wisdom. And those wings sure must be nifty! Iâm having a pawsome time myself!â A groan at the pun.
âI always thought Logan was a bit bird brained.â Roman mutters. âBut seriously, a dragon? While the scales are quite flattering, it is a bit strange, considering I usually fight them.â
âI donât know, Roman, I guess cause youâre always talking about questing I just settled on a fantasy creature. It is pretty cool.â He rolls his eyes at the huff of pride he can hear as Roman no doubt puffs up his chest, flares his wings.
âSpeaking of strange, whereâs anxiety?â his ears flatten against his head, pulse picking up again. Theyâre talking about him. Â
âHe should be here. I did summon him.â Thomas, confused. He curses his inability to sink out in this form.
âPerhaps he has taken the form of a smaller animal and is hiding.â He almost hisses, could Logic shut up for once?
âAw, maybe we should look for him! Heâll probably be so cute!â
âPlease. That weirdo is probably a venomous spider or a little parasite. Who cares, where he is?â yes, thank you Roman, for once being not a moron.
âPatton, if youâre worried perhaps you can sniff him out. You are a cat, after all.â No. Nonono. Logic, shut it!
âGood idea, Logan. Give it a try!â and he is outta here before he even knows what heâs doing. Â
His terror skyrockets and he shoots out from under the couch to the startled yelps of everyone else. Everything is big, huge, compared to him, the living room seems endless.
The stairs, he just needs to get to the stairs and heâll be able to physically enter the mindscape, heâs so close-
Then there is the flap of wings, a victorious shriek, and talons are digging into his shoulders pinning him down.
âWell, what have we here?â He shoves aside his fear, proud as his voice comes out just as scathing and steady as ever.
âGet off, you overgrown lizard.â He bites out, Romanâs scaled head coming into view. He glares at Romanâs laughter.
âAnxiety, kiddo? Is that you?â
âNo, its Joan, yes itâs me, Patton, now get off, Roman!â His heart is beating fast, too fast, and his words are wavering. He is afraid, afraid, afraid. He hates this, hates it, he just wants this to be over.
âHmm. I donât think I will. Think about it, Thomas. We have the opportunity here to get anxiety out of our way for good.â His stomach drops, his blood goes cold, he is shaking.
âRoman, what are you suggesting?â Logan, he canât be considering this, please no, please!
âI mean, we donât need to vanquish him. We can keep him like this. Put him in a cage, or something.â
âIâm not a pet, you idiot, and you canât keep me like this forever.â He hisses out.
âOh contraire, little mouse, we can keep you weak enough you donât have any choice.â His heart lurches as he is lifted up, Romanâs wings buffeting him, they are in the air.
âRoman, put me down! I⌠please! PleasepleasepleaseâŚâ he is crying now, begging, because he canât, this canât be happening, they canât actually intend to keep him locked in this form, weak and powerless, in a cage. Â
The floor seems so far away, and he feels sick, from the altitude shift or what is happening or both, he canât tell. The anguished terror is filling him and he lets out a broken, choked sob. Â
This is what he gets, for thinking he could ever be accepted, for thinking he could ever be tolerated, much less liked. All heâd ever done was his job, and this is his reward.
âLogan, what-â he lets out a squeak despite himself as a blur of gray rams into Roman, sending him spiraling off balance.
Then he feels the talonâs grip slip, and he screams. He is falling, flipping through the air. From this height in this form his bones will break, shatter, with his luck his neck will snap. He has time to cry for help, before he impacts.
âGotcha!â The halt is jarring, and he is shaking, instinctively flattening himself to make as small a target as possible as he tries to get ahold of himself. He realizes itâs soft, the ground.
He looks up and nearly screams again, instead flattening further. Patton has caught him, sitting on his back haunches, he is caught in Pattonâs front paws.
âp-p-put me d-down. Please.â His voice is a whisper, trembles making him stutter, but Patton instantly complies, much to his relief.
He hears a shriek and looks up, just in time to see silver talons coming right at him, then they crash into him and he feels a ripping pain in his shoulder. Â
He can hear Patton yelling, Logan screeching, Roman growling, and it is loud so loud and all he can think is he is about to die-
âEnough!â Thomas yells, and suddenly the ground isnât so close, suddenly he is stumbling to his feet, lunging for his normal spot on the stairs, reaching it in two strides. He lets out a relieved sob as he clutches the bannister, looking back at the others.
Logan has landed in a heap on the couch. Patton and Roman are tangled around each other on the floor. Pattonâs gaze meets his, worried.
âkiddo, youâre bleeding.â He lifts his hand numbly to his shoulder, mildly surprised as it comes away sticky and red. He lets out a broken, bitter laugh.
âGee, wonder how that happened. Not like someone was trying to kill me, or worse hold me captive and torture me for my whole existence.â His voice is raw and instead of biting sarcasm, it comes out as an almost whisper, red rimmed eyes glaring at the floor as he shakes, from latent fear and pulsing anger.
âAnxiety-â he half successfully chokes back another sob, harsh laughter tearing at his lungs.
âno, know what, itâs fine. Itâs fine, Thomas. I always knew I wasnât wanted. I was an idiot to hope you might⌠might ever actually change, actually want me around. Hell, even care about me like I care about you and keeping you safe.â He can barely stand, he doesnât know if itâs from the pain and blood loss or the adrenaline fading or the panic attack he can feel pressing against him, tightening his chest.
âKiddoâŚâ he shakes his head.
âY'know, if you really wanted me dead, all you had to do was ask. I wouldâve done it myself.â He doesnât look up. Doesnât see the pained shock on Pattonâs face, the suspicious surprise on Romanâs, the horror on Loganâs. The pain on Thomasâs. Instead, he flips up his hood, hugging himself as he wordlessly sinks out.
He managed to lock the door before he collapses to the floor. His chest feels like itâs being squeezed by a boa constrictor, his ribs crushed and all the air shoved out of his lungs. His vision narrows to a dark pinprick, gaze unseeing as he sees Romanâs talons again and again, falling and splattering against the floor, bones shattered, bars, a cage, closing in, pressing him tight, he canât breathe, heâs choking, heâs dying, god, heâs going to die here. Why not? He laughs hysterically, thatâs what they want, may as well give it to âem.
âvirgil, no. Itâs not what we all want. Come back to me, stormy. Focus on my voice. You can do it, Virgil.â Virgil. None of them know his name. Only, onlyâŚ
âDee?â he chokes out, blurry vision focusing enough to see Deceit, holding his hands in his lap, rubbing circles on his knuckles.
âThere we are. Hello, dearest.â Deceit reaches up, softly wiping away his tears, brushing back his hair.
âIâm an idiot. Iâm a stupid idiot.â He mutters.
âNo. Virgil, youâre not. Itâs ok.â He hisses in a breath of pain as Dee places a hand on his shoulder, vision going speckly at the slight contact. Dee pulls away, eyes wide, face darkening to fury.
âYouâre hurt. Vee, youâre bleeding" he just shrugs, another sob clawing its way out of his throat.
âDoesnât matter.â He whispers. Deceit hisses, and pulls him onto his lap.
âIt does. Even if they donât care, even if they donât love you, I do. It matters to me. You will always matter to me. Youâre my baby, Virg. Even if youâve left the nest, youâre still my little rain storm. Got it?â He feels Deeâs extra arms removing his hoodie, then all six are cradling him against Deeâs chest, holding him tight and safe and secure, letting him relax and melt into the touch, knowing Dee will never let anything hurt him. He feels Dee press a kiss to his head.
âyouâve wiped yourself out, love. Iâll take care of that nasty shoulder gash. Get some sleep, dearest.â Weakly, he clings to Deeâs shirt. He doesnât want him to let go, he doesnât feel safe, if Dee lets go.
âIâm staying, darling. Iâll stay as long as you want.â
âremus-â
âcan rain down all the hell he wants. Until youâre better, they deserve it.â He finds he canât argue with that. He falls asleep to Dee humming softly, stroking his forehead and holding his hand, his other arms working to gently bandage his shoulder.
Deceit sighs as he hears a crash. Looking up, he sees Remus kick in the door, eyes aflame.
âwho hurt him? Whoâs ass do I gotta beat until it falls off?â Â
âhush. I just got him settled.â Dee replies. In three strides, Remus is beside him, head cocked unnaturally far to the side, like a snapped neck.
âHeâs ok?â Remus asks, neck snapping back to a normal position with an audible click.
âyes. Keep an eye on him, please?â
âWhat? Whereâre you going?â Remus asks. Deceitâs eyes flash.
âI am going to go see what exactly those half-witted buffoons did to send him spiraling. Then I am going to determine whom it is I need to beat the shit out of.â Deceit growled, stepping away from the bed.
âBoo, you never let me have any fun.â Remus pouts. He instantly stops as Virgil lets out a small sound, immediately climbing into the bed with him and spooning around him. Virgil curls against him immediately, stilling as he clings onto Remus.
âThank you.â Deceit murmurs from the doorway. Remus nods.
âIâll take care of our little stormy night. You go teach âem a lesson, Dee.â Remus replies, relishing the sharp fanged smile Deceit flashes him, before sinking out. As an afterthought, he snaps, replacing the door, before turning his attention to Virgil, trying to mentally send him all of his love. Virgil is more of a brother to him  than Roman has ever been, and he hates seeing him hurt.
âhang in there, vee. Deeâll fix everything.â
âI highly doubt he wants to be called right now.â
âBut he was so scared! We have to help!â
âI donât know Pat, seeing us might make it worse.â He clears his throat. He meets three sets of surprised eyes with steel. Thomas yelps and falls backwards, catching himself on the wall.
âWho is that?!â Â
âDeceit, you scurrilous snake, what are you doing here?â his eyes narrow at that.
âOh, Iâm sorry, Roman, was I not wanted here at this exact moment?â his voice is a perfect mimicry of Virgilâs, and to his satisfaction it makes Roman flinch.
âThomas. This is Deceit. He is responsible for the lies you tell not only others, but yourself. I am puzzled as to why you have appeared now. To my knowledge, no lies have been spoken.â Logan explains, and his hands ball into fists.
âOh, truly, why ever would I be here? It'ssss not like Anxiety returned bloody and injured, in the midsssst of a panic attack, talking about how nobody wantssss him and it doessssnât matter. Iâm sure that hassss nothing to do with it, Logic.â He hisses out, spitting Loganâs title like it burns his tongue.
He can see Pattonâs guilty face out of the corner of his eye, knows whatever happened, it wasnât him. But Roman⌠yes.
âSo Thomas, dear, care to explain what happened?â He asks, sickly sweet, turning his gaze to Thomas, who has a slight frown on his face. As an afterthought, he notes that Thomas isnât afraid of him, despite his scales and sharp fangs. Interesting.
âI thought it would be cool to see what everyoneâs animal forms would be. Logan was an owl, Pat was a persian cat, and Roman was a dragon. But we didnât see anxiety anywhere so we thought he was small and hiding and maybe too scared to move. Pat was gonna find him, then a mouse shot out from under the couch and RomanâŚâ Thomas trails off, eyes shifting away, but itâs enough to confirm his suspicions.
âRoman. Care to continue?â Roman meets his ice cold gaze imperiously. Â
âgladly. I captured the fiend in my claws. Hurting him was an accident. I merely meant to catch him while he was small and couldnât hurt us and contain him. Keep him small, so heâd stop bothering Thomas. Itâs not like we need him, anyways.â Roman scoffs.
Rage is filling him. Because Roman truly thinks he is in the right, truly thinks he didnât do anything wrong, and his voice is proud as he speaks about traumatizing Virgil, who is the youngest, the smallest, the most vulnerable to start with. How dare he?
Before he can think, he has crossed the room, he rears his hand back and slaps Roman hard enough to send him reeling backwards.
âYou are a heartless, soulless bastard. I told him not to come, I told him heâd get hurt but he didnât listen. You know why? Itâs certainly not because he wants to be included, he doesnât yearn for your acceptance, it doesnât break him a little more each time you all dismiss and send him away unwanted. He definitely doesnât just want to be liked! He never has a hard enough time just being himself, being afraid, all the fucking time, and you have certainly helped make him feel right at home.â He hisses, ignoring the tears stinging at his eyes as he whips around, facing the rest of them.
âAnd youâre no better. How do you think it feels, knowing the person who conjured you doesnât even want you? How terrified would you be, surrounded by people who have never showed you kindness, who have admitted their distaste, small and defenseless, being threatened to be put in a cage? His worst fear is something happening to Thomas and being unable to reach him, to react and help. Itâs his job to protect Thomas, and you were threatening to keep him away, to put Thomasâs own safety at risk for your own stupid biases! You were threatening to make his nightmare real, and not a single fucking one of you said otherwise, did you?!â He yells, slowly looking at each of them in turn. No one will meet his eyes now, not even Roman.
âyou donât deserve him. You donât deserve his name. No wonder he hasnât told you. Youâre a bunch of ignorant bullies. And youâd say Iâm the bad guy. You all picked out the most vulnerable and pounced.â He shifts his head, turning to Thomas, a curling, empty smile on his face.
âIt was a fucking pleasure, Thomas. Iâll be taking my leave.â The lie is bitter and acrid on his tongue, tasting of ash as he sinks out.
He returns to Virgilâs room, immediately hurrying to his bedside, because he is crying, despite Remusâs attempts to soothe him.
âVee, whatâs wrong?â he asks. Virgil glares at him through his tears.
âyou said you were gonna stay!â he lets out a soft breath, sitting on the edge of the bed.
âI know. I just had to check on something. But you know Remus would never let anything hurt you, right?â Virgil nods, leaning back into Remusâs arms.
âThatâs right, starshine. Youâre safe.â Remus whispers, rocking Virgil gently, who responds by pressing his face into Remusâs chest.
âYouâre staying now, right?â Virgil mumbles. He smiles, slipping under the covers.
âI am. No lies this time.â He murmurs as Virgil lays down, curling into him. He reaches out with all six arms, pulling Remus closer, hugging both of them and sandwiching Virgil in warmth and safety.
âWhat was it?â Remus asks lowly, once Virgil is out again. He sighs.
âShapeshifting, animal forms. He was a mouse. Roman was a dragon. Threatened to keep him locked up. It got physical.â
âYou mean Roman was a bitch and attacked Virgil unprovoked.â Remusâs voice is flat, and he shoots him a soft look, one of his hands slipping into Remusâs.
âIâm going to kill him.â He squeezes Remusâs hand.
âLater. We can work on murder plans later. Right now Vee needs us.â
âAnxiety, itâs dinner time!â Pattonâs voice trills. He opens his eyes with a groan, freezing instantly.
This⌠isnât his room. It isnât even the commons. Heâs laying in soft bedding. He realizes heâs in a little plastic hut. His heart speeds. He looks down at himself, human, good.
He flinches as the house is lifted up, leaving him exposed. His breath catches in his lungs, Patton is looming over him, he is giant. He skitters back, realizing his back is pressing against metal wire. Cage, he is in a cage, he is tiny, in a cage.
He scrambles, trying to claw his way out, trying to bend the wire enough to wriggle out.
âhey, now. None of that kiddo.â His stomach flips as hands squeaze around his waist and he is lifted into the air. He is barely as tall as Pattonâs ring finger, he is so high in the air as Patton places him down on his palm.
âpatton please, please, just let me go, please!â he begs, feeling tears slipping down his face.
âAw, I know kiddo. But this is better for everyone. This way youâre still around but donât bother Thomas.â He stumbles as Patton places him back in the cage, doubling over and choking on sobs as a small food dish is placed inside, the shadows of bars shading his face.
He is still begging, pleading, screaming, for Patton, for anyone, to let him out, let him go, but he knows no one is coming, and the bars are pressing in, and soon there wonât be any more space, any more air. Â
âhush, stormy, shhh. Itâs ok. Itâs ok, lovely.â His eyes fly open, and he clings to Dee, feeling all of his arms cradling him tight as he sniffles into his shoulder, sobs shaking his thin frame.
âJust a dream, Vee.â He feels Remusâs hand on his, feels the terror and residual fear draining out of him as the nightmare is removed from his mind. The pros of dark creativity. Remus can steal other peopleâs bad thoughts, bad dreams, but then he experiences whatever the thoughts were. He hears Remusâs sharp inhale as he sees it, feels his hand tighten itâs grip.
âthanks ree.â He manages, his voice hoarse and sore.
âVirgil, love, we should talk about it. I only got minor details from them.â
âwhatâs to say? They were going to keep me in a cage, they d-didnât want me.â Dee draws back a tad, looking down at Virgilâs face, eyes hidden behind his bangs.
âdid anyone help? Surely not all of them went along with this.â He shrugs, taking a deep breath.
âR-roman g-g-rabbed me in his talons and st-started flying. But he yelled⌠I think L-Logan tried to stop him. He was an o-o-owl. I think he rammed Roman and made him drop me. P-p-patton c-caught me. And⌠and he put me down, right away, when I asked. I⌠I donât think they woulda let Roman k-keep me.â He mumbles out, shaking. Dee feels his heart breaking, can feel the murder on Remusâs face.
âThatâs good, Virge. They were trying to defend you.â Virgil shakes his head.
âbut they didnât. Only p-patton even cared I was h-hurt. Thomas⌠Thomas didnât say a-anything.â
âbut he changed you back.â His brow creases as he looks out from Deeâs arms at Remusâs words. âif he agrees with Roman, he wouldnât have changed you back.â Â
âHeâs right, lovely. Thomas doesnât hate you. I know that. That is fact.â He sighs.
âDoesnât feel like it right now.â He mumbles.
âI know. And thatâs ok, Virge.â Dee kisses his head softly. He startles at a knock on the door. Â
âRemus, see who it is?â
âIf itâs princey stab him for me.â Virgil mumbles, making Remus chuckle and ruffle his hair.
âGladly, stormy.â Â
He throws open the door, leaning in the doorway with a cocky grin, teeth sharp and eyes glinting.
âWell, well, hello there Daddy. Have I been naughty?â he teases, moving to block Pattonâs view of the room.
âRemus⌠what⌠what are you doing here?â Patton asks nervously. Â
âApparently playing the butler. Y'know, Patton, in the movies the butler is always guilty of murder.â He tilts his head slowly, relishing the fear that races across Pattonâs face. âNow, what are you doing here, daddio?â Patton fiddles with his sweater sleeves, a frown settling on his face.
âI just⌠I know he probably doesnât want to see us right now, heck, maybe ever, and I donât fault him for it. Today⌠today was bad. Really, really bad. I just want to make sure heâs ok. And apologize. We⌠we chewed out Roman. His actions were unacceptable. Just⌠I would never let that happen. Heâs not⌠heâs a person, and I donât always agree with him, but that doesnât give anyone the right to take away his voice or opinion. Can you just⌠pass that on, for me? Please?â Â
Remus looks back at the bed, softening as he sees Virgil uncurling from Dee, sitting with his knees pulled to his chest, leaning against Dee, who has an arm around his shoulders. Virgil looks up at Dee, a silent question. Â
âNo lies.â Dee murmurs, and Virgil bites his lip. âYou wanna let him in?â He asks softly. Virgil hesitates, but nods. Â
âIf he means it⌠yeah.â Virgil mumbles. Â
âHe does. Remus, stop playing. V- Anxiety says he can come in.â He calls, catching himself before using Virgilâs actual name. Remus sighs, but steps aside. Â
âWell? Come in then.â Â
Hesitantly, Patton steps inside the dark room, taking in the soft, dark carpet, the dark to light purple gradient painted on the walls. There are also posters for bands carefully hung in frames, and a few posters for movies that Anxiety must like. He sees fairy lights strung across the ceiling that sparkle like stars without the main lights turned on. Â
He lets out a soft noise of hurt as he takes in Anxiety, knees pulled to his chest, his shoulders hunched. His eyeshadow is smeared all over his face, his eyes red and puffy. He glances at Deceit, not as surprised to see him here, tilting his head. Deceit nods minutely, and he sits down next to Anxiety, legs dangling over the edge of the bed, careful not to touch him, to give him space. Â
âhey kiddo. Howâs your shoulder?â He asks. Â
âbetter. Dee helped. It still⌠still hurts.â His voice is quiet and unsure and hoarse. Â
âYeah. I think it would be pretty strange if it didnât. Iâm glad youâre going to be ok, though. Even if it hurts now, itâll feel better eventually.â Â
âwill it?â He is surprised as Patton pulls him into a hug, startled, but after a moment he leans into it, tucking his chin against Pattonâs shoulder. Â
âI have never wanted you to die. I have never wanted you to leave. Youâre one of my kiddos, kiddo, and that means I stand up for you when something hurts you, no matter who or what it is.â
âiâm scared. I hate⌠I hate being small⌠I hate⌠itâs so big, everything⌠I could drown, in a puddle, I could be crushed by a book, I could be stepped on, I could be crushed, I could get hurt and no one would know, no one would realize or find me. I could be cagedâŚâ He chokes out, fear flooding through him again. âI could be caged and my influence squashed, and then no one would protect Thomas, look out for dangers, keep him⌠keep him on task, keep him motivated to d-do better. I c-canât⌠trapped, and b-bars and it-itâs too much⌠too smallâŚâ He is shaking again, on the edge of hysteria, but Patton is rocking him, holding him. Â
âOh honey⌠Iâm sorry. Iâm so sorry. We didnât know you were gonna be that little. Iâm sorry we didnât ask permission first, we werenât thinking. I promise, promise,â he pulled back so Anxiety could see his eyes, tears spilling down his own cheeks, âthat I will physically fight anyone who suggests we do that again, who even dares to mention putting you in a cage. I nearly did fight Roman, Logan had to hold me back.â That gets a weak laugh out of Anxiety, imagining Logan holding back a kicking and spitting furious Patton. âI love you, kiddo. I really, really do, and if anyone has a problem with that, has a problem with you, theyâll have to go through me first.â Pattonâs voice is fierce, and he doesnât have to look at Dee to know that he isnât lying. Â
âT-thomas-â Â
âIs worried about you, kiddo. I came to check on you cause he wanted to make sure you were gonna be ok. What you said⌠really, really scared us, but we didnât wanna summon you, because we knew you probably didnât want to be summoned. Heâs sorry, too. We all are.â Â
âEven Roman?â He asks, bitterness in his voice. Patton hesitates, sighing. Â
âI donât know. I think⌠I think heâs sorry he got yelled at, sorry he got in trouble, sorry we didnât agree with him. But I donât think heâs sorry for what he actually did to you, said to you. Which makes me angry, because he should be sorry, but he isnât, and if he isnât, I canât change that. What I can do is make sure you are going to be alright. I can learn what else we shouldnât do without asking your permission. I can be better at speaking up when Roman threatens or takes jabs at you, and eventually, hopefully, his attitude will change as he learns none of us are going to enable him anymore. Iâm sorry it went this far.â He blinks, surprised. He didnât expect Patton to acknowledge Romanâs inability to see his own wrongdoings. He didnât expect Patton to admit to his own shortcomings. He didnât expect Patton to be⌠honest. Â
âWhat would you like us to do for now, Anxiety? Clearly, you have two people who love you very much helping your right now, so I feel ok leaving, if you like. I just didnât want you to be alone, when you were so upset. Thomas⌠all of us, want to speak with you about what happened, to try and make ammends, but weâll do that on your terms, so thereâs no rush. Just, whenever youâre ready to talk, weâre ready to listen.  If you like, I can bring you meals, if you donât wanna leave your room for a while. I wanna keep you healthy, and I know if I leave you to your own devices itâll be chips and soda for every meal.â He lets out a little snort at that, because Patton is right, of course, and heâs already calmed down so much because Patton is being so nice, and he knows Dee would have told him if Patton had lied. Â
âthat all sounds good, yeah.â He mumbles, shifting out of Pattonâs hug, pulling his knees to his chest once again. Â
âok. Is there anything else you need, or would like me to do?â He bites his lip, thinking. Â
âJust⌠just let them know Iâm ok? If theyâre really that worried about me.â Patton squeezes his non injured shoulder once as he stands, smiling gently. Â
âWill do, kiddo. If you ever need anything, or just want some company, donât be afraid to call me up.â Â
âI⌠might.â Patton smiles again, soft and warm. Â
âI love you, Anxiety.â Patton turns away, but before he sinks out, Virgil steels his courage. Â
âVirgil!â He shouts, and the room seems to freeze. Remus is staring at him in wide eyed surprise. Deceit has stopped rubbing his back, and Patton falters mid step, before turning to face him, something akin to awe on his face. âThatâs⌠my name. My name is Virgil.â A huge smile blooms across Pattonâs face, his eyes light up with tender joy, and he sniffles, wiping away tears. Â
âVirgil. I think thatâs a lovely name, Virgil. I know Iâm usually a blabber mouth, but it when it counts, I can keep a secret.â Patton winks, sending a smile flashing across his own face as warmth blooms in his chest. With a wave, Patton sinks out, and he collapses back against Deceit with a long, low sigh. Â
âYou sure about that, Virg?â Remus asks, from where heâs leaning against the wall, having simply observed everything. Â
âyeah. Yeah I⌠think I am.â He feels Dee press another soft kiss to the top of his head. Â
âProud of you, lovely.â He smiles, closing his eyes as he feels Remus settle on the other side of him. He is still scared and afraid and knows the nightmares wonât leave him alone for ages, now. But he also knows that at least Patton is on his side. And Patton is almost more of a mama bear than Deceit. If the two of them are looking out for him, he knows nothing will hurt him like this ever again.
((We need more Mikey content, so hereâs a quick something đ Iâm listening to Grover Washington Jrâs âJust the Two of Usâ btw. Readerâs gender is neutral.))
You knew he was a flirt.
The way he spoke to April, and then to you, there was no denying that being a loverboy was as easy as breathing air for Mikey. There was this ease in his feelings, not one ounce of shame in his words and actions. He wore his emotions on his sleeves and at some point you couldnât help but wonder if it really was just a game - if he was just constantly throwing a line in hopes that someone would bite down to it and reel up to him.
Yet you could notice some differences whenever he spoke to you. The light touches, the warm smiles, that delicate attention to the every words coming out of your mouth. You probably bit that line at some point, without knowing, ⌠and you didnât mind.
The more time you spent with him, the more you found yourself thinking back about those sweet words of his whenever you were alone.
âEverything just feels so right whenever youâre around.â
âI could spend all my evenings like thisâŚâ
âJust you and I. Just the two of usâŚâ
Just the two of us. You could feel a tingling sensation at the nape of your neck whenever you reminded yourself of those words. There was this way he said those, in a tone you knew he never used whenever speaking to anyone else - not even April.
âWe can make it if we try. I mean⌠whatâs the harm?â
That single question, echoing in your mind. You only wanted to fall into those arms, feel the warmth and security only him could give⌠He wanted to be yours, just as you wanted to be his.
Just the two of usâŚ
To lose yourself in that love. To fall for that smile of his, those baby blue eyes. That radiance amongst the shadows he had to hide in⌠Imagining yourself by his side. For him to be the first thing youâd see in the morning. To whisper sweet words and get bewitched by his charms. To feel that pride in his gaze whenever heâd look at you - and no one else. To sense that shift in the air whenever one of you was around, uplifting the mood.
Yes. You knew now that he was more than a flirt.
Ok, who let Vinnie out of their sights!
Also the fact that the mice have technically done this... justđ¤Ł