i love my friends so much. the fact that i know multiple people who have respect for me and whom have stood up for me, and the fact i share the same respect towards them. how they’ve always been there for me, even if they don’t understand in any situations i’ve got myself into. they are the people i trust the most, and i share my photography with them, my writing, my music. everything i create i always second guess until someone tells me its worthy of other people seeing it, and i don’t usually even show my parents or family what i make. when i show someone something before i post it that means i trust them with everything. i have social anxiety and a major part of that is a fear of peoples judgement and the fact i know my friends will never judge me. sometimes i fear they will but i know they won’t. my best friend has been in my life for almost seven years. god damn. i need to message my friends and tell them i love them. bye.
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can we go on a picnic now, mi amor?
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making my favourite female kpop stars (from groups and solo) gods Chung Ha - Goddess of Power and Fertility Moonbyul - Goddess of Wealth, War and Prosperity Jennie - Goddess of Apathy and Wealth Lalisa - Goddess of Wisdom, Prophecy and Fire Jessi - Goddess of Victory and Revenge Irene - Goddess of Useful Arts and the Moon Yeji - Goddess of Travellers and Archery Mina - Goddess of Forbidden Love, Justice and Peace Momo - Goddess of Choices and Consolation Ji-woo - Goddess of Youth and Silence BAE - Goddess of Strength and Fidelity
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Tonight I can write the saddest lines. I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.
Through nights like this one I held her in my arms I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.
She loved me sometimes, and I loved her too. How could one not have loved her great still eyes. Tonight I can write the saddest lines. To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her. - Pablo Neruda