Hey I'm Kathryn! How are you? My birthday is december 29th! Can i have a rreading on how to play the lead character gracie in the play! thxx
Hii Kathryn!
I couldn't quite understand your question..could you make it a bit detailed...Thankyou😊❤
As someone with Sun, Venus, Mercury and Uranus in the 12th, I can tell u this was an amazing observation and so on point.
From The mirror dreams, the being on missions, the being chased, the being warned in dreams, the lovey dovey ones, the beautiful places, the prophetic dreams to literally everything, it was just on point. Love this so much!🫂❤️🔥
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✮ since the 12th house deals with the hidden, the subconscious, sleep, and dreams, i thought it would be cool to write a post about the type of dreams you might have based on the planets in your 12th house. i personally resonate with this, since i have venus, mars, and the north node in my 12th house, and it’s fascinating to me that i dream about all three of them. i won’t be talking about the north node, chiron, etc., but i’m totally down to do it if anyone’s interested!
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﹒ ﹢ ♡. SUN IN THE 12H ﹑ ﹒ this placement reveals your true essence, often hidden from others and even yourself. in your dreams, you may struggle with a sense of confusion about your real identity. you might find yourself dreaming of being someone completely different, almost like you're wearing a disguise or mask. mirror dreams are common, where you look at yourself but can't recognize who you are. these dreams reveal parts of yourself that you've buried or forgotten. you might even wake up feeling like you've lost touch with who you are, but the purpose of these dreams is to help you discover your authentic self. in these subconscious realms, your true nature shows up in ways you might not be aware of while awake. you might dream of being on a mission or aspiring to become someone important. alternatively, you could find yourself in crowds where no one notices you, as if you're observing yourself from afar, detached from your physical self. sometimes, these dreams involve performance or creativity, reflecting the sun’s connection to leo and its focus on self-expression. these dreams encourage you to recognize your hidden potential and talents. if you struggle with self-awareness, these dreams push you to finally acknowledge your true worth. they provide glimpses of your core self, of the parts you've suppressed or overlooked. your dreams shine a light on an inner radiance that's yet to be fully embraced. you may also have dreams that feature your father or grandfather, as they may represent aspects of your identity or the wisdom you need to access.
﹒ ﹢ ♡. MOON IN THE 12H ﹑ ﹒ the moon represents our emotions, inner world, and subconscious, and when placed in the 12th house, it often brings hidden or forgotten feelings to the surface. in your dreams, you might encounter emotions and memories you've repressed, as well as deep fears and desires that you've yet to face. these dreams are often more emotionally charged than others, leaving a lingering effect on your mood, sometimes for days. vivid nightmares are common, and they can be incredibly intense. given the moon’s connection to water, you might frequently dream about water, whether it’s beaches, floods, or the sensation of drowning. being lost at sea or navigating a boat could also appear in your dreams, reflecting a sense of emotional turmoil or uncertainty. swimming might feature prominently, or you may find yourself returning to the past, revisiting childhood memories, especially the darker or more haunting aspects. these dreams can take you to unfamiliar or foreign places, suggesting a journey to the unknown parts of your psyche. you might even have the ability to see passed loved ones in your dreams, or encounter shadows and ghosts that reflect unresolved emotional issues. for women, pregnancy dreams can be common, either about yourself or others, signifying new emotional developments or a need for emotional nurturing. these dreams are there to help you process emotions you’re trying to suppress in your waking life, and they might bring up trauma that’s left unhealed. sometimes, your dreams might even feel prophetic, offering insights or warnings. dreams that bring tears are not unusual, as they help you confront and release emotions that you've been carrying with you.
﹒ ﹢ ♡. MERCURY IN THE 12H ﹑ ﹒ mercury governs communication, thought, and learning, and in the 12th house, your dreams are often filled with hidden meanings and symbols. they might be cryptic or challenging to understand at first, but they always carry a message. you could dream about your siblings, letters, or maps, and travel might feature frequently, whether it’s physically moving through landscapes or shifting between realities. since mercury is also linked to vehicles, you might find yourself driving or navigating in your dreams. your subconscious could be working overtime, presenting you with a lot of ideas and even presenting words or numbers that are hard to make out. have you ever dreamed of a clock or seen a language that’s no longer in use? your dreams could be fast-paced and chaotic, often feeling like a puzzle to solve. you might experience dreams that provide realizations later on or dream of being chased, or even flying. when it comes to deceit, your dreams have a way of cutting through the lies, especially if you feel like someone in your waking life is an impostor. these types of dreams can serve as warnings, helping you uncover truths before they are revealed in reality. you process information in your dreams, and they often guide you, particularly when you're feeling lost or confused in waking life. your dreams may involve a lot of communication, and you could find yourself speaking to spirits or receiving messages from another realm. mercury in the 12th house allows you to access hidden knowledge within yourself, and though it can present challenges in how you express yourself, your dreams often show the opposite, giving you a clearer path to communicate what’s hidden in your mind. your subconscious mind is constantly at work, revealing truths that may be difficult to see while you're awake.
﹒ ﹢ ♡. VENUS IN THE 12H ﹑ ﹒ if you have venus in the 12th house, you know this placement can be tricky (at least i do, lmaoo). venus rules love, beauty, and pleasure, but in the 12th house, your dreams are often filled with unattainable love and beauty. you might dream of a love that's hard to reach, or experience soulmate-like connections where everything feels perfect, like a fairytale romance with rainbows and unicorns. you could dream about connecting deeply with someone, but you don’t see their face, only feeling this instant connection and chemistry. there may be dreams where you're hugging, holding hands, or passionately kissing someone, only to wake up feeling empty because it wasn’t real. you could even dream of meeting the true and only one in a dream, even though you’ve never seen them in real life. venus in the 12th house also brings dreams about beautiful places, like stunning buildings or dreamy landscapes. loving someone so deeply in a dream, only to wake up heartbroken because they don't exist in this life, is a common theme. this placement can also make it difficult to express love openly, and that includes love for yourself. if you struggle with feeling unattractive or less than beautiful, your dreams may offer the opposite: you might dream of openly expressing love and seeing yourself as more beautiful than you thought possible. your dream world tends to mirror the love you long for in waking life. past lovers, old crushes, and relationships may also appear in your dreams, highlighting your unfulfilled love desires. if you’re like me and a hopeless romantic, your dreams can feel like a place where your wildest (and sometimes delusional) love fantasies come true.
﹒ ﹢ ♡. MARS IN THE 12H ﹑ ﹒ if you have mars in the 12th house like me, let me tell you, this placement is intense. it brings some seriously heavy dreams. expect a lot of violent imagery where people are after you or trying to harm you. hidden enemies might show up, revealing their secret animosity. this placement holds a lot of suppressed anger and frustration, and that energy spills over into your dreams. you might dream about being in constant defense mode, feeling like you have to fight for no reason, or being chased, as if something is always out to get you. fires, accidents, and even dangerous situations could appear in your dreams, making you feel threatened and on edge. the night, forests, or even the concept of danger might be common themes. sometimes, you may even dream about people from your past who’ve wronged you, and in those dreams, you finally stand up to them, taking back your power. growing up, it can be difficult to assert yourself or defend your boundaries, but with time, that gets better. in dreams, you might often encounter things that threaten you in some way, like natural disasters. tornadoes, thunderstorms, meteors, and so on. you might find yourself exploding with rage over small things, and sometimes, your dreams bring out emotions that surprise you. (trust me, i’ve been shocked by myself in my dreams). these dreams are often about unresolved conflicts because mars needs to express that fiery energy, and if it doesn’t get released in your waking life, it shows up in your dreams. personally, I’ve had dreams where I’m in accidents, dying, and all sorts of chaos. mars in the 12th is one of the most spiritually powerful placements, though, as it gives you the strength to fight through anything and protect yourself from all kinds of threats, both in dreams and in waking life. and of course, sex might be a theme in your dreams too, given mars’ strong connection to desire and passion.
﹒ ﹢ ♡. JUPITER IN THE 12H ﹑ ﹒ with jupiter in the 12th, your dreams are often filled with a sense of adventure and expansion. you might find yourself dreaming about religious or spiritual themes, even encountering figures like jesus or other higher beings. this placement is naturally gifted and lucky, so your subconscious is connected to higher realms, making your dream world feel vast and limitless. you might dream of traveling to foreign places, or meeting wise, knowledgeable people who leave a lasting impression. it’s not uncommon for you to meet your spirit guides in your dreams, or experience encounters with higher beings. you could even dream about material wealth, like having expensive things or living a life of luxury. there’s a strong sense of receiving divine guidance in your dreams, as jupiter amplifies that connection to the unseen world. if you’re religious, your prayers might be answered through your dreams, and sacred places like churches could appear frequently. vivid, prophetic dreams and even the ability to astral project might be a part of your experience. dreams of winning the lottery, gambling, or celebrating with friends might also show up, as jupiter brings a sense of abundance and joy. this placement shields you from loneliness, offering a sense of protection and comfort through your dreams. and since jupiter also rules your future spouse (for women, specifically) , you might even have dreams where you meet or see glimpses of them before you actually meet them in waking life.
﹒ ﹢ ♡. SATURN IN THE 12H ﹑ ﹒ this placement often brings a heavy, restrictive energy to your dreams. it’s not uncommon to experience dreams where you feel like you’re unable to move, whether that’s walking, running, or escaping from a situation. dreams can feel claustrophobic, almost as if there’s a constant sense of being trapped or bound. this placement tends to bring up past life burdens, resurfacing unresolved issues or karmic patterns that need to be dealt with on a deep, subconscious level. in your dreams, you might face struggles and challenges that force you to grow and mature emotionally. you could find yourself confronted by self-imposed limitations, repressed desires, or feelings of guilt and responsibility that have to be confronted in order to be released. many people with this placement, like my mom, have dreams tied to karmic lessons. you might dream about your parents a lot or feel isolated and alone in your dreams, as if there’s no way out of a difficult situation. dreams of being reprimanded or scolded can occur, reflecting past trauma or feelings of never being enough, particularly around authority figures. the energy of unrealistic expectations may appear in your dreams, as well as repetitive themes where you continuously make the same mistakes or fail to meet responsibilities. you might dream about past failures. whether from relationships, work, or life in general. or even see people from your past who you may have hurt or who hurt you. these dreams often center around obligations or debts, both literal and metaphorical. financial struggles, unfinished business, or feelings of lack might also appear in your dreams. after such dreams, you may wake up feeling emotionally drained and physically exhausted, as if the weight of these experiences lingers in your body, leaving you with a heavy feeling that sticks with you.
﹒ ﹢ ♡. URANUS IN THE 12H ﹑ ﹒ with this placement, your dreams are anything but ordinary. expect the unexpected, as your subconscious taps into the strange, the visionary, and the out-of-this-world. dreams can feel like an emotional rollercoaster, often pushing you toward sudden breakthroughs or moments of clarity. you might have dreams that shake you awake with a burst of insight, leaving you with an ‘AHA!’ moment that seems to come out of nowhere. the themes of liberation and technology could often show up. think phone screens, video games, or even dreams of exploring the cosmos. your dreams might feel prophetic, not just for you but for others, as if they carry a deeper message meant to be shared. these dreams could also pull you toward spiritual themes, similar to neptune’s energy, but with a sharper, more rebellious edge. there might be recurring themes of escape or rebellion, as if your soul is always trying to break free from something or someone. you could also dream about schools, space, or the universe, each symbolizing a search for freedom and knowledge. friendships and political matters might take center stage, and occasionally, dreams could dip into the occult, with astrology, tarot, or music making appearances. ultimately, your dreams reflect the unorthodox and transformative energy of uranus, pushing you to express this unique vibe in your waking life.
﹒ ﹢ ♡. NEPTUNE IN THE 12H ﹑ ﹒ your dreams have a mystical, almost elusive quality to them. you might experience vivid and surreal dreamscapes, where reality blurs and things aren’t always as they appear. these dreams can sometimes feel confusing, leaving you unsure of what’s real, and you may even encounter spirits or ghosts along the way. there's a strong spiritual element to your dreams, often pulling you toward sacred spaces like temples or churches, or visions of places that feel otherworldly. you could also see things in your dreams that shift or disappear, figures that morph, or objects that seem distorted. it’s a lot like the feeling of the 7 of cups. lots of possibilities, but nothing seems quite grounded. your dreams may be influenced by escapist themes like drugs, alcohol, or simply wanting to step away from reality. this placement can also make sleep a bit tricky, with restless or fragmented nights. despite that, your dreams are highly creative, offering glimpses of your artistic side. you might dream about helping others, creating art, or even guiding people as a therapist. serenity might show up too, with dreams of peaceful spots you naturally turn to when life feels overwhelming. these dreams carry a nostalgic tone, as if you're reconnecting with something forgotten or long lost. you might often find yourself trying to escape situations that feel emotionally or spiritually draining, or even wishing for an escape from reality altogether. losing control of time, space, or your sense of self might be common in your dreams, adding to the sense of disorientation. your dreams can also reveal hidden talents or even give you a glimpse of telepathic connections.
﹒ ﹢ ♡. PLUTO IN THE 12H ﹑ ﹒ this placement makes your dreams intense and transformative, often taking you deep into the hidden corners of your psyche. you might encounter parts of yourself that you’ve kept buried, whether that’s repressed emotions, past trauma, or unconscious desires. these dreams can feel like a form of shadow work, unlocking the deepest, darkest aspects of yourself that you weren’t aware of. pluto seeks to bring what’s hidden to the surface, and it does so through your dreams, often creating a shift in your waking life. you may dream of death and rebirth, symbolizing transformation or endings that lead to new beginnings. nightmares or sleep paralysis might show up, as your subconscious works through intense fears. you could also have dreams about letting go of something important, whether it’s a person, situation, or an old version of yourself. pluto’s influence could push you to uncover hidden truths, either about yourself or others, revealing intentions or motives that were previously concealed. dreams of confronting people who’ve kept things from you or dealing with power dynamics. whether you’re in control or being controlled. could surface frequently. you might dream of being trapped, manipulated, or facing situations where you feel powerless. relationships may also undergo shifts in your dreams, with transformations or unsettling realizations about those connections. your dreams could be filled with heavy, uncomfortable imagery, taking you to places like caves or tunnels, symbolizing the deep, often difficult inner work pluto demands. these dreams force you to face uncomfortable truths about your self-destructive tendencies or hidden internal conflicts.
UNIVERSE IS CALLING...
PICK A PILE..ANY PILE🤭
The universe is calling out to you...the universe is calling you, to do something...if you asked for a sign or advice, this is it❤️🔥
PILE 1 PILE 2
PILE 3 PILE 4
When choosing the Piles, please be sure to choose your piles in the following ways, according to your preference:
Close your eyes for for some time and think of the four numbers (1,2,3,4) to see which number is calling out to you the most. The number that feels the most magnetic to you is the pile you pick.
See the images and truly ask yourself which one is calling out to you, even if the image is something you feel terrified (lol). The image will stand out the most tough you or you will feel a very strong urge to stare at that image out of all of them.
You can meditate to feel which pile is calling out to you as well.
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YOU CAN ALSO CHOOSE THE PILES FROM THESE BOOKS BELOW, because I'm going to be asking a message from them as well and they belong to the same piles above:
From top to bottom: Pile 1, pile 2, pile 3 and pile 4.
The messages from the books can be kinda long but it's like a story for u to understand...and long post ahead! Also, TW: There are mentionings of sensitive content like de@th and Su!cide, etc.
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My advice to you here is please do not shift piles if you do not like the advice or you feel like the message does not resonate. If this pile reading were about topics such as 'romantic suitors', 'career advice', 'Future Spouse', etc, then yes, you could have done that...
But this pile reading is purely messages that the Universe is giving to you. The universe led you to choose that particular pile because you are meant to hear exactly that. This pile reading works in such a way that the universe will give you your current scenarios, future warnings, advice and support so if what I explain does not resonate with your current situation, please understand that that might as well be the occurrence that can take place soon so be prepared.
The universe provides you with heavy guidance before an event even takes place so this can be your sign as well, especially if you have been asking for a sign or guidance from the universe.
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PILE 1
CHANNELED SONG:
Dear Pile 1's,
You all are going through some sort of chaos or ups and downs which are not helping in clearing out the path in front of you nor balancing your life. We call this unnecessary dysfunction. I am getting strongly that this is because of a lot of evil eye put on you or someone sending negative energies towards you, intentionally or unintentionally. For this you are being called to indulge more in spiritual practices and mainly an egg cleanse is preferable. The universe wants you to self reflect and look through the details of the spiritual significances of the events taking place in your life.
They are bringing an awareness here that you need to pay more attention to the surroundings as they affect your energy deeply. I feel like you pick up energies very easily from your surroundings so creating a protective shield can also help you stay protected. I am also getting the message that right now you are stuck. You are trying to understand why you feel so stuck and slowed down in your life. You feel gloomy and tired, and you feel trapped in some way..not literally, I mean trapped in the sense, unable to move or you may have built up walls that are now going against you and are not good for you. You are being called by the universe to meditate at this time.
You are being called to travel outside more, even if it's not internationally. You are being called to visit spiritual places like a church or temple, etc. You are being called to grow within this situation and acknowledge why you feel the way you feel and how you can make yourself feel better. Meditation is coming in very very strongly with this pile so I prefer it. You are surrounded by so much positive guides and energies that is actually protective of you but you are being called to acknowledge their presence such as thanking them and asking for protection from such negative people.
I get that you are also actually already searching for clarity and truth. This is your confirmation that it is coming your way. The Universe is asking you to perform shadow work as your energies are more in the dark than the light at this time and instead of suppressing it, start creating a bond with your shadow self because he/she only wants to help you grow better. The Universe is asking you to take more nature walks, if you have a garden spend more time there. Connect yourself with nature. Grounding is also coming through now.
You are being called to turn this poison into nectar because you have the power to. It is always our choice to either curse the situation or grow from it. Have a cry but also be grounded, do not blame anyone or anything for these situations that are taking place, that includes blaming yourself. The universe wants to protect you at this time so doing these things can connect you more to the universe, showing them that you trust in them. Plant more plants and trees if you wish. Talk to trees and plants even, they actually listen to us.
You are being called to continue your spiritual practices or start your spiritual journey if you have been waiting for the confirmation to do so or wondering what to begin with. You are being called to pray and be grateful for what you are being given. You may be going through some turmoil or loss at this time, and I see many of you crying or grieving a lot at this time.
I am truly sorry for the pain you are going through but trust me, the universe is listening to your prayers and are asking you not to give up now🫂. We all see endings and death as something horrible but every painful ending leads to a beautiful beginning. I'm getting the butterfly in my mind right now so this can be the situation you are in. You are transforming to a more developed and beautiful version of yourself. The universe is requesting you to embrace this change.
The universe is asking you to not just look but see. By seeing, I mean understanding why these situations will make you more better off in life. I also get that you are distracting yourself with a lot of entertainment and trying to distract yourself in some way from the pain, but the universe is asking you to stop doing that and reflect. Acknowledge the pain you are undergoing right now rather than avoiding it.
Mind
THINKING YOURSELF OUT OF LIFE
It is only because you exist that you can generate a thought. But your thought process has become so compulsive that your focus has shifted from the existential to the psychological. This has happened to such an extent that you have begun to believe that you exist because you think! The foundations of Western philosophy actually rest on the famous axiom by the seventeenth-century French philosopher René Descartes: "I think, therefore I am."
It is time to restate a fundamental fact: you are, therefore, you may think. This has nothing to do with any philosophy, Eastern or Western. It is a simple existential reality. You can "be," and still choose to think or not think. The most beautiful moments in your life-what you might con-sider moments of bliss, joy, ecstasy, or utter peace-were moments when you were not thinking about anything at all.
You were just being. Even without your thoughts, existence is. What are thoughts really? Just information that you have gathered and recycled. Are you really capable of thinking of anything other than what has been accumulated by your mind? All the human mind is doing is recycling old data. So I ask: Do you want to be a living being or a being? Right now, ninety percent of the time, you are only thinking about life, not living it.
Have you come into this world to experience life or to think about it? Your mental process is a very small happening compared to the life process, but right now it has become far more important. It is time for humanity to shift the significance to the life process once again. The need is an urgent one. Our lives depend on it.
Once it happened... (This is almost certainly an apocryphal tale, but that doesn't matter; it smells true.) Aristotle, the father of modern logic, the intellectual giant of ancient Greece, was walking on the beach. A glorious sunset was before him, but he had no time for such petty occurrences. He was thinking seriously about some great problem of existence. For the intellectual mind, existence is always a problem, and Aristotle was out to solve it. Lost in solemn thought, he paced up and down the beach.
There was another man on the beach who was doing something very intensely-so intensely that after a while even Aristotle noticed him. Those who are immersed in their own psychological realities usually end up ignoring life around them.
They seldom have the eyes to look at a flower, a sunset, a child, or a smiling face. And if it is an unsmiling face, they have no inclination to make it smile; they have no such small duties or minor cares in the world! They are too busy cracking the great puzzles of existence. But this man's intensity was such that even Aristotle could not ignore him.
On close observation he noticed that this man kept going to the ocean and returning, with great single-mindedness of purpose. Aristotle paused in his reflections to inquire, "What exactly are you up to?" The man said, "Please don't disturb me, I am doing something very important." He continued with his work with furious intensity. Aristotle's curiosity was piqued.
He asked again, "But what are you doing?" The man said, "Don't disturb me. It is very important." Aristotle said, "What is this important thing?" The man showed him a little hole he had dug in the sand and said, "I am emptying the ocean into this hole." He had a tablespoon in his hand. Aristotle looked at this and laughed.
Now, Aristotle is the kind who can spend a whole year without a single chuckle. It takes a heart to laugh. The intellect cannot laugh; it can only dissect. But even Aristotle laughed at this and said, "This is ridiculous! You must be insane. Do you know how vast this ocean is? How can you ever empty this ocean into this little hole? And above all, with a tablespoon? At least if you had a bucker, you might have stood some chance! Please give this up. This is utter madness. "The man looked at Aristotle, threw the spoon down, and said. "My job is already done."
Aristotle said, "What do you mean? Forget about the ocean being empty; even the hole is not full. How is your job done?" The other man stood up and said, "I am trying to empty the ocean into this hole with a tablespoon. You are telling me it is madness. But what are you trying to do? Do you know how vast this existence is? It can contain a billion oceans like this and more, and you are trying to empty it into the small hole of your head and with what? With tablespoons called thoughts! Please give it up. It's utterly ridiculous."
The other man was Heraclitus, the other great Greek philosopher. In a flash, he showed Aristotle what a crippled existence he was leading by attempting to extend his logic to every aspect of life. If you want to know the experiential dimensions of life, you will never know them with the petty process of thought. Even if you have the brain of an Einstein, your thought process is still outclassed because thought cannot be bigger than life.
Thought can only be logical, functioning between two polarities. If you want to know life in its immensity, you need something more than the intellect. This is the fundamental choice you have: either you learn to live with creation, or you manufacture your own creation in your head. Which option do you want to exercise? The planet is spinning on time: not a small event.
All the galaxies are managing fine; the whole cosmos is doing great. But you have one nasty little thought crawling through your head, and it is a bad day! The problem is you are living in a psychological space that bears no connection with reality. And you are insecure, because it can collapse at any moment. In the vastness and grandeur of cosmic space, if you look at yourself in perspective, you are less than a speck of dust. But you think your thought-which is less than a speck within you should determine the nature of existence! You have lost your perspective of life: that is the basic problem.
You have heard of the "Buddha." His name was Siddhartha Gautama, and he became a Buddha. But Gautama was not the only Buddha. A human being who has transcended his intellect, the discriminatory and logical dimensions of his life, is a Buddha. Human beings have invented millions of ways to suffer. For all this the manufacturing unit is just in your mind.
Once you are no longer identified with your mind, you are free to experience life beyond limitations. Being a Buddha means that you have become a witness to your own intellect. The essence of yoga, as we have said before, is just this to arrive at that moment where there is a clear space between you and your mind. Once this happens, a life of heightened clarity, perception, and freedom has begun. This is the birth of freedom.
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PILE 2
CHANNELED SONG:
Immediately I heard dessert rose, embrace your inner child and inner child healing.
Dear Pile 2's, have you had a good childhood? 🙇🤔 Because there is a strong emphasis on your inner child here. It's showing me a weak link between you and your inner child. It seems like you feel deserted in some way, like you have no support, or you feel alone despite having others around you. There is also some plan or action that you are not taking a leap of faith on in working towards here. Your energy is very strong, like an eternal burning flame but you choose to offer that to people who don't bother blowing it away.
The moon is very significant here. You are not alone. That's what the universe wants to acknowledge first. You are being called to pay attention to your health. You may be over giving a lot, and your energy is getting drained out causing your mind and body to not function at its best. You may be getting strange dreams and visions which you don't quite understand, well, this is a sign for you that those dreams and visions are calling out to you to begin reflecting on your true desires and the subconscious.
There are past experiences and people whom the universe wants you to forgive. The universe is urging you to move with the flow than trying so hard to make things work. If things are out of your hand, let them be. 'The river is nearby but you still sit in the desert Longing for water', I heard that. You may be depending on others a lot to keep your inner light burning bright but that is not helpful for you.
I heard 'A flame is at its brightest in the dark' so it's okay to shine even if no one's recognizes you for it. I feel as if you are the kind of flower that blooms in the dark when no one is watching. You are very strong as a person, and you've fought through so many battles in the dark when no one even knew you were struggling. Your energy is literally coming through very strongly here although it is very messy too.
Honestly, I was getting a lot of messages for pile 1 easily with my Archetypes and angels but here I will need to use my tarot cuz y'all are really closed off with your energy.
Cards: 9 of swords, 10 of wands reverse, The sun, The high priestess, 10 of cups, the magician,
B.O.D (bottom of the deck): 3 OF wands, T.O.D (top of the deck) : 3 OF pentacles.
Again, in this deck, there are children in the 10 of cups, The sun and a child in the 9 of swords, which indicates such a heavy emphasis on your inner child or children in general. You have been treated so badly as a child and abused in many ways, growing up, mainly verbal abuse which has now damaged your self-esteem and your link with your inner child. Your inner child feels trapped in your body as if its caged.
Did you have a missing or absent father in your life, my pile 2's? When I say missing, I mean either physically or emotionally, because if yes, that has contributed greatly to your search for a father figure in every man you meet which only leaves you disappointed in the end. I see you have been the child in the family who has been the most taken advantage of and ridiculed even. You can have an emotionally unsupportive family which has made you the person you are today.
A person who's afraid to speak their truth in the belief that they would loose all the people they have left, in their. A person who keeps a lot of things private and feels like a burden when it comes to asking for help or depending on others. The universe is asking you to nurture your inner child by doing everything you wished to do as a child. Be it building kids legos or watching SpongeBob squarepants. Embrace your inner child because it's a naturally born muse.
I'm also getting this message where the universe wants you to pamper yourself, take those relaxing bubble baths with little candles and drink wine in the bathtub while watching a movie on your device, reading a book or just you know, relax. If you do not have enough time for that during the weekdays, try doing it once every week during the weekend.
If you do not have a bathtub, you can maybe take a nice relaxing shower with the music on and just dance away. Try doing Karaoke at home, even if you are not good at singing, just for fun. Redecorate your room, just the way you like it, in a way where you would always feel so much better just walking into the room after a tired day. Get creative with yourself and your ideas, try new dressing styles is what I'm hearing for some reason.
Maybe you love various kinds of dresses and you do have the potential to style yourself like the diva that you are! (Even if you are a guy👍) So do it! Style your outfits the way you like them. Set your inner child free by doing inner child healing first.
If you are someone who is very hard on yourself just imagine this in your head: Your younger self (say a very small child) approaches you and cries about a problem they are going through, even if it's going to be childish, would you look at her/him and hurt them even more? Or would you do anything you can to make her/him feel better? Imagine your little self whenever you are going through something because our of everyone, you are the first person who needs to be there for that kid (yourself).
I see you love music too so the universe wants you to get crafty with your taste in music. Also I'm hearing messages asking you to start listening to spiritual music like Buddhist chants or even divine instrumental music because that is actually very good for yourself and can really help you have a more positive energy. There are some things you hesitate to take action towards but the Universe urges you to take that leap of faith and trust yourself the most.
The universe is also urging you to introspect more and understand your true desires in your life, not the ones that shift according to situations. I also heard 'Dont settle for less' so you can be someone who just accepts what they're being offered, no matter how little it may be so don't do that, you deserve more than that!
The universe wants you to heal what has been yearning for your nurture and love for so long, Your inner child. I know, I have been repeating this since the beginning but this is just blasting in in my ears since I pulled out cards for your pile. Your inner child loves you in the most purest form possible and all he/she wishes for is for you to, love them back and let them help you feel more better in this monotonous world.
I have no idea, literally NO IDEA why the Universe is telling me this but please drink milk. I know, I know, I'm as confused as you are but the Universe still sees you as their small child which is actually wholesome cuz I heard that too. Always remember, even in the dark your flame is nowhere near to blowing away, it's as strong as a hurricane (I heard that too).
Strengthen the bond that's weak between you and your inner child. I just heard 'mend the bond' which is a dialogue from the Disney movie, 'Brave' which is very unique to have showed up for you because in the movie, Mereda feels controlled by her mother so much to the point she visits a witch to help her change her mother but a mishap takes place turning her mother into a Bear with a curse and by the end of the movie Mereda realizes the value of her mother so she stitches back the heirloom her mother made and yeah, you can go watch the movie, definitely will help since your inner child needs to feel more active and happy in you. But the point is that You probably have a weak link with your mother which has affected your inner child now and it's your duty to mend the bond that has been impacted here, with your inner child. Oh, also, Bears can be your spirit guide.
To Rule or to Serve?
Human beings have no choice but to act. That is the nature of our lives. But the two alternatives before us are just these: Do we want to rule or do we want to serve? Now, I don't mean perform service in some self-conscious, holier-than-thou way. When I say serve, I mean an act of immersion, not conquest. Every human being wants to have an impact upon the world, but how you leave this impact is the moot point.
Do you think you are incapable of being a despot. Most people want to rule the world. It is just that because they are half-hearted that they end up ruling only their households! They may not have the capacity, the intensity, the one-pointed focus that is necessary to rule the world. But secretly they wish they could. What makes a tyrant different is that their self-image is powerful.
They might believe so strongly that they are going to rule the world that sometimes it almost comes true! This is something many human beings have yet to discover from themselves: that if they create a continuous mental focus towards a particular self-image, it will, in fact, come true. There is however, another way to create. It does not entail asking for anything, or even thinking about what needs to happen.
Here, things just happen as they needed. No forethought, no plotting, or scheming is required here. Once you choose this approach, all you need to do is actually with tremendous intensity, without wavering for an instant in your focus and determination. Then, one day, you will reach a point where no action is needed. You are capable of acting, but you are not compelled to. You choose to engage with life, but you are no longer entangled by it.
This kind of action is possible for everyone. But before you are ive at this state, some fired-up action is required. People who have never been on fire will never know the coolness of water. People who have just lived their lives in a lukewarm, half-hearted, sedate manner can never reach a point of transformation. Those who have never known intense action will never be able to move into inaction.
Their inaction will simply be lethargy, apathy. Only the person who is capable of being immersed in work knows the true meaning of rest. This is why at the Isha Centres, as I have said before, you will find many residents engaged in unstinting nonstop work. They are not working to achieve something; it is simply single-minded, choiceless activity. They are doing it because it is needed, that's all.
You will see after rigorous immersive work that there is suddenly no intention left in you to do anything. Now the real spiritual process unfolds. Only if you have known intense action will you know the bliss of inaction. Once your energies get to a boiling point, it is very easy to transform them and make your life happen in the most harmonious way possible. That is the whole purpose of Karma yoga.
This is also the science of creating a truly amazing being. This is how one who serves is created. This power is immense, but it is not the power to rule. The power to rule is not a rule power, because it can be taken away at any moment. The power that we are talking about here is a power that cannot be taken away. In whatever circumstance or context such a person is placed, there is only one thing they will do.
Those who seek to rule can work only if they are on their throne. If they are taken off the seat, they become miserable. But those who choose to serve will be undeterred because they are not obsessed with the fruit of their action. If they are in hell, they will do the same thing; if they are in hell, they will do the same thing. According to Buddhist lore, Gautama the Buddha said he would rather serve in hell than go to heaven because, anyway, he was incapable of suffering.
That was his freedom. This approach releases you from attachment to the fruit of your action. Now the action will happen by itself; it will also dissolve and melt away by itself. You do not have to stop working to be liberated from action; it will happen anyway. You do not have to do anything about it.
It happened.
In a Zen monastery, there lived a master who was more than eighty years old. Every day, he worked his heart out in the gardens—a time- honored part of Zen spiritual practice. He had been doing this for years. Now he had grown old and weak, but he refused to stop his work. His disciples tried to dissuade him. "Don't bother with this anymore, Master," they said. "We are all here. We will do it." But the old master wouldn't listen. His physical abilities had weakened, but the intensity remained the same.
So one day his disciples took away his gardening tools and hid them somewhere. He hunted for them in vain. That day he did not eat. The next day, again, his tools were missing, so he did not eat. The third day, no tools once more. He did not eat. Now his disciples grew afraid at his refusal to eat. The next day, they replaced the tools in the gardening shed. That day, the old monk worked and ate. In the evening, he gave his teachings: "No work, no food." And that night he died. The four days of fasting had weakened him considerably.
But his teaching was succinct, and he delivered it before he died: no work, no food. Now, wherever you put such a man—heaven or hell—his action will remain the same. When you are like this, you are released from the vagaries of the external situation, from the cycles of karma. Merely closing your eyes won't achieve this. Merely running away and sitting in the mountains won't achieve this.
The moment you open your eyes, the moment you return to the marketplace, reality will some and catch up with you. Karma has to be worked out, but engaging with action with great involvement and intensity, without caring a hoot for it, is the most effective way to work your karma out. There are various ways to do so. You could be so drunk with blissfulness that nothing matters, or you could fall so deeply in love with someone that nothing matters. Only if you are in states of bliss or love can you work intensely and still not to be bothered about the result.
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PILE 3
CHANNELED SONG:
Dear Pile 3's,
I immediately sense that you either commit too much to something, even when it is failing or you struggle a lot when it comes to committing to something, mostly when you see slow results or none at all. Okay, but I do get that you also don't appreciate your own efforts in life and see your achievements as "Not Enough". You are a warrior, I have to tell you that! Whew! You do fight a lot of battles, and you do go a long way when it comes to being tolerant towards situations and problems, but you do it all with/without too much dedication or not enough dedication.
It's like you will fight for it but if you don't want to anymore, you're just gonna back out suddenly which can hinder a lot of things in your life, mainly your mental health. I just heard 'School kills artists' so I am getting that you are born very artistic but you lost the touch after school and you may have not liked going to school much of at all.
I am getting that you have piled up a lot of unkept promises and messy karma from your past and the universe is urging you to resolve them, work it out with people whom you have hurt intentionally or unintentionally. By work it out, I mean set things right and apologise, even if you guys are not going to be speaking to eachother after.
If someone has hurt you badly on the other hand, don't hate them or pray for their downfall, just leave it to the Universe and forgive, even if you aren't Jesus. When you hate, it means you have been defeated. The universe is urging you ft find your true life purpose otherwise there is no use being a warrior because the Universe says without a true purpose, manifesto or oath, the Warrior is lost.
Write down what you stand for unwaveringly, what are things or people you cannot ever give up in your life? What are traits and qualities that you most definitely ask for in connections and your no-no squares? Write it all down so you have a perfect understanding of what you truly want in different areas of your life so you don't just settle for anything.
You are someone who has thoughts that really down play your own dreams and ideas so instead of looking to defeat your enemies, look to defeat that voice in your head. Once you defeat the enemy inside, no one outside can do any harm to your mind.
Also, learn to appreciate and celebrate your achievements and victorious survival through struggles more, even if you are celebrating without anyone around because the Universe celebrates them with you. You are as tough as a mountain man! and here you are, seeing yourself as a mere stone that can be kicked around in this populous world.
I see you are quite clairvoyant and intuitive yourself, like you can understand the energies of people and you do get premonitions a lot, I heard. You have this circle of light inside of you that the universe wants you to channel, more, like a strong glowing light that can help you radiate more and have a more strong presence in the room.
Right now, you are like a poet, drunk in emotions, dreamy and full of fantasy in your head, it's like you live better in your head than in reality and I feel like you are quite lost in this world too. The universe, although, wants you to become more than just a dreamer, they want you to become a sustainer, to sustain that beauty you have in your mind than let it die out with your routined life.
I also get the message where the universe wants you to read more poetry or admire art in general. You are very artistic in nature, even if you doubt it, take Piccaso for example, he says a true artist is a child so get into it, paint, even if it's silly as hell. Make a list of all the things and hobbies in your life that truly sustain you and never get out of touch with them. Always water them and nurture them.
I also heard 'pottery' so yes! Take that pottery lesson buddy! Create with your hands and admire your work. Start getting into pottery and painting because you have it in your to be the best artist there is. I also heard 'Ground yourself. Touch some grass' so yes, take nature walks more often or spend more time in nature, have a picnic with yourself like a Solo Date and just ground yourself.
Your energy does come off quite messy and all over the room so maybe clean up your room and tidy things up, look at the clouds and draw the images you see on paper. I'm also getting that you are someone who is very uncomfortable with change, especially in relationships. You want everything going smooth and perfectly but then something comes up and just disrupts your energy and mood completely so that is one more reason why you should ground Yourself more and begins journaling.
Journal your thoughts and just let all your emotions out on the paper. Take few deep breaths every time you are in a state of anxiety and take that nature walk. Nature is a man's best medicine.
Hunt down your fears and just surrender to the universe. You have a very strong ego, I must say, but the universe wants you to trust that they always do what's only best for you. I'm also getting that the universe wants you to take up lessons on whatever it is you want to learn and even if it's not taking lessons, research and study new things that captivate you. Especially they want you to get more into Shadow work.
Also the universe wants you to know that your fears are only there to indirectly show you how much you value something or someone in your life.Your spirit quide can be the Horse. Learn to receive more than you give. You are someone who is very generous and kind towards others in general but the universe does not want you to take shit for no reason, in fact, they want you to stand on those high heels (or Shoes) and kick some ass! Lol. What I meant is stand up for yourself buddy.
The universe wants you to go wild with your desires, I mean who gets a say about what you can want if they have never contributed to anything in your life!? Like go do what you gotta do buddy! You are the Queen/King! You can do whatever you set your mind to and the universe is urging you deeply to let yourself free from the chains of expectations and other people's opinions of you. Chase those dreams and just do what you love.
Stop inviting Death
If avoiding death is avoiding life, dodging life is inviting death. For most people, if life becomes unpleasant or burdensome, then, knowingly or unknowingly, they start dodging life. Once you start dodging life, you are invariably inviting death. There is no better method to dodge life except to invite death. Either you do it consciously or you do it unconsciously. One major contribution to the multiple, complex ailments that you see on the planet these days is that people are trying to dodge life and, in the process, are inviting death. The body is only cooperating with this.
The body is just fulfilling your desire to invite death. Ask, and it shall happen! People are trying to avoid life because they think it is unsafe. You should know that the only safe place on the planet is your grave. Nothing happens there. There is no safety in life itself. Like I said earlier, tomorrow morning you may be dead, no matter how much security you create for yourself. I am not wishing you this, but it does not matter how healthy you are, how well you are right now, tomorrow you may be dead. It is a real possibility.
So there is no such thing as security in this life. The moment you start seeking security, naturally, you become death-oriented. Unknowingly, you will seek death. In India, it is tradition that whenever you see a sage or a saint, you should not miss the opportunity to get their blessings. So many times, people come to me and say, 'Sadhguru, please bless me that nothing should happen to me.' Really, what kind of a blessing is this? My blessing is that let everything happen to you. Let everything that is life happen to you.
Have you come here to avoid life or to experience life? If you want to avoid life, I have better technology than inner engineering. If you want to avoid life, all it takes is 2 metres of rope to hang yourself from the ceiling. And it is not expensive either! I am talking of efficiency; when alive, to try to avoid life is very negative. Our aliveness is a very brief happening but we shall be dead for a very long time. So taking one's life is not really an option. This happens by mistaking the psychological drama for the existential life.
The moment you think of security, you are assisting death. I want you to know: death does not need your assistance. Death is super-efficient. On the other hand, life needs your assistance. If you notice, whatever you do with life, no matter how much you do with life, there is still something more you can do with it. Life needs more attention and efforts. Death does not need your support. It will anyway happen and it will happen with absolute efficiency. There is no failure here, as all shall pass. People think nothing new should happen to them, but they want an exciting life. How is this possible?
This is a no-win situation you are creating for yourself. What can happen to you at most? At most, you will die. There is nothing more that can happen to you. And whatever happens in your life, you did not come here with an investment. You came empty-handed. You cannot lose in this life. See how wonderful it is! Whatever happens, you are still on the profit side, so what are you complaining about? This happened about ten years ago. At that time, the stock market in India was going down. Some people in Mumbai brought a man to meet me.
It seems he was initially earning Rs 250 million. Then he took a beating in the stock market. In about eight months' time, he was worth only about Rs 30 million. Now the man was broken, depressed and wanting to commit suicide because he had only Rs 30 million. He was in a bad state, so they wanted me to help him. I thought this was funny because, for many Indians, Rs 30 million is more than heaven.
If you give an option between heaven and Rs 30 million, they will choose Rs 30 million. But this man is depressed and wants to commit suicide because he has only Rs 30 million! This is not just about him; you are doing this to yourself all the time too! Let new things happen to you. If you create this kind of nothing-should-happen-to-me situation within yourself, you will become stagnant. Stagnation is death. If life does not move on, if new possibilities don't arise within you, you are living dead.
This is the reason that even when nothing has gone wrong with people's lives, you can see so many long faces on the street. For most of them, life has worked out far better than they ever imagined. Materially, we are all living much better than our fathers and grandfathers did. But still there are those long faces on the street. This is happening not because something has gone wrong. This is because of stagnation. You cannot live with stagnation because this is like living death.
Being 'living death' is a fantastic experience but to be deathlike when alive is horribly painful. If you are alive, it is wonderful. If you are dead, we are not bothered about you. There are too many dead people walking, which is why there is such misery on the planet. They were all bright and alive at one time; now, slowly, they are half into the grave. Yes, with time the physical body will deplete. That is why if only psychological and physiological processes are in your experience, if the right things are done about the life process, then you will not deplete with age and rather become greatly enhanced. So it is only life which must be constantly cranked up. There is no need to invite or practice death, because death does not need your support.
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PILE 4
CHANNELED SONG:
Dear Pile 4's,
I am getting a lot of songs in my head for this pile, so you guys really really love music huh. That's nice. I'll provide all the channeled songs in the end since you guys love music a lot.
Immediately I feel like you can be the middle child or the eldest child in your family or even a single child, even if it's not, the reason I feel that way is because of how much pressure and responsibilities you have had on your shoulders ever since you were a child. It's like you were forced to be adults at a very raw age. The 'born adults' pile.
I do have to say though, you all carry this weight on your shoulders with such grace and you make it look so easy to handle. You all remind me so much of that character in that Disney movie, 'Enchanto' whose name is Luisa Madrigal, regardless of your gender. She always portrays herself as this strong and independent person who can carry on any kind of weight without any effort but when she starts losing her powers, she freaks out internally, not knowing who to talk to while she still puts on a mask, pretending everything is okay.
That's actually the first song I got in my head, 'Surface pressure' (I'll provide the video at the end). The universe wants you to loosen up and not suppress your emotions anymore. Journal your pain and what you feel like you really need to release. The universe wants you to share your pain with a friend or family member who you trust. Don't burn yourself out if you can't do that task any longer. Relax a bit.
Yes, there's a lot of responsibility on you and a lot of activities need you in it but take that short break in the weekend maybe. Take a vacation and just give some excuse that can really convince your boss or whatever, you need that breather. I see you have a lot of duties and promises to fulfill that's why you are so hard on yourself and worked up about so many things, but have you ever just asked yourself what do you want to do FOR YOURSELF? 😕 Not for anyone else. What do you want to do with your time? How do you want to expand your ideas and your hobbies? You are A QUEEN/KING, I have to tell you that because the crown is heavy for the weak and you carry it so well, with such beauty, in spite of going through so much 😧.
I don't know, why but you all also remind me of Elsa from Frozen because she has so many duties which was just thrown at her by fate and she is not understood by anyone in her life so she just wants to be left alone because she believes she's no good for anyone and that she's a pain in the Ass but we know that's far from the truth, you might be like that as well. You are not a burden bestie, you are a real gift to whoever is in your life❤️. I see how you are the kind of person who just wants to be the best and prove to others that you are capable of handling anything you are given.
The universe sees how much blood, sweat and tears you've been putting since you were a child, and they want you to start acknowledging your true desires instead of heavily sacrificing them for mostly those who don't matter in your life or hold less to no value in your life. What do you feel the best doing? What do you wish to receive in return for your service? Where should you put your foot down and stop letting people take your service for granted? Yes, you all are built with the strength of a mountain but there's a cave you crave to cover up deep inside you.
I cannot emphasis enough about how much weight you carry on your shoulders, I'm literally feeling so upset right now, it's like you just don't deserve all this😮💨😖. You deserve to be helped and appreciated enough. You all are being asked to let go of things that are out of your control as well. I feel like you are quite the perfectionist too and the universe is telling you that not everything can be perfect, in fact imperfect is the real perfect.
The universe is urging you to share your responsibilities, it's okay to ask for help, Be it from a friend or family member. I feel like the universe wants you to be more loving and softer towards yourself as well🫂. You treat yourself like the way teachers treat soldiers training in the Navy, have you seen it? The teachers are really hard on the students there. You are only human after all, not a machine🤷🤷♀️.
The universe wants you to acknowledge the void that continues to grow inside of you. What can you do to make yourself truly content and destroy that void? The universe wants to take a stern step in asserting your rightful position that you deserve in your family or in society. Show them who's boss bestie! 😤 Cuz they have no idea who they're messing with..you deserve to be respected and admired for who you truly are. Those who think otherwise? Kick their ass goodbye cuz you got no time for toxicity bestie, you are not bossy, you are the boss.
OVERALL:
The universe wants you to be as kind and loving towards yourself as you can be. Don't stop yourself from buying what you want. Don't stop yourself from sharing when you feel uncomfortable or offended. Don't hesitate to stand up for yourself when you are literally making life easier for others to live while you take on so much on your shoulders. Buy yourself donuts and waffles (I heard). Eat sweet food and relish the flavors of it, don't waste a second to make yourself feel rewarded for your hard work and patience.
Let yourself loose. Just jump and your bed and throw pillows here and there. Serve yourself first before you serve others. Satisfy your soul first, not society (I heard). Be willing to explore the innocent parts of yourself and love the delicate parts of yourself that you keep hidden from others. Don't stop yourself from going wild and just dancing in your room or house. Let the music play and just shake what yo mama gave you! 🤭💃🕺Also, while meditating, imagine nectar flowing down your head and relaxing your brain. If you don't meditate, I suggest you begin soon, it will help you a lot. Even gardening and spending more time in nature is what the Universe is asking you to begin or continue more. Smell flowers and just take in the beautiful scent and feel more relaxed.
I also just heard, buy bouquets for yourself💐 and reward yourself in ways that make you the happiest and most content. Eat at that restaurant is also what I heard, so go, eat, and if someone judges you for it, eat them too ahaha (that's what I just heard, WTH spirit😭😂).
This is the Tug of War
Vishnujana: How will I be possible, Prabhupada, for a man whose mind is clouded to constantly chant Hare Krishna? A man who's always thinking thoughts about family, friends, country, nation?
Prabhupada: Yes. Think of. At the same time, chant. Two things will go on, and this will conquer. (chuckles) As Maya is forcing you to drag from this Krishna consciousness, you also force Maya by chanting Hare Krishna. There is fight. And Maya will go away.
This maya (illusion) is very strong. She'll force you to entice you to other path. But if you do not stop, if you chant loudly...just like Haridasa Thakura was chanting, and maya could not victimize him. You know that? What was his stand? Simply chanting Hare Krishna, Hare Krishna, Krishna Krishna, Hare Hare / Hare Rama, Hare Rama, Rama Rama, Hare Hare. Maya could not entice. Maya failed. Maya became his disciple. He did not become Maya's disciple.
This is tug of war. So don't be afraid of Maya. Simply enhance chanting and you'll be conqueror. That's all. Narayanaparah sarve na kutashcana bibhyati. We are not afraid of Maya because Krishna is there. Yes. Krishna says, Kaunteya pratijanihi na me bhaktah pranashyati. You just declare, "My devotee will never be vanquished by Maya." Maya cannot do anything. Simply you have to become strong. And what is that strength? Chant Hare Krishna, Hare Krishna, Krishna Krishna, Hare Hare, loudly.
(Lecture on Bhagavad-gita 3.6-10/ Lod Angeles, December 23, 1968)
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SONGS THAT DESCRIBE U AND YOUR SITUATION(S):
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WHAT THE UNIVERSE WANTS YOU TO DANCE TO OR HOW THEY WANT YOU TO BEHAVE:
THIS VEDIO IS SIGNIFICANT FOR UR SITUATION(S):
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Thankyou so much for going through this patiently, I know I kind of wrote too much, I apologize if it annoyed anyone but It took me a week to complete this. I really hope you all enjoyed this reading as much as I did composing it. Have a great day!💖 I have a reading coming soon that will excited you all a lot, I guarantee it! But for Byee~✨💃
HOW DO MEN VIEW YOU?
For women
PILE 1 PILE 2 PILE 3
•When choosing the Piles, please be sure to choose your piles in the following ways, according to your preference:
1. Close your eyes for sometime and think of the three numbers (1,2,3) to see which number is calling out to you the most. The number that feels the most magnetic to you is the pile you pick.
2. See the images and truly ask yourself which one is calling out to you. The image will stand out the most to you or you will feel a very strong urge to stare at that image out of all of them.
3. You can meditate to feel which pile is calling out to you as well.
Also, this is for entertainment purposes...mostly..and if a pile feels off, try choosing another pile💖👍.
Choose a pile that undoubtedly calls out to you. The pile can call out to you in many ways, be it the picture, the energy pulling you towards it or the number attracting your attention.
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PILE 1
CARDS : The Star, Queen of Pentacles, Three of cups, The magician, Temperance, Ace of swords
OVERALL CHANNELING SONG:
Okayy, my pile 1's,
first of all, DAMN. You guys are a force to be reckoned with. Men see you as someone who just stands out of the crowd without even trying. They imagine you naked a lot too, gurliess 😅. You look tasty and eatable according to men. They just wanna gobble you up whenever they have a chance ahaha oh goshh, they gotta chill!😭 Men view you as this walking stallion, a woman of undeniable beauty. I heard 'you set fire wherever you go' so damn, gurll, you got men going Loco hahaha.
Men view you in a very sexual way, it's like they see you as this Bombshell. You have a lot of fans ma'am and they are drooling for you (I just heard that). You are seen as a prize that men wanna win. First of all, men can't take their eyes of your lady parts. They are kinda perverted. You make dicks go wild hahahaa, that's literally what I just heard, my angels needa chill godd🥲😂 Okay so, men feel like you are someone out of their league. Like you are way higher than them, they put you on a seriously high pedestal ladies.
Men see you as someone who could be the kind of woman who spends hours in front of the mirror, putting on makeup, styling your hair uniquely, doing self-care routines and spending time more with yourself than with others. Men see you as someone so different than the women they have noticed. They also see you as 'the life of the party' person like a woman who parties and has a lot of fun.
Men see you as someone who they can have a lot of fun with too, they really want to get to know you better and spend more time with you. Men see you as 'the whole package' like the woman of their dreams and they are not wrong ladies, cuz you got that, yes, you are a real prize ma'am✨💃 I just got that scene in the movie 'The Mask' with Tina's entrance scene and Stanley and his friend, Charlie, both can't take their eyes off of her.
If you wanna know which one, the vedio is provided below🙌👇.
Anyways, so...Men feel extremely caught off guard when they notice you, like turning their head twice to see if they actually saw what they just saw lol, it's like they be thinkin' "Did I just see that??? daumnnnn". I also just got that opening dialogues in the song 'Rock my world' by Michael Jackson where his friends are just checking out this lady and Michael Jackson says he can get her so they challenge him, but the point I'm trying to get across here is that men can be doing this with their friends when they see you too, whether the guy approaches you or not is besides the point but men see you as a prize they wanna win, like someone who can't be won so easily. They also see you as someone who is sort of hard to approach.
I'm getting the message that men see you as a literal Star and I just heard, 'a Shooting Star'. Men are quite confused by your energy too because they find your energy both calm and composed and very chaotic or all over the place at the same time when they see you. But they often see you as this grounded woman who only settles for something serious and must not be taken granted of. Men see you as someone hard to tie down or catch, like a butterfly. They see you just like a person would look at the wings of a butterfly, with the kind of beauty that one can't stop admiring or observing. They see you as someone who should be served or devotedly take care of.
Men see you as someone who is like glass, fragile and must not be tampered with otherwise it will break and even if molded back into another shape, will never be the same again so how is it similar to you? Well, you are the glass here and if any man tampers with you, like breaking your trust or hurting you in any way, they think you will never forgive them and even if you do, you will never feel what you felt for them before they broke your heart.
This is the reason why they feel very doubtful to approach you because most of them doubt themselves when it comes to whether they can take care of you well or they break your trust, turning your love for them into indifference or regret but gurrll, they have no idea how strong you ladies are, hell, they don't even know who they're looking at. They're looking at a drop dead gorgeous woman right there and they don't know how to handle that kind of beauty and femininity. They don't got the guts to begin with lol.
I just heard 'you make spines shiver' gurrlllss, you all are the SIZZILING hot pile, at least that is exactly what men see you as. A burning star that can burn any man if they got too close. Men see you as a walking 'luxury'. Men see you as someone they want to immerse themselves in, like they want to indulge all their energy in you. You are the kind of person these men wanna show off to their friends in gatherings and parties. This pile is seriously giving off 'fun to party with' vibes.
Ever since I started the reading too, I kept hearing, getting the images and videos of Miley Cyrus and Lady Gaga in my head so I feel like many of you guys are perceived the way they are seen by people, like someone sassy and give no fucks but still seems kind and fun to hang out with, but of course men are intimidated by your energy so they'd rather admire you from the shadows than come and talk to you, gurl, you got these men nervous as HELL!
When any man looks at you, it's like you've got a hold of them ma'am, I'm not even kidding, it's like you have got complete power over them and it's like they are under some sort of hypnotizing spell lol. 'Your presence demands attention' is what I just heard right now so yess, no room can't have that real vibe if you aren't in it. You set rooms on fire, you set men's pants on fire, you set the world on fire ladiesss, and I think that's enough, I need to call the fire brigade now hahah😂👍
CARDS: The Hunter, The Siren
Omgg, do you know what card just popped out? The hunter! And guess what image is there on it? A Frigging Horsee ahhh, what did I tell you earlier ladiess, men view you as sexy stallions, someone full of elegance and beauty, someone who looks expensive and is someone who'll require proper taking care of and yet a force to be reckoned with!
Men see you as a hunter that's out to hunt them all down ahahaha. Men see you as someone who can ride them well, if you get what I mean 😉. Men can really admire your legs and hair out of all your parts, and of course, your lady parts that they can't take their eyes off. But wait? Is that all?? Of course not!
These men have too many things they are oogling at and they see you as this hypnotic figure, just like I mentioned before. They are hypnotized by your moves, the way you flip your hair, the way you carry yourself and how classy you seem. Men see you as literal sirens who can be the women of any man's dreams. LITERALLY.
You seem to fit in so many men's preferences. Men feel like a moth drawn towards you just as a moth is to a flame, omgg…that's also something I was getting in my head but I couldn't understand before what spirit was tryna tell me, now I got it! Remember when I told you, men see you as something that burns bright enough to scald them? Well, this is what I also wanted to add.
Men see you as a flame! That they are drawn to heavily. I am also getting the story of the angel, Icarus who flew to the sun out of extreme admiration and yet a lot of greed and it cost him his life. That's also how men see you. Someone who they should be very careful when dealing with.
OTHER CHANNELING SONGS:
Sexy lady - Shaggy
Savage - Bahari
A whole lotta money (remix) - BIA, Nicki Minaj
Let me take you dancing - Jason Derulo
Girl on Fire - Alicia Keys
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PILE 2
CARDS: 9 of Pentacles, Queen of Swords, Knight of Wands, Two of Swords, The Lovers, Ace of Pentacles.
OVERALL CHANNELING SONG:
My ladies of Pile 2,
Men see you as someone really hard to impress first of all. They see you as someone who they just can't put a finger on, it's like you got them hella caught up in your energy. They want to feel seen by you as well but you over here giving zero fucks as to who's tryna impress you, in fact, you are quite busy in your own work to notice. Men see you as a very classy woman. It's like you guys are seen as the CEO woman, or 'the Boss'. Men see you as someone who probably doesn't really have fun but only keeps having goals and working towards them.
Men see you as someone serious and they feel like you have a 'Resting Bitch face' is what I heard. Men find you very hard to approach ma'am. It's like they feel like a peasant in front of you, A Queen, A Boss. A woman of high status. Men see you someone out of their league, like someone who has a lot of high expectations and boxes to check which most men feel they lack.
Men see you as someone who would refuse any man who asked them for a dance. It's really funny actually with the scenario I got in my head and suddenly I just got 'No' song by Megan Trainer lol. Men see you as someone who probably says No more than Yes to others hahaha. Men see you as someone who takes life very seriously and doesn't like being messed with.
When men see you, they automatically assume you can be quite blunt spoken and don't shy away from asking exactly what you want from a man and they get quite turned on thinking about you being that way. Men find your energy expensive like you are not someone who'll spend time with just anyone or invest your time and energy on any man who comes your way. They see you as someone who is very choosy when it comes to pursuing something or someone.
I just heard 'The one that got away' so they feel like you can be this kind of person too, let me just say, Men assume a lot of things about you before even getting to know you because they feel like they'd rather do that than approach you and get rejected. You are someone a man feels like if he were chosen by, would be the luckiest man alive because being chosen by you is a miracle to men lmao. Men see you as someone fierce and strong, someone who no one can drag down and they see you as someone who's up for a fight if you were messed with.
Men see you as someone who is confrontational too. Men find you really attractive ma'am, I'm not gonna lie cuz ever since I pulled out all the cards and began channeling, I've only been strongly getting Beyonce's energy coming through. Men see you in the same light many see 'Beyonce'. Men see you as someone unforgettable, like they can't forget your face or the way you walk, the way you speak, everything.
Men see you as someone who's probably got a lot of guys begging you to pursue them but you are over here just achieving and becoming stable in life. Men see you as someone who can be quite cold and detached as well, like doesn't hesitate to put people in their place, doesn't stutter when you reject someone, stuff like that.
Men also see you as someone who most likely chooses to take care of themselves than depend on someone else. Men see you as a person who's got a sexy voice, like if they heard your voice, they'd look your way to see who has such a sexy voice. I keep hearing that 'Single Ladies' song by Beyonce, in my head as well so that song can be significant with the way men look at you.
Men see you as someone who is most likely to be stay single than involve yourself in relationships with just any man, mostly immature ones. When men look at you, they see you as a potential partner for them but yet they are stuck when it comes to catching your attention or making you desire them.
When men see you, they also feel like there is more to you than what you display outside. They feel like you may not be as serious and boring as you portray yourself to be on the outside. Men feel like you could be more logical than emotional, just looking at you once, well...silly them. Men see you as Gold, because not everyone can get enough of you, and most people chase you while you're just walking without giving a single glance at them.
I am also getting the entrance scene of Miranda in the movie 'Devil Wears Prada'. Men often see you the same way people view Miranda in this movie. This can also be the way you carry yourself, intentionally or unintentionally. If you don't know what I'm talking about, I have provided the video below.
When men look at you, they often feel like they will have put a LOT of effort to get to know you because you seem like you are not so open. You portray yourself as a very reserved and independent woman who has little to no emotions at all. Men can stutter a lot around you when they speak to you or you don't really have a lot of men interact with you or approach you, this is because you have them feeling weak in front of you, with the level of strength and class you carry yourself with.
I also just got the album cover of "Hips don't Lie' song by Shakira which seems very significant too. Men see you as a serious investment and that includes having a family. Men see you as marriage material even if you seem very detached or emotionless to them. Men feel like they can be your soft spot if they work hard to pursue you.
When men look at you, they also feel like you are someone who is devoted to God, it does not matter if you are or not, but men see you as someone who does believe in God.
The Tear (Reversed), The Judge
Omggg, ladiesss..what did I tell you earlier? Men see you as someone who is sort of cold and distant. I also just heard 'Heart breaker' so I got the message that when men look at you, they assume you are someone who breaks hearts a lot. Not like a player, but like someone who is not interested in what most men have to offer to them, so they don't hesitate to reject them.
Men also see you as someone who has very beautiful eyes. Men are quite captivated by them. Men also, like I mentioned before, see you as someone who is quite independent and invested in your own self and they feel as though you would reject them even before seeing what they've got. Men feel quite defensive around you because they do not want to admit that you can see right through their shit.
My ladies, you all are the 'BAD BITCH' Pile. Like literally, men feel like they have to bow down to you because of how powerful you seem to them. Men feel like you all are feminists too. When men see you, they feel your energy as well, because your energy and presence is quite contagious. It's like they would sit in slouched positions or crack jokes and laugh loudly, but the minute they notice you around, they feel the need to fix their hair, sit up straight and portray themselves as very put together.
Men don't feel like they can be themselves around you, they are quite nervous in fact, like fidgeting with their hands and hair around you. Men see you as someone who is quite sexy and someone, they wanna pursue. I just got 'Rihanna' in my head so men see you the way a lot of people view Rihanna, someone who's cool but does not let anyone mess with her, and she does not pursue any man she works with, she is very choosy.
[Actually I wanted to write your message down with a lot of jokes and fun like I did with Pile 1, but I felt very nervous to lol. All I can conclude is that your energy is one no one can and should mess with ladies, literally..]
OTHER CHANNELED SONGS:
Single Ladies - Beyonce
Bad Habits - Ed Sheeran
Unforgettable - French Montana
Juicy - Doja Cat
Hips Don't Lie - Shakira, Wyclef Jean
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PILE 3
CARDS: 9 of Pentacles, 4 of Cups, 7 of Wands, The Hermit, The Wheel of Fortune, Queen of Cups.
OVERALL CHANNELING SONG:
Dear Pile 3's,
I immediately felt so divine and calm when I pulled out cards for you. I felt such a pure and divine energy. It's one of most beautiful energies I have not felt for a long time. The crazy thing that just happened when I was pulling cards for you was that the minute I began shuffling, I felt such pure and divine energies and I felt 'The World' card coming through so strongly throughout shuffling. Even though I didn't pull out 'The World' card, guess what happened...I looked at the back of the deck and 'The World' card was literally right there, I literally had to pause for a while because of how I perfectly synchronized with your energies 😮💨.
I feel so emotional too, like you would make any poet cry ladies, that's how beautiful and divine you all are in general. Men find you very very beautiful and feminine. They feel like you are an ancient artifact walking in front of them. Men feel like you have this mystic beauty that they don't find so often these days. You all are like the women they describe in olden day folklore and tales according to men. Men see you as someone very hippie too, whether you are or not is besides the point.
You are seen as a 'walking artwork of God', I just heard. I cannot emphasis enough on how much men admire you, it's just insanee. Men feel like they are watching a walking fairytale. When men see you, they feel so dirty and polluted because they see you as someone so pure and elegant. They feel as though they shouldn't even touch you because they would pollute your purity. Men feel like a monster in front of you or when they are near you because you carry this pure and otherworldly beauty that they feel so unworthy of.
Men see you as walking angels who fell from the Heavens for them to admire in this cruel world full of monsters. Men see you as someone so delicate and fragile, someone who is innocent and full of selfless love. When men see you, they feel like you are someone who can make anyone's day bright just by being present with them. Men see you as someone full of light and beauty, one that cannot be taken away from you.
I also just got the image of 'Bella' from 'Twilight' movie, so you can be perceived the same way by men, the way Edward perceives Bella in 'Twilight' movie. Men also see you as this gift given by God to the world. My guides are comparing you to a Peacock right now to help me understand better how men see you, by that, I mean, You are seen the way people see a Peacock, a very beautiful creature with outstanding beauty (even if Peacock is a male, please don't see the gender lol).
Men just spend a lot of time staring at you when they catch a glimpse of you, knowing they can't just have you all to themselves. Men feel a sense of dissatisfaction with what they have in their life when they see you because knowing they don't have you makes them feel like they have achieved so little in their life.
Men who are older than you see you as someone they wished they had met or seen when they were your age as well so that they can approach you and connect with you without creeping you out, which of course is kinda creeping me out right now lol. Men see you as someone who keeps to themselves a lot but yet they find you so interesting, it's like even when you are the most silent one in the room, to them, your presence is the one screaming and grabbing everyone's attention.
Of course, I do get that men put quite a lot of Evil eye on you, intentionally or unintentionally. I actually feel strongly that in general everyone put's a lot of Evil eye on you because you have the kind of beauty that they can't have. Even if you do not think you are that beautiful, trust me, you seriously are- it will actually make artists cry out of disbelief. Like- I'm telling you, if Leonardo Da Vinci saw you, he would rather choose to paint you than Mona Lisa (No offence Mona, you're pretty too).
Men see you as someone who has such a soft and healing energy. I just got the image of a lamb, and I got this message from spirit saying that men who watch you are like wolves and the way they see you is exactly the way a wolf would look at a lamb, with thirst and hunger. I see you catch the eyes of a lot of predators so please be safe my sweet bees.
I also keep getting 'Camila Cabello' in my head so I feel like men view you the same way people view her, like fun and goofy yet someone with a lot of beauty. I'm especially getting images of her with wings and those ethereal pictures, that's the way men view you. I've provided the pics below👇. (You can have similar physical features but it's not necessary, I said it cuz I just heard that).
I also keep getting that music video of 'Living Proof' by Camila Cabello so men view you the way she is in the music video, like they describe you the same way Camila is describing her lover in the song. Video provided below👇.
Men see you as literally walking Light in this dark world. They feel very illuminated just looking at you. I just got the image of a Dove and then a Swan, so men see you as someone so graceful and admirable and again, someone full of purity. Men can't stop admiring you, a person they feel so out of reach from, it's like they are watching a star in the sky, they can admire it all they want, but they can never have it.
I feel like you are very genuine by heart too because I feel like all kinds of creatures feel very welcome and drawn to your energy. You can have animals like Dogs and Cats approach you a lot too. The funny thing spirit just told me to bring to your attention is that all these beautiful creatures spirit compared you too were Birds and birds are very sensitive creatures and so I feel like men also see you as someone very sensitive and in touch with their emotions.
I also get that you are quite similar to how Lucielle is from 'A Monster in Paris'. If you do not know the movie, I suggest you watch it, It's a very wholesome movie about real beauty, which is not always external. But I specifically got the scene where Lucielle helps the monster, despite not knowing him at all, because, like I mentioned before, you are very kind and genuine by heart and don't mean harm to any creature. Men also view you the way she is perceived by others in the movie. Also, you can be good at singing (just a random message I got lol).
Men think a lot about how lucky they would be if they got to have a deep connection with you when they see you or are in your presence. Men see you as someone who, if they got close with or got to be in a relationship with, would be the same as hitting Jackpot (I just heard). When men see you, they feel like you could be a lucky charm for them because you seem so full of light and positivity to them.
Men see you as a very very very very very beautiful woman and I am so upset right now because I'm nowhere near to describing how much beauty and purity your soul holds. Men see you as someone who really needs to be painted and then the painting has to be displayed in an art museum so everyone, no matter how many generations pass, can admire such extraordinary beauty.
Oh my god, ladiess, you have so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so many admirerssssss. You are literally a walking 'The World' card ladiess, you are so divinely protected, I have to add, and people can only see you, they can't just touch you if they wanted to, because you are like the divine child of the Universe. Men can also describe you as 'unreal'.
The Shapeshifter, The Mystic
Omggg, your energy in general is so so so spiritual and beautiful. Men see you as someone who is like a chameleon, someone who can camouflage into any kind of energy and place. Men see you as someone who can be anything, like one time you are a dancer, the next you are a researcher, the next you are a Witch, and so on. Men feel like you are otherworldly of course, and you can be anything you set your mind to. Men who know you personally see you an all rounder. You all are the 'BEAUTIFUL ANGELS' pile.
Men see you as someone who looks beautiful in literally any kind of clothing. Men see you as very hard to just Decode. Men literally can't decode you ladiess but they wanna try as much as they can lol, they may take an entire lifetime to be honest hahaaha. I feel so strongly that some of you may have Venus in the 12th house or Pisces, or Pisces and or 12th house stellium.
Men feel your energy as one that is so very vibrant when they look at you. Men see you as someone who is literally capable of removing darkness from people's lives. I just heard, you make people's lives colorful. Men see you as an ageless beauty oh my god gurlllsss, your beauty are all so damn praised by men.
When men see you, they can also misunderstand you a lot and they also see you as a daydreamer. A lot of you can also be the INFP types, It's okay if you are not though. You have men daydreaming about you a lot too ladiess, and men love your eyes so much, they feel like if and when they make eye contact with you, your eyes capture their soul, not letting go.
OTHER CHANNELED SONGS:
Cherie Cherie lady - Modern Talking
Too Sweet - Hozier
South of the Border - Ed Sheeran, Camila Cabello, Cardi B.
Beautiful Angel - Bazzi, Camila Cabello.
Girls like me don't cry - Thuy
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Thankyou so so much for reading through this post today, let me know how it resonates with you, I'd love to hear it! 💃🤭
I will be making the same post but next one is for men as to how women see you all, so stay tuned!✨
THE Ahtkuymas METHOD~
How is each month going to be for you?
Imma a bit delulu but if this method is a success, please call it...The Ahtkuymas method~
(I'm wheezing😂😭)
THESE NOTES ARE ONLY A STUDY OF MINE AND HAS/HAS NOT BEEN PROVEN YET, SO IF IT DOES NOT RESONATE WITH YOU, FORGIVE ME AS IT WAS ONLY A STUDY/OBSERVATION OF MINE.
I DO NOT PLAGIARIZE, COPY OR REWORD ANY OF MY FELLOW ASTROLOGY OBSERVERS POSTS AND I DEMAND THE SAME IN RETURN.
So guys, before you come for me, telling me Lunar Return Chart is available for this monthly prediction, yes. I do know we read the Lunar Return Chart for that but I wanted to know how one could read their months in a yearly chart as well.
Lunar Return Charts provide an in depth prediction of one's month but Solar Return Chart also made me drawn to just generally understanding what a person can expect for each month overall.
Yes, the placements in a Solar Return Chart will function throughout the year but each placement reaches its peak in that particular month and works very actively in that month compared to the entire year.
I wanted to read my SRC a bit differently this time. I wanted to know how one could understand how each month would be for them in a year. I then had a thought...maybe I could try this method and study whether all of my past months in the past years have an accuracy with this method.
Yes, I did find a mind-blowing accuracy so I wanted to share this method with you all as well. It is very simple and anyone can read their SRC easily with this method but I do want to remind you that this is just a method I have observed so if it isn't accurate, forgive me as I'm not professional astrologer.
I really do hope you enjoy this though...i will provide steps and examples from my own Solar Return chart.
Also...
I named this the 'Ahtkuymas method' because I made this name up when I was a small child. So yeah, I'm honouring my childhood self rn lol. It's pronounced as the 'Ath-ku-i-maas' method btw.☺️❤️🔥
STEP 1:
First of all, you must know what zodiac sign you are by your birth date.
Aries: March 21 – April 19
Taurus: April 20 – May 20
Gemini: May 21 – June 21
Cancer: June 22 – July 22
Leo: July 23 – August 22
Virgo: August 23 – September 22
Libra: September 23 – October 23
Scorpio: October 24 – November 21
Sagittarius: November 22 – December 21
Capricorn: December 22 – January 19
Aquarius: January 20 – February 18
Pisces: February 19 – March 20
Example: I am born on 16th of February so my zodiac is Aquarius.
STEP 2:
Now, see where your birth zodiac sign is sitting in the Solar Return Chart.
Ex:
In this Solar Return Chart, my Aquarius is sitting in the 3rd house.
Now, wherever your zodiac sits is where the months of the year begin. For example since my Aquarius is in the 3rd house, the months will begin like so:
3rd house = January
4rth house = February
5th house = March
6th house = April
7th house = May
8th house = June
9th house = July
10th house = August
11th house = September
12th house = October
1st house = November
2nd house = December
Also, please be sure whether Whole Sign chart or Placidus chart works accurately for you beforehand before trying this method. It is very important.
Okay, I'll use at least 2 Solar Return Charts to explain few placements that fell in which month and what experiences took place for me at that time.
I will just give a few months cuz of the overflowing of tea 😂😭
My 2022 Solar Return Chart:
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Moon being in the month of July was when I was so unsteady and so damn emotional. Like that was the month I kept crying and crying because of an incident that took place. I had Leo Moon conjunct Vertex in the 9th house and yes, a lot of my personal information was revealed to the public (my classmates and teachers) in this month (Leo effect along with vertex being the significant event). And uhh...I was the one who revealed it because I had too many sleeping pills which made me very unsteady and unconscious of my actions at that moment, I just blabbered my entire dark life to whoever was there.
August month being ruled by Virgo (mercury being the ruler in Aquarius 3rd house). wherever Virgo sits is where you are the most picky or have a lot of suspicion on and also where you have to work to be accepted, yes..that month I spent a lot of time trying to do things to be accepted by others, especially my friends. I feel out of a friendship which I a had for a very long time and I did make new friends whom I tried to fit in with and I knew they were hiding a lot from me, very suspicious of them.
September month being ruled by Libra and in the 11th house (libra ruler Capricorn venus in 2nd house) I did have a new crush here who was my friend's friend. I fantasized about marrying him and it was quite sudden (the Groom effect). This was a hard crush and it didn't end so well. Yes, I asked his number and texted him (11th house significance) once but he never really replied because he didn't like me back so I left it at that (probably the Groom squaring mercury effect).
Also Capricorn is a zodiac sign who is known for not taking shit from people whereas I am a person who takes others shit no matter how bad but this shockingly changed here.
☕ HOT TEA TIME☕ :
I once went to his classroom after my friend told me how bad she felt when he called her "Sam's body' which kinda meant I was sending her to get info on him which was not true cuz Im not creepy and I got hella pissed. Not because he told that about me, but because he hurt my friend. So I went to his classroom during his class, called out his name in front of the entire classroom and told him we needed to talk right that second and he gave a gesture saying he was doing his work and I told him I don't care. He came out and I gave him a sound scolding for doing such things. Not like that bad but I told him if he wasn't comfortable being my friend he could have just said so instead of spreading fake ass shit and talking down on my friends and he was speechless😭😂 (Capricorn Venus effect baby😂).
Scorpio being over the 12th house. I was in an extreme emotional turmoil in the month of October because of how my crush left me feeling Even though I scolded him (Scorpio ruler, Mars in 2nd house conjunct Venus and Pluto in 2nd house conjunct Mercury). I felt worthless and my self esteem dropped down so so badly. I was also very closed off but very emotional in private. Like I had so so much mental pain and emotional damage.
I'll jump to overall of December... there is Capricorn over the 2nd house and ruler, Saturn is in Aquarius in the 3rd house. Now, I met someone online in this month (Union in 2nd house conjunct 3rd house Aquarius mercury) and he was few years older to me, there was an evident age gap (capricorn). It was online mostly because the ruler of the 2nd house, Saturn, was in Aquarius with Aquarius mercury conjunct Union. Yes, this was the significant event that took place in this month. Yes, the connection was taboo and something I was sopposed to not involve myself in (union conjunct Pluto, Pluto conjunct mercury) The result is seen in the next SRC chart, 2023 where I check the placement of my Aquarius and count that as January and moving on.
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My 2023 Solar Return Chart:
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January being in the 12th house, having Pluto, sun and Mercury was the month where I was going to have a lot of my personal or taboo stuff exposed online (Capricorn Pluto conjunct Aquarius mercury). I was in a lot of drama and mess that month. I was going to have my reputation completely destroyed all because of some shitty guy online...the one I met on december and luckily I got myself out of it...with a lot of struggle (sun conjunct Saturn)
February was the month I began changing drastically as a person. Yes, I was more secretive and auspicious of people and I was very vulnerable and emotional that month (pisces over 1st house). I was also very much elevating spiritually.
March was the month where I paid a lot of attention to my studies and knowledge. I was also sharing my knowledge with others, like a guru does to his pupils lol. Yes, I actually had few People with whom I shared spiritual knowledge as a way to distract myself from the trauma and pain I had recently been through. This month was also the time I only spent time healing my wounds and had been wounded more.
April was the month I suddenly travelled a lot (3rd house = short distance travel) and those trips also changed me for the better (Taurus ruler being in the 1st house). The trip was expensive and lavish which also explains the Taurus over this house. I traveled to another state in my country so it is just Short Distance Travel. I also had significant events take place Here that changed my life's course extremely. It was like a new chapter in the book and I let go of the old chapter.
The month of May was a struggle for me because I began getting into arguments and fights with my mom and my family in general. I began feeling very uncomfortable around my elder brother since this month too. I was not at all in a good mood in this month and had horrible mood swings. I was pissed of 24/7, was always getting into fights with others, and was always complaining for nothing lol. I had a lot of problems with my friends too (Gemini) but my friend humbled my ass and told me I was so draining to be around and this further hurt me and I felt the need to change myself.
This one is very interesting, I met my romantic suitor in the month of June and cancer ruler being in the 10th house in Sagittarius is really fascinating because the guy was a Sagittarius. Anyways, I was also very emotional in the month of June, I was very emotional and I began to change into a more caring and loving person towards others. Cancer ruler conjunct Fama is the reason I began becoming known by many and popular because of my change of behaviour and welcoming nature.
Funny thing is, I began falling in love with this romantic suitor in the month of July. Leo being over this house with Destinn in this house made me experience such fated events which clearly felt like it was destiny that I met this man in my life and began falling so deeply in love with him, it was a crush in the beginning of course. My health also changed again and I began losing a lot of weight. (Leo ruler, Sun in the 12th house, the house of losses).
August month was very significant and full of work for me (Vertex and Virgo over this house) and it mainly circulated around the love that kept growing into a deep internal commitment to this person [7th house] (meaning I didn't tell him). I also faced significant events with my open enemies where she was clearly trying to take the guy away from me and it seemed to work which I was sad about but didn't do anything about. I was suspicious of my open enemies and even this guy I was falling in love with because I was doubtful about being liked back by him. I was overthinking so so much this month and had gotten so many dreams about this guy...he deeply impacted my subconscious and I couldn't go a day without having him settled in my brain (Virgo ruler, mercury in the 12th house). I even began writing in my diary because of him and about him of course.
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~ FEW NOTES:
✓Always check the months falling in your 6th, 8th and 12th house because that month will be kinda tiring and there will be some sort of struggle that month. In Vedic astrology we call these houses the Dusthana Houses. They are called that because of how much pain and suffering these houses hold:-
6th house has got to do mainly with physical suffering and pain such as health issues and diseases. All about one's health and everyday life.
8th house has got to do mainly with very very harmful obstacles and extreme transformation All about intimacy, depth and spirituality.
12th house is the house of mental suffering, painful losses, betrayal and a lot of suffering that seems endless. All about addictions, secrets, pain and spirituality.
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✓Where your True Node sits is the month where you will face and extremely impacting event that will change the course of direction in your life or will be the main contribution to your path moving forward so do not ignore that.
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✓Wherever Moon and Mercury sits is the month you will be very unstable in some way or that month will be very unstable for you. You will also likely be very moody during that month and the months connected to these planets and you can overthink a lot with the mercury and become very emotional and moody with the moon.
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✓Vertex also plays a very important role in understanding the month you will have very evidently significant events in your life. Especially when they conjunct a planet.
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✓ I always notice that I meet significant people who will impact my life or will be there in my life forward a long time in the month that falls on my 10th house when the 10th house has a planet. Even when another house is connected to the 10th house (ex: Leo 4rth house (suppose March is in this house) sitting in the 10th house, I will meet someone significant in the month of March.
>> How and in what way does the significant person impact you can be seen by where the planets ruling sign is placed. Example: I have Cancer over the 5th house (suppose April falls here) and my Moon is sitting in the 10th house, I will meet this person in the month of April or the month falling in the 10th house. Also, this person will impact my love life or romantic journey, even my creativity for that matter (5th house themes).
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I mentioned 👇this👇 in my Solar Return Chart post last time, but I'll type it down here as well for those who need it. For the placement of the zodiacs, it indicates the month being:
Where ♈ is, is the month you are brave, come first, are energetic and self-oriented. The month where you take a lot of action too.
Where ♉ is, is the month you are very stingy or when you are the most possessive of certain things or people, sensual, comfortable and dependable.
Where ♊ is, is the month you are fluent, curious, clever, seen as charming and communicate a lot. Will be very talkative. You can be spoken a lot about too.
Where ♋ is, is the month you will get pampered a lot, nurtured and protected or what/who you protect. You can even nurture and love the person connected to the house.
Where ♌ is, is the month you will have a lot of focus on you, when and where you tend to get creative, are adventurous, generous, have exciting experiences, and take risks (can also show who you take risks for)
Where ♍ is, is the month you try to be of service, when you are the most sceptical, doubtful and have to work to be accepted.
Where ♎ is, is the month you are cooperative, diplomatic, keep trying to find a balance, and are even competitive.
Where ♏ is, the month you feel compulsive or obliged to take care of certain things, when you get more into depth of the house topic and so on, experience a lot of intensity, when you keep secrets, what areas of your life you keep secrets about that month.
Where ♐ is, is the month you are more optimistic, crazy, fun, adventurous, and are liked by everyone. Also when and where you expand to new horizons.
Where ♑ is, is the month you are very serious, responsible, formal and even choosy and take no shit from others.
Where ♒ is, is the month you are quite the rebel, are independent, when you think a lot about the future, and when you are truly you.
Where ♓ is, is the month you are compassionate, sensitive, merciful, the month you dream of a lot, and possibly even wishes pertaining that area come true if you just dream about it.
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For the significance of degrees (image from Pinterest):
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✓The chart ruler is very important in the SOLAR RETURN CHART to know overall what does the events revolve around that topic. Example: Leo ascendant means the events in the year and months overall revolve around love, romance, fun, creativity, the heart, etc. The ruler (SUN) sitting in 6th house indicates these areas affecting your health or meeting new romantic suitors where you work.
To understand the events better always connect the house ruler into your prediction along with aspects and signs as well, just like I mentioned in my examples above👆.
Try examining a future chart and make note of predictions. Then let that year arrive and let the predictions unfold in front of your eyes. Let me know how accurate this works out for you guys❤️
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I'll come back with my experience after I see how well the predictions manifested:
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Okay, so January, February and March are already over...I mean we're almost at the end of March now so I'll share my experience and then I'll continue with the prediction. I'm so excited!!😆 I will return with my experience of the predicted months as well guys, so stay tuned✨👏.
Mind you, this method is used to just check how and what would happen overall during each month and does not go so deep as the lunar return chart does.
My chart has Leo ascendant and my Sun is sitting in my 6th house conjunct Mercury in the 7th house. So this year, all the events will revolve around romance, creativity, fun, etc. Themes connected to the 7th house being relationships, partnerships, etc. will also affect me and my health (7th Mercury conjunct 6th Sun). Overall health and romance are the main theme of this year for me.
January is in my 6th house having Pluto, Sun, Destinn and Libby. The minute my year began I got sick. I was really really sick and I was puking so much. The 6th house is one's physical health and Pluto being there just made me fall ill out of nowhere. It was like the Tower Card. I was so healthy and suddenly I feel I'll the next day, it was very unexpected. Pluto conjunct Destinn manifested as me knowing the sickness was a sign from the universe about a new beginning. In last year December I was getting signs and weird premonitions Outta nowhere and this was the final confirmation for me to let go of what has ended in the past.
February is in the 7th house with Pisces Saturn and Mercury. This was the month where someone confessed their feelings for me before saying goodbye🥲👏 (mercury in the 7th was the loving confession while Saturn was the goodbye lol). I tried getting over him because he was a long term love of mine and I met a lot of people online but it never worked out with any of them even if it was the shortest of the short connections lol. I downloaded a few dating apps (Pisces Mercury conjunct Aquarius Sun) and deleted them within a day I tried getting into a relationship and it never happened (Saturn in 7th).
March month is in 8th house with Aries Chiron, Venus, Fama and Pisces Neptune and True Node. This month I did travel for 3 days and this trip, even though short, had a massive impact on me and I learnt a lot of lessons (True Node in Gemini degree, 27° in 8th house). I was recognised a lot for my beauty where I was told I had a very photogenic appearance and I should go into modelling (Venus conjunct Neptune in 8th house with fama). I was very active and took a lot of action this month too (Aries effect). I met a lot of people in the trip too and they taught me these lessons (again, True Node impact). This trip was also an extremely spiritual trip, like a pilgrimage (8th house themes).
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APRIL - April month is in the 9th house having Taurus Uranus and Vertex. I will be traveling in this month and it will be long distance, like to another state or country. It will be sudden travel, like one I didn't plan and was suddenly taken to (Uranus in the 9th house). Significant events will take place this month which will make me level up when it comes to my beauty and femininity (Vertex in Taurus).
Even the Taurus sign ruler, Venus, being in the 8th house indicates my growing sensuality and also me having the fear that the events that took place on March would repeat again on this trip (sorry, too personal to share what happened). I will also be leveling up spiritually and will learn a lot of new things. I can also get new unexpected gifts and stuff, probably even technological devices (Taurus Uranus conjunct Vertex).
Uranus conjunct MC indicates literal change and elevation in my public image. Sudden breakthroughs are much likely and it can quite impact my personality uncomfortably though, it's the kind of change that makes me uncomfortable in some way (Uranus Square ascendant). Also since Uranus in 23° (Aquarius degree) I will most likely suddenly have significant events with people online and I will also elevate very uniquely.
I will definitely have extremely new experiences this month, probably even doing things I've never done in my life before. This house ruler in the 8th house does give me the feeling that I'm gonna be hella horny this month and I'm gonna be very intimate with someone or in general (idk who gurl, let's just see), especially since it's Venus and I will have or take some sort of intimate action because my house ruler is in Aries.
MAY - The month of May is in the 10th house having Gemini Jupiter and Groom. Since Jupiter is in the 10th house, I will be paid a lot of attention to in the public eye this month. It doesn't have to just be where I study or work, even while I'm walking in the streets, people will stare, it's like all the eyes are on me. This is because of the radiant energy I will vibrate in this month, it's very divine and pure, one full of life. That's why people will feel quite drawn to my energy and appearance, thus keeping their eye on me.
I will again travel a lot this month but it will be short distance (Gemini). I will speak a lot during this month or also be very influential online (Jupiter in 11°). Jupiter in Gemini also Indicates me being spoken a lot about by others this month, I'll be the topic of a LOT of Gossip. I will also most likely meet someone from my past (Gemini ruler in 7th house, a house that's falls behind this house which gave methe feeling of past returning back to the present and Groom falling in this house too). I can also meet a new romantic suitor or reunite with an old one but this is a man who will be very understanding towards me (Jupiter sextile Venus). I can also have wishes granted or prayers answered this month (Gemini ruler, Mercury in Pisces).
JUNE - The month of June is in the 11th house having Cancer Mars. I already know that this month is gonna be full of fights and arguments with my family members especially my elder brother (Cancer). I will also get into a lot of arguments and clashes with my friends and possibly even online drama (Mars in 11th house). Cancer ruler being in the 2nd house can also hinder my security, I won't feel safe this month. I will be very guarded and stingy even. Mars in Leo degree will make me very focused on my hair growth and my creativity, I will be very ambitious when it comes to this, this month. Although, Moon Quintile Mars suggests I will be very sexually active this month and can have extremely new sexual experiences (Moon in 0°). I will even probably have someone wanting to put their baby in me (Mars in Cancer aspect Moon effect). Not necessarily but we'll see...anyways, the month of June will be a very rocky month for me overall and I'll be pretty active that month. I will also have a lot of new experiences with my family and my mother specifically (Moon in 0°).
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Well, thankyou for reading through this today, I really hope you all enjoyed this!! ☺️❤️
Also, even though you are born on the middle or last months of the year, you can move to the next chart and begin counting the months from January starting with your zodiac sign.
For example: If you are born on the month of November, your chart would start at November _date_ 2025 in your 2025 SRC, still, start counting January from your zodiac sign till December and then shift to the next chart. I have tried this method with my friends charts and they have shared their relatability as well. It has worked wonders.
I know, a lot of critics will come my way but every method we use today was once a 'first time' for the creator. If we don't expand our mind to new horizons like the creators of many astrological methods did, then those methods wouldn't exist today..I'd like to end it at that😊💝.
All the images used above apart from my Solar Return Charts are taken from online sources and do not belong to me. All credits go to the original creators.
“Words don’t come out when you’re hurt that deeply.”
— Haruki Murakami
ASTROLOGY OBSERVATIONS PT.9
THESE NOTES ARE ONLY A STUDY OF MINE AND HAS/HAS NOT BEEN PROVEN YET, SO IF IT DOES NOT RESONATE WITH YOU, FORGIVE ME AS IT WAS ONLY A STUDY/OBSERVATION OF MINE.
I DO NOT PLAGIARIZE, COPY OR REWORD ANY OF MY FELLOW ASTROLOGY OBSERVERS POSTS AND I DEMAND THE SAME IN RETURN.
Also, this post is only for those who are 18 and above.
In Tarot, the Capricorn zodiac rules 'The Devil' card. 'The Devil' in tarot represents obsession, not being able to break from the chains of unhealthy addictions like sex, one's Ego being challenged, lust, losing control of the mind, etc.
In astrology, if you have the planets Mars and/or Moon in this sign, sex with you can be extremely addicting for your sexual partner. Once they get a taste of you in the bedroom, they lose control of themselves. They'll have the sex on their mind 24/7. They will try everything to stop it from distracting them by shifting their focus on other things but they will fail miserably.
They'll crave for more and more. Your sex will blow up the sexual appetite your partner has towards you like insane! Your partner will be in chains for your love (usually you express your deepest passion towards your partner through sex). Oh, and you can be into sex that involves handcuffs, blindfolds, chains, ropes, tying, etc.
You love and crave the kind of sex that's devotional, soul bonding and deeply intertwining. You also have an amazing level of sexual appetite and sexual stamina where you wish to have sex till complete exhaustion like fainting.
Steamy sex is what Capricorn Mars and/or Moon can fulfill undoubtedly. Since Saturn is the ruler of this sign, you are not open about this part of yourselves and prefer reserving it only for your commited partner or that one person who you choose.
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If Individual A has Capricorn Moon and individual B has Capricorn Mars, the sex between them is going to be so euphoric and a complete ecstasy. Sex between these two individuals will be insanely passionate, very steamy and deeply bonding. Both of them will instantly be very sexually drawn to eachother and they eventually cannot keep their hands off of eachother.
They have this urge to touch eachother and feel eachother. The slightest touch of their skin against eachother heats them both up instantly and at the beginning they often hide it internally but as the connection deepens, they show it to eachother.
The sexual chemistry is just french kiss!🤌😮💨 Both the individuals will be extremely addicted after first tasting eachother and having sex with eachother. Sex deeply connects these two individuals and they are very sexually compatible.
Uranus is a very destructive planet. It destroys outdated stuff for new and effective ones. It also rules gadgets, technology and advancement. So, the degree of your uranus matters a lot cuz it is at that age where your outdated thinking or just old ways of thinking, mannerisms, routines, everything gets destroyed and you become a brand new 'YOU'.
You can also get new gadgets or involve in a lot of technology at that age and during that year. You may try new things that you've never tried before and were afraid of trying, things you didn't expect you would do one day.
You will always have intense connections, that of a soul level, a magnetic obsessive kind with the person who inner planets (Sun/Moon/Mercury/Venus/Mars) are in the same sign as your 8th house [and Vice Versa]. It's the one with scary familiarity and depth but also a place where you can open up your souls to eachother.
This can even be an eternal bond. If Mars is the planet (alone or among the other inner planets) then it's likely to be a deep sexual bond if you are lovers (which definitely you are, because scorpio and the 8th house is nowhere near superficial and flaky connections).
Why do women having their Lilith aspect Sun, Moon, Ascendant and/or Midheaven look so damn attractive in black clothing? It just enhances this shadow part of themselves in their aura and makes them look extremely tantalizing in the colour black.
FOR A FEMALE:
Billie eilish has her h21, h22 and h13 Lilith in 12th house with her h21 Lilith aspecting the ascendant and her h13 Lilith aspecting her moon.
The one reason she looks so beautiful in feminine and masculine clothes, both, are probably because her Lilith sat in a house of duality..there's both a male and female fish in the pisces zodiac and this being the house of that zodiac further impacts how she appears in clothing of both the male and female gender. Either way she looks stunning in anything she wears.
For men, it's quite different actually.
FOR MALES:
Johnny Depp has his h13, h21 and h22 Lilith in the 4rth house which explains the toxic childhood and how toxic his mother was to him but anyways, his h21 Lilith is aspecting his Moon and his h22 Lilith is aspecting his ascendant.
Now in a man's chart, Lilith works pretty differently. Lilith in a man's chart can show the kind of woman the man is intimidated by. So usually in a man's chart, when Lilith is in prominence, I've noticed how soft and delicate they appear on the outside.
They don't have this kind of like aggressive seductiveness look to them. They have this graceful aura that captivates people, sweeping them off their feet. Their seductive looks are soft and graceful.
plus, Johnny Depp has his Liliths in scorpio which enhances these naturally alluring qualities in him.
Another example I can give you for the effects of a man's Lilith being prominent is Shawn Mendes.
He has his h13 Lilith aspecting his Moon and his h22 Lilith aspecting both his sun and moon.
• I have also noticed how men having prominent Lilith looks very much like a momma's boy when they're younger but as they grow older they begin to be more attractive in a bad boy way. They look like a bad boy who your mama tells you to be safe from😂.
Well, that's all for today dear readers..i really hope you enjoyed reading this as much as I enjoyed making it.☺️
Have a good day and see you on the next one! I have a very interesting post coming up which I'm sure you all will love too! Stay tuned! 💖
THE KARMIC NUMBERS
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The people born on 10,13,14,16, and 19 of any month are called the karmic ones.
These numbers are known as the karmic numbers. These people have had several births, even millions. You guys are the 100% old souls, like maybe even possibly the fossils😂👍.
Also, this post can be somewhat painful to read and what you read can be hard to swallow it you are a karmic born so to give you some moral support, I called my raccoon buddies to cheer you up🫂❤️...I know, it will be hard for some of you to read through this but you are strong so beautiful strong. We can do this.✊🤝
Question:
1. Why are certain people born on the date of karmic numbers?
Ans: This is Because they have abused something (what they abused is based on the number that they are born on) that they were given for lifetimes and now they have to suffer the consequences of their actions of all those past lives and also make sure they do not commit the same bad deeds and mistakes in this lifetime.
✓Number 13 and 19 are very similar but number 13 is the abuse of power where a person was very lazy or careless about the welfare of others in their past lives and did whatever they wanted to do while number 19 is the abuse of power and authority where one misused the role of being an authority and having power in their hands in their past lives.
✓Those born as karmic ones are definitely born into families with heavy karmic baggage and these people tend to always have problems with their bloodline. Most of the connections you have in this lifetime will be karmic.
Now Let Us Begin~
NUMBER 10 - THE CLEAN SLATE
Number 10 is not necessarily those who are facing the consequences of karmic actions overall. Yes, they will be facing unjustifiable actions taken towards them and dealing with a lot of pain but this lifetime is more of a 'starting from square one' chance given to them by the divine.
To all those born on number 10 of any month. You are all the ones who have been given a second chance to make sure you do not commit any evil deeds in this lifetime. In your past life, you may have committed good deeds which deserved credit and learnt your lessons so this lifetime has been given to you to prove that you can and will perform good deeds intentionally and pile on good karma to get rid of this karmic blockage in your next lifetimes.
If they mess up again in any way like abusing love, freedom or power, then they will join the karmic gang again. Being born on this date means having a karmic completion where you have served your sentence that was given to you by the divine but you shouldn't mess up again.
NUMBER 14 - ABUSE OF FREEDOM
To all those born on number 14. In your past lives you were given freedom and you misused it. It can be in any way, like you may have been given freedom to do whatever you wished with the money your parents gave you but you misused that privilege and went on to do drugs and so on. You may have been given the freedom to do something in an area, for a person, to a person, with a person, for a population, etc, but you misused that so terribly that you now are a karmic no.14. You were very irresponsible in your past lives and that ruined not only your life, but others who were connected with you as well.
In this life you will suffer the experiences of not being given the kind of freedom you want, feeling controlled all the time, working to please others all the time, always being under someone, lacking control of your life, making bad decisions when you are given the opportunity to make one and thus negatively impacting both you and the people connected to you sooner or later, other people may also cheat you because you have given them the freedom to do so and do not put your foot down, you fear having your freedom taken away from you.
It is your responsibility in this lifetime to reduce these karmic debts by not misusing any freedom that is being given to you. No matter how small the act is,if it goes against the freedom given them it is again and abuse of freedom.
Story time!
My dad is born on this karmic number and yes, he was not given the freedom to choose the occupation he wanted and he hates having his freedom taken away from him in any way. In fact he says that he is welcome only to all those who want him for himself.
He is very critical of the people he is connected with and has a lot of trust issues because of the incidents that took place with him in his past. He is also...very irresponsible...sorry dad, but it's the truth😮💨.
NUMBER 16 - ABUSE OF LOVE
Being this karmic number is honestly the most tough out of all the numbers and imma tell you why soon.
To all those born on 16. (That includes me🥲) In your past lives you were given love but you misused it. It can be in any way, like you may have had a very loving partner but you abused him/her physically or mentally. You might have had a very loving mother but you hurt her emotions and feelings by cursing her all the time. You may have had a very loyal pet but you poisoned him/her for whatever reason there may be. You may have had an honest friend who wished only the best for you but you betrayed them for whatever reason there may be.
For the karmic number 16's, love is going to be a very painful experience in this lifetime. You all definitely wish for someone to just love you for you and stick by your side through all the chaos but it is a rare occurrence to find someone like that. You might be given good hearted people in this lifetime but also purposely given the chance to ruin it all and even possibly cheat on them or cheat them in some way which is where you must make the right decisions. You will mess up when it comes to love, no doubt, but for those who haven't till this day, please be more careful when dealing with people in general.
So yes, you will be afraid of not being loved and appreciated in this lifetime. You will be in situations where you can hurt the person based on the choice you make but you shouldn't. Yes, it is very tough but I just want to say that belonging this karmic number (any karmic number actually) means you still have several lifetimes to go because as you continue to deduct your obstacles, you accumulate as well in this lifetime because come on, there will always be an instance where you have to make a decision that is good for you, even if it hurts the other...just maybe do it a little gently.
You will mostly be deprived of the kind of love you wish to have, you will face many heartbreaks and you will be kind to others but taken advantage of because of it. You will have partners who cheat on you or do not keep up their word. You will love generously in the hopes of being loved back but you find it very hard to find someone like that.
Yes, genuine people do come in your life, but that is when you must be very mindful and take good care of what you have with you because if you commit any act that goes against honest love, that person will be taken away too. This applies to any living being on this planet, including trees, plants, animals.
Story time!
I, my sister and my mother are born on 16. My mom shared with me once that she was told by a psychic (before she learnt about this) that in her past life she was a Man and she did not take care of her pregnant wife. In fact she completely ignored her and hurt her. Her pregnant wife cursed her in her past life that she would go through the same in the her next life and in this lifetime my mom did not get the support she needed as a wife and a mother. She single handedly raised me, my sister and my brother.
Why is this the most tough number to have? Because when I say love, I do not mean just romantic love. I mean motherly love, fatherly love, sibling kind of love, friendly love, love towards nature, love towards animals, love towards anything that exists on this very planet. You should not abuse any of these kind of love.
You cannot treat absolutely anyone harshly, even if you are going through your period (for the ladies) or are just not in a good mood. Literally. Who can always smile and wave? Personally, I believe it's hard to be sweet all the time. I'm not saying it's hard to be kind and sweet. I am saying being that way 24/7 is honestly just something unimaginable.
We all have bad moods and if you've noticed people always trouble you so much mainly when you are in a bad mood, like i dont know why does it happen but now I feel like it happens to test you as a karmic person. No matter how much a person may insult you or hurt you, you can't just say or do anything evil against them, even if they deserve it because you have to be kind and patient with everyone who has a heart. Gosh...I don't do evil things (hell with that, I can't even hurt a fly😭😮💨) but I do say a lot of mean things when I can't control my anger anymore.
NUMBER 13 and 19 - ABUSE OF POWER
Now, you may be thinking isn't abuse of Freedom and abuse of power the same?
No. There is a fine line between them. Abusing freedom does not necessarily involve huge blunders, involving huge populations like this karmic number.
Ex: Abuse of freedom can even be an incident where you were gifted your first phone after begging your parents for ages and you misused it by watching pornography at a young age.
Abuse of power, although, most of the time, involves you being the cause of destruction of many lives.
In your past lives, you were given power but you misused it. I believe many ruthless and unjust rulers,leaders, terrorists and politicians of the past are reborn as this karmic number later. Why? Because their evil deeds and actions destroyed the lives of many innocent people, all because they wanted to be in power and had selfish motives.
In this lifetime you will be afraid of not having power in any way. You will be in situations that challenge your morals and test whether you will take the right decision. You will be given power in some way but the way you use it will either result in the reduction or accumulation of karmic obstacles. You may face situations where you aren't given the power that you want and feel you deserve. You will take good decisions that ensures the welfare of others but will not be appreciated for it. You may do good things for others but you face their criticisms and complaints, rather than gratitude. You are someone who wants to be seen for your efforts and good deeds by others.
I have observed most of these people will have power of some kind at one point of their life but depending on the way they utilize it will either affect their karma for the good or for the worse.
Examples:
1. Indira Gandhi, daughter of Prime Minister Jawaharlal Nehru, was a female politician in the 90s (born on 19th) who was pretty new to the political field (after her father passed away and the sudden demise of the previous PM Lal Bahadur Shastri) and she was extremely power hungry to the point she manipulated law and order and declared a Nation emergency which caused the people to suffer so much. Now, this folks is a perfect example for Abuse Of Power.
2. Sri Sri Ravishankar Guruji, born on 13th is a spiritual figure who is widely known for providing both public and private school services to the world and is working towards a Nobel cause to help educate the poor worldwide. He also participated in helping traumatized soldiers through yoga and Pranayama during the sri Lankan civil war. His teachings have touched millions of lives worldwide, promoting a vision of a world free from stress and violence. Through his programs and initiatives, Gurudev has reached over 500 million people, helping them achieve inner peace and happiness.
3. Jamie Foxx, born on 13th is also an actor who actively provides for the health, education, and welfare of children throughout the world, including housing, and HIV/AIDS issues in Africa and Haiti...but but but, he was also caught cheating on Katie Holmes with a mysterious woman which is also an abuse of power (and of love too) because he had the power to make the right decision. It was not like he has no choice. So yeah.. abuse of power again.
In this lifetime be mindful of the actions you take as it can affect many people connected to you, even if it is not directly. When you are given power do not become greedy and swallowed by wealth resulting in you committing evil deeds and becoming corrupt again.
Story time!
A classmate of mine was ('was' cuz we ain't friends, we study in different universities and I do not talk with him) born on 19 and he was one of the most confident person I met. He knew how to lead the masses so well and he was so good at anything related to being a leader, giving speeches,etc.
As soon as he turned 18, he had the power to earn money however he wanted because his parents were very supportive of him and urged him to pursue whatever dream he wanted, so he chose to teach slum kids for free. That is such a good deed right there.
He, in general, loves teaching and working towards a good cause so he began teaching kids in slums for free. I personally never actually got along with him, I mean I hardly even spoke with him but this made me give him a lot of respect.
Not like he never did anything shitty though. He did have this beef with our mathematics teacher because she was giving too many assignments to the point he cried....and he was an 'out of out' topper (no offense to those smart toppers out there, being you guys is definitely a shoe that's hard to be in..so proud of you all)...and here I was..an average student with not a tear in my eyes even when I never did any of the homework😀 anyways, he in his power tried to crush her but it never worked and he cried..idk why am I giving so much tea on the situation rn😂🥲
Thankyou for reading through this!
I hope you all enjoyed this post and I look forward to seeing you all in the next one!❤️🔥🫂
Also, I hope my raccoon buddies made you feel better..even if it was just a little bit😊💗
Btw, I"m gonna call all my readers 'My cherries' from now on..my sweet adorable cherries lol